Date: Tue, 17 Jul 2012 03:07:10 +0300 From: Romy Harb Subject: Little Smile - Chapter 4 The characters and events in this story are completely fictional. Copyright 2012. All copyrights reserved So Paul was half Latino, he had this light mocha skin, charming defined black eyes, sensual lips and a perfect nose. Ryan melted for that. And Paul liked Ryan's white, even though a bit pale skin, he liked his brown eyes and hair, and of course his clown-like eyes and smile. And the next day at work Paul apologized to Ryan for what had happened last night, Ryan told him he understands. Then Paul suggested they go to the park after work. And there they went. - So, Ryan, I realized a lot of stuff last night. I want to be with you. Obviously it's meant to be. And time goes fast. We don't know what might come next. - True. - Yeah. But I wanted to tell you. I've had bad experiences concerning relationships. I don't want to live the gay lifestyle where everyone engages in a relationship essentially for sex. Then they dump each other because they've found someone better. I mean where's the sanctity of fidelity and friendship? Isn't that what's a relationship between two loving persons should be built on? - I agree with you till here. I share your point of view about gay relationships and what promiscuity they hold. - Yeah, but there is something about me. It's about sex. I don't find it necessary in a relationship. Actually I find it appalling sometimes, even disgusting. It's so mechanical, what's the point of a penetration anyways? - So you don't like sex? {surprised} - There's a difference between... I feel so awkward. I shouldn't be having this conversation with you, at least not now... - No it's okay. Go on. Consider me as your gay best friend. We've known each other for a while. And it's important to bring up this subject since we might share something together. It's better now than later. - Mmmm, okay. Thanks for being so tolerant. - I'm you friend! It's the least I can do. {They smile} - So I was saying... There's a difference between watching sex and doing it yourself. I like watching {He giggles}. And I surely have a desire for sex from time to time. But most of the time I don't feel any need. - And why is that? - Why? Well, I guess most probably because I've had my experiences and I felt I'd rather do without. - They were that bad?! These experiences? - No! I've had bad experiences... But I've had very good ones too. It's not that, but I didn't enjoy penetration. The one who does it is like masturbating on an asshole. And the one who's taking it is masochistic. - I see... And, pardon my indiscretion, but what role did you play mostly? - I usually bottomed... I never saw the point of it, I didn't like it. I topped once, but I didn't feel any pleasure. - Hmmm that's weird. Why didn't you feel any pleasure? - Well... let's just say, I'm not very satisfied sexually. I take this medication... - For the depression? - Yes. It does different stuff for me. I feel numbness down there. If someone was to blow me I don't feel a thing while others might cum just from that. At the same time, I cum quickly, while other meds will let me last ages before I cum. And of course I'm not satisfied with my size, with how I shoot... But that's everybody right? And sometimes I don't enjoy my orgasms... But now they're better. - Hmmm... That's a problem. I understand why you might not like sex. Maybe because you don't enjoy it. But at least you like cuddles and the foreplay, right? - Sure. - And may I ask, what do you like for example? - Well, I like giving a blowjob of course, but not receiving one, because I don't feel anything. I like kissing and... humping, too. And there's this thing I like... - What? - Well... I don't know, it's embarrassing... - It's okay you can tell me. - Okay... I like rimming. Being rimmed. I've never tried rimming someone but I think I might like it. I DIE when I get rimmed... - Okay... And how did you discover it? - Well someone just wanted to do it with me. At first I didn't feel anything, but progressively it got so intense, I was craving for it. - See! Maybe your member wasn't stimulated enough and someone might bring it alive! {Smiling} And I'm hoping that would be me. I want to make you love sex again. - I hope so. {Smiles} What about you? - Me? I like sex. But I love to do it with someone special. - Well I can't force you to do it with me only, you're free to find many special someones... - I'm not gonna lie to you. I'm looking almost for the same things as you. I want to share something special with you only for as much time as possible. I want to be your friend, your lover, your roommate, your sex partner. I want us to be together no matter what. - Me too... {Silence} How are we gonna hide this at work? - Well of course, we don't have to tell them, we don't have to show them in there that we're together, but if they find out by accident, it's no big deal! We can always give them an explanation and we could reach a settlement. - Yeah you're right... - {Long