Date: Thu, 22 Aug 2002 23:21:17 -0400
From: Frank <amysplace@attbi.com>
Subject: The Unexpected

When I was 12 an older kid pinned me down on my back and
forced his cock into my mouth.  He did it another couple of
times and then after that I just sucked his cock willingly.
I sucked his cock 7 or 8 times and then never did it again,
but by the time I was 13 I'd sucked 2 other older kid's
cocks.  None of them came in my mouth, although each of them
being 3 years older than I was could have easily; it just
didn't happen.
I didn't put any more cocks in my mouth until I was 18.
One of my high school teachers, who I had been friendly with
all through high school and who I'd spent a lot of time with
going on day trips in his car, and visiting him, asked me if
I wanted a back rub one night, when I was visiting him at
his house.  I said yes and then he told me to strip to my
briefs.
"Lay on the bed, it'll be easy there." He told me.
I laid facing down on his bed and he began massaging my
back.  After a few minutes, as he was rubbing my legs, I
heard him suddenly say, "Turn over and I'll give you a
workout!"
Although I didn't know what he meant, I turned over anyway
and laid on my back.  As soon as I did he grabbed my briefs
and pulled them down my legs, and off.  The next thing I
know, I feel his hand grab my cock and he starts jerking me
off.  I remember that first moment; when I felt his hand
take my cock!  In that milli-second of my life I could have
done 2 things sit up and stop him, or let him do it; I let
my head tilt back and let him do it!
What am I doing, I remember saying to myself, as I lay back
and felt his hand on my cock.  Well, he jerked me off and I
came in a towel.  The next time I visited him he did it
again, and the next time too; having me cum in a towel both
times.  The next time I visited him, instead of grabbing my
cock with his hand, he puts it in his mouth and starts
sucking me off instead!  I laid still on his bed, on my
back, letting him suck my cock and looking down at his face
with my cock in his mouth once in awhile.  When I was about
to cum I said, "I'm going to cum!"  He just kept on sucking
my cock, and I came in his mouth.
I never told him I was about to cum again after that; I just
came in his mouth!
Well eventually, I put his cock in my mouth.  He let me take
my time about doing it and soon after I did, the two of us
were 69ing together on his bed and we were taking turns at
sucking each other's cocks.  There are occurrences in all of
our lives that for one reason or another, and most often
time inexplicably, which we remember.  One of those many
things for me is the sight of his cock coming out of my
mouth and flopping down on his belly just after I've cum in
his mouth and I let his cock fall out of mine.  His cock was
bigger than mine, bigger than most I'd say, and stiff when
it came out of my mouth.  I'd be looking down its long, hard
shaft stretching out from my mouth as I sucked on it and
while I was Cumming in his mouth and then I'd watch it pull
out of my mouth and bounce off his belly a couple of times,
as it swayed back and forth.  I can still see the underside
of it's shaft right there below my face, long and hard.

Over the next 37 years of my life I put 9 more different
cocks in my mouth.  The teacher came in my mouth, although
because he was jerking off every day, so little cum came out
of his cock that I didn't know he was Cumming.  The only
reason why I knew he did cum, was that when who I consider
to be the first guy to Cum in my mouth did, I recognized the
taste.
Six of the 9 guys I sucked after I was 18 also came in my
mouth.  Four of them did it just once, one 3 times and the
other about 15 times.  The guy who came in my mouth 15 times
did it when I was between 28 and 29, so now that I'm 55 I
can hardly remember what it was like.  Now what I'm getting
at is that a cock Cumming in my mouth is something which
didn't happen often and is something I can say is something
I'm not familiar with.  Keep that in mind as you read on.

