Date: Fri, 26 May 2000 22:26:20 -0400
From: BBG <some1yuno@hotmail.com>
Subject: ST:  Lacrosse Lover Chapter 8 (M/M, Coll., Oral, Anal)

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Lacrosse Lover: Chapter 8
 By Mark (BostonBiGuy) some1yuno@hotmail.com


When classes started back so did practice so Chris and I had an
opportunity to arrange a get-together.  After we finished having sex I
decided to talk to him for a bit about having decided to move in with Rob
and Matt.

"That's cool, although you've got one of the best setups in a dorm since
you've got your own room.  But then again, it's not as nice as being in an
apartment.  Of course you know what that means though don't you?"

"What?"

"You're gonna be around Rob and Matt almost all the time, which means no
more privacy like having a single in the dorms.  Puts somewhat of a damper
on you having *guests* like me."

It took me a second to realize exactly what he was referring to.  Of
course he was right, now that I'd have roommates it would limit the times
when Chris and I would be able to get together for sex. Considering that
sex was the main reason we got together it meant we wouldn't be together
nearly as often.  Now the only limits on our time were my classes and his
schedule.  Other than that we were free because I always had an empty
room.  It didn't matter that Chris had a roommate because my room was
always free so we'd get together two to three times a week, sometimes even
four.  Having roommates would mean that we'd be lucky to be able to get
together on a weekly basis.

Though I really didn't know Matt's or even Rob's schedule all that well
and I'd probably have to wait until I moved in there before I would find
out.  I thought about telling them, but that was only for a second - there
was no way I'd endanger my friendship with Rob.  Besides telling them
would probably result in me being shut out anyway and they'd find a new
roommate.  I'll just have to be more careful after I move in.

Chris said, "Do you think you could go again?"

"So soon?"

"Well we're not going to get too many more chances for it so we should
make the most of every opportunity."

"Yeah, I probably could in a few minutes."

"Let me see if I can help speed you up."

He leaned in and began sucking on my dick, which had me hard very quickly.
It never took him very long to get me aroused.  Of course I'd planned to
go to take a piss before we started again, but it was a bit too late for
that now.  I began to shift position back into a 69 so I could suck on
him, but instead he pulled his head up.  He repositioned himself lying on
his back and I knew what he wanted.  I grabbed the lube and a condom from
one of my drawers.

It never took very long to get Chris ready - either he prepared himself in
advance of our meetings or he was naturally always ready.   Since we'd cum
only a few minutes before we could take our time with this and get the
most pleasure from it.  Whenever I got ready to fuck Chris there was
always this little nagging doubt at the back of my mind - like I was
betraying Rob.

Since all I had with Rob was friendship and one-sided longing I couldn't
actually be cheating on him.  I was only betraying my own feelings.
Still, I couldn't live my entire life being loyal to those feelings if
they were not reciprocated.   Of course the doubts never lasted long.

Once I had entered and established a rhythm we were joined both physically
and mentally - that animal mentality that worried only about pleasure.  In
that frame of mind it was very easy to shove my doubts aside and continue.
My mind shut down as my body took over, both providing and taking
pleasure.

As I continued it was like being in a trance.  I was standing on the
outside, watching Chris and myself together.  Responding and adjusting
automatically to what would give us both the most pleasure.  The two parts
of me joined together as one when I approached climax.  I could see Chris
breathing harder and I knew that he was close as well.

One of my hands began jerking his dick rapidly causing him to cum very
quickly.  I could feel his ass tighten around me and I used this
additional resistance to bring myself off quickly as well.  We both lay
there spent for a while longer.

It was the pressure in my bladder that finally forced me up though.  I
grabbed a dirty towel that I had for clean up and used it to clean myself
off somewhat.  Chris used it after I finished.  He began dressing while I
was setting out stuff to go take a shower.  I wrapped a towel around my
waist to go shower, he went for the door.

"See you at practice tomorrow."

"I'll be there."

I waited about 5 minutes after he left then went to go piss and take a
shower.  When I returned to the room I decided to put off doing my
homework for a while and take a nap.  I set the alarm to wake me up in two
hours then collapsed on the bed.

