Date: Thu, 30 Jan 2003 11:27:23 -0800 From: Steve Thomas Subject: "Leonard's Lust", Chapter 2 I have been informed that a word or two should be said about you being here. If you don't like the idea of male on male sex, you probably will not appreciate this. If you are under 18, you should press your "back" button and get your cute little ass out of here! Chapter 2 Lenny: "Dang, I thought you'd never get here!" I said. "Didn't we decide on 12:30?" "Yeah, but it has been hard for me to concentrate on my studies. I just keep thinking of yesterday! I can't believe that you are actually here! Well, that you were there, and that NOW you're here! Damn, I wish there weren't so many people around!" I said. "Oh? Why?" Rennie said, mocking innocence. "Oh I think you know why!" I whispered. "Are you going to pretend you are not filled with - " I glanced down at his crotch. "You're not, ARE you?!!" "What, dude, WHAT?" "I am so horny right now!" I exclaimed. "Dude!" Lennie said. "I - I - " He face was red. "What is it, Len?" "Dude," he began, lowering his voice, "I had a woody all last period. I had to wait till everyone left the room, and then tried to hide it from Mr. Powers as I left. He just had this knowing smirk on his face as I left the room. GOD! I was so glad the bathroom was right next to my room! I stopped by and wanked off before walking across campus to meet you!" I started to giggle as soon as he mentioned he had a woody in class. By the time he was finished, I was cracking up. People were staring. Probably thought he told me a funny joke or something! Well, it WAS funny, especially the way he was telling it! "Ren, we only have an hour. Where shall we go?" "I know where I WANT to go, but they closed the campus this year for lunch, so that will have to wait!" Rennie said. I was pretty sure I knew what he was talking about. Dang, he was so forward. First at his cousin's, then - well, I guess I started it - but - well, I didn't exactly know how to finish it! This guy I had been eyeing for at least the last year and a half was so damned hot - and now he was coming on to me in a big way! "Rennie, Let's just talk for now. I really - I mean - I really like you, but - " Rennie: "But"? Did he say, "But"? Have I been going too fast? I always do! Dammit! I get my foot stuck in my mouth so friggin easy! "It's okay, Lenny. I know I tend to come on strong. I just - just - AHEM! (Sigh!) I just have been watching you so long now and I am so afraid of screwing it up and losing you - I mean - you see what I mean? I don't even HAVE you - and I'm talking about 'losing' you!" "Ren! STOP!" Lenny told me. "Boy, you do sort of run off sometimes, don't you?" "Shit, Lenny, I - " "WAIT!" He commanded me. "Wait until I'm finished, k? Look, I was thinking -- well, almost the exact same thing. I have been watching YOU too -- and I didn't even know why until yesterday. And I don't want to lose -- er - screw it up either. Let's just kind of settle down a little and take it - at a more sane pace." "Yeah, I get it, Lenny!" I responded. "I - okay, I'll shut up!" "Damn, you are so cute!" He said with a wide grin. I about creamed my jeans (!) just seeing that! "It's obvious we can't do 'anything' here and now, buddy. So when can we meet? And where?" Lenny said. "How about your house?" I suggested. "I - I - don't know." Lenny retorted. "My parents are so - " "Well, so are mine!" I said. "But didn't you say that your parents are more worried about you with a GIRL?" "Yeah," Len said, "But they are so homophobic that if they ever found out - " "We won't give them a reason! Listen, do you ever have friends over?" I asked. Lenny: `Friends over? He want's me to have him over?' I thought to myself. "Are you talking about 'staying over'?" I asked. "Sure! Your parents are not worried about you with a guy - YET, are they?" Said Rennie. "Well, no - but," I hedged. "But?" "Rennie, you don't know what it's like. My mom is like - super nosy and says the most off-the-wall things to anyone I bring over." "Okay, so, now I know. So I won't be weirded out about it! My parents - I think - are afraid that something is `wrong' with me. My dad hints around about why I don't date much, and my mom has even mentioned to me how many boys are homos lately!" Rennie said. "I'm afraid they may suspect!" "Okay, here's what we'll do." I explained to Ren the plan that was opening to me at the moment. "So for now, lets plan on you staying at my house Friday night. K?" He looked relieved and pleased. "K!" He said as he