Date: Tue, 6 Mar 2012 21:52:14 -0500 From: John xxx Subject: "There's Always Hope" Chapter Submission Thanks for coming back! Enjoy! Luke: He embedded his fingers in my hair, kissing me like I'd never been kissed before. I couldn't take my hands off of him. I wanted to touch every curve. I didn't know how far to go, and I was horny as hell and Tyler seemed like he wanted to go all the way. He had already whipped off his shirt and climbed on top of me, so I gently moved my hands down to his belt buckle and started to undue it while continuing to kiss him the best I could. I wanted to impress him. I wanted him to feel good. After removing his belt, I started to undue the button to his pants. I started on his zipper...and that's when he broke the kiss... "Um, I really hate to ruin this moment but uh..." he was trying to get some words out, but there was a look of worriedness on his face. "I'm sorry if I'm ruining your night, but I don't really want to go all the way." "No, dude, its fine. I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable." Fuck, I felt really bad. I didn't want to go all the way either, he was just so into it and I figured he wanted more. He climbed off me and started to put his shirt back on. My heart started to sink. Was he going to leave? Did it really make him that mad? "It's not that I'm uncomfortable, it's just...I like you so much, and I don't want to ruin it by going too far the first night," he said and I instantly felt better. And I'm glad that's what he wanted. I didn't want this to be a one-time thing. I haven't been with very many guys...uh, one to be exact. But I've always felt more towards them. "I couldn't agree more. Do you at least want to spend the night? Maybe watch another movie?" I said and just smiled. He looked so relieved and so cute! "Yea, I'd like that," he said then leaned over and placed a light kiss on my lips that gave me goose bumps again. I couldn't get over how good of a kisser he was. I then got up and put in another movie. I could feel his eyes on me, watching every move. I pressed play on the controller and got a blanket and two pillows from my bed and brought them over to the futon. "Can you get up for a sec so I can fold out the futon?" I asked. I figured it would be easier to sleep with it folded out. "Yup" he replied, and hopped off. I folded the futon out and laid out the blanket and pillows. I then sat down and looked over at Tyler who was already getting on the futon. "You going to sleep with all those clothes on?" he asked with a little smirk. He took off his shirt and undid his pants. I smirked back and started to take off my shirt and pants too. After a second or so we were both in our boxers just staring at each other. It was the most amazing awkward moment of my life. After we both got a good look, we laughed a little and Tyler started climbing in behind me. I slipped myself under the covers and rolled over so I was turned away from Tyler and looking at the TV. I could feel Tyler climb under the covers and started moving closer to me. Tyler: I climbed under the covers and saw Luke turn himself towards the TV. All of a sudden I had an epiphany "Dude, I just remembered...we have class in the morning haha." He turned over and looked at me with a smile on his face "Oh damn, haha I forgot. I'll set an alarm." He turned back and grabbed his phone off of the coffee table next to the futon. I couldn't be happier. He agreed with me that this shouldn't be a one-time thing and that alone made me want to break down and cry with happiness. I saw his position to be perfect for spooning so without even thinking, I slid up behind him molding my body to his. I crossed my right arm over his side and placed it on his pec, pulling him close to me. I could feel him take a deep breath and push back into me. It felt like only moments passed and I could feel his breathing slow and his body relax. I pulled back a little bit and let him roll over on his back. I could see his eyes closed, his face looking peaceful and cute as hell. I placed a light kiss on his cheek and closed my eyes with my arm across his chest. Only minutes passed and I fell asleep in complete bliss. I woke up the next morning to the sound of Luke's alarm blaring. I turned over to find him missing...so I turned off the alarm and sat up trying to gain consciousness. After I woke up a little and finally began thinking, all I could do was smile. I heard the water running in the bathroom so I stood up and barged in to find Luke in his boxers brushing his teeth. He smiled and handed me a toothbrush in a box... "I always keep an extra" he mumbled trying to talk and brush his teeth at the same time. It was cute :). I moved my eyes away from his face and down towards his body. I could feel myself lose my breath a little bit. His body was perfect. He was putting his toothbrush away when I walked up behind him, wrapped my arms around his waist and placed my hands on his abs pulling his body back into mine. I held him for a second and placed a quick kiss on his cheek. It was by far one of the best moments in my life. I was lost in happiness, not a single worry on my mind. I didn't want it to end, and I could feel that he didn't either. After what seemed like 15 minutes, I broke the hold and headed over to the shower to turn it on. "Did you sleep ok?" I asked, trying to start a conversation. "Yea, I wish I could have just stayed in bed" he replied as I was twisting the nob for the shower. I looked back and I could see him staring at me and displaying an amazing smile. I walked back to the sink and grabbed the toothbrush he left for me. As I was taking it out of the package, I saw Luke pull down his boxers from the corner of my eye. I figured he would take my `turning on the shower' hint. I assumed he wouldn't mind getting ready in the same bathroom. Luke: I figured he wouldn't mind, so I took off my boxer's right in front of him and headed to the shower. I couldn't stop smiling about everything that was happening. He was absolutely amazing and I wanted to be close to him. I started rinsing myself when I heard Tyler open the shower curtain. I was a little surprised at first, but I just looked over and smiled. "We're kinda short on time" he said with a little smirk. I laughed a little and passed him the shampoo. The showers in the dorms are really small, which meant keeping a boner down with Tyler in there was next to impossible. The shower was relatively uneventful. We both cleaned up, bumping into each other once in a while just making us laugh. When we got out we had about 5 minutes before we had to leave for class. Why did I set my alarm for so late? I don't know...I'm an idiot. But it was fricken funny rushing to get dressed. Tyler didn't have any of his stuff