Date: Sun, 28 Jul 2002 01:30:23 EDT
From: YgnGHETTOFABULUS@aol.com
Subject: Never Let Go ch 2

       I was awaken by the annoying ring of my phone at nin-o-clock in the
morning which is not normal for me on a Saturday that I don't have to work.

 Hello? Hey... Hey, who is this? Your mother, wake your behind up. Oh, hey
ma. Did you get the message I left on your voice mail yesterday? Yeah. What
about the one I left with your roommate? Yeah. So why  didn't you call me
back? Cause ma I been busy. You know you haven`t been that busy that you cant
stop to check up on your family. I know ma but I been thinking. Thinking
about what? About coming home for thanksgiving. What's there to think about,
are you coming home or not? Ma I don't even know. Why, What's the problem? Ma
you know my daddy still mad at me and so is the rest of the family. Your
father is not mad at you he is still just a little disappointed and shocked.
As far as the rest of the family, forget what they have to say.  Now are you
coming home or do I have to drive to New York and drag you home myself? Yeah
ma I think I am gonna make it home. Well, I don't want you to think you are
gonna make it I want you to know you are. Yeah ma I`m coming home.  How is
the weather down their? Now Terrence you have not been gone that long, how is
the weather every fall? I don't know ma! Who do you think you raising your
voice at. Nobody ma. Well, I know you got things do so call me when you can.
Aight ma, love ya. Bye baby love you too.

       My mama is my best friend she always makes me come to my senses and
she is always behind me one hundred percent no matter what I do. Yeah she was
the one who helped me keep my head up after I came out to my family when I
was thinking about suicide. Course she was he first to know. I told her when
I was in the seventh grade and I told everyone else after I graduated from
high school. I cant really say that she was accepting of it but she was
tolerant. Now I had no choice to go home because I had already given my
mother my word.

       I needed to get a little shopping in before I went home this weekend.
I never go shopping alone so I called Brandon I knew he would be more than
happy to go. The only problem is I would have to pick him up and I hated
going to his apartment. I didn't like his boyfriend too much. It was just
something about him, I didn't really understand what it was. Besides all that
Brandon lived way on the other side of town and traffic was always terrible.
Usually I would ride the subway when I went to his house but I didn't have
any tokens today nor did I feel like dealing with snobby New Yorker`s today.

       The first store we went to was Vogue Fashion because I wanted to get
my mother a leather coat while they were still on sale. I didn't plan to give
it to her until Christmas though. The streets were so packed we could barely
walk and it was getting colder as the day went on. After six hours of
spending money on unnecessary things I was ready to go back to my dorm and
sleep. After I dropped Brandon off at his apartment I got caught in a traffic
jam near 125th street. I was so pissed off. After sitting in the same spot
for ten minutes I started thinking about Jeremy and how long it had been
since I had a good piece of dick. I called to check my voicemail on my phone.
To my surprise Jeremy had left me a message saying call him a.s.a.p. I
wondered what this was about but sure as hell I didn't hesitate to call him.

       Hello may I speak to Jeremy? Speaking, who dis. This is Terrence. Oh
Wassup yo? Not much, stuck in traffic. Oh, fo real? Yep. So why was it so
important that I call you? Well, at first it was one thing but now it`s two
things. OK... Well, at first I just wanted to know when me and you could go
out and chill. Then I wanted to know if you had time to do my hair. Well,
yeah I got time to do your hair if you paying and I gotta think about us
going out. Oh its like dat shorty? Naw I just got things to do. Yeah
whatever, so when can I come by? Give me about two hours to get home and take
a nap. Aight.

       When I awoke from my nap I got into the shower. I was just getting out
of the shower when Alvin came in to take a piss. The only reason I didn't get
mad is because it was a habit for him. After some time I got used to it and
it became less of a problem. After he finished doing his business he brushed
pass my naked ass with his almost erect dick. My heart jumped into my throat
I was so shocked. When I exited the bathroom Alvin was laying in my bed under
the covers staring at me with passion in his eyes. "You ready for this?"
Alvin said in a sexy deep voice. I knew what he meant but I couldn't get the
words to exit my mouth. I was speechless but so anchious. When I didn't
answer he got out from under the covers and walked over to me. He begained to
kiss my lips and suck on my neck and made his way down my stomach. Before he
reached my mid area he came back up to kiss my lips. I stood there shocked
and in disbelief. He took my hand and guided me towards the bed. He begained
kissing my lips again and taking off my shorts. Before I could get a breath
of air I was ass naked. He turned me over on my stomach and begained kissing
my neck and moving his tongue down my back to my ass crack. I was so
convinced that this wasn't Alvin`s first time with a guy. He licked, sucked,
and fucked my ass with his tongue. My heart was beating a mile a minute. I
knew he was about to put his thick nine inches of man inside of me. It had
been almost a year since I last had sex. When Alvin was finish pleasuring my
ass with his tongue I knew it was my turn to pleasure him. I licked down his
chest and traced his six pack with my tongue and move down to his nine inch
dick. I ran my tongue around the head and in the hole and down his shaft. I
begained sucked and jacked off his dick. He started moving his hips around
forcing his dick down my throat. I was determined to deep throat this dick
and have this nigga sprung. I was going to take his whole dick into my mouth
when he pulled my head up. Alvin moved toward my face and kissed me and
whispered in my ear "Yo let me get in dat ass."  I went into my nightstand
and got a condom and some KY. He rubbed the lotion down the crack of my ass
and on his fingers he begained to finger my ass hole putting two fingers
inside of me all at once. Then he put on the condom and rubbed KY on his
dick. He pulled my legs over his shoulder and put the head of his dick inside
of me. I jumped from the pain and he kissed me and went in further. He
started moving in and out slowly and picked up speed. The pain was unbearable
but I knew I couldn't show it. After about ten minutes I wasn't thinking too
much about the pain. He pulled out of me and positioned me in doggystyle. He
then shoved his dick inside of me and started taking long deep strokes harder
and faster. Then he laid on his back. I started riding his dick backwards and
jacking myself off. Oh shit nigga ride this dick. Oh Shit. Oh Shi...  Alvin
exploded inside me and then I came all over the bed.  Damn yo you got some
good ass.

       To be continued...