             *              *              *

On a Friday towards the middle of December Rob didn't show up for his
usual time at the pool.  I figured he had just been busy so I went ahead
and had my usual swim and went to classes.  When it came time for practice
he wasn't there in the locker room.  I asked some of the guys on the team
that were friends with him to see if they knew anything about it.

A couple of them said that he hadn't been in classes today either.  When
Chris showed up at the locker room I asked him.

"Oh, I talked to Matt today, he's at home sick."

"That sucks, especially on the weekend."

"Yeah no kidding."

"I might go check on him after practice."

"Yeah, that'd be a good idea.  You want to be on his good side since
you'll be rooming with him soon."

"There is one thing that does surprise me though.  Why didn't Rob ask you
to move in with them?  I mean, you've known both him and Matt for a lot
longer than I have.  You have some classes with both of them.  You're the
same age.  Why not you?"

"Rob and I were roommates for part of the freshman year.  We got along
great - at first.  We were just too different to live together.  It was
fine to be friends and living apart, but living together was too much.
Having to live together threatened to ruin our friendship, so we split
apart, I moved in with someone else and someone moved in with him.  Once
we weren't living together it was much easier to be friends."

I digested this information wondering if Rob and I would end up like he
and Chris had.  Chris seemed to understand my silence.

"If you're wondering if that's likely to happen between you I doubt it.
For one thing you're a whole lot closer than we were then.  For another,
you're going to be in separate rooms, it helps to make the differences
tolerable."

Even with Chris's assurances I still felt somewhat uncomfortable.  What if
the same thing happened to Rob and I?  Although he and Chris are still
pretty good friends now so hopefully that wouldn't happen.  Besides Rob
and I did get along pretty well and we'd spent a lot of time together.  By
that time we had to go out for practice which brought the discussion to an
end.  After practice I caught a bus to take me over to Rob's apartment to
check on him.

I never thought that he might not be able to answer the door and that I
might not be able to get in.  There was no answer when I knocked on the
door.  I was starting to walk away when I ran into Matt heading to the
apartment.

"What are you doing out this way?"

"I came by to check and see how Rob was feeling.  I forgot that he
probably couldn't answer the door."

"No problem, I'm heading that way for a couple minutes."

Matt and I chatted as we walked up to the apartment.  We found Rob lying
in the hallway floor with a blanket wrapped around him.  It looked like he
had been trying to leave the bathroom and collapsed.  I went to help him
get up and into bed.

He was startled to find me there when I woke him.

"What are you doing here?"
"I came by to see how you were.  Matt let me in."

"Oh."

I helped him to get into bed and covered him up.

I thought he had drifted off to sleep and I moved to leave the room.  I
noticed that his glass was almost empty and went to refill it.

"Thank you."  I was somewhat startled when he spoke since I thought he was
asleep.  "Charles, could you get me some of the flu medication, it's in
the bathroom medicine cabinet."

"Sure."

Since I was digging around in the medicine chest I went ahead and grabbed
the thermometer.    Rob's eyes were shut when I entered the room, but they
opened as I reached the bedside.

"Let's take your temperature."

He grimaced slightly but held his mouth open - at least it was an
electronic thermometer so it didn't have to be held in long.  I waited for
the beep and took it from his mouth.

"Your temp is really high, 102.4°.  You better take something for it."

"That high. guess that explains why I feel like crap."

I handed him the flu medicine and his water.  He looked at me as though he
was about to speak, but didn't say anything.  He swallowed the pills and
thanked me.  We were silent for a bit longer, then I spoke.

"I guess I should be going, let you get some rest."

"Ok."  There was a note of disappointment in his voice.

I turned to go.

"Charles.

"Yes?"

"I hate to ask you this, it is the weekend and all, but.  do you think you
could stay with me here for a bit?  I don't feel like being alone."

"Sure.  I could stay the night if you wanted, I'd just have to go get some
stuff from my dorm."

"Ok, thanks, that'd be great.  You can use my car, the keys are on the
nightstand."

"Ok, I'll stay here for a bit though.  I'll go get my stuff later on."

"In that case, will you help me to the couch in the living room?"

"Sure."