grabbed my right hand in a high five. "See yah later, Dude!" he said, broadly, as he tickled my palm with his middle finger! An exciting chill went through me! "Later!" I responded, as he was drilling me with those intense and sexy eyes! When I returned home from USCB, Mom met me at the door with milk and cookies. I followed her to the kitchen. I sat down, and started my plan into action. "Mom, these are excellent cookies!" "They're the same Tollhouse cookies you have been eating all your life, sweetie!" "I know. But they are still really good. Mom, Our psych instructor says we should be pulling away from our parents. I know that's true, even though I am younger than most of the guys - er - people I at the University." I started. "But -- well -- you don't have to make me an after-school snack every day any more. Especially as my schedule gets more complicated." "But I like doing it dear." "I know. But maybe you could start - uh - cutting back a little, huh?" "Well, I don't want to be accused of retarding your emotional progression with my cookies, dear. So I'll do my best. Tomorrow I won't make any, okay, dear?" "Okay Mom." Hook set -- now reel it in easy - "Oh, and Mom?" "Yes dear?" "I want to - I mean - would it be okay if I - uh - I want to have a friend over Friday night." "Your friends are always welcome here, dear!" "I mean I want my friend to stay -- all night, Mom." I said, with some trepidation. "Could you - uh - maybe - could you and dad - uh - maybe plan to go out to the show or something - so we can have some - uh - er - some - privacy?" "Leonard! Is this a girl or a boy?" "MOM! I'm not going to ask a girl to spend the night!" Oops! Didn't mean that quite so emphatically. "Oh - of course not dear." Feeling a little bolder, I added, "My professor says it's natural for us to need some privacy. I was wondering about a phone in my room - - -". "We'll have to ask your father about that, dear." "Okay. And about Friday night?" "I guess there's no harm in that." "And will you try to get dad to take you to a movie or something?" "I'll see what he wants to do. He is often very tired on Friday nights!" "Yeah." I said, feeling defeated. "I know." "But I'll do my best - just for you, Leonard!" "Thanks, Mom." Mrs. Harston: Leonard is such a good boy - and so cute! He is sixteen and he has never asked if another boy could spend the night. For as smart as he is - he is already at the university - he seems very immature for his age. He has hardly dated at all in high school. He told me this afternoon that he wants to be more grown up - independent - and then he turns around and asks to have a boy spend the night - like other boys do in grade school. I am so worried that some more advanced girl will try to take advantage of him! He really is a cute boy! I know I am prejudiced, but at 6'4" tall, and with his cute dimples, there must be all kinds of girls - especially at that university - that want to get him - well you know! I will have to see what this other boy is like. I don't want Leonard to have his head stuffed with all kinds of weird ideas! RRRINGGG! "Hello? Why yes, he is. May I ask who's calling? Leonard! It's for you - a boy named Lawrence!" "Thanks, Mom!" Leonard walked down the hall as far as he could, and then started whispering. I couldn't catch all of it, but I think this is the young man he wants to spend the night with. Here he comes! "Here, Mom!" he handed me the phone. "Who was that dear?" "You answered the phone!" he said to me rather defensively. "I know dear, but I don't know any Lawrence." "It's the guy I asked over this Friday. And it's Rennie. Rennie Goodwin" "He told me Lawrence." I said. "Is this someone you met at the University?" "No, Mahhhm! It's someone I know from high school. He's been there all along, but we just met - er - the other day." Lenny: I could see my mom relax a little as I told her that Ren was from the high school. I noted that in my mental notebook. When I saw Ren, just momentarily, I told him to bring his math book with him. And to have some kind of problem to discuss with me. It seemed like a month before Friday night arrived! I still didn't know if my mom and dad were going out! But my mom told me to ask him for dinner. When he arrived, Mom and Dad were both standing there as I opened the door. "Did you bring along that math problem, that we can go over before the video?" I asked him in front of them. He held his book up. "Right here!" "Mom, Dad, this is my friend from the high school, Ren Goodwin." "It's