It had been more than 10 years since I'd had a cock in my
mouth and to be truthful, I never expected I'd ever have
another one there again.  But as life goes on, sometimes the
unexpected suddenly takes you by surprise!
I bumped into an old friend in the supermarket one day, not
an old friend I'd sucked, just someone I hadn't seen for
several years.  He was with another guy, who he introduced
me to as Will, and after talking outside the market for
awhile my friend said he had to get home and we said good
bye.  It turned out that he had bumped into Will as well, so
Will had his own car.  When I said good bye to them I walked
down the sidewalk towards my apartment, which was next to
the plaza we were in so I often walked over.  As I was
stepping off the sidewalk and turning around the corner of
the building, a car pulled up next to me and I heard someone
call out my name; it was Will.
"Look, if you say no it's alright, but I have to really go
to the bathroom." He told me.
I laughed and told him it was no problem and then I got into
the car.
I suppose you are thinking that the unexpected is about to
happen, and that you know what it is.  Well if you thought
the unexpected was me with Will's cock in my mouth you are
wrong!  The fact that after Will came out of the bathroom
and after we'd talked and had a couple of drinks, I ended up
sucking his cock, was unexpected for sure!
At least 7 long, thick gushes of cum came out of Will's cock
and into my mouth!  It was so incredible!  All the other
guys who'd cum in my mouth had cum so very little, that's
probably why I didn't remember what it was like.  But when
Will came, the first shot of cum was so strong that it hit
the back of my throat and filled my mouth I thought.  And
then he shot another, again and again until there was so
much cum in my mouth that it ran out onto my face!  I never
experienced anything like that before and I knew I had to
again.
Now I suppose it's obvious to you what the unexpected was,
right?  Wrong!  Sure, Will's cock gushing so much cum into
my mouth was unexpected, just as me having it in my mouth
was!
I never saw Will again after that one and only time at my
apartment.  In all the on and off times I'd sucked a cock in
my life, at 55 this guy appears out of the blue and cums in
my mouth, letting me know I didn't know shit about it and
proving it to me.  And then I never see him again!  I bet
you didn't expect that! (Neither did I!)

