Date: Sat, 6 Sep 2014 23:57:04 -0700
From: Ruthford Stephens <skeeter.stephens@gmail.com>
Subject: Jason and the Journey to Discover Himself Chapter 4 (Revised)

Chapter 4

(Randy)

After Randy had tried calling Jason a couple more time's, he
started to get worried and upset at the same time. It just seemed
too unreal to him. His best friend, who he has known for the last
five months, just looked at him and walked away as if he didn't
know him and said nothing about leaving. He even didn't give any
reason.

Man, why in the hell would he just leave like that and not tell me
why he was leaving. I mean I am one of his closest friends.

Randy started to walk back to his house even though he knew good
and well that the walk was very far and long. At least 8 miles from
the school, but he didn't care; he was so deep in thought about
what Jason had done. While walking, his phone rang. Hey Ray, Ashley
said. Randy rolled his eyes and wasn't in the mood to talk to her
and didn't want to put up with her shit. What do you want Ashley?

I'm not in the mood to talk.

I just wanted to tell you that I will be here for the summer!Your
parents said it was okay that I stayed with you guys!

Fuck! Randy thought. At this point, he felt so annoyed and didn't
have any time for this. He got home with anger in his eyes and
called out for his parents. He found them and wanted to talk to
them. When questioning them as to why they said yes to let Ashley
stay for the summer, all they could do was shrug their shoulders
and tell him he should be happy that they are letting a girl stay
with him for the summer. He told them that he was freaking out and
stressed that Jason just left and said he was leaving for New York
for the summer, and he had no idea why. He got up with anger in his
face and made his way to the kitchen; his mother came following him
with a concerned look and said.

What are you talking about Randy? Linda (who is Jason's mother),
never called me and told me they were leaving for New York. She
said this with a very concerned look on her face. Linda, Jason's
mother and Margie, Randy's mother were good friends, and she was
concerned something must be wrong. She promised Randy that she
would try and reach out to Linda tomorrow since it was getting so
late; she didn't want to call this late since it was now 10 pm.

I promise sweetie; everything will be fine. Usually when people
take off like that and not say anything to their best friends, just
means that they were in a rush and will call them once settled
down where they will be. After the talk with his mother, Randy
figured it was time to go to bed. He made his way to his room and
started to pull all his clothing off except for his boxer briefs
that fit him so tightly. He took a stroke at his cock that twitched
every so often, and jumped into bed. His mind just started to
wander and think about all the time he had spent with Jason. Tears
started to form in his eyes as he remembered how they would spend
time together on runs, at each other's houses and hang out during
school. Thinking, why would he just leave like that and not tell me
anything, and then he started to cry harder.

Soon afterward, he started to try and fall asleep, but just seemed
to toss and turn, and it was two hours later before he fell asleep.

Soon after he felt a hand stroking his dick that seemed to grow
by the minute. He opened his eyes even though it was dark with a
little light coming in his room due to the moon and saw that it was
Ashley. In a low voice, even though he was surprised, he asked,
what the hell are you doing in here and why are you stroking my
dick? She explained that she was horny and ready to get the fuck
pounded out of her pussy. She got on top of him while he as on his
back and kissed him. She made her way down to his cock and started
to suck long hard strokes as he let out moans of pleasure. The
funny thing was that he was thinking about Jason the whole time.

How he wished it was Jason sucking his cock. Soon she started to
slip his dick in her wet hot pussy, and she started to moan load
with a long "OOOO MMMYYY GGGOOODDD! Randy sported a very nice fat
cock that was about 8 inches, and he was only a 17-year-old teen,
and was very proud of his big cock. Randy whispered shut up stupid,
or my parents will hear you.

He asked if she had a condom and remembered that she tried this
once before when having sex with him, and Randy didn't want to have
a baby with her. Whatever, she spat out and got up and retrieved
one from his desk. She took longer than usual, and he was wondering
what was taking her so long and said.

What the hell are you doing Ashley?

