Date: Wed, 23 Sep 2015 20:08:23 -0400 From: JAMES HEADY Subject: a Safe Place--Chapter 10 A Safe Place By James Disclaimer This is a story which deals with sexual as well as romantic situations between teenaged males. Should you be offended by such material, or if you're not of the legal age to read this type of story, then please find something else to read. Also remember to donate to Nifty so that these stories can remain free to the public. Caleb Thanks Giving Morning fell upon us as a snowy morning with heavy snow fall and sunshine with blue skies without any clouds. That's what Nathan described to me when we woke up and while we dressed after we showered. Once dressed, I went in to the kitchen and began making tea. Nathan wheeled in behind me and parked himself at the table and was setting down the napkins he took from the counter. Once I put on the water for heating for the tea, I went up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. I kissed the back of his neck and kissed the backs of his ears. He turned his head then, and I tenderly pressed my lips to his and we held the kiss for a moment, then he broke it and rested his head on my shoulder for a moment before he spoke. "Happy Thanks Giving babe," he said softly. "Thanks my love," I said and kissed his cheek. "Happy Thanks Giving to you too." 0000 Greyson awoke lying wrapped in Daniel's arms. He smiled once he began remembering what they did the night before. He liked it a lot and hoped that it would continue for a long time. When he and his brother got to their room the night before to go to bed, they got under the covers and they were just in their boxers which was how they always slept. Once in bed, Greyson began rubbing his hands lightly on Daniel's chest. Daniel moaned in response and Greyson knew that that was his encouragement to go further. They began masturbating one another since a couple of weeks ago, and Daniel first asked about doing it. First they began by watching one another. They both would watch each other stroke and orgasm in the first couple of times they did it, then on the third time, they began stroking one another after they carefully felt one another's erections and studied them. Then just a couple of nights ago, they began sucking one another off. Greyson, the bolder of the two asked Daniel about it and he agreed. He started sucking Greyson and once he came, he did the same for Daniel. Once they came, they swallowed one another's load, then moved back up to lay in one another's arms to fall asleep. They did that same thing the night before and each one of them loved it. They also tried kissing and at first it was clumsy, but they eventually got in to a steady rhythm and enjoyed it. Greyson continued to think about the things that he and his brother had been doing and he was hard now. His cock was like iron and he lifted his hips up so he could remove his boxers. They would put on their boxers again once finished with having sex, and he was wondering at some point if they could just sleep naked all night. Once he was naked, he began stroking his erection. His cock was uncut and had a few hairs at the base of it. It was about four inches when hard and he wondered if it would get bigger. He hoped it would. Now though, he didn't care about its size, he only cared about the feelings burning through his young body as he stroked himself and felt the precum gushing from his slit. He thought back on his and Daniel's jacking and sucking they did while watching one another, then when they started doing it to each other. Then Greyson took his right hand and began to stroke his balls while his left moved up and down on his cock furiously pumping it. This made it feel even better with the added stimulation from his balls being stroked. His balls were smooth, but with only a few hairs on them. He also noticed that the skin of his ball sack was getting darker and when he would look at it on the full-length mirror on the back of their bathroom door, he would smile and feel joy that he was soon becoming a man. Daniel's shaft and balls were advancing in development a little quicker than Greyson's, but they still had some boy look to them and Greyson loved to watch them when they would get aroused. Greyson thought about this also while he stroked. Soon though, he could feel his orgasm building. "Oh fuck!" he said through gritted teeth, then he was exploding all over his stomach and chest. He turned his head and saw Daniel watching him with his head propped up on his hand. He smiled when he saw Daniels expression of amazement at Greyson's orgasm. "Good morning lover boy," Daniel said and smirked. "I guess I can see how you're doing this morning." "I'm doing damn good now," Greyson said as he relaxed himself back on the bed and got his breathing back