Date: Tue, 22 Apr 2008 21:40:07 -0700 (PDT) From: Thomas Gaige Subject: The Abandoned Boy - Chapter 47 Copyrighted 2006, 2007, 2008: This story is protected