From: D One Subject: Coming Out at Motel 8 Date: Tue, 11 Aug 1998 06:02:42 GMT I was young then...and traveling with my parents. Actually, they weren't my parents. The "mother" was actually a step mother and she married another man which made him a "step father" I guess. They made me travel with them to this town outside New Orleans. It was some kind of business and they said I could stay at the Motel while they were gone. I was tall, scrawny, a little acne and pretty self conscious then. And outside of multiple masturbations, that was the amount of sex that I understood at the time. We checked in pretty late. The clerk was friendly and gave me my own room even though the reservations had been made for me to sleep on a rollaway in my parents room. "oh he's too old for that. We can give him his own room just down the hall from yours. No, there's no extra charge...we're only half full" the clerk winked at me and made me blush. I didn't know why....but I usually got self conscious whenever someone I didn't know called attention to me. We were at breakfast the next morning and the same clerk stopped by the table. "Will you look after our boy here? We're going into New Orleans on business and won't be back until tommorrow sometime" I was angry...there I was a teenager...18 and a high school graduate and the lady was treating me as if I were a little child. "Sure, we'll take good care of him" his hand on my shoulder was warm..and made me feel something deep in my gut churn. Even my dick stirred and I didn't know why then. I got my swim trunks on and lay by the pool. They were small black speedos we used in high school....the only ones I had. I dove into the pool, swam and lay in the sun. "Having a good time?" the clerk appeared and handed me a diet coke. I said thanks and he sat down to talk. Somehow it became comfortable and we talked about my hometown, my step parents and when he complimented my bathing suit..I explained where it came from. "Wish I looked as good in it as he does" I was looking at a tall man wearing a different color speedo as he posed to dive. His chest was hairy and his shoulders were rounded...... "Don't sell yourself short..you look quite nice" the clerk said again putting his hand on me..this time on my bare thigh. It began to quiver. "You don't know how sexy you look do you?" His smile was warm, his eyes grey and his expression friendly. I didn't know what to say. "You are one hot looking young man. You didn't notice the people looking at you when you were up there? Girls and women...even some men were looking you over" I stammered my thanks..and tried to dismiss his comments. "Come on" I followed him to my room where he told me to stand in front of the full length mirror. He stood behind me. "Now look at yourself" he said. His hands were on my bare shoulders. You have nice shoulders proportional to your height. Your arms are long and that too looks good with your height. "no muslces though" I said. He held my my arms..."flex" I flexed them and indeed some biceps showed. "See? You have long bones so your muslces don't bulge up on someone like that guy at the pool who had short arms" His hands were around me now..and on my chest....it felt odd and I couldn't stop the growth in the crotch of my speedos..but he didn't seem to notice. Your pecs are nice too..see the defiinition..and what nipples you have..close your eyes a moment. I closed my eyes after looking at his hands outline the faint defiintion of my chest. My entire body shivered.....as his fingers outlined each nipple then teased each tip. "See...that means you're passionate..sensous.....probably a virgin are you?" I opened my eyes....and nodded. "Wonderful..that means you're ready" Now your stomach...his hands were on the flat stomach..."men would kill for a flat stomach like yours..and if you feel close, theres the muscles there too..a little more swimming and some situps and you'll have ripples" I was watching him touch me, heard him compliment me and wanted more. "And what nice hips..." his hands were on my hips...and he turned me sideways. "And you got a great butt too...those speedos help show it off nicely." I started to walk away as his hands rested on my buttocks. Nobody had touched me there since my real dad spanked me as a kid. "Dont' go...we're not finished yet" His fingers went down my thighs and his compliments were making me feel better. In the privacy of my room, it felt good to have someone tell me how good I looked. "Now look at that package" his hands were on my crotch. I bent over. "Relax...you got to learn to stand natural when someone touches you there" I stood up and his hands outlined my balls and hard cock. "You're going to be very popular when you go to college..you are going to college" We sat and talked a while.....I didn't hide my bulging crotch..and his eyes would alternate between my face and there as we talked. I didn't mind..in fact I liked it. "yes" i was planning to go to college..maybe in New Orleans. "no" I wasn't sure....since I didn't know if my real Dad's trust fund would pay my way or not. "Now do you want me to arrange for you to meet that guy we saw? I know he's gay so you two will get along" "but he had a woman with him...I think it was his wife and a little girl too" The clerk smiled "how much there is for you to learn" "What about me then? I'd love to show you the fun two men can have" I blushed and looked down at my barefeet. "OK you think about it..and give me a call if you want to get together..no pressure..but you should have your first time with someone like me..who knows what they're doing and who likes you." I stood as he was about to leave. "And I DO like you...from the first time I saw you" he smiled at me. The clerk, was older then me, had a military haircut, blondish brown hair and wore a tank top and jeans. As he stood there I noticed for the first time the