I helped him out the bed, his skin was very hot to the touch.  I could
feel it easily through my shirt.  I grabbed a shirt for him from his
drawer and helped him to get it on then guided him into the living room.
My concern for him even outweighed my usual sexual arousal initiated by
his close presence.  I situated him on the sofa then returned to his room
grabbing some pillows for him and a blanket.

Once he was settled on the couch I sat in one of the nearby chairs and we
watched TV for a bit.   Rob didn't stay awake for very long though, within
minutes his eyes had shut and he was sound asleep again.  I hoped this was
just the flu, I was somewhat worried about the possibility of meningitis.
Meningitis was rare here, but it was still a possibility.

I sat there for a while as Rob slept.  Eventually I decided I should go
get my stuff from the dorm though.  I went to get Rob's keys and slipped
my shoes back on.   I stopped to check on him before heading out the door.

A strand of his hair had fallen down on his forehead and I brushed it back
into place.  He was still warm to the touch, but not as warm as he had
been.  Looking at his lips I wanted to kiss him, but was afraid of waking
him up and him finding out.  Almost without my volition I leaned over and
kissed him anyway, but on the forehead.    There was no change in his
breathing patterns and he didn't stir.  I left and returned to the dorm.

It only took me a few minutes to get my stuff together.   I checked my
messages and found that I had none.  I also grabbed my laptop off the desk
to take with me.  On the way back to Rob's apartment I stopped off at a
grocery store and grabbed some orange juice and a couple of other things
for him.

Rob awoke when I returned to the apartment.  "You're back."

"I am."

"What's in the grocery bag, just some orange juice I brought you and a
couple of things."

"Really?  Thanks."

I put the things away in the fridge and he was asleep again by the time I
returned.  I had a seat in the chair and watched TV while he slept.  He
woke about an hour later and I checked his temperature.

"Good, your temp's down a lot.  Almost to normal.  Are you feeling any
better now?"

"Yeah, a lot better since my nurse started taking care of me."

That comment made me chuckle.  I also knew that he was definitely feeling
better if he could make jokes like that.

"Your fever must be higher than the thermometer said, there's no nurse
uniform on me."

"No, but you'd look good in one of the sexy nurse outfits.  Get the real
short skirt, the fishnet stockings and put some fake boobs and a wig on
you."

"Ha - ha, not a chance.  I prefer things the way they are now."

"Yeah, you wouldn't look very good as a woman anyway.  Your legs are too
hairy and your dick would stand out on the front anyway."

"Well, I suppose that's comforting."  I returned to being serious, "Can I
get you anything?"

"I could use some of that orange juice."

"Anything else?"

"Not right now."

I fixed him a glass of orange juice and brought it back to him.  He was
awake for a while longer but soon drifted off to sleep again.  My
attention shifted between the TV and watching him sleep.  Eventually I
decided it was time to go get something to eat.  I figured I could just
take Rob's car and run out to pick something up real quick.  I woke Rob up
to let him know that I was going out and to ask if he wanted anything.
Then headed out the door.  I returned a few minutes later with my dinner
and a chocolate milkshake for Rob per his request.

I handed Rob his shake then sat down in the chair to eat my dinner.  Rob
and I chatted for a bit while I ate.

"Hey Charles?"

"Yeah."

"You think I could have a few of your fries?"

"Yeah, no problem."

"Thanks."

"Anything else I can get for you?"

"Right now I feel like the only things I need are a backrub, a blowjob and
to be over this damn flu.  Although I don't know I could handle a blowjob
now with this flu."

As usual he was smiling at having caught me off guard.  I quickly replied,
"That's ok, as your nurse I have to tell you that your health care plan
wouldn't cover it.  We'll see about the back rub and you should have had
your damn flu shot and you wouldn't be dealing with all of this now."

Well, he certainly sounds like he's feeling better to be making jokes like
that.  I would have been happy to do all three if I could.  We watched TV
for a while longer before Rob drifted off to sleep again for a bit.  I
watched him sleeping.  As he slept he began to sweat more, it also looked
like he was having a restless sleep.  His flu medicine is probably wearing
off and the fever is coming back.

