Date: Tue, 13 May 2008 14:37:11 -0700 (PDT) From: DB Subject: nowhere but up-17 Warning: The usual disclaimers apply here. If you don't like any of the following, leave now: gay sex, vulgar or harsh language or underage wherever you are reading this. This is pure one hundred percent fiction. No one in this story is a real person, living or deceased. Please do not copy without my consent. I hope you enjoy!!! Main characters: Jeff (author)-19, boyfriend Trey-19; roommate Lance-18; Friends Bryan- 18, Caleb-18 Trey and I got in his car to leave to study and more. After seeing a high school acquaintance, Trey was so distraught. "Is this going to eat at you all night?" I asked. "Fuck yeah. No way can I ever face my friends once he tells them that he saw me here and that I'm gay now." "You think he'll tell?" "Probably. Dude, we hung around a little my senior year and he's friends with a lot of mine back home." "Come on then," I said and opened the car door. "Where we going?" Trey asked. "To talk to Jacob, where else?" "Oh hell no. I'm too embarrassed as it. Maybe it'll just work itself out!" "Okay then. Let him tell everyone that you're gay. I'm sure word will get back to your parents eventually." Trey opened his door, "Let's go then." Knowing him a short time, I think I hit the right chord with Trey. We climbed up the stairs and I opened the door to my room. "Hey Jacob, can I borrow you a minute?" Trey was so nervous like never before and pale. Jacob came out the door and saw us standing in the hall. "Wassup?" Jacob asked. "Trey is petrified that you will tell everyone back he's gay. He's not exactly out yet to anyone back where ya'll are from," I said. "Bro, please!" Trey pleaded with Jacob. "It's cool Trey. I was shocked as hell but dude don't worry about it. Shit just happens bro plus it's none of my business," Jacob said. "You promise?" "Dude, I swear. I think you've covered my ass a few times in the past like the time we got smoked out and you took the rap from my folks. Or the time you caught me banging Darrin's girl and didn't say a word. I still don't think he knows I fucked her that night. Chill Trey, it's all good with me. I can keep quiet on this after you did so for me." Jacob patted Trey on the shoulder. "I guess you do owe but this is a biggie. I owe you some beer for this shit, bro," Trey said with a big sigh of relief. "Now I'll take that," Jacob said. "Check with Jeff here after this weekend and I'll grab you at least a 12 pack of Beast," Trey said. "Fuck that dude. At least grab me some Mich or something drinkable," Jacob laughed. "Done deal. We cool?" Trey smile at Jacob under his long dark bangs. "I still can't believe this shit but you do have decent taste," Jacob smiled. Trey and I looked at Jacob. "No, I'm not a faggot though so don't even think about it." We laughed. "Gotcha," Trey smiled and shook Jacob's hand. Jacob headed back inside while Trey and I headed back down. Trey let out a big sigh, "Whew, I forgot he owed my ass. He was always fucking up in high school and someone had to cover his ass." "See dude, you were worried about nothing," I said. "He still might let it slip but now he knows how I feel. Jacob is one cool motherfucker, you know?" Trey said. "I can tell." We headed to Trey's place after heading off a potential disaster. I knew if something didn't happen quickly Trey would be worthless the entire night. Now we could concentrate on our impending Economics test. Trey's apartment was picked up again when we got there around 7 or so. We kissed a little once inside as Trey's way of saying thanks for what I had done. I threw my bag in his room and grabbed our notes while Trey grabbed his laptop for us to study by. We both threw off our shirts after a little while since it was hot and took a short make out break. It did us good to stop and then resumed an intense session with bouncing questions off each other. "Jeff, I'm ready to stop. My damn brain's about to explode over here," Trey said. "Trey, I can't think of anything else that might possibly be on there that we haven't gone over," I replied with us at his table. Trey grabbed a beer and handed me one as well. Evan came home right after we popped the top and grabbed one as well. "How's it going?" Evan asked. "We just finished studying for like 3 hours. Where you been?" Trey asked. "I went over to Stephen's and chilled for a while. I hoped we could be lovers not fuck buddies but that ain't happening for him. That's why I came home. All he wants to do now is have sex. I just wanted to chill out and be with him but he wanted to get naked," Evan commented and downed most of his beer. "I guess we're finished for now." "At least til you get horny again," Trey laughed. I laughed too and almost had beer coming out of my nose. "Jeff, you shacking up with Trey tonight?" Evan asked after laughing at me. "Hell yeah he is," Trey replied before I could. "That's cool. I really need to start a paper that I been putting off for a week," Evan