Date: Tue, 27 Mar 2018 16:19:50 -0500 From: Curtis Russell Subject: I Gave Myself to Carlos I Gave Myself to Carlos This is a true story of my most recent m/m sexual event. "I'm looking for a bottom to fuck leave my load I'm clean ddf hiv neg" ......This was the last of three messages I got from Carlos, a 45 year old married 331 lb. 5'9" big bellied man who had responded to my SilverDaddies website posting and profile looking for men to either let me provide oral or anal service to them. His profile photo was of an uncut penis in hard and precum state, glistening and swollen at the head. My mouth watered and my behind tingled at the thought of it being pleasured by me in either way, and the thought of being possessed by this man through insemination was so very exciting to think about. I didn't know what he looked like, but I also didn't at all care. A big needy horny man is who I wanted to give myself to, pleasure, and bond with in such a sacred act as lettiing him fuck my ass or mouth. His profile had specified men 55 and up. I'm 5'4" tall, 138lbs, fit, healthy, and 78 years old, married and retired. I began meeting men for sexual intimacy in February 2008, and since then I must have been intimate with around 500 men....having ended counting at 350 a couple of years age. I have numerous "regular" friends from those encounters, but I continue to look for more new men to have "know" me and for me to "know" them in that so very special way men can know other men, if they want to. Most of my hookups with men have been through Craigslist, but this one was through SilverDaddies. Craigslist had just dropped its "Personals" section for legal reasons, so I had to rejoin SilverDaddis after being off their site for a couple or so years. After exchanging e-mail addresses I invited Carlos to come over to my home, as my wife was out for a few hours during the morning. He said that he could come over in 20 minutes. He's an Uber and Lyft driver, and he was not far away. In about 25 minutes the doorbell rang and I opened the door to see a rather rotund man, light beard, Hispanic, tall as he said he was in the profile, but much more of a chub in size than I had expected. I was so turned on by his girth!! I touched his chest and we hugged right off. He then disrobed and I dropped my boxer shorts, and took off my t-shirt, which were all the clothes I had on. When we were naked we embraced and kissed, not on the lips but neck and chest, and shoulders. I wanted to French kiss him, but he didn't seem interested enough, so we continued to touch and explore each other's bodies by sight and touch. I was hard, 6+" and he said "You have a big cock." I said yes, and got on my knees to access his cock and balls. His belly was so big that finding his penis was by feeling, but I managed to bring its head out of the foreskin and his penis out of his lower belly. It not yet being hard kept it recessed deeply, but I could feel the wetness of his precum, although trying to suck it would have been futile in its present state. Apparently getting a blow job wasn't Carlos' desire, as he had me stand up and turn around to hub and feel me from behind. His big belly against my behind, and his heavy breathing was exciting. I got lub and told him to use it as he wanted. At first he rubbed his cock around my ass crack and hole while we were standing up, but soon he said "get down on the couch." "Bend over for me to see what your ass hole is like," which I gladly did. He felt around it and then smeared lub on his cock and my crack and hole, and I bent over with elbows on the end of the sectional sofa as he started to probe me for entrance to my body. I was very excited and eager to give myself to this hugh masculine man. The thought of being bred by him....his seed inside me from his wonderful pleasure.....Mad my penis drip precum and stay very hard. Up to now I didn't know his name, so I asked him "What's your name?" "Carlos," he said. "I'm Frank, Carlos," I told him. And then he began to try entering me. It took him about 4 or 5 tries, his cock now outside its foreskin, hard and wet, but slipping around alot. Finally he managed to squarely position the head of his penis and push slowly and gently inside me. I was becoming one with my friend now, and I felt a growing gratitude, affection, lust, and even love for him. He asked "Are you ok?" "yes," I told him. "I'm fine." He then began to rhytmically thrust in and out of me....very slowly and carefully, as I've always been small and tight. He was inside me for sure, though his belly size didn't permit the deepest of penetration, but I knew and could feel the lust and wonder of a man wanting me and enjoying my body as he built towards his climax. I said "You can cum inside me anytime you want, Carlos." He said "ok, Frank," and after another 30 seconds he said "I'm going to cum. I'm cumming, FranK." As he built to his finish I said "I love you Carlos," and I meant it. I always feel love for the man who is giving me his seed...mouth or ass...and I try to let him know it. I love the idea of the sacredness I think about it....the bonding, the oneness with a man I feel from giving him such a special and intimate pleasure, and actually taking his seminal fluid into my body to either digest it from swallowing it or having my colon absorb it, minus what often leaks or drips out after my lover of the moment pulls out of me. I heard Carlos grunting and sighing as he spurted inside me and grabbed me tightly. I said "stay inside me, Carlos." I then let him drain and soften inside me for a minute, after which he pulled out and hugged me. I felt and fondled the head of his penis, which had quickly shrunk, but which had semen dripping and stuck to it. He then cleaned up with a wet cloth I provided him with, and I helped to wipe him clean. I asked him "Was it good?" "Yeah," he said. "You're very tight." Calos dressed as I contained his semen inside me....feeling it trying to run out. I wanted it to stay inside me for a bit, at least until my newest masculine love had left. He finished dressing and we hugged and said goodbye. I told that I wanted him to have me again, whenever he had the urge and we could set it up. He agreed, and departed happy and satisfied. I then went into the bathroom, squatted over some tissue paper and unloaded Carlos' semen.....a number of tablespoons of it.....proof of his satisfied lust, and maybe some affection or even love, while it was happening, anyway. After giving myself to a man, orally or anally.....especially a man I find likeable...I'm very happy about and proud of my experience. When it's with men like Carlos I'm eager for them to become repeaters or what I call "regulars," and I hope Carolos will become one of them. If he does he'll become the only regular top I have, as I've not been topped many times, and only topped more than once with maybe a couple of men. It's sucking off men that most if my m/m joys have been from. Any comments about pleasure you readers have gotten from this story will be appreciated. curtisrussell1939@gmail.com