After a while I went over and touched his face, I was right, he was hot
again.   I shook him awake.

"Rob, it's about time for you to have another dose of flu meds, you're
burning up again."

I checked his temp with the thermometer and found it to be 102.1 lower
than earlier, but still higher than it should be.  He took another dose of
medication.

"I think I'm going to go back to bed now."

"Ok."

He stood up from the sofa and almost immediately fell back down.  "Whoa.
got dizzy."

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah, just got a little dizzy."

"Do you need some help?"

"No, I think I can manage, just need to go slower."

"Ok."

He headed off down the hallway, taking his time though.  I could see that
he'd stopped off in the bathroom.  Even though he said that he was ok I
was ready to go in case he needed me after all.

I waited for a couple minutes without hearing him come out of the
bathroom.  Then I heard Rob call for me.

"Charles, I think I might need some help after all."

I went into the bathroom to find him sitting on the toilet.

"I'm sorry to have to get your help but I just got so dizzy.  I was
standing there one minute and felt almost like I was going to pass out."

"It's ok."

I wet a cloth, which I ran over his face then placed on the back of his
neck.  After a couple minutes he finally spoke.

"Thanks, I feel better now.  I think I can make it."

He stood up somewhat unsteadily; I put my arm around him to stabilize him
as we walked down the hallway and into his room.  Once in his room he
dropped down onto the bed and pulled the blankets up over him.

"Could you stay in here for a bit and talk with me?"

"Yeah, no problem."

I lay down on the bed as we talked.  I wasn't sure how long we talked but
as the time passed I became more relaxed and tired.  I had closed my eyes
as we talked and I could feel myself drifting off to sleep.  Eventually
the conversation dropped off but I didn't move.  As the silence went on, I
knew I should get up, but my body just didn't want to.  It wasn't long
before I fell asleep.

I woke up some time later, I didn't know when or how long I'd been asleep,
only that somehow I had gotten under the blankets and was now pressed up
against Rob's back, my arms wrapped around him.  I was very comfortable
lying like that, but I thought it might be best if I moved away from him.

I tried to slip my arm out from under him but it caused him to stir.  He
mumbled, "Don't, stay here."  He was still breathing regularly, his eyes
had never moved.  He must have been talking in his sleep and just
responding to my movement.  Still, I really didn't want to wake him up if
I could help it.  I also wouldn't get many other chances for this. Once I
had moved into the next room there'd be no reason why we'd be sharing a
bed.

I settled in against his back once more and let my arms encircle him
again.  In his sleep one of his arms moved to rest on top of mine, our
hands together holding us there.  The last thought I had as I drifted off
to sleep was him and that I loved him.  I had finally decided that there
was no other word for it.

With my arms wrapped around him and holding him like that I had to admit I
loved him.  I'd been hiding it from myself, denying it; trying to keep
those feelings at bay and under control.  I'd tried to convince myself
that it was just an infatuation, sexual desires harbored for a friend.  Of
course, I knew it was more than that, but I couldn't face it then.
Finally accepting my feelings allowed me to drift into an exquisitely
pleasurable dream induced by Rob's presence against me.

When I woke up he had rolled away from me and twisted the sheet up around
him.  I got up and went into the bathroom to piss.  Rob was waking up when
I returned to the bedroom and was sitting up.

"How are you feeling today?  Better, but still kinda tired."

I checked his temperature 99.8 degrees much better than yesterday.  Rob
stood up to head into the bathroom, his hardon clearly tenting the front of
his shorts.

"Well, it looks like you're feeling better." I joked, nodding at the front
of his shorts.

He shrugged, "It has a mind of its own."  A slight grin followed.

I didn't bring up last night, most likely he was asleep and didn't
remember.  It was better if no questions were asked.

While Rob was in the bathroom I went into the living room.  Matt was in
there getting ready for work.

He said hello, I responded.

"You should sleep in Jeff's room tonight, he won't be in until Monday
morning."  At about this time Rob entered the room.  Matt continued,
"There's no reason for you to have to stay in the same room since there's
one free."

Rob was looking at Matt as though he planned to have words with him at
some point, over what I didn't really know.

"Anyone mind if I have a shower now?"

