Date: Tue, 23 Nov 2004 12:15:14 -0800 (PST)
From: Douglas Douglas <doubts1999@yahoo.com>
Subject: Bi-Male

I wanted to write about my first experience ive had being a Bi-Male. I
dont consider myself gay because id have no trouble at all being with a
woman, matter of fact one of my favorite things is eating pussy although
sucking a cock or having mine sucked is equally appealling to me. Iam
considered a handsome man being 6'3 with hairy chest and a good build one
would think id have no trouble picking woman up but alas as many men know
its all a matter of attitude, one must be able to talk the talk and walk
the walk . I was and still em a very shy and private man with many
insecurities. I was needless to say was having trouble in the area of
having a woman availible to me when i was feeling hornyso once the urges
got to much at the age of 16 i was drawn to the porno theaters for
releif. Now this was exciting to me it was dark in the theaters and this
is were my adveture into cocksucking began. Iam not the best at writing
and hope i impart an entertaining and sensual account of the event to all
that read this, so without further ado let me start.

The day finally came where the pressures of loins became to much for me
to tolerate any longer, i mean jacking off although is enjoyable at the
age of 16 wasnt enough and i was looking for a different form for my
sexual outlet and ended up turning me to porno theaters. There was a
theater i had found in downtown St. Louis and since i was a county boy
there was little fear of being seen so one day i skipped school and
headed out . I was a well devoloped for my age and was able to pass for
older, matter of fact i had no trouble buying beer or cigarrettes, so
getting into the theater wasnt a problem for me or at least i was
confident id have no problem. Here i was standing in front of the theater
my heart pounding in my chest my throat dry but to say the that i was
excited by the prospect was an understatment at 17 this was my biggest
sexual adventure to date so i proceeded to get a ticket and head in ready
to get my releif.

The theater was dark as i stood in the isleway of the theater waitting
for my eyes to adjust i thought id go to the bathroom to take a pissand
headed back to the atrium looking for the bathroomwhich i found was down
some marble steps to a lower level and empty so i went to a stall , fear
of being seen by anyone and sat to make less noise. First thing i noticed
was all the writting on the walls. Ads for lack of a better word for it
were all sorts of sexual grafitti on all sides of the booth . Being
admazed at it all i found it turned me on the more i read about men
looking for people to suck off or guys looking for cocksucker now this
was ALL i needed in the state i was in and made me even hornier. I
gathered my nerve once again and headed back to the theater when i heard
foot steps coming down, I froze and sat quitly.The other male came down
stode quitly for a few seconds and walked back to where the stall where i
sat was. He peeked in at me then proceeded to unbutton his pants and
release his cock . Lord i mean i had never seen another cock live exccept
in gym classes, i was messmerized by the sight , it was at least 7 inches
long looking alot like mine the texture the way he stroked it bazzenly
excited me my eyes were glued to it but i was unable to move or take my
eyes off of his cock and to my releif he must have gotten bored and he
left. After about 10 minutes i gathered my nerve up again and headed back
up to the theater.

I headed back to were i had been standing looking into theater. It was
all i had expected it to be the screen was filled with scene after scene
of pussys and cocks but sitting down was still fearful to me so i headed
to the baclcony for more privacy. here i felt more comfotable it was
still dark but i could see not many men were there and spread out. i
found a place toword the back on top and sat about half way down an isle.
watching the show i was becoming more harder the longer i sat so looking
around i found it save to pull out my cock and stroke it. AHH finally i
was in heaven and was lost to all that was around me it must have been an
hour when i noticed a male heading up the isle towords menot starring but
keeping an eye on him i covered my cock with my hand when he turned in my
isle and sat a few seats away from me and it took time for me to feel
comfortable enough to start stroking again but after i had seen that he
was doing the same and wasnt payying attention to me i became freeer to
stroke it more openly and became once again was engrossed in the film.
Thoughts of the cock from the restroom started popping in my head and i
found myself stealing glances of him stroking his cock, i found out this
turned me on even more. I guess it was some sort of signal for him to
move next to were i was sitting but to my surprise i didnt cover my cock
at all i just acted as if he wasnt there. Several minutes of sneaking
peeks of him fondling himself i felt a hand on my leg getting closer and
closer to my hard cock, my heart pounding in my chest he rreached my cock
and ran his hand over my stroking hand as if he wanted to stroke it for
me so i moved my hand. His hand was warm soft running my cocks length,
lord this felt good to mebut soon he moved off my cock and began to move,
thinkinbg he was leaving i straightened up in my seat then he did
something i wasnt prepared for at all, i mean he kneeled beofre my parted
legs and began sucking on my cock. He mouth was warm almost what i
expected a pussy to feel like so like any horny shy teenager i didnt stop
him, Being young i guess and horney as hell it didnt take long for me to
blow my load in his mouth. Damn the tinkling that went thru my body as i
spasmed over and over filling his mouth with my cum, my cock had never
been so sensative and it seemed like it lasted forever but soon i calmed
and he returned to his seat once again stroking his cock. It took several
minutes sitting there to notice he released his cock as if inviting me to
stroke it for him, with shaking hands i reached for his cock and stroked
it slowly, I mean it was dark and all no one would see me or know so what
the hell exploliration is exploration and i was ready for anything so
stroke i did. His cock was hard yet soft in my hand so warm it was
different than stroking my own cock that eventially i found myself
wasnting to taste this new sex toy i had in my hand. I took a deep breath
slow and without to much time passing i kneeled in frontt of him and
inspected hthis lovely cock , it was well formed almnostperfect or at
least it was in my young eyes so olopening my mouth i sucked his cockhead
into my mouth, OMG it was so hot my body felt warm as i ran my tongue
over his cock feeling his helmet opf his cock run over my lips as ibobbed
my head over and over on the black cock in my mouth, yes it was black
sultry, sensual,very appealing to me sucking it, as i drove my mouth ever
lower onto his cock driving it deeper in my mouth every vein every bump i
felt i found moaning coming from my throat when suddenly he grasp my head
and gently guided my pace and depth of my bobbing my head till he came in
my mouth spurt after spurt filled my mouth . Holding my head tight but
not ramming his cock in my mouth he forced me to take his load and agter
a second he continued my head bobbing, not knowing what to do i guess i
did what any other cocksucker would do i swallowed it all.

After what seemed an eternity he released my head and let me up.
Returning to my seat he patted my leg and told me thank you and that it
was quit a hell of a good blowjob, with that said he stood and left
leaving my there to contimplate on what just had happened. I had more
that a sexual release and experience that day i found out i LOVED sucking
cock as much as getting my cock sucked so with the glow i had i left the
theater gratful of my first black lover and my first black cock.

Hopefully you enjoyed this as much i have in admitting to my love of cock,
he was my first but not the last of many cocks ive sucked (preferabily
back) over the years since then. Id love to hear from anyone who has had
simular experiences. Happy cocksucking all Doug