I wanted to call my old friend and ask him for Will's
number, but I didn't know where he lived and I couldn't find
his number in the phone book.  I finally accepted the fact
that it was hopeless and I'd never see Will again.
Feeling Will's cock gush all that cum into my mouth was
something I couldn't forget and I relived it in my mind
constantly no matter where I happened to be.  In the past I
always remembered what it was like to have a cock in my
mouth and how sucking it was what I liked much more than
when it came in my mouth.  But now I couldn't remember
anything about how it felt to suck it, because all I could
think of was what it felt like when all that cum was
spurting into my mouth.  It was all I could think of!  I
wanted it again, all that cum shooting out of the cock in my
mouth; just like Will's.  I wanted it again, but how?
The beginning of the truly unexpected was the obsession of
having my mouth filled with all that cum and the way it
slowly took me over.  I tried bending over upside down on my
bed and jerking myself off into my mouth at first, but that
was ridiculous. What I had to have was someone's cock cum in
my mouth, but whose and how?  The obsession grew and became
stronger and stronger as each day passed, and then one
morning it had control over me; complete control.
Each minute of the workday passed as if it was an hour,
rather than 60 seconds.  I'd decided that after work I'd go
to some bar downtown where I hoped I'd find some guy I could
suck and maybe he'd be what I was looking for; maybe he'd
cum like Will did!  All day at work my mind was full of the
anticipation of some cock filling my mouth with all that
cum, so much so, that I found myself mumbling out loud about
how much I liked it happening as I imagined it.  More than
once someone had asked me what I'd said and snapped me out
of my trance.  And when I thought I was alone in the men's
room, and said out loud, "Fill my mouth with more cum!" I
saw some guy's feet under a stall door and realized he'd
heard me, but I didn't care at all about him.
I parked my car near what I knew was the red light district
and then I walked down the sidewalk, looking for a bar I
could go into.  I walked past the first 2 or 3 bars I saw,
they didn't look right to me I thought.  When I came to the
next bar I thought the same thing about it too, so I kept on
walking down the street.
"What are you looking for?" a woman's voice called out to
me, as walked past the walkway that separated the bar from
the adjacent building.
It startled me at first and I stood there, looking towards
the walkway without saying anything.
"I can help you." The voice then said.  "Come here."
I walked towards the voice and when I got to the alley way I
saw the face of the woman who had called me.  She was tall
with a slim and shapely body, and she had a pretty face.
She was young too, in her early twenties I thought.
"What do you want?" she smiled at me and said.
"Cum!" I told her.
"You want cum?" she repeated.  "Cum from a cock you mean?"
"Yes." I said.
"Do you have money?"
"Yes I do!"
"I know someone for you!  It costs $100!"
"I can pay you!" I told her, reaching into my pocket then
and pulling out some money.
The young woman told me to follow her down the alley and she
brought me to another building, where we went through the
rear door.  We went up to the second floor, where she
knocked on a door and a woman let us in.
"He wants to suck cock." The young woman I was with told the
other.
"Give me the money." The woman who let us in said to me.
I handed her a hundred dollar bill and then she brought me
to a small room at the end of the hall which ran from the
other side of the room we were in, and then she left.
I sat alone in the room, thinking about how I was going to
have my mouth filled with cum, just like Will had done.  Not
for one second did I think about how I was in some room in a
house that I didn't know where it was, and that I'd just
paid a strange woman a hundred dollars to suck some other
stranger's cock.  Cum was all that I could think of now and
I couldn't wait!
A few minutes later the door opened and in walked a guy who
appeared to be in his middle twenties.
"You got 15 minutes to make me cum." He said to me, as he
closed the door and then he stood there.
I quickly began unbuckling his belt and as I pulled his
pants down I leaned forward and put his cock in my mouth as
I knelt.  As soon as I had it in my mouth I began sucking on
it, hard and fast.  I wrapped my hand around the base of his
cock and jerked it off as I sucked on it; I wanted to make
him cum in my mouth as soon as possible.
My efforts weren't wasted, because not 5 minutes had gone by
when the first gush of cum hit the back of my throat.  I
wrapped my lips around the base of the head of his cock and
I jerked him off with my hand, so I could feel each gush of
cum that came out of it.  I waited for the next spurt of
cum, knowing there would be one after the other after that,
but it didn't come.  Cum just dribbled out of it onto my
tongue and then he suddenly pulled his cock out of my mouth.
"I want more!" I said to him, watching him as he pulled up
his pants from where I was kneeling on the floor.
He turned and left without saying a thing.
I walked the streets for the next several hours, paying a
hundred dollars to suck someone's cock until I ran out of
money.  I'd sucked 5 cocks and not one of them came like I
wanted.

I went back to the places where I knew I would find someone
I could suck every day after work, but each day ended the
same way; not any of the cocks I sucked came in my mouth
like Will's did.  I began going to different bars, sometimes
finding someone I could suck, but mostly not.  The obsession
of finding a cock that would cum like Will's became
overwhelming and everyone who came into my sight became a
possible target.  I began following every guy who I thought
I could suck.  One guy I was following stopped to light a
cigarette and when he did, I walked up to him and asked him
if I could suck his cock.  He looked at me, calmly said no
thank you and then walked away.  After that I asked another
guy and all thoughts of what might happen disappeared, and I
began asking nearly everyone.   Sometimes one would say yes,
especially after I told them I'd pay them, but none of them
came the way I needed them to.
My obsession was total I think, when I began asking guys at
work if I could suck them.  If they said no, or looked at me
funny like, I'd make like I was joking and walk away.  But
surprisingly, 4 guys I asked said yes and I sucked their
cocks in one of the store rooms.  None of these guys came
the way I wanted them to, but I kept on sucking them all
anyway.
In case you haven't guessed by now, the unexpected for me
turned out to be that I went around paying guys to suck
their cocks and found myself being a nymphomaniac for cum!
You never know!