Nothing Randy, as she dropped something to the ground and came
running back to bed. She climbed on Randy's big cock, and he
started to pump her pussy like no other. He turned her over and
had her on her stomach with her head pushed in the bed and fucked
her like an animal, which seemed like he was doing out of anger
due to Jason leaving. All he thought about was Jason the whole time
and fucked Ashley harder as he thought more and more about him. He
came in the condom and they both relaxed and fell asleep. As Randy
woke for breakfast, he realized that Ashley was not in his bed. He
figured she must have gotten up during the night before everyone
got up. After they had eaten; Randy's mom picked up the phone to
try and call Jason's mom. It was with no luck though, and you could
tell the anger on Randy's face.

Summer had come and gone, and school was to start. Randy felt lousy
but was happy since he figured he would see Jason at school. With
Ashley gone, he went to school with no sign of Jason.

Fuck! He thought. Now he is extremely pissed. He went home got on
the computer and wrote Jason a very upsetting email explaining how
upset he was and how mad he is with him. He didn't send it yet and
figured he would give it a day to see if he saw Jason.

Damn it, he even missed his 1st day of Cross Country practice and
the meeting he had, Randy told his mother in the kitchen. He went
to his bedroom and took a nap hoping he would see Jason tomorrow.

(Jason)

When walking away, Jason started to cry. He knew that Randy was
upset, but there was too much going on in his mind to tell Randy
what was happening. Even though he did feel hurt by what took place
at Randy's house, Ashley showing up unannounced. Nothing compared
to what was told to him by his mother Linda the other day while he
was hanging around the house.

(The day before)

Hey, sweetie can you come in the kitchen, me and you father want to
talk to you.

Sure mom, Jason said.

Well, I hate to tell you this but I think we need to before
something bad happens, and you are going to find out soon enough.

Jason looked at his mother with as confused look on his face. His
father Franklin came up to him and said.

Son I want to apologize to you, but I have some news.

Jason went to ask what the matter was. Jason's dad looked at him
with watery eyes and sat him down.

Son, I have heart disease, and the doctors only have given me a
month to live. Jason almost fell while letting out a loud moan and
lost his breath. His mother had to catch him before he fell out of
the chair.

What did you just say yelling at his dad? And crying at the same
time
So I have.....

Before his dad could finish, Jason ran off to his room crying his
heart out being upset with a mixture of pain and anger as well.

Hearing his father was going to die was the worst news of his life.

His mom and father tried to come after him, but he locked his door
and wanted no one to come in his room. He ended up falling asleep.

The next morning he got up for school but before he left, he went
to his father and gave him one of the biggest hugs he had ever
given someone and told him he loved him. All his father did was
cry and say he wanted his son to come to New York with him and
his mother and be with him when he dies. Jason agreed and went to
school for his last day.

(Present day)

As Jason went in his house, he went to all of the phones and
started to unplug them. His parent looked at him as if he was
crazy. But then his father told his wife to let him do what he
wants.

If this is how he needs to deal with the news then let him be. Then
his dad, Jason Sr., got a bad chest pain and had to sit down.

Dad you need to take it easy, Jason said as he ran over to see
after his father. They finished packing and left for the airport
and arrived in New York after a five-hour flight. When they
arrived, Jason was surprised to see the one person that he missed
the most, Matthew. Jason ran up to Matthew and hugged him with
tears in his eye. When hugging him, Jason forgot how great it felt
to be held by a guy like Matthew; he was manly and fit as they
come. Mathew was an Australian, who kept himself in shape, and
during the time he was gone he actually put on a few pounds of
muscle, Jason could definitely tell.

What the hell are you doing here? Jason asked.

Your mom called and told me the news and my dad who is you dads
doctor also told me. You must have forgotten. We both grew up here
in New York silly. I've known you since you were three years old
haha!"

As the days and weeks went on; Jason's dad got sicker and death
was coming quickly. Jason received emails from Randy but never
emailed back because of the pain of his ex-girlfriend showing up
unannounced and what was going on with his dad. And then one day
they received a visit at the house from Matthews dad.

Noooooooo! Jason's mother cried out, and Jason and Matthew came
running into the kitchen to see his mother crying her heart out.

Son, I am so sorry to tell you that........