said and got up to leave. "I guess I might see ya'll in the morning." Trey and I headed to his bedroom. No more than we were there, he grabbed me and put the hottest kiss on me. We walked together still kissing until falling on his bed. He kissed my neck and behind my ears while running his hands down my back. My head went back and decided to enjoy this for what is was worth. He slid his hand down my jeans and unbuttoned them with the other. His big brown eyes looked up at me while my jeans hit the floor. He licked my cock through my blue boxer briefs and then slowly pulled them off me. He kissed my belly button and moved so gracefully to my balls. He stopped and kissed me on the lips, "Jeff, I have never been so in love with someone my entire life the way I'm in love with you." "Trey me either," I said and kissed my way down his slim body. I slowly unbutton his jeans and pushed them off. I kissed his skinny but hard thighs while my hand went up the leg of his boxers. I pulled out his cock through the slit in his black boxers and licked it up and down. Trey pushed down his boxers to allow easier access. I noticed he had trimmed his pubes some and just looked to see him smiling back at me. "Jeff, let's fucking 69. I want your cock too," Trey said. I maneuvered my body around. We leaned over in unison to start sucking each other's growing shafts. My mouth covered his cut meat and slid into my mouth ever so easily while he stroked and licked me a little before sucking my hard throbbing cock. We both were so into pleasing each other and providing immense pleasure to each other's meat. All that could be heard was two college boys slurping on each other's meat, which was a great sound to me. Trey stopped and pulled me up from his cock, "I want to feel you tonight again." "Trey I wanted you to fuck me," I said. "No Jeff, I want you to fuck me more," Trey said. "I guess we'll just flip flop then since we're both what they call versatile," I said. "Oh yeah, you wanna ride me. I loved busting my nut while you were in me," Trey smiled. After prepping, I sat facing him and slowly slid my ass down on his rock hard cock. My ass slowly went up and down his wonderful meat. He leaned up and kissed my growing pecs while I rode him. "Oh fuck yeah!" I said with my head thrown back and enjoying the incredible sensation filling my body with sexual pleasure. "Oh yes!" I said and bounced up and down. I stopped and squeezed my ass tightly around his meat. "Fuck Jeff!" Trey screamed with his hands firmly on my hips. I moved side to side and back and forth on his cock. I rose up a bit and let him take over. With his hands on my ass, he began pounding me. Groans and moans escaped my mouth while feeling him deep in me and then sliding almost out. I leaned over and kissed him while he still used my ass. I tried squeezing his cock a few more times. I leaned back up and rode him a little longer while he jacked my cock to an erection again. Trey pulled out of me, "My turn to get fucked." I fingered his ass. With Trey on his back, I spread his legs then his ass cheeks. Placing his ankles on my shoulders, my cock pressed against his hot pink hole and entered. "MMM Jeff," Trey moaned. "Fuck me!" Slowly my cock sank deeper and deeper until my pubes brushed against him. I pushed his legs forward slightly and began moving in him. Trey moaned and groaned with my movements while the bed slowly shuck. His ass felt so good and pleasing to my throbbing cock. I looked him in his eyes, "I want to make love to you, Trey." I slowly moved in and out with both of increasingly breathing harder and moaning. Leaning forward, we kissed and pretty much stayed that way. My hands roamed his sides while his hands moved vigorously up and down my back. I reached over and grabbed his cock to begin slowly jerking it between us. We moved as one and I hoped he could feel my love towards him. It started feeling less like fucking and more like we were showing our love to each other. I leaned back up after Trey pushed me. His ass clamped down on my cock. He moaned softly and twitched slightly while cum shot forth from his cock. The white milky cream landed on his chest and stomach. I pulled out and tasted his load with my tongue while jacking my cock. Trey leaned over and took my cock in his hot mouth after I licked him clean. I moaned while my man juice shot down his throat and filled his mouth. With my juice still in his mouth, he gave me a taste while we kissed. We just stared at each other while our limp cocks sat so nicely between our legs. "Dude, you are the fucking bomb," Trey said. "I really do love you to death." I finally let go, "Trey, I do love you too." It was out and I heeded Lance's advice to have fun and go with the flow. I wasn't scared of the future and felt a true love for him and from him. The next morning Thursday, we showered together and dressed for class. This gave me a glimpse of life living with a guy out away from the confines of the dorm. It