Date: Mon, 9 Jul 2012 14:13:05 +0200 From: Shawn Edwards Subject: With all my heart 6a I tried to sink it all in but the harder i tried the harder i failed. a few days ago i had been looking so hard for this guy but now he was infront of me asking me to love him. i took a moment to stare at him. he was now the shy one and was looking down like i had done when he interrogated me in the lecture room. he looked so handsome, he was now the guy i had fallen in love with at first and seeing him so worried, i had never loved him more. his brown eyes, his nose and those sexy oval lips. it was as though something was calling me to him and i didnt have to respond, i had to show him how much i had and how much i would forever love him with all my heart. 'If you dont feel the same i can go.' he said getting up. If i let him go i knew it would be the last i saw of him. i grabbed his hand and pulled him down. when he sat he looked at me and i nearly melted. i grabbed his head and pulled it closer to mine. i locked my lips in his and kissed him hard. there was no tongue action however. i just wanted him to know how much i felt for him and how nothing would seperate us. my college life was finaly taking off. 'I am gay and i will love you till the end of time with all my heart.' i said and we stared deep into each other's eyes. it felt like staring in the eyes of love itself. there was a magnetic force pulling our heads towards each other and i wouldnt stop it if i wanted and even if i couuld. love had taken over. i felt his warm breath and knew we were closer to that kiss. we locked into a dew kiss, if i had been standing i could have fell. his tongue wormed its way into my mouth and began wrestling with mine, hell he was one good kisser and he had seized my mouth and was in total control. i was loving it. his lips were cotton soft and he tasted good. he tasted of dentyne gums, the grape flavour. I loved how he tasted and how he twisted our tongues together, this was by far the best kiss ever, well it was my fist but if anybody kissed better than this then he deserved an award. it all happened in a blur, this was my first time yet it felt like i knew what i was doing. as we kissed i unbuttoned his shirt, at the same time he was unbuttoning me. both our eyes were closed but we had no problem locating the buttons. my dick was now rock hard and i couldnt wait to please it. i wanted to skip this kiss and make love there and then but i wanted to enjoy the kiss aswell, i wanted it all, above all i wanted him. we stood up our lips still locked and topless, he stood me up as a matter of fact. he was strong and muscular, i felt this as i rubbed his chest and abs. all the while his hands were now in my pants squeezing my ass. i wished it was my dick he was jerking. i began undoing his pants. i couldnt wait to get a hold of what he was packing. i dropped his pants and worked through the elastic of his underwear. i felt his coarse pubic hair, then i grabbed his package, my god he was packing. he was thick, that much i could tell. i had to see this for myself. i broke the kiss and knelt between his legs to worship his cock. he looked down at me eager for me to start giving him oral pleasure. i pulled down his boxers which had a very big bulge in them. i couldnt wait to see that spanish meat. he walked out of his pants and underwear. he was now stark naked and that gorgeous body with that tan was in my sight. thats not what drew my attention however. his dick was big. so big, it was 9.5in long and so thick it looked like a wrist. being my first time i wasnt sure i could take all that dick. i began taking it. i managed just halfway. As i jerked my heard foward and backwards i began liking how he tasted. He had this salty taste of precum which was like a drug. he had this rich musk smell which intoxicated me in a good way and sent my senses crazy and made them wild. he grabbed the back of my head and began jerking me in his rhythm. he was now forcing me nearly all the way down his shaft which was taking every bit of space in my mouth. i began to gag after a short while. i couldnt take it anymore. he stopped and i returned to my normal pace. there i was blowing another man who i didnt even know his name. as though that wasnt enough i was loving it. i stopped and got up to my feet then kissed him hard giving him a taste of his medicine. he pulled my pants down and my 8in sprung to life. he got down and began blowing my rockhard member. his mouth felt warm and wet. i wasnt sure i could hold myself together and keep me from cumming. he was so good, the best at everything he did. after three minutes of him intensely blowing me i gave up and shot my load down his throat. he swallowed every millilitre of me. it was the best orgasm ever and sucked every ounce and bit of strength in me. i nearly fell and he held me up and kissed me. i tasted the remains of my cum in his mouth. He bent me on the couch and spread my legs. i was too weak and spent to do anything. the orgasm had had the best of me. it was real intense and i had enjoyed every second of it. 'Im now going to fuck you.' he announced. 'Please be gentle, im a virgin.' i pleaded weakly. he didnt respond. i knew it was going to be a rough ride. there was no lubrication and he was so thick. i closed my eyes preparing for the worst. i felt his uncut head pressing on my hole then a sharp pain as he rammed it in. i moaned and he stopped, giving me time to get used to him. when my hole had relaxed he resumed his merciless invasion. This time he rammed it all in and i moaned in pain again. he stopped, giving me time to adjust. after about a minute he began fucking. he thrusted fast and hard and i felt his hot dick going in and out of me. it took every bit of space as it had done in my mouth. i could feel his heavy balls banging on my ass. there were spasms of pain and pleasure at the same time. i was enjoying every moment of it. his pace wasnt changing however. it was increasing and i could tell he was closer to cumming. His cock throbbed as his pace increased and i could tell that in a few moments my ass would be filled with his cum. he began breathing heavily and then just a few seconds later my bowels began filling with jet after jet of cum..............,..........,.., 'Thank you, that was awesome,' he said. he stared at me and i was too shy to look him in the eye. it was just too much to digest. i felt as though i had betrayed myself. i felt so guilty i couldnt even look myself in the mirror. a few minutes earlier i had wanted it so bad but i was now asking myself why i had done it. 'I want to know you.' he said after seeing i wasnt going to respond. I wanted the same but i couldnt speak. i wanted sometime to think about what i had just done. 'Was i bad?' he asked. 'Its not you. its me. i just want some time.' i said. 'Sure.' he said then stood up and began leaving. I wanted to stop him and tell him to stay but i couldnt. i had let him go without even getting his name.