Jason just went into a daze and heard nothing. Then he started to
fall to the ground in tears when Matthew caught him. Jason started
to cry in one of his good friends arms while his mother came over
and hugged him and they all four began to hug and cry together.

Jason's father and Matthew's father were old college best friends
and went to Medical School together.

With the memorial set to be back in their hometown, Jason sat on
the bench outside of their house, and Matthew came out to talk with
him.

Hey buddy, I know this probably isn't the best time but is there
any way we could talk about something?

Sure Matt, as Jason said with some tears in his eyes.

Matt sat by Jason and put his arm around him and started to talk.

Ok, I want just to get straight to it. I have a feeling that there
is more to the story than you just being best friends with Randy.

Uh, what are you talking about Matthew?

You're hurting so bad Jay, and even though the worst thing in the
world has happened to you, I sense that there is more that is
hurting you as well.

Jason started to look in Matthew's eyes and cried even harder. As
Matt ask him what was going on he looked at him and told him, there
was this one person that he just couldn't stop thinking about all
the time. Matt finally asked him if he could guess who this person
was, and it took Jason by surprise.

Is this person someone I know?

Jason shook his head saying yes.

Is HIS (with strong but soft wording on that word) name Randy?

Saying this with as much care and trying not to hurt Jason's
feelings as he was already hurting so much. Matthew was also
holding Jason with his arms around his shoulders.

Yes, saying in tears.

Jason dude why didn't you tell me you like guys bro; I could have
helped you through this.

As Jason explained to Matt that he was scared that he would hate
him, and he would disown him as a best friend.

DUDE, even though I don't like guys that way, I do in fact LOVE YOU
and would never do or say ANYTHING to hurt you. Matt said this in
tears.

As they kept talking Matt ask Jason something that would put him
to the test and to help him deal with his issue of liking Randy.

He asks Jason to talk with Randy once he got back home because he
owes him an explanation as to why he left without letting him know
what was going on. If you care for him and he cares for you, both
of you will understand each other. If he is your best friend, he
won't care if you are a gay man, he will still treat you as his
best friend.

He also said that Randy might just feel the same why. In his mind
though, Jason thought that would be thinking crazy, but he agreed
with Matt and said he will talk to Randy. Matt wanted to know why
Jason even stopped talking to Randy as much in the 1st place.

Well, Matthew, you see his ex-girl came up from Oregon to see him
and...

That's when Matt stopped Jason,
Ok dude, I get it now. Listen, I wouldn't worry so much and he
might not even like her. She is the one who came from Oregon to
see him; it's not like he invited her to come to his house, and he
might not even like her since I never even heard him talk about her
when I lived there as he laughed.

You may be right.

The guys went into the house to hit the sack before beginning the
trip back home. The next day they made their way back home on a
long flight and when Jason his mother, grandmother and Matthew
arrived at the house they all went to bed. Jason remembered that
school started that day and got annoyed he missed the first day and
his cross country meeting. But his mom took care of that by telling
the school about his dad, and they sent their well wishes and told
him to take his time coming back. As he laid on his bed in deep
thought, his stomach got a little nervous feeling in him.

Man this is going to be a hard and very sad talk with Randy. I hope
I don't cry too much at the memorial when I speak about my day. And
he started to cry again.

Are you ok? Matt asked. Jason told him what he was thinking, and
Matt got in bed with Jason as they did when they were little. He
held Jason and helped him sleep.

The next morning Jason heard his mother Linda talking at the
bedroom door without walking in saying.

Hey sweetie, I'm going over to Randy's house to speak to his
mother and him as well and let them know what happen and about the
memorial we are having for your dad. I will be back soon ok!

Ok, mom thanks and love you. He said. Then thinking, man I wonder
how they will react. I feel like a bastard and a disloyal friend to
Randy for not telling him.

Linda walked up to Randy's mother's door and rang the doorbell.

When Randy opened the door and saw Linda, he almost lost it and
started to cry because he didn't see Jason and thought something
bad may have happened to him. He thought about that look Jason had
when he was speaking to him as if someone or even he was going to
die.

Mrs. Doormen, PLEASE let me know nothing has happened to Jason
PLEASE say he is ok? Saying that while almost falling to his knees.

To be continued.....

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