wouldn't have been quite so bad if Evan didn't have to use the same bathroom too. After a great accounting class where I was returned a good test score for weeks ago, I headed to the Econ classroom. Trey was there waiting for me. The professor handed out the test to us and we proceeded. My stomach became knotted when I glanced to see a few questions I wasn't really sure of the correct answer. Usually I didn't tense up or have a brain freeze during tests. I did the questions and problems I was certain of and returned to the ones that I was shaky on. I labored through the test and return it at the end of the allotted time. "How do think you did?" Trey asked. "Not as well as I should have. Seeing a few problems freaked me out and I froze for a minute." "I bet you did alright." "What about you Trey?" "I thought it was rather easy thanks to all the studying we done." "Smart ass!" "Hey you wanna go check out some cars?" "I guess I could," I replied. We grabbed a quick bite and headed to his car. I called Lance to just let him know what was going on before heading with Trey. Unknowingly, he had been earlier and drove me to see a car he thought would fit my needs at a used car lot at a local dealership. I checked it out until a salesman came to us. He offered to let me test drive the nice blue Civic. He got in the back while I took the driver's seat and Trey the passenger's side. I drove it around some in the area to get a feel for it. "Dude, this is perfect for you," Trey said after we got out. "Sir, it does get great gas mileage and we have a 3 month warranty on it," the salesman said. "Can I think about it a little while?" I said and didn't want to jump at the first one I drove. "This is his first one so he's a little freaked out about this," Trey said. "I understand. Look around and if you see anything else, just holler," he said and walked back to the sales building. "Dude, you have to admit it's a nice car," Trey said. "Yeah but let me look a little more before I decide. Trey, I appreciate the help but I want to look some more before deciding." "Fine!" Trey pouted. We looked at others in the lot that caught my eye. I thanked the salesman before leaving without a decision. "You're pissed at me, aren't you?" I said noticing how quiet he had been. "A little." "I don't want to be so impulsive about this. Hey, I really liked the car and yes it does fit my needs but I want to see what else is out there before forking over the money only later to regret it." "I have to remind myself this is your first big purchase. I understand, Jeff. We'll go look at others if you want." We drove to another lot and checked out more used cars within my budget. I test drove a couple more, a Malibu and a Camry, to see the differences. After we finished looking at cars, Trey took me back to the dorms. I walked into an empty room and threw my things in the floor. I went next door to see if Bryan was around but his roommate said he and the rest left to head to the rec center. I just pulled out my work for the next day and caught up somewhat while I had the chance. An hour or so later, Bryan, Lance, Caleb and Jacob all came back and gathered in room. I could see and hear the fun they had while at the rec center for Caleb gave them a few lessons in floor hockey. It seemed each time I was away all of them were having fun together either playing basketball or some other sport at the rec center. "Jeff, you're being awful quiet for a change," Lance said. "I was just listening," I replied. "So you and Trey have a good night last night?" Jacob asked. "Yeah, we studied hard," I stated. "Did it pay off?" Bryan asked. "I hope so. We'll see," I said. They continued to talk and joke around with each other for a little while until everyone left for the night. Lance grabbed his books to study while I played on the computer for a while. For some reason, I was jealous and seemed to be missing on the fun while with Trey. "Lance, did you ever want to be at two places at the same time?" I asked after Lance finished his studies. "What kind of question is that?" Lance looked at me. "Oh I don't know. I have a great time being around Trey but when I return a lot of times I see that I missed something here." "Jeff, I see where you're going with this." "Lance, I really do love Trey but you guys are like my family now." "Jeff, it's a delicate balance when you are dating. A lot of people toss away their friends and let their love interest dominant. I know I've been guilty of that before. You just have to realize what's important and be content with that decision. Either that or involve Trey more with us." "I could try that but not sure how he would like it. So where's Dylan at tonight?" "I guess in his room. I talked to him earlier but we both had other things to do." "I see. I do go look at cars today." "You find a nice ride?" "Maybe but I'm not ready to spend the cash just yet." "Jeff, once you get one, you wonder how you lived without one. I would be completely lost