Date: Wed, 3 Apr 2013 20:53:56 +0100
From: David Spowart <davidspowart3@hotmail.com>
Subject: My Years of Discovery chapter 5

O.K., the usual warnings apply: This story contains sex between males of
consenting age, and if your state or country does not allow such material
to be read, or you are offended by male-on-male sex and you are under the
age of 18, please leave this story now. Also this story is subject to the
laws of copyright© David Spowart 2012 all rights reserved.

Written by David Spowart
E-mail davidspowart3@hotmail.com

My Years of Discovery

By Dave Spowart

Edited
J Matlock

Chapter 5

People all day must have thought I had a screw loose.  The smile that was
spread across my face felt glued on.  It was a permanent feature on my face
since Chad kissed me in front of God and everyone.  It took the idiot some
time, but he came around.

I know when he kissed me in front of the building I panicked.  I mean, you
hear stories of gay bashing and people getting murdered, just because the
church preaches of the perceived evil of homosexuality.  I mean, I have
read about Matt Shepherd, and the fact that some people, okay, a lot of
people, preach that the two assholes that killed him were doing God's work.
Morons!!

I finished my last lecture and headed for practice.  I again was playing
second base, and, to be honest, I am better than I thought I would be.  I
looked over to where Chad should have been practicing; but I could not see
him at first.  All sorts of things were firing through my head, but he
finally showed up on a defensive play.  He was big.  I could not see anyone
ever fucking with him.

I finished practice but decided to wait until I got back to my dorm to
shower, and hoped that Chad had the same idea.  "I'm going to make your ass
scream" went through my head; the last words he said to me, the words that
put that dumb smile on my face.

I began to walk toward the dorm.  "Hey, wait up" I heard Chad yell as he
ran toward me.  "Hey" he said, sidling up beside me.  "What are you smiling
like an idiot for?" he enquired.  "You, you idiot" I replied.

"Share a shower?" he asked.

"Great minds" I responded.

"I love you" he said.

"Do you, I mean, do you really, Chad?  Or are you just saying that so I
won't walk away from you; like so many have"

"Harsh, but no" he replied and stopped.  I stood and looked at him.  "Kiss
me.  Right here, kiss me" he said.  "Chad, don't be stupid.  We got away
with it earlier; but we are wide open here" I replied. "Brian, don't you
get it?  I don't give a flying fuck what the bigots think about me, or us;
I love you. That is all that counts...right?" he said, and smiled that
evil, wicked grin.

"Well, I'm waiting" he added.

I just dropped my kit bag and walked into his arms.  He kissed me as soft
and as gentle as he had earlier.  He pushed the hair out of my
eyes. "Forgive me" he whispered.

"For what?" I asked

"Being a douche" he replied.

I looked beyond Chad.  Plenty of people watching us, not saying anything;
at least not to us, not directly, anyway.

"Nothing to forgive" I replied, still looking behind him.  "Ignore anyone
who is not me" he said, smiling.  "Huh" was my only response.

"Brian, just concentrate on me, nobody else" he replied.  We began to walk
towards our dorm. Plenty of smiles, and plenty of blank expressions, also.
We walked upstairs and opened the door to our dorm.  He closed it and
pulled me to him tightly.

"I want you so bad it hurts" he said, pushing his hands inside my T shirt.

"I need a shower first, Chad; I stink" I said.  He took a whiff.  "You
smell ready, that is what you smell like" he added.  "Ready?" I said.
"Yeah, ready to get more stinky and sweaty" he said, with that evil grin.
"I'm going to fuck your brains out, Brian. Or, to use his words, "I'm going
to make your ass scream."

"I am going to show you, and prove to you how much I love you, Brian" he
said, kissing my neck, lightly biting it.  "Mmmm" I moaned out, my cock
hardening at his attention.

I pulled him up and attacked his lips with as much passion as I could
muster; and, by God, he knew I wanted and needed him.  As much as he
desired me, I desired him, just as bad.  I stroked his ass, and squeezed
his cock through his tight, nothing to the imagination, jeans.

He was as engorged as I was.  The low moan that escaped him showed me he
was as ready as I was to get down and dirty.  I wanted him to make love to
me with everything he was; but right now, I just wanted him to fuck me.

"Chad, take me" I instructed him.

"Don't worry, I fully intend to, babe" he replied, pulling my T over my
head and attacking my swollen nipples.  He lightly bit and teased them.  I
was more turned on than I thought possible.  He slid his hand over my now
demanding cock.

"Fuck, I will give you about three days to stop that" I laughed.

He then lifted me up and threw me onto my bed.  He stood in front of me and
slowly began to strip, moving to music only he could hear.  His body was
made by an expert sculptor.  His abs were perfect, his arms and back were
ripped.

"You want me?" he asked, and I smiled.  "As much as you want me" I replied.

He dropped his shorts and his dripping, rock hard cock pointed toward the
ceiling fan.  His cock was large, fat, and veined in all the right places.
He had to be at least 8" and cut; but it looked like he wanted me to
service him.  By fuck, I was more than willing to oblige.

I crawled to the edge of the bed like a lion stalking its prey.  I moved to
the edge of the bed and came face to face with the thing of beauty.  I
stuck out my tongue and captured a drop of pre-cum hanging off the end of
his cock. I've had my fair share of closet cases, Chad was one at first but
fuck did he kick that door down.

"Mmmm" I teased.  I licked the head of his cock, eliciting a welcoming moan
of appreciation.  "Ohh yeah, that's the shit, right there" he commented on
my cock sucking skills.  Yeah, I have performed head on a couple of guys,
namely Daniel in high school; but I cared for him but never loved him.  I
do, however, love the person whose cock I'm working on.