really Lawrence," he said, "but my friends call me Ren - or Rennie. "Lenny and Rennie!" my dad said, chuckling. "You DO make a cute couple!" "WHAT!??" I said, incredulously. "Oh! Sorry, Lenny. I couldn't resist!" my dad said with another chuckle! Dinner was mildly uncomfortable, with my parents giving Ren the third degree! He looked my way once when he knew they couldn't see, and smiled and winked! I could feel my ears burning! I could feel something else warming up too! I guess he passed the test. Mom and Dad announced that they were going to see the new Star Trek movie, and told us to behave ourselves. "There are plenty of soft drinks in the fridge, boys, and there's popcorn and even pizza in the freezer, if you get hungry." "Thanks, mom. Where are you going?" "To the Century complex - and we'd better hurry if we are going to make the next show! Bye dear!" "Bye Mom - Dad!" The door closed. Both of us collapsed on the floor, laughing! I went into the living room, followed closely by Rennie. He tackled me on the couch! He kissed me - went right for the lips! "You like that don't you, Dude!?" I exclaimed! "HA!" he retorted. "And you were going to tell me that you don't?" "Ren," I got serious. "Let me ask you something." "What, Dude", he said aping my serious tone. "Have you - ever - done anything - ANYTHING - with a guy before?" "I just kissed you!" He grinned. "Before me!" "Well," he looked at the floor, "no - why?" "How in the hell did you learn to kiss like that!??" "Uh - it just - just happened. I don't know. I've kissed girls before, so it's not like I never did it. But - " "But?" "But it never felt like THAT! Have you?" Yeah, one other guy - had sex with him even, but -- and it was hot, but - he did NOT make me feel like you do!" "Dude!" Rennie said to me. "Your KISS!" "I - I KNOW, Dude!" I said, instantly 'in love'! "Wait a minute, Rennie, I gotta call the movie." "What for?" "You'll see!" I said as I dialed the number from memory. I listened to the recorded message. "Humph!" I exclaimed. "Just as I expected! They missed the first movie and I KNOW they won't go late to a Star Wars movie! Dey gonna home late tonight!" I locked the front door and put in the video Rennie brought, and we sat down on the couch. Rennie I didn't quite know what movie to bring over. All my videos consisted of Enrique Iglesias and Ricky Martin, so I went in my Sister's room and borrowed one without really looking at it first. You have no idea how embarrassed I was when Lenny popped it in and it was "How to Perform a Self Breast Exam". I mean of all the things I could have picked up. Luckily, Lenny had the complete collection of John Hughes films. "I absolutely LOVE The Breakfast Club" "Dude! That's one of my favorites." So Lenny bounded up the stairs and I watched him the entire way. The way his ass jiggled when he walked sent chills up my spine. While he was gone I decided to do some investigating of my own. There were pictures on the walls mostly of Lenny at various stages in his life. Good God he's always been this cute! There was one picture that caught my attention. It was of Lenny around 13 and a guy that looked around 20. The look on their faces was bliss. I suddenly became aware that I was not alone in the room. I turned around but there was no one there. Freaky. So I turned back, looking at the picture. Lenny When I came downstairs Rennie was looking at some pictures on my wall and he hadn't noticed me, so I went into stealth mode. I halfway dove in front of the couch when he turned around. I peeked above the couch and he had turned back around. So I crept up behind him and--- Rennie: "HOLY SHIT! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" "You- -Should- -have- -seen- -the- -look- -on- -your- -face!" He was laughing so hard I thought he was going to shit himself, and even though I was hella pissed at him, He couldn't have been hotter, so I went to the next logical action. I kissed him. Hard! I pulled him by the collar and shoved my tongue down his throat and didn't allow him up for air until I thought I was gonna faint. He looked at me with a questioning look in his eyes for a little longer than I was comfortable with -- then he grabbed my ass, pulled me toward him and kissed me back. Suddenly clothes were flying, and we ended up on the floor in front of his couch. Something kept gnawing at the inside of my mind but I ignored it. I ignored it until WE HEARD THE KEY TURN IN THE DOOR! SHIT! His parents! Lenny: I looked up directly into my father's