"Nope. Go right ahead, I'm on my way out of the door."

"Just as long as you save some hot water for me, " Rob replied.

As I went in the bathroom I could hear Rob and Matt talking, although I
couldn't make out what they were saying, so I just went ahead and hopped
in the shower.  After I finished showering I toweled off then opened the
door to let some of the steam out so I could see to shave in the mirror.

Rob came up to the door, "Finished with the shower?"

"Yep."

He moved to his room for a minute, then came back into the bathroom and
stripped in front of me before hopping into the shower.  I had finished
shaving and brushing my teeth before he finished the shower so I went to
his room and grabbed some clothes from my bag to get dressed.   Rob came
into the room while I was still getting dressed.

"Not going to shave?"

"Nah, don't think I'm gonna go anywhere so I'll just have to look
scruffy."

Most of the day was spent just talking and playing around, Rob slept quite
a bit, but was much more alert today than last night.  I stayed in Jeff's
room that night, which soon would be my room.   I would have preferred to
stay with Rob once again, but that was just a fluke and Matt's comments
earlier that day had prevented me from having a good reason to stay in
there.  Oh well, it was something I'd have to get used to.

I spent part of Sunday there, for the most part a repeat of the day
before.  Although Rob and I did horse around quite a bit, we even made a
trip to the pool to swim for a while.  He got tired faster than he usually
did, which showed that he was still recovering from being ill, although, I
doubted the effects would last much longer.  At about 4 p.m. I decided I'd
return to the dorm so that I could get some stuff taken care of.

"Would you like a ride back to the dorm?"

"I can just take the bus."

"It's no biggie, I'm heading out to go meet someone soon anyway, so I can
take you."

"Ok, thanks."

We chatted for the few minutes that it took to reach the dorms.  When I
was ready to get out he stopped me.  "Thanks for staying here over the
weekend and for taking care of me."

"It was no problem.  Besides, I had a good time this weekend."

"Yeah, so did I. "  He looked at me as though he had something more to
say, but didn't say it.  Instead his gaze redirected slightly and he
smiled, "Thanks again."

"See you tomorrow."

"Later."

I watched as Rob pulled away, and headed back in the direction we'd come,
back towards his apartment.  I wonder if he did have something else to do
or if he just said that so I'd consent to letting him drive me.


              *              *              *


I returned from the airport and had to catch a cab back to my dorm.  Rob
had given me a ride to the airport so I could go home for the break, but I
didn't want to have to have him give me a ride back.  When I entered my
room I checked my messages on the phone.  There was a message from Rob.

"Hey, give me a call when you get in again.  Jeff finished moving all of
his stuff out so it's free for whenever you're ready to move in.  Just let
me know when you'll be ready to move and I'll come help you."

I called home first to let them know that I had made it back ok.  Then I
called Rob.

Matt answered the phone.  "Oh, how was your break?  Did you enjoy being
with your family again."

"My break was good, and I enjoyed seeing my family again, but I am happy
to get away from them.  I missed having freedom."

"Yeah, I hear you.  Family can be so overbearing at times."

"Yep."

"You probably want to talk to Rob, right?"

"Yeah."

"He's in the shower and has been in there a while using up the hot water.
He'll probably be out in just a few minutes.  I'll have him call you back
then."

"Ok, thanks."

"Looking forward to seeing you soon, roomie."

"See you soon Matt."

I had packed up most of my stuff before I left so that I would be ready to
move when I get back.  That way I would at least have a few days after
getting moved in before classes started.  I was only waiting for a little
over a minute when Rob returned my call.

"Hey, you're back."

"Yeah."

Suddenly I heard Matt yell in the background "Hey, stop dripping all over
the place, you could have at least toweled off first!  And put some
clothes on damn it!"

"Hehehe, sorry about that.  So when are you gonna be ready to move?"

"Umm.. whenever, I've already got all of my stuff packed."

"Ok, tomorrow good?"

"Yeah."

"Ok, why don't we get breakfast together at about 10, then we can get you
moved.  Do you think we'll need two trips."

"It might, but I really don't have a lot of stuff to bring with me."

"Ok, cool.  See you then."