jeans made his butt and basket look pretty good too. His chest looked developed. "Years at the gym" he said as if answering my un-asked question. I watched television until midnight..it was late. I had jacked off after the clerk left..while watching myself in the mirror. The discarded speedos were still on the floor where I left them. "hello?" "Hi...I was hoping you'd call..I'm just about to get off from work....want some company?" "uh, yeah, I guess" "it's ok...we'll go slow" He came into the room....he had a pass key. So i was still naked laying on the bed. "Great...you're ready..but let's start slow" He kissed me on the neck and then lips....and before I realized what I was doing, we were kissing like horny teenagers on a prom date. And I couldn't get enough. "Wow, you've been saving up" he said when we pulled apart to get some air. He pulled off his shirt and my trembling hands reached to touch the smooth mounds of his pecs..and his pronounced nipples. "I thought you'd like them" He pulled off his jeans too and his cock dropped out like lumber falling off a truck. My own cock, which had gotten hard, looked small compared to his. He got me on my knees and he faced me. "lets each close our eyes and feel" I was nervous as I touched his face, neck, chest, belly, balls, cock, thighs..and excited as he touched mine. "lay down on your stomach" I did as he said not sure what he was about to do. But he just touched me...neck to ankles...my sides, back, buttocks, butt hole, thighs and calves were memorized by his fingers. He told me it was my turn and I looked at his naked body beside me...touching, comparing, and learning him. We kissed for hours......and as we played with each others cock and balls, he showed me how to suck cock. I mirrored his actions and he said I was learning very quickly. His tongue dove into my butt hole and I knew he was going to fuck me eventually. I had shoved carrots and a cucumber up my hole when jacking off and even borrowed my step mothers dildo once too. Now I had the real thing..he was kneeling over me..my legs were in his hands and his cock was sliding in and out of me. It stung at first but he went slow and told me what was happening....I trusted him..and was soon in heaven being fucked for the first time. I finally fucked him as he was on all fours.."doggy style" as he called it. And then he returned to fucking me...faster and faster until I was yanking my cock so hard, it hurt. I exploded all over us both..and his cock shot all over me too. We lay there naked.....touching, holding, occasionally kissing and I knew something important had happened to me that night. I was no longer a virgin. "Who is that guy on the diving board?" the tall man who I had been looking at asked the clerk the next morning. I was different..I felt different....I pranced on the board and dove in. The clerk told me I even walked differently....and somehow I did feel I was. "He asked about you" the clerk said to me telling me the story. The knock was tentative. He was standing there. "Hi, the clerk told me where you were. Are you a competitive diver or something?" We talked awhile....in my room. "My sister and her daughter are with me. Our dad passed away and we're cleaning up some legal things" I expressed my sorrow and he thanked me. "Can I come by later tonight?" he asked me. I said sure and stood there as he looked me over head to toe. "God you're so sexy" I called the clerk and told him. My step parents came back and said they were taking off immediately. I told them I had to stay. They stared at me and argued. I told them I'd take the bus, besides I wanted to go into New Orleans myself and look at a college. They seemed speechless. "Where did all this come from?" my step mom asked. Her husband didn't seem to care. "I got to take care of myself sooner or later" I said more definitely then perhaps I had ever said anything before. They drove off leavng me the name of my Dad's Trust Lawyer and a credit card. I accepted the beer the clerk sent up to my room..even though I was underage, which he knew of course. Attached to the bottle was a note that said "congratulations". I wasn't sure if it was for the sex, making a date with the man or telling my step parents I was on my own. He came over and we made love all night long. I sucked and he fucked. We kissed and cuddled and talked. Then just as the sun was coming up, we fucked again....me on top sitting on his cock, playing with his nipples while he jacked my cock and pulled my balls. "Going into town today" I told Tommy, the clerk. The man and his sister were checking out. "Can we give you a ride?" he asked . Tommy choked from laughter knowing I had gotten a ride or two the night before from the guy. We talked and they dropped me off at the gate to the University I would eventually attend. Tommy and I spent the rest of the week, joking..me learning....us both having sex..and even having a threeway with another person who had checked in. Five years later I returned to that Motel. Tommy was long gone..we had remained friends when I was in college and then he met a Mr. Right and moved to Florida. I even visited them once or twice. I lay on a lounge and watched a young kid dive into the pool. "Nice dive" I said to him as he got out of the pool. "Nice speedos too" I said staring at his adolescent bulge. He wasn't self conscious as I was at his age. In fact he smiled and lay down next to me chatting up a storm. His parents and sister had gone sight seeing and he wanted to be on his own he said..and asked me about life... I told him and he nodded. "You gay?" he asked me. "I hope that doesn't bother you" I replied. "Hell no, why do you think I'm laying here" We had hot sex...he claimed his first with an older man. I cringed at hearing that but thought Tommy would have been proud of me...and of his alma mater, Motel 8....helping another kid come out.