under control. "Well, while you're relaxing, you can watch me," Daniel said. He began stroking and soon he was coming. It usually took him a few minutes longer than Greyson to come, but he came quickly that morning, probably for the simple fact that he was already keyed up from having just watched his brother come. Once he came, he lay beside Greyson, then he saw out of the corner of his eye, Greyson get up on his elbow and move his mouth to Daniel's abdomen where the majority of his cum was pooled. Greyson licked it up and then once he finished it, Daniel tried the same thing with him. They kissed afterwards and just held one another for a few minutes. "Do you like what we're doing so far?" Daniel asked after he kissed Greyson softly on the lips. "Yeah," Greyson replied kissing him back and resting his forehead against his. "I love it!" "Me too," Daniel said. "Do you want to stop doing this at some point and try getting actual boyfriends, you know one for you and one for myself?" "Maybe someday, but not for a long time," Greyson said. "Actually, I can't see myself doing this with anyone but you." "Yeah, same here," Daniel agreed. 0000 Caleb Greyson and Daniel came out of their room showered and dressed. They looked nice and I could smell their cologne. It smelled amazing and I knew that everyone else would like it as well. I hugged both of them and kissed each of them on the cheek and Nathan did the same. "Happy Thanks Giving," Greyson said to me and then to Nathan. Daniel did the same and they hugged both of us again when saying it. "Did you guys sleep okay last night?" I asked. "Yeah," Greyson said. "We definitely did," Daniel agreed. 0000 Kevin I stood by the stove while everything cooked. Caleb and Nathan were cooking the tirky as well as the stuffing. Cody and I were making the desserts as well as the mashed potatoes, corn and cranberry sauce. It was all coming together and I checked the last of it. Once the last couple of pots and pans were finished cooking, I put them on the counter beside the pans of desserts. Looking down at them, I remembered the night before when Cody grabbed one of the pieces and I smiled at his attempt at faking being innocent. Once I wrapped up the pans and got everything in to their respective containers, I put them on the kitchen table and then felt arms wrap around me from behind, then I felt the soft kiss on the back of my neck. "Good morning Kevvy," Cody said softly and kissed the backs of my ears. "Happy Thanks Giving my sweetheart." "Good morning to you too my love," I said and turned to face him. "Happy Thanks Giving to you too babe." We kissed tenderly on the lips, then just held one another for a moment. After the hug, we packed everything up and headed out to the car. We would be eating at 02:00 P.M., at least that was the plan anyway. It was now after 10:30 A.M. and we had plenty of time to get to Caleb and Nathans. Once we were both belted in to the car, I started it up and we headed out of the driveway and on to see my brother and his husband and kids. 0000 Caleb I greeted Kevin and Cody at the front door and hugged them both. They came in and said hi to Nathan, then they greeted the kids. Once we all hugged, we set everything up in the kitchen. They unpacked what they brought, then I went to check the stove. It looked good and I sat down for a moment and Cody joined me. "Thanks for having us over Caleb," he said and hugged me. I hugged back and smiled. "You're welcome," I said. "I'm happy to do it. I'm glad you guys came and it's always nice seeing you around here especially." "I feel the same way," he said and we hugged again. Then once we separated, Cody went to go find Greyson and Daniel. They both liked drawing like he did so I figured they'd be doing that. I then heard Nathan wheel up beside me and he hugged me and gave me a soft kiss. "Glad to see everyone is hear," he said smiling. "So am I," I replied. Kevin opened up a bottle of wine and we toasted one another and enjoyed the drinks. I then began remembering more of when we were younger as I drank and savored the wine. Chapter 10 "The question isn't if God exists or doesn't exist. The question is, are we opened to, or utterly indifferent to the transcendent?" Chris Hedges When Atheism Becomes Religion Caleb The next morning after Nathan and I made love for the first time, I lay there with him in my arms and I could hear that he was still asleep. I lay there just thinking. I remembered the couple of days leading up to that weekend, I had told him about my eye condition and that there wasn't much that could be done for it. Then when we started talking about what surgeries they could do, I explained that the only surgeries that could be done would be ones to bring down the pressure from the Glaucoma. He said that