for class but...It didn't really matter, nobody needed anything to pass the class we were in. It was pretty easy. We were finally ready to leave, almost on time, and I felt an overwhelming urge to kiss him. So as he was about to open the door, I grabbed his shoulder, turned him around and attacked his lips, immediately pushing my tongue into his mouth. I could feel his hands move to my back as I ran mine through his hair. After about 2 minutes of making out, I broke the kiss. "Were really late haha" I said laughing under my breath. I moved in and pecked him on the lips one last time. "Yup, and I'm blaming you" he said smiling and giving me one more kiss on the cheek. He then opened the door and headed out into the hallway. I followed him locking the door behind me. Tyler: I felt like a new person all day. I was excited, anxious, and scared all at the same time. But I was also confused...where do we go from here? I'd never been in this situation before and I didn't really know what to do. Should we have sex? Go on another date? Talk on the phone? Just hang out? I just got finished with classes and was walking back to the dorms trying to plan my next move. I wanted to be around him as much as possible now, but I also didn't want to annoy him, or be too clingy. My mind was still wandering when I heard someone walk up behind me. I turned around and saw Victor... "Hey" I said, letting him catch up. "What's up?" He replied, now walking next to me. "Just got done with class, heading back to the room. You?" "Same, where did you go last night? Haha" Shit, I never thought about the fact Victor would be clueless as to where I went. I didn't really know what to say, so I just gave him a bullshit answer. "Just stayed the night at a friend's...didn't really want to walk back," partially true. "Ah, I see," he replied. We walked the rest of the way back to the dorm in complete silence. When we got back, I threw down my back pack, opened up my laptop and texted Luke. Tyler: "Hey, watsup?" While I waited for his reply, I logged onto facebook to see what kind of drama was occurring. Not that I like drama...I'm just amused by dramatic people. "So how's it going with that girl you were talking to?" Victor asked out of nowhere. "Uh not too bad, that's kinda where I was last night haha" I replied...once again partially true. I figured that would clear up his curiosity of my disappearance last night. "Oh really?" he said in a seductive tone, hinting that I must of fucked her. "haha we just hung out, clothes stayed on all night." I replied. "Whatever you say," he said not really believing me. But I honestly didn't care. All that mattered to me was Luke now, and finally he replied to my text. Luke: "Nothing much, just got done with classes, want to grab something to eat?" Just getting a text message from him made me smile. At that moment I had an overwhelming urge to feel him. To hold him in my arms and tell him how I really feel and maybe that time would come soon enough. Tyler: "Yup, I'll head down there right now." It was one of the best meals of my life. I was lost in his presence the entire time, hanging on everything he had to say. I learned he had an older sister who was 21, just like me, and a younger brother who was 11. He played the guitar and sang which I was EXTREMELY excited about. He was too, when he figured out I play the piano and sing. As we were walking out of the cafeteria, he asked me the question I was silently begging him to ask... "Um would you want to stay the night again?" he asked timidly, and I decided to be a smart ass. "Uh I don't know...I'll think about it." I replied kind of sarcastically. I could see his expression change a little bit. He almost looked hurt. "I'm just kidding haha. I'll definitely stay the night." He smiled at me with a look of relief on his face. It was definitely a dick move, but I couldn't resist. We parted ways and I told him I would head over to his dorm within the next hour. When I got back to my dorm, I packed an extra set of clothes in a bag along with the books I needed for class the next day. Victor was in the room playing xbox with Devin and Blake, our suitemates. Victor asked if I wanted to play some xbox with them and I just said I had some stuff to do. I wondered what he was going to think with me not being there two nights in a row. After about 15 minutes, I headed out of the dorm and briskly began my walk over to Luke's dorm. I couldn't wait see him again. I finally got to his room after what seemed like an hour walk, and knocked on the door. He opened it with a smile on his face and invited me in. Right when he shut the door I threw down my bags, pushed him against his wardrobe and kissed him to the best of my ability. He pulled my body tightly to his, grabbing the back of my shirt. Our tongues twisted together and our mouths moved in a synchronized motion. I could feel how much he liked me just from the way his lips moved. I had never been kissed like that before and I've been kissed quite a few times. Usually it's just a quick peck, poke of the tongue, or bite on the lip. I could feel him really trying, it was passion and I loved it. I broke the kiss after I felt I had enough... "Sorry, I couldn't help myself" I said, giving him one more kiss on the cheek. "I'm not complaining haha," he whispered, kissing me back lightly on the lips. And what happened next I didn't expect. I was ready for it, I wanted it, but I didn't expect it. "I know we haven't really known each other that long but, I really like you and I feel you like me the same way. So...will you be my boyfriend?" I was like a deer in the fucking headlights of a semi, not a Prius, a fucking semi. Every second of my life I doubt myself and I doubt other people. Even with everything that's been happening, I still doubted Luke. And at that point it was clear he wanted me, but it was still hard to believe. I didn't say anything at first and he started getting a worried look on his face. "I mean, if you want to wait, or maybe it's not what you..." I cut him off before he said anymore. "Yes, it's definitely what I want" he instantly looked relieved and I pulled him into the tightest hug I've ever given. No matter how the night ended, it would go down as one of the best nights of my life. The feeling of importance and worth are all a person needs in life. It's what we strive for, and it's what I received that night. I know several of you have been reading this story with your pants down waiting for the good parts, and I appreciate your patience. All I have to say is just read the next chapter ;). Any comments, suggestions, or booty calls please send to jt6355x@gmail.com. I may not work the corner, but I do work my email ;). 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