eyes. That look on his face! It scared me. He turned back around and closed the door behind him. "You should probably go Ren." "Are you sure? I really don't want you to have to do this by yourself." I'll be fine." So Rennie got dressed and gave me the sweetest kiss. I showed him to the back door and promised to call him later. I opened the front door- I was turning the knob, thinking, SHIT, SHIT, SHIT!!! My dad was saying something in the car with Mom. She was crying. When I appeared at the door, Dad got out and came up to the door. He looked more worried than pissed! He started, "Where is she?" "Where is who?" "That girl who was in there with you, that's who!" "Dad that wasn't a - " What had he just said? "Don't try to lie your way out of this, Leonard Kirk! When we left, you had a boy here, and when we came home you were on the floor, butt naked, with that girl on top of you! Where did she come from?? And what ABOUT the girl? Was it all a game to get some slut in here?" He was now officially pissed! "Damn it, boy, Talk!" I was thinking as fast as I could! "Oh! Uh - well, it wasn't what you were thinking - I mean it was but it - oh, shit I - excuse me - shoot! I - " I took a huge sigh to gain some time to think! "I guess I'm busted. We really didn't have time to do anything!" I said and I looked at the floor. At least I wasn't lying about that last part! I could not look into his eyes. I was afraid he would see that I was lying! "Where's that Rennie- or whatever his name was?" "I - uh - I - uh - I sent him home! Yeah, that's it! She called and I sent him home!" "That was very rude of you! I liked that kid! Do you think you can get him to come back? I hate to say it, but you need a damned baby sitter! And your mom really wants to see the movie! We missed the first showing and so we came back to get her sweater - she was cold. And She's waiting out there for me! We will talk in the morning, young man!" "Why is she shaking?" I asked. "Because, dammit! She's COLD!" "OH! I thought she was crying!" "Well she would be if she know you were in here nude on the floor with a GIRL! Where'd she go anyway?" "She went out the back door." "Who was she?" "N-no -- no one you would know!" "Some slut from the college?" "Dad! It's not - uh - OH! Yes! She's from the university!" "Well, I guess she's gone now. See if you can get that boy back here. I will look in on you later and I hope he's in your room with you!" "OH, I'll do my best, dad! I promise!" I was shaking as I watched my dad walk out to the car, and my mom waved happily to me, and they were off. As soon as the car left, the back door opened again and Ren reappeared. "Gawd!" He said, in a totally awed voice. I was so nervous and on edge that I jumped a foot in the air! "I'm not God!" I exclaimed. "Yes! You ARE! You were magnificent! I heard the whole thing from the back porch!" "I was scared shitless, was what I was!" I said. Tears then appeared as I started to relax. "Dude!" Len said, and he started to laugh almost uncontrollably. I caught it and in a moment we both were crying from laughing so hard! "It was so dark in there," I started, "and all he saw was your cute little round ass! He thought you were a friggin' girl!" "I know! And now he thinks I am a 'nice boy' who will save you from worse than death!" We both cracked up again. I had forgotten that I was still in my skivvies! He didn't. Rennie grabbed me and started to kiss my neck and I started to respond! Then, "Wait!" I said. "WHAT now!??" "I - I want to do something!" I went into the garage and got a hook-and-eye lock and screwed it into my door and door casing. "So when they come home, they can't catch us doing anything!" "We were going to 'do something'?" He asked sweetly. "Maybe after the movie!" I said, blushing deeply. "You've seen this movie. I've seen this movie. Let's NOT see it and say we did!" Lennie said in his most seductive voice. "You are quite evil, young man!" I said. "And I, for one, like it! But first we need to cook one of those pizzas and leave the scraps out so they at least THINK we watched it!" "K, but hurry!" "Dude!" I said, getting out the pizza. "Dude, this is no microwave pizza! It's gonna take some time to preheat the oven and then cook it. We may as well put the movie in!" So we did. Not that we watched much of it! But we kept our "stuff" stuffed in our panties while we were out on the couch. But we did get a lot of lip action and a lot of feeling each other's bodies! We went into the bedroom at the end of the movie. We got