sometimes he wished that I could visually see him, but he was just happy that I loved him even without sight. He also talked about how he loved me, because of the caring, compassionate and loving guy that I am and he also liked my ability to make him and others around me laugh. I told him virtually the same thing and we shared a couple of kisses after that. I thought about that, then moved one of my hands to rub his back and shoulders as he slept. I also gave him a soft kiss on the side of his neck. He moaned softly and shifted in his sleep. He moved on to his stomach and I was rubbing his back up and down gently. I felt him move his hips and I figured that he was dreaming about something sexual. He moved again and was back on his side facing me. I felt his erection against mine as he moved his hips back and forth, then he came and was waking up. "Good morning lover," I whispered and kissed his cheek. He leaned in to me and then pulled back. "Good morning to you too," he said sleepily. "Did I just come?" "Hmmm," I said pretending to be unsure. "Let me see." I moved a hand down and felt where his cum was soaking my thighs, pubic hair and cock. I brought the cream up to my mouth and tasted. "I believe you did," I said smiling at him. I moved down and cleaned his cock and balls and he did the same for the cum that was on me. He came up and told me he wanted to try something. He then brought his lips to mine and let some of his boy cream leak in to my mouth. We licked up more cum and shared the last of it in a deep kiss. After that, we just lay there holding one another and enjoying one another's warmth. I began drifting off, then I heard Nathan speak and I was wide awake this time. "Caleb?" he said leaning close to my ear. "Hmmm?" I said opening my eyes again. "I love you," he said and tenderly kissed my lips. My tears began and were flowing fast. I held him tightly and he was holding me just as tightly. He was worried that I was hurt in some way so I quickly got my crying under control. "I love you too Nathan," I replied and kissed him back just as deeply. We shared several more kisses and then just held one another again. "I began to fall deeply for you probably a couple of days after we first met," he continued. "I was starting to see how nice and compassionate you were and you were and still are so patient with me." "I feel the same way about you," I said. "Although I'll admit that when I heard you speak and ask if you could sit beside me in that classroom on the first day of school, I wanted to have you right then and there." "Wow!" he said looking up at me, then kissing me softly. "I wanted you as we were at lunch that day. At first when we met, I was still freaking out about the new school, but as I spent time with you that day, I began to get more attracted to you." "I'm glad we're boyfriends," I said. "I really am." "Me too," Nathan replied. "Me too what?" I said in a whiney little-girl voice. "You can't say it back." "Ass," he said and hit me playfully on my arm, then pushed me on my back. He got on top of me and kissed me hard, then I could feel his erection against mine. "Um, what are we doing?" I asked, and figured I knew the answer. "I guess you'll have to find out as we go along," he said and began to kiss my neck and then he moved his kisses down my chest and stopped to lick on and suck both nipples. "Oooo!" I yelled. "Feels good doesn't it?" he said "Fuck yeah!" I said. He began kissing all over my stomach and he made sure to kiss and suck every sensitive spot on my abdomen, then he was turning me on my left side to kiss, nibble and lick my right side. He did the same with my left side, then he turned me on my stomach. Once on my stomach, I reached down to move my cock up so that it rested against my pubic bone as that's how it would naturally angel when hard and felt more comfortable if I was on my stomach. Nathan moved my hand away and took hold of it. "Allow me," he said and caressed it, then pushed it up for me. He planted many kisses on my back, shoulders and on the back of my neck. I never felt anything like this before and I wanted more. Once he finished with my back, he turned me so that I was laying on my back again. He moved down to where my thighs were and kissed up and down the insides of my thighs, then he licked and nibbled them. "Damn!" I yelled. "That's amazing! I love that so much!" Once he finished with that, he moved his face to my erection and began kissing it on the top side, bottom side, on the left and right side and then he kissed and licked all over my glands which made me thrash around even harder on the bed. After doing this to my cock, he began licking all over my balls and he sucked on one of them, then on the other. After that, he nibbled all over my sack and then moved it aside and