without mine though I don't drive as much as I thought I would." We talked a little bit longer before calling it a night. I tossed and turned in my bed until at least two in the morning with my mind jumbled on a number of things. The next morning after sleeping on a lot of things, I woke that Friday in the middle of October ready to take on classes and then become a regular guy by owning my first car. With a little warmer conditions, I put on some shorts, a nice shirt and flip-flops. Now I had adjusted to fixing my hair and liked how it was beginning to look. After class, I called Trey to set our weekend. I told him I was going to workout and then we could go get the Civic that he liked. He begged me to skip working out and just go get the car. I insisted on staying the course with my routine. Our big group headed over to the rec center. Bryan was now more like our trainer and drove each of us hard as ever in the weight room. I didn't need much motivation but enjoyed the different sets he lined up for us. During down time, I talked a little with Jacob just to make sure everything was still cool and find out what Trey was like in high school too. On the way back, I was relieved to hear everyone basically had plans for that night even Jacob had a date lined up. This was the balance Lance spoke of and I could live with it. Trey, with his hair down in his face as usual and his dark jeans sitting so low on his hips and tight t-shirt that came down just to his waistline, came over about 4 to pick me up. "I'm glad you decided to get the Civic. You can trick that mother out and make it so freaking badass. What are you going to offer?" Trey asked. "I don't know." "Jeff, no way are you paying sticker price. You have to haggle with them a little." "I do?" "Yeah, it's the American way of buying a car." "I'm glad you're with me then. I had no idea. What were you thinking?" Trey gave me a price about $400 below the asking price. It sounded good to me. Without hesitation, I walked up to the blue Civic and told our salesman I wanted to buy it. Without much dealing, he accepted my price but had a big problem with my temporary check. Being new to all this, it never crossed my mind that it could or would cause a problem. Finally after 20 minutes, he came back and I finally owned a car. It took a while to prep it but finally at 6 but needed to get insurance. Luckily we found an agent right as he was closing up down the street to right me a policy. Again I forked over a check and it began to sink in how expensive this really was. Nothing doing, I followed Trey to his apartment to park his car. I was so excited and took him to a steak house in the area to celebrate. If nothing else, my life was now looking up more than ever before. I owned a car, had a cute sweet boyfriend and a great bunch of friends. We returned to Trey's apartment after 8. Trey had a movie all lined up for us to watch but I had to laugh when I saw it was `Superman 3'. He hadn't watched it so we sat down together on his couch with Evan gone to a party with a friend. Never one to watch movies over and over, I quickly bored of the film. I reached over and lifted up Trey's shirt to play with his nipples. "Dude what the fuck? I'm watching this," Trey said all engrossed in the movie. "Sorry," I replied. I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. "Thanks, Trey for everything!" "Yeah, yeah! Whatever!" Trey said with his attention squarely focused on the movie. I pulled up his shirt again and kissed his side. "Stop it, Jeff! Not right now," Trey said. "I was just showing you a little loving," I said. "After the movie, we can." I put my arm around him and snuggled close to him. He didn't seem to mind that at all. I kissed his neck. WHAM! I felt his hand slap my face. "I fucking told you to stop!" Trey said in anger. I scooted over from him and broke down crying. "You deserved it! I'm watching this damn movie!" Trey growled. "Fine then watch it by yourself. I'm leaving!" "The fuck you are!" "You slapped me Trey. I was...just trying to show you some...affection!" I said and got off the couch to head back. He grabbed me by the arm with a tight grip. "Your ass is staying here. You got that shit! You've really pissed me off!" "Let go Trey!" WHAM! He slapped me again on the back of the head. I struggled like hell and used my new strength to fend him off. I bolted out the door to my car. I quickly started it and sped away, shaking like a leaf. Once in the parking lot, I just sat in my new car and bawled like a baby. No matter how much I was in love with him, he was not going to hit me and treat me this way. It was totally unacceptable no matter what he was doing or how angry he got. I gathered myself and wiped my eyes to head up to my room. Thankfully, it was empty. I crawled on my bed and just stared at the ceiling. KNOCK! KNOCK! "Who is it?" "Jacob!" TO BE CONTINUED... Comments are always welcome and appreciated at wasputz2525@yahoo.com Just one chapter to go!!