naked and Ren said, "Where's the other bed?" "I only have the one." "Dude! Did your parents expect us both to sleep in a twin bed together?!" "I - uh - I guess!" He got a delightful smile on his face as he exclaimed, "Cool!" And he jumped into the bed without me! I turned out the light and crawled in with him. All of a sudden I was all shy. No problem! Rennie was not shy! He grabbed me and lay right on top of me -- for the second time that night! We kissed so deep and passionately! He rolled us over on our sides and stroked my bare chest, wasting little time getting down to my pecker! "Oh BABY!" He exclaimed! "So it's TRUE what they say about big guys, then!" And he stroked my dick ever so slowly and softly. He felt precum and said, "What's this, you cumming already?" "Naw! It happens before you - " I stopped. "What's that?" CLICK! The front door lock! We sprang apart and put on our boxers! I put mine on so fast they felt - not right - twisted or something." "Are you boys aslee - " my dad started. "Damnit, now, Lenny, what's this!" he said as he shook my door! "I'll be right there Dad!" I flew across the room and undid the lock. My dad reached in and flipped the light on. There in the bright was Rennie in my bed with no more than boxers on, looking red and guilty as hell! My dad made a relaxed sigh. "Good! Thank you for coming back, Rennie!" He said and he closed the door. I was about to latch the lock again when the door came open again. "When did you put the lock on?" My mom was right behind Dad. "He told me earlier this week that he thought he needed more privacy." "I suppose." Dad said "Well, remember I want to talk to you in the morning when your friend goes home, Lenny!" As the door closed and I locked it behind him, I heard my mom say, "What are you talking to Lenny about dear?" "Man stuff!" was his reply. I limped back to bed, barely able to breathe. "Whew! I think we should call it a night!" I said. But Rennie had other ideas! "Dude!" Did you know you have MY boxers on! ?" " I knew something wasn't right! I don't own any silk boxers!" I remarked. "Hey, if you didn't, you do now. I have a million pair of those things. You have NO IDEA the pleasure of being a man until the little one stands up in silk!" "Little one?" I exclaimed. "Speak for yourself!" We rolled for a couple of minutes off that one. That night all we did was hold each other. Ok, that's a lie. We did engage in some competitive jerking and tongue wrestling (2 of my favorite sports), but with my parents on the other side of the wall we figured that would be it for the night. We really have to do something about a guy's level of privacy in this house. All I could picture was my folks on the other side of the wall, with a glass to it, listening to every word we said. But anyway, amid the "competition" we did talk. A lot. He told me about his best friend Zach, who was the only person (other than me and Morty) that knew about him. He told me about how he thought he had fallen in love with this girl Janine, only to find himself thinking of Zach, when they went to bed together. I told him about my "Confessions" when I was younger, and also about my cousin Elliot who had shown me my first gay porno. We talked until we saw the sun peeping through my window. "My God! It's 7:45 already!" I exclaimed. "Hey I gotta get goin'. Gimme a call and let me know how your 'Talk' Goes. K?" "K." "Hey Len-" "Yeah?" " I- I uh- Never mind. I'll see you later." Then he gave me a kiss on the cheek, and left. Now... To face my dad. Rennie So I left. I had a lot to think about on my ride home. I mean, wow! I almost told Len I loved him. I haven't known him long enough to love him. I like him- I LUST for him- But love??? And that thing with his parents coming home really freaked me out. I mean- what if that had been my parents? I know me, and I would not have been able to pull that off! Maybe I should just tell them. At least that would prevent the awkwardness later. I AM GOING TO TELL THEM! What the hell am I thinking? I can't tell my parents that their one boy out of 7 kids is- I can't even bring myself to think of my parents and THAT word in the same sentence! I made the turn into my driveway and saw my sister in the driveway with her husband Bobby. That must mean that my nephew is somewhere around here. I know that Bobby would understand. His brother Colin is gay. Maybe he can give me some advice. I'll definitely have to talk to him later. "RENNIE!!!" "Hey sis! Where's the little monster?" "Your NEPHEW, Jacob