began licking, sucking and gently bighting the area underneath. "Oh fuck yeah!" I yelled. "Fucking hell, don't stop!" Then he licked up and down the areas where each thigh connected with my groin and then he kissed all over my balls before moving back up and kissing me deeply on my lips. We made out like that for several minutes, then he broke the kiss and just lay his head on my chest for a moment. "You taste and smell really good!" he said breathlessly. "I'm glad you enjoy that," I said and kissed the top of his head. He rested a moment longer, then he kissed my lips once more and moved back down where my twitching cock was waiting for him. He took the head of it in his mouth and began swirling his tongue around the head in long circles, then he began tonguing my glands and he began moving his tongue up and down from my glands down to the base of my cock. "Fuck that's hot!" I said and jerked around on the bed. He then began sucking on the head of my cock and then he began taking the rest of it in his mouth. He began moving his head up and down sucking slowly and lovingly. He then began moving down further and I could tell that he was fighting his gag reflex. Nathan My nose was filled with Caleb's wonderful smell. It was amazing, that smell, part boy and part man, but more man than boy at this point. I sucked and moved my tongue all around the length and sides of his shaft, then moved my tongue up and down the full length of the underside of his cock which made him twist from side to side and jerk hard on the bed. He put his hands on the back of my head and held them there as if to tell me not to stop. I continued this, then began fighting my gag reflex so that I could try deep throating him. It was beginning to work and soon, the back of my throat was massaging his head and glands. "Oh fuck!" he screamed. Caleb Nathan did it, he actually was able to start deepthroating me! I was flushed with excitement and my need to come was getting a little closer as the minutes went by. I began to move my hips in a more orderly rhythm and soon I was thrusting in and out of his mouth. He gave all control to me and I was fucking his mouth with abandon, then I could feel my orgasm coming closer and closer. I then gave a deep growl. "I'm coming!" I yelled and Nathan began swallowing as I began blasting spirt after spirt of hot and creamy cum in his mouth and down his throat. Nathan I felt Caleb's cum flood my mouth and I began swallowing as quickly as I could. Once he began to slow with his blasts, I saved some of the cream and then when he became too sensitive to stand it, I pulled off and moved up to kiss him. We shared the last of his cum in a deep and hot kiss. Caleb That cum filled kiss was amazing and we still do it to this day. I never got tired of it and I still never tire of it. The same goes for how Nathan feels about it. Once we ended the kiss, I did the same to Nathan, everything he did to me. I repeated on him the kissing, the licking and sucking of his nipples and all that lead up to him sucking my cock, I did all of that to him before I sucked him to a unbelievable orgasm. 0000 Kevin That Sunday morning, I awoke wrapped in Cody's arms. We were dressed in just our boxers and his upper body felt warm and wonderful against mine. His skin was unbelievably silky and smooth to the touch and it felt absolutely amazing against mine and this caused me to get hard several times the night before. I still don't know how I was able to keep from jacking off all the previous night, but I was able to refrain from it. I didn't want to do it and have Cody wake up and see me then possibly freak out. As I lay there that morning, I felt the need to relieve my bladder become stronger and stronger until I decided to get out of bed and take care of it. I gently unwrapped myself from Cody's arms, but he moaned in a disapproving way and tightened his arms a little tighter around me. "I have to get up for a moment," I whispered in his ear. He seemed to understand and he loosened his grip on me. I went in to the restroom, relieved my bladder and then returned to Cody's bed. I climbed back in and he snuggled in to me and wrapped his arms around me once again and rested his head in the hollow of my neck. I held him and thought about how wonderful the day before was when we spent time together. He and I really enjoyed the drawing that we did and he also liked Legos, so we played with those and stacked and tried building different things. We also talked and that was my most favorite part. I enjoyed listening to what he had to say and at certain points, he would talk about things that involved his love for people and I was quickly seeing just how sweet and kind he really was. I was also thinking about when we got in to bed and how we talked for a bit as