Date: Mon, 11 Sep 2000 03:05:51 PDT
From: Danny Smith <smith604@hotmail.com>
Subject: Experimentation Phases

I was always very curious about guys, but it wasn't until I was in my
mid-20s that I worked up the courage to do anything about it. My first few
experiences were kind of incomplete and funny but led me to bigger and
better experiences.
My first encounter was in the backroom of a video store. I had a pretty good
idea of what went on there but didn't quite know the details. After I bought
the coins from the leering attendant, I went into the backroom where there
were a number of guys in the semi-darkness watching me. I ignored them and
went into a booth and closed the door. I deposited the coins and had just
started to watch the video when a guy in his early 40s showed up at the
door. I said it was OK to come in. He came after me saying how much he
wanted to fuck my ass and stuff like that. I wasn't quite ready for that so
I started to rub him thru his pants, first with my crotch and when that
proved too difficult for my balance with my hand. This was my first time
feeling a hard dick. He started to do the same to me and I was so nervous
and excited that I shot my load in my briefs. As soon as he realized it, he
left.
Not being discouraged too easily, I next tried to meet guys through a phone
line. Anyone who wanted to come to my place or wanted me to come to their
place were dropped. But when this nice sounding guy invited me to his hotel,
I decided to go. Again I was plenty nervous when I arrived at his door. He
seemed surprised that I had actually showed but invited me in. I kicked off
my shoes so I was barefoot, wearing shorts and t-shirt just like him. He was
cute, 30 something and a little pudgy. He got me on to his bed and climbed
on top of me and we started to make out. He stripped my shirt off and things
were getting pretty hot. He asked me what I wanted to do (told you he was
nice) and I told him I want to suck your cock. He pulled off his pants,
revealing a nice, rock hard curved dick. At this point, I chickened out and
refused to suck it. I licked his balls and all around the shaft but couldn't
bring myself to take it in my mouth. He was disappointed but let me jack him
off in the end. More milestones - first sight of a hard dick and first time
seeing a guy cum. My pants stayed on.
The next big event was when I visited a health club in a fancy hotel. It was
late and the locker room was really quiet. I had worked out and during the
workout had kept staring at this cute young guy who worked out in front of
me, wearing a shirt that was too short for him, giving me a nice view with
each repetition. I didn't think any more of it until the same guy showed up
in the sauna when I was there. We sat there in our towels chatting, but
again no sign of sexual interest. I said goodbye and moved to the whirlpool,
where I sat naked pondering his hot body. He shows up again and sits
directly across from me. As he was settling in, his foot brushed against
mine. Not sure if it was an accident, I closed my eyes and left my foot in
the same place. A few seconds later, he rested his foot against mine. Again
I didn't move. He then started to rub his foot along my bare foot and slowly
up my leg. I sat there frozen with my dick getting rock hard. He passed my
knee and I was anticipating his toes on my cock, but instead he pushed his
foot underneath me and started to push his big toe between my buttocks. He
massaged my asshole with his foot and I was in heaven. At this point, I
started to feel his dick (kind of small) with my foot and I was set to move
on but we heard voices in the room and he got scared. We both ended up with
hard pricks to look after by ourselves.
Next time, I went to a locker room, I was looking for action. Again I ended
up in a sauna with a guy. This time, I saw the signs that he was interested.
We started a slow towel striptease. I would casually shift in my seat giving
him a quick look at my privates. 30 seconds later, he would do something
similar. Then I would get up to put water on the rocks giving him a full
view of my bare butt and so on. In the end we both ended up naked, checking
each other out. He said to follow him. We ended up in a secluded part of the
locker room where we ditched our towels and jerked each other off.
The next time (I travel a lot) I ended up in the steam room of a hotel. This
time the guy was not messing around. As soon as he saw me come in and start
to flash a little skin, he dropped his towel and started to rub himself. It
took me awhile to be sure because it's hard to see in a steam room but once
I was sure, I started to do the same. As soon as I did, he came over,
kneeled down and started to suck my cock. First time ever by a guy. It was
incredible. I had no idea it would feel so good. Unfortunately, the sauna
had a glass door and an attendant got suspicious. He opened the door to
check on us but I saw him coming and we had time to look innocent. That guy
was a genius with his mouth. He made me cum big time.

This is the end of Phase 1 of my experimentation. After these experiences, I
moved on to gay saunas. If anyone has any comments or would like to
encourage me to write more, my email is smith604@hotmail.com