silence} So look! Maybe you can show me around your place so we can plan how you're gonna move. - You... you want to go to my place? - Sure, why not? I've never seen it. {Smiles} They both head to Paul's place. - Ohhh it's very cozy here, and it's well equipped. One-size bed. You don't have many visitors, don't you? {Chuckles} - Yeah... How are we gonna sleep there? - I think there are two beds so all we have to do is put them together! {With a grin} {Then Ryan approaches Paul} I want you. I've waited so long to do this. - Me too... Ryan pushes him on the wall and starts kissing him so lustfully and they feel each other's bodies and throbbing crotches with their hands. Then Ryan pulls Paul and lays him on the bed and they continue while unbuttoning each other. They don't have muscled bodies but they are not slim either. Ryan drops Paul's pants and then Paul says: - See? - No, it's fine. I like it that way. He puts the dick in his mouth and tries to suck on it gently, while teasing it with his tongue so that he can stimulate Paul's senses. Paul is trying to feel it, he's sensing a little pleasure, good enough for a start. He holds Ryan's head for recognition. Then when he feels he's had enough, he pulls Ryan again towards him to kiss him. Then it was Ryan's turn. So Paul told him to sit on the bed and he had a discovery: Ryan's cock was beautiful. It seemed so tasty he couldn't help it but shove it in his mouth. He ate all the ways: he ate the head, he deep-throated, he ate the shaft and the sides, he wanted to taste its fullness so badly in his mouth. Then Ryan told him it was enough because it was too much for him to handle. Then Ryan said: "I'm gonna give you a treat." He turned Paul around and he discovered a well rounded ass with a nice tight pink hairless hole, then he said: "I'm in love!" So he dived into it and Paul instantly moaned. He felt Ryan chewing on his hole without mercy, it made him so horny and he felt Ryan was teasing his hole especially with his unshaved beard that was scratching Paul's hole that was begging for being entered. Then Paul said: "I wanna try too." He found an even better, muscular ass, so he came close gently, and start teasing the hole, and Ryan was surprised with his own moan: in fact he liked it and it was his first time. Paul was liking it too, he felt the hole responding to each stimulation, so he went at it more to open it even more. At the end, Ryan asked Paul: - Now what do you want us to do? - I don't know... I really want to do this with you... So I'm gonna try... - I'm gonna make you feel good. - Yeah... but you know, in general, in a relationship or even in sex, I like being taken care of... - {Ryan chuckles} I understand... I will take care of you. I want to take care of you. - I want to take care of you too! But in another way... I will be there for you, I will cook for you, I will do you laundry... {Smiling jokingly} - {Ryan giggles again} Don't worry. We are both men. But it's okay if I was the one who took care of you. I want that. I like doing that. It's good we're compatible. {Smiles} They kiss again. Paul takes the doggy style position. It's the most comfortable for him when it comes to penetration. So Ryan decides to tease the hole with his dick. Paul says: "Ahhh... that's exactly what I wanted." And Paul thrusts his ass against Ryan's big dick. He wants it. He wants it inside him. The way the tip of the cock pushes against the tight hole and then slides with all the shaft rubbing on the hole. Ryan then brings the condom. He inserts the dick slowly. However, Paul screams in pain. So Ryan, worried, says: - What's wrong? It hurts? - No, it's okay... It's the first time you put it that it hurts... You just have to remove it and put it again. So Ryan pulls it and puts it back in. Now Paul can feel it inside him. So they go on while Ryan is touching Paul and rubbing his cock. After a few minutes he removes it and sees Paul's open hole stretching to close back. Now they sit on the sofa. Paul sits on Ryan's cock while they kiss each other. They never lost connection. They felt like they were making love not sex because it was slow and passionate. Paul was sitting on the shaft and pulling back up. His prostate was very stimulated by Ryan's cock so Paul's dick was erect all the time. Until Paul couldn't take it anymore and he came on Ryan's stomach. Then Ryan stood up and removed the condom while stroking his shaft until he came with massive loads on Paul's face and chest. While they were cleaning up at the shower together, Ryan asked Paul: - So how was it? - It was great. You were great. I hope I was good enough too... - Yes you were. It was so magical and you're so beautiful. {Pause} So you don't still think of sex as disgusting, do you? - Actually you've taken me to another new level. Everything seemed so gentle and we had chemistry man! I can't wait till next time! - Well we can always do it again now. {They giggle} But you might want to move with me now as soon as you can... - I'm looking forward to it already...