night came upon us. We talked about our dreams for the future at which point he said that he hoped to do something with painting down the road and then we discussed our fears and more serious stuff. He was still afraid of the dark and at no point during his speaking about that did I laugh. There wasn't even a thought much less a hint of a thought to laugh at him for that. I understood that the dark could be dangerous, I understood that all too well. Of course I'm referring to that period of darkness in my life when Richie was hurting me as well as the literal dark night on which he raped me and his friends filmed it all. Yes, I knew that the fear of the dark didn't just have to be for little children. My thoughts were taken once again to the present when I heard Cody give a soft moan, then he moved and opened his eyes and lifted his head. He looked sleepily at me and smiled. "Good morning Cody," I said softly and hugged him, then stroked his hair gently. "Good morning Kevvy," he said and I let him go so he could sit up. He yond, stretched and rubbed his eyes. I watched him, then sat up and did the same. I watched as he went to the restroom and then he came out and asked if I wanted to shower first. I let him go and then once he came out and got dressed, I went in and showered. Once I was dressed and had my shoes on, I went over to where Cody was sitting on the edge of the bed and folding a piece of paper. It looked like a piece of the paper on which he drew things, but I wasn't sure. "What are you doing?" I asked as I sat down beside him. "I'm finishing a drawing," he replied turning to me and putting the paper next to him on his right side which prevented me from seeing what was on it. It was also hard to see, since it was folded in half and that made me even more interested to know. "What's it a drawing of?" I asked. "It's for you, but it's a surprise," he answered and smiled. "Do I get a hint?" I asked "No," he said and smiled even wider this time. "Can you tell me when I can see what it is?" I asked putting an arm around him. "You get to look at it when you get home later this evening," he replied and rested his head on my shoulder. "Okay," I said in agreement. "That sounds good to me." Once Cody and I left his room, Melissa told us that she wanted to take us out to breakfast, but it would be more like lunch since it was already after 12:00 P.M. that day. We went to a nice breakfast bar that also served lunch types of food as well. I ordered eggs, bacon, hash browns and a side of sliced apples that had a cup of caramel and I also ordered coffee. Cody got the same as me, but with milk instead of the coffee. He said that he didn't like coffee and mainly drank tea, but wasn't in the mood for it that day. We sat and talked while eating and I was aware of my happiness, but in the back of my mind, I felt a sadness that I'd be leaving soon to go back home and that he wouldn't be in my arms that night. After we finished eating, Melissa went to the restroom and it was just Cody and I. He looked at me, then turned his head to the right and looked out the window for a moment, then turned his eyes back to me. He had a sad look cross his face for a moment and he reached for my hand. I moved it to where it was under the table and motioned with my index finger so he could see. He put his hand under the table and we held hands tightly as if to keep one another close without anyone seeing. I knew that it was also my irrational attempt to hold off the inevitable. I turned my head so that I was facing him and leaned close to where his ear was. "I know," I said softly so that no one else could hear. "I wish I didn't have to leave you this evening either." He looked at me and he smiled, but I saw the tears standing in his eyes. He grabbed a napkin and wiped at his eyes and swallowed them back. Once back at the house, we lay on his bed in one another's arms. We were still fully clothed, but we had our shoes and socks off. We just lay there talking and enjoying one another's company. "I'm going to miss you so much Kevvy," he said and lay his head on my chest. "I know," I said. "I'll miss you too; I already do. You're a true friend and I feel a deep connection with you. I know we've only known one another since Friday, but I feel like we've known one another forever." "Me too," he said lifting his head and looking deeply in to my eyes. "I know we'll have more weekends together, but I just wish you didn't have to go." "So do I," I said and stroked his hair. "I'll never forget you," he said. "I hope you know that. You're the kindest and most loving person I've known who's my age." "I feel the same about you too," I answered. "You're funny, kind and deeply loving towards other people." At around 5:00 P.M. that Sunday, my parents knocked on the