I am a bisexual man in his thirties. I am married and happy but from time to time, I need to do it with a guy. Since I have no one to tell my stories (nobody knows of my bisexuality), I thought this might be an excellent and discreet mean of accomplishing this. Note that I try to be as faithful as possible to how the events actually happened but I have to admit that I took out the boring bits and "novelized" it to keep it interesting. This is the story of the first time I did it with a guy. I was 19 at the time.

Feedback is welcome.

My gay encounters: Story 1- Peepshow encounter

by Big Guy (BigGuyMtl@hotmail.com)

It was the summer of 89. My girlfriend had just dumped me and had no prospect at the time. I was horny as Hell and wanted to get laid but couldn't find a girl. I was walking downtown Montreal near St-Catherine and St-Laurent on a late afternoon when I was enticed by the entrance of a peepshow theatre. It inspired me to go in and "relieve" myself. I had been there once, just to see what it was like. It smelled bad, a mix of disinfectant, sweat and ... another substance. I also remember that there were a lot of guys standing outside waiting. Either they were prostitutes or potential clients. I didn't care at the time, all I wanted was to jerk off while watching porn, which I love (and still do) but I could scarcely get in that pre-internet era. Spending 10$ on a magazine was frustratingly expensive.

So I got in, went down the stairs and recognized the smell immediately and it turned me on. I got 20$ worth of change, made sure I had some Kleenex and entered the cabin in the darkest corner. It happened to be one of those "deluxe" cabin, that are twice as big as the regular ones. It obviously struck me what these cabins were for!

I inserted about 5$ in the machine and started flipping through the channels, looking for a good ass-fucking (my favourite, something no girl ever allowed me to do due to my size). I found one, unzipped my pants and started to jerk off. After a minute or so, someone knocked at the door. I said that this cabin was occupied. I waited a while, nothing happened and I resumed pleasuring myself. Then a piece of paper fell on my lap. You see, the top of the cabins are open, covered only with a sort of grille. The paper said "Open your door if you want a free blowjob". I was so surprised and turned on I didn't know what to do. I was about to throw away the paper when another one fell. It said "I swallow". I have no idea what came over me, but I opened my door.

I should stop here and describe myself a little. I'm 6' tall, at the time I weighed about 190lbs. I have blue eyes and blond hair. My dick is a little odd. It's only 6" long but it is very thick, a massive 6" of girth. Also, for some reason, my ejaculations are very generous, So you can tell that I didn't get many good blowjobs in my time, the girls I knew didn't have much of a mouth or taste for semen.

This maybe was the reason I decided to open the door. The prospect of a) a blowjob and b) my cum being swallowed, for the first time I must add, was too much to turn down.

So I opened the door and this really geeky guy entered. He was a Rick Moranis look-alike. He was short (5'4" maybe), late thirties, had short hair, wearing a suit and thick glasses. At that moment I had really never considered doing anything with a man, so I had no idea what my "type" was. Before I could decide if I actually wanted anything to do with him, he closed the door, locked it, kneeled in front of me and engulfed right away my fat cock (which was still out).

Right away I stopped thinking (like most men do when they are being blown off!) and enjoyed it. No matter how dorky he looked, he was good I have to give him that. He didn't mind the thickness and he managed, slowly, inch by inch, to deep throat me. It was more that I could take. I came almost right away, after 2 minutes. The guy didn't move and started to literally suck my cum out of my dick and swallowed every spurt! There must have been about 5 or 6 but he didn't mind. After I came, I apologized for coming so fast. He said he didn't mind and guessed that it was obviously my first time. I nodded. He was still on his knees lapping at my dick like it was a popsicle between answers. He then said that I was young and he was sure he could get me hard very fast. I didn't have to answer that because he started to blow me again. He had me hard in a minute. He stopped to tell me to put more money in so that the movie sounds will cover my real sound. He stopped again and flicked through the films and found one that he said was more "appropriate". It was a gay film. It was the first time I had ever seen two guys fucking. It was really exciting. This huge muscular guy with a huge cock was fucking this small blond guy (now I know they're called twinks...). I was sooooo turned on. I had to ask the guy. If he had ever done it here. He smiled at me and whispered "lots of times". "Wanna fuck my ass boy? Wanna fuck my ass with your big dick?" I didn't say anything but my eyes were screaming YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! He then took a condom out of his pocket and put it on. It was very difficult because it was too small for me. It was a little uncomfortable but at that point I didn't care! The thought of having my dick in a guy's ass was too much! He got up, took off his pants and underwear. I got up, he kneeled on the seat of the cabin and presented me his ass. He told me to spit on his asshole. I couldn't! I was so turned on and nervous that I didn't have any saliva! He mumbled a bit, spat on his finger and started to finger himself. He then told me to start fucking him with one finger. I was so turned on, it was unreal! He then told me to put a second one and to push them deeper. After a while, he told me to put the head of my dick in front of his hole. I obeyed and he reached behind him and took hold my hips and slowly pushed himself on my dick! After a minute or so, and a lot of groaning of pain and pleasure from my "teacher", I was completely in his ass. My fat dick was completely in. The feeling was wonderful. It was so tight and hot, I almost came just with that feeling. He then whispered "Well, what are you waiting for, boy?" I then went completely crazy. I started fucking him really hard. He tried to tell me to go more slowly but I wasn't listening, I was too turned on to care! I was pounding his ass like I had never done it to a girl! At one point, I could feel him jerking off and moaning as I was pounding his sorry ass. A few times I stopped, because I wanted to prolong the moment. After about 10 minutes, I couldn't hold it anymore, and neither could he, his ass must have been on fire, I came. I came like I never came before! I felt my orgasm from my entire body. I was shivering all over it was so good. He then pushed out, he took a tissue and wiped his cum off the seat (I was so into my orgasm that I didn't realize that he had cum), put on his pants, looked at me catching my breath, smiled and told me that he usually comes here every Tuesday at this time. He added that from now on, he would bring some lube. His ass would hurt for at least a week, but it well worth it. He left. I was alone and it took me a while to realize what had just happened. I put my pants back on and left the peepshow. Only when I got into the subway did I realize that I still had the rubber on my dick. At least it showed me that what happened was real.