is in the house with his Gammy and Gampy. Come here and gimme a hug!" I relented, and gave her a hug, Then Bobby came up and gave me a hug too. "Hey Bobby" I whispered. "We need to talk---later." "Ooooh, Sounds serious. Should I bring your sister too?" "NO!" Ok that was a little too forceful . "No, Just some `Guy stuff' I need some advice on." "Alright just let me know when." He said with an almost knowing smile. My mom and dad came out carrying little Jacob, who jumped out of Mom's arms as soon as he saw me. "Unca Wennie! Unca Wennie!" "Come here Jakey, uugh! You've gotten heavy, little man! What's your mom been feeding you? Lead?" "Ha Ha! Very funny Lawrence!" "Hey no need to break out the full names there Sis." "Can we, uh, go inside?" Bobby asked. " Or shall we stay out here all weekend?" So we all headed in. My body suddenly remembered I'd been up all night and I was Hella tired. So I headed up to my room and crashed on the couch. I musta been there for a long time because when I woke up there was a note on my desk saying call Lenny, and that my folks took my sister and my nephew out shopping. Hmmm. That would mean that Bobby should still be somewhere around here. I need to find him. I'll call Len later. I walked downstairs and heard Bobby in the music room. He is, like, an expert pianist or something. I love when he comes over because he fills the house with music. When he saw me come in he stopped playing. "Oh, please don't stop playing on my account." "Well when you said you needed to talk it kinda sounded important- come here sit down talk with me" "Okay." I said, sitting on the piano bench next to him. "Well you see- How do I Put this?" Somehow I felt strangely comfortable talking to him. "Let me guess -- you have a question about sex-" "Well sort of-" "Sexuality?" He asked. I had the strangest feeling that he knew more then he was saying. "Does this question have anything to do with a kid named Lenny?" Wow! Was he taping my conversations or what? "Um, yeah it does, actually" "I KNEW it! But I'm not going to rob you of this moment. So what are you wondering about with this guy Lenny?" "Well It's not really a question about Lenny," I stammered, "but it has something to do with Lenny." Well it's now or never- "I'm Gay, Bobby! And I Guess I've Known it on some level my entire life -- I mean the guy on the Zest commercial always did a little too much for me and I really don't know how to deal with all this and-I just-" All the sudden He was hugging me, and I felt- well I felt, I don't know, validated. Like all this was real and actually, on some plane, Normal. When I looked at him he had tears in his eyes. "Dude, I know you're having doubts about telling your parents and your family and stuff, but believe me it's not gonna be as bad as it seems right now" "Come on! Look what happened with your brother! I mean your father practically disowned him. And Chris, or was it Craig? Anyway, one of them - their father flipped. I can't do that! I like my life as it is." "A Lie?" Okay I hadn't thought about it like that. I guess I am living a lie. "Wow! When you put it like that, I guess I Really don't have a choice." "Well you could always go on like nothing happened," he said, looking at the floor. "get a girl pregnant and marry her and try not to think about it for the rest of your life." I was beginning to see everything so much clearer now. "Like you?" I said in a moment of discovery. " Trust me. It's no way to go through life. And believe me, your parents are more supportive then mine ever were. Take them to the side and tell them. Let them be a part of this part of your life." "You know, Bobby, I'm really glad you're my brother-in-law. It's like God in his infinite wisdom knew I'd need you now." Maybe little bro, Maybe." " I'd better go call Lenny before he thinks I forgot about him." "You do that. I'll check ya later" "Later" As I walked out the room he started playing again. God I love Bobby! Notes: HONEST! It was Ken who brought Bobby into it! And I for one, LOVE it! It was a complete surprise to me! We both love the comments you have sent to us after the first chapter was posted. If you are a little in the dark here, go read "Colins-Story" in the college section, last posted 8/15/02, and then "Chris-Crossed" and "Seth", which leads up to Lenny's story. Thanks for reading, and as always, we love to hear from you, and will answer as many as we can. Send letters to s4d@hotmail.com, making sure "Lenny" is in the subject line. Love, Steve and Ken.