door and we got up and I put on my shoes and socks. Cody and I walked to the door and he got to meet my mom and dad. I could see immediately that the three of them liked one another very well. "We'll definitely have you over for a weekend here soon," my dad said. "I'd love that," Cody said and they shared a hug. He hugged my mom and she smiled and stroked his hair before letting him go. "Maybe we can have you over this next weekend if none of us have anything going on," my mom said. "Really?" he asked smiling widely. "Yeah," she said. "I'd enjoy that if we could have you over next weekend," my dad said. "I'll call your mom probably on Wednesday," my mom said. "By then we'll most likely know what's going on for the weekend in advanced enough to know what to plan for and if nothing is going on, and your mom says it's okay, then we'll have you over." "I'd love that so much!" Cody said and hugged her again. He and my dad hugged again and I took him in my arms and we held one another for a long moment, then I separated and smiled at him. "I'll call you when I get home and let you know how the trip back went," I said. "Okay, thanks Kevvy," he said smiling at me. 0000 Once Cody watched the car pull away from the driveway and disappear, he turned and went in his room. He looked at the pillow on which Kevin had rested his head the night before and he also remembered how they lay in one another's arms all night the night before and how they woke up that way. He also remembered how when Kevin laughed, it literally was with Cody and he didn't make any jokes towards him at all during the whole visit. He really did treat him like a human being. Cody walked over to the bed and sat down. He put his face close to the pillow on which Kevin lay his head that previous night and he breathed in deeply and enjoyed the smell of Kevin's hair that still lingered on the cloth. He moved his face away from it, and he put his head in his hands and he began sobbing hard. It had been good for the night and most of that day that Kevvy had been with him, but now it was back to the way that it usually was. He felt arms wrap around him and he knew that it was his mother. She sat down and held him as he cried. "I wish he was still here," Cody said through his tears. "I miss him so much." "I know you do," she said softly. Kevin Once back at the house and after I talked a little with Caleb, Nathan and Alicia, I went to my room and closed the door. My heart was filled with joy at finding Cody and also sadness. I missed him so much and I sat on my bed for a moment so that I could calm down. My feeling of crying was slowly subsiding and I turned my attention to the drawing Cody had made for me, but said that I had to wait until I got home to open and look at it. I took it out of my overnight bag and saw that there was a hand-written note on the blank side which covered the contents. It was signed with Melissa, so I knew that she had written the note for Cody as he couldn't write very well. I read the note. "Dear Kevvy: I'm so happy you stayed with me last night and part of today. You're my best friend in the whole wide world and you mean everything to me! I hope you like the drawing I made for you and I was happy to do it. It meant everything to me that you treated me kindly Friday, Yesterday and today. When you didn't laugh at me for mistakes I made or when I got a fact about something wrong, I knew at that moment that you're a true friend. Also, remember to call me when you get home tomorrow. You friend forever, Cody 0000 I put the folded paper down and I got tissues out and was sobbing. What Cody had to say touched me in ways I had never known before. I let out my tears, which were of joy and once they were over, I picked up the paper and unfolded it. It was a drawing of a blond boy and a boy with black hair. I saw that the blond boy represented Cody and the boy with black hair was a likeness of me. The boys were sitting in the woods with their arms around one another and smiles on their faces. Above the drawing read the words: "To Kevvy, my special treasure!" I sat there looking at the drawing for several minutes and I had another crying fit and once it was over, I put the drawing on my dresser and propped it against the wall so that I could see it. I called Cody and we talked for a few minutes. We talked about how good it was to spend the night with one another and after we talked a little more about possibly spending next weekend together, we said goodbye and hung up. I knew at that moment, that I was in love with Cody Mathews. Author's Notes I'll be getting back to Caleb and Nathan in the next chapter and within that next chapter, I'll be writing about their Thanks Giving Dinner as adults. I hope everyone enjoys that, and I'll see everyone in Chapter 11.