"That feels so good" he again encouraged me; and trust me on this, I did
not need to be encouraged. "You taste so good, Chad" I informed him.

"You smell so fucking hot" he moaned at me.

He picked me up and flipped me over.  I was now on my back, having my
shorts and tracks ripped off of my body.  He was an animal and I liked it.
He then lay on top of me, smiling, just lying there and smiling down at me.

"Hey" I whispered.

I could see a single tear forming in the corner of his left eye.

"You okay?" I said softly.

"Yeah, I just can't believe how close I came to throwing this away" he
whispered, stroking the hair away from my face.

"We need to be honest.  I know you say you love me; but what exactly do you
see happening between us?  I mean, Chad, is this just a college thing, or
do you see more?" I asked, staring into his wonderful eyes.

 He looked at me and replied, "Honestly Brian, I don't know what the future
holds for us; but I'm looking forward to the journey" he replied, lowering
his mouth to mine.

"What do you see?" he asked.

"Us" I replied

"What does that mean?" he replied

"Look, you told me to be honest.  You tell me you love me.  Well Chad, I
don't just love you, I am in love with you.  At this point in my life, I
cannot see you not being a part of it.  I was willing to let you go so I
didn't feel any more pain; but you came back.  So, please Chad, promise me
one thing: if you decide enough is enough, tell me.  Don't write me or text
me, tell me.  Grant me that" I said, with a tear falling down off my cheek.
It was brushed away by his gentle hand.

I'd rather die than ever hurt you.  I want you, Brian.  I don't know how
much more I have to do to prove that fact" he added.

"Make love to me, like you mean it" I replied, with a cheeky grin
reappearing on my face.  "Ohh that's a given" he replied.  He slid down my
body, again attacking my sensitive nipples.  He then licked the head of my
cock, which was just as sensitive.

"Ohh ahhh Mmmmm" I moaned, in appreciation.  "You like that, huh?" he
snickered.  "Who the fuck wouldn't" I replied.

"Turn over" he instructed, and, like a faithful puppy, I did as ordered.

He lifted me up so my ass was airborne and my head was buried into my
pillow.  He then, with some expertise that I will question at a later date,
began to eat my ass; his tongue using enough pressure to slowly open me up.
I soon felt him attacking the inside of my ass; my eyes were being pulled
up into my skull as he worked.

"I'm going to cum if you don't stop" I told him.

He removed his tongue and began to open me expertly with his fingers.
Where did he learn these skills?  Another question I would ask at a later
date.

He thrust in and out of me, first with one finger, and eventually with
three.  The lube I used for many a fantasy jack off session, which more
than not included Chad; or at worst, David Beckham in the underwear ad.

"Please Chad" I moaned out.

"What do you want Brian?" he teased...the dick.

"Your dick: in my ass: NOW!!!" I demanded.

He poured a generous amount of lube on his talented fingers and went to
work slicking up my demanding, needy hole.

"CHAD!!!!!" I yelled, and he fucking laughed at me.

"Desperate much?" he asked.

"Please, you promised to make my ass scream" I reminded him.

"So, be it" he responded.

He then pushed my knees up to my chest and placed his cock at my demanding,
wanting, desperate hole.  He looked down on his prey and thrust forward; my
eyes once again rolling to the back of my head.  I suffered no pain; I was
in heaven.  The island of sex and honey was the place he was sending
me. "Ohhhh fuck" I screamed, and moaned out, loudly.

"Try and be quiet, the neighbours, remember" he said into my ear as he
thrust harder.

"Fuck the neighbours.  I hear them fucking some Co-ed.  Well, hear me get
reamed" I laughed out. "Now, fuck my ass raw" I demanded.  "Wow, where has
this person been hiding?" he replied. "Waiting for the right person to
release him" I hollered.

My breathing became quick, as was his.  His pounding of my ass was
relentless.  He didn't even look tired.  If it was not for the thick sheen
of sweat that was on both of our bodies; you would think we were just
playing, and not fucking like rabbits.

I looked at the clock and realised my man had stamina; we had been at it
for almost an hour, with no end in sight.  "Oh, your ass feels so good" he
whispered.  "Your cock is pushing buttons in me that I didn't know existed"
I struggled out.

"I won't last much longer" he said, kissing my lips as he short stroked,
then long dipped my ass.  My heart was pounding; it felt like it would leap
out of my chest at any moment.  He was built for this; his perfect body was
designed for this.  He was made to satisfy my every need, and he is
accomplishing everything he was created for.

"Soon babe" he said

"Seed me, mark me as yours" I said, sounding like a model in a cheap gay
porn movie.  But I wanted him to be the first man I loved, and the first
man I ever barebacked; the first man to cum in my ass.

"Yeah, I need you to be my first" I informed him.  I pulled hard on my cock
so I could cum at the same time.  A few minutes later I could tell he was
close, as was I.

We came shortly after each other.  My cumming contracted my ass and drove
his dick over the edge. He shot deep and hard and plenty.  He was shaking
as he came, his body contorting.  He soon collapsed on top of me, his
breathing laboured.  We were in a post orgasmic high.  It took some time to
come down.

"Wow" was all I could say.

"Wow is right" he replied, leaning over and kissing my lips.

"You made my ass scream" I said, as he pulled me over on top of him, so we
could cuddle.  I lay flat on his chest; the smell of sweat and cum filled
the air.  It was an aroma I could get used to.  He soon fell asleep with my
head on his chest, and I soon joined him.

To be continued...

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David