I hung up the phone.  Judging by Matt's comments Rob must have rushed out
of the shower without even bothering to dry off or put anything on.  I
wonder if he was that excited about me moving in there.  If he was
excited, that was a fortuitous omen that we would get along well as
roommates.

I spent most of the rest of the day just relaxing, some time was spent
making sure I have everything ready to move.  I also made a trip out to
the store to pick up a few things.  I went to bed early that night, I had
adjusted to being in a different time zone and as usual travel had drained
a lot of my energy.

I woke up that morning and went to go shower before Rob got there.  He
arrived even earlier than he usually did.

"Ready to go for breakfast?"

"Yeah."

We only made a quick run for breakfast, just some bagels and coffee to get
the day started.   Almost everything I had in the dorm fit into his car.
We made a trip to the apartment, just tossing the stuff into Jeff's former
room and then returned to the dorm to get the rest and to grab the rest of
my stuff.   While I was there I had to sign out of the dorm for the last
time, filling out the leave forms and going over the room check sheets
then giving my key back to them.  When I had finished all of that we
hopped into his car and then returned to the apartment.

Back at the apartment I went in to start unpacking, Rob went to talk to
Matt briefly.  He came back into the room and offered to help me get
unpacked.

"Where should I start?"

"I've got some clothes in that box over there if you want to get them
out."

"Ok."

Rob opened the box picked it up and then threw the clothes all over the
room.  "What?  You didn't say you wanted me to put them up."

"Gee thanks asshole.  Could you please put them up?"

"Maybe.  I'll have to think about it."  He said grinning, but he was
already starting to pick things up.  I noticed that the box he had chosen
to throw around was the box that had his underwear in it.  I held my
breath when I saw him get close to them.  He looked at them for a second,
but then began to put them into the drawers just like everything else.

I quietly breathed a sigh of relief when I realized that he'd either not
noticed them, or he'd just decided not called attention to them.  Either
way it was a better outcome than I had feared.  Although, I know somewhere
in the back of my mind there was the hope that he might recognize them and
react positively to them.  Yeah, like he was going to see them, walk up to
me, kiss me and declare his undying love for me.  I felt like an idiot for
hoping, but I couldn't deny that the desire was there.

It didn't take us very long to get my stuff unpacked since we were working
together.   By 1 PM. I was pretty much moved in.  We still had to talk to
the landlord and the papers would have to be changed to include me instead
of Jeff to make it official; but we could take care of that in the next
few days.

Rob and I spent most of the day together.  We made a trip to the pool, we
chatted about things like transportation and our schedules so that I could
ride with him most of the time.  It seemed as though nothing had changed
between us, except that we now lived under the same roof.  It was a lot
like the time I had stayed there over Thanksgiving.  I knew eventually
that it would end, that the "vacation" mentality would fade away and
there'd be more concerns to deal with, but quite frankly, I didn't want to
deal with them now.  I had made my decision and there really wasn't much I
could do about it.

For the most part the rest of the week passed by uneventfully.  There were
no parties or major activities on Friday night since most of the students
were away.  I had expected that Rob and I would be going to the party held
on Saturday night.  Rob had other ideas.

"I don't really feel like going out tonight.   Why don't we just rent a
video or something and hang out here?"

"Ok by me."

We made a trip out to rent a couple of movies and picked up some pizza to
have for dinner.  Throughout the night Rob seemed to be unsettled about
something.  Several times I had caught him looking at me as though he were
getting ready to say something.  Whenever he saw me looking he'd turn away
though.  As the first movie progressed he became more and more
uncomfortable.

Eventually he took the remote and stopped the VCR.  He cut the TV off and
then sat there looking at me, trying to get the words to come out.

Finally he said, "Charles, we need to talk.

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Well, that's it for Chapter 8.  I rarely do cliffhangers but this time it
seemed appropriate.  I know it's taken a very long to get this chapter out
and I apologize for the nearly interminable wait.  I hope to have the next
chapter finished in a much shorter time period.  I welcome your comments
by email some1yuno@hotmail.com

Past chapters of this story and other stories I've written are available
at my website http://bbg.webjump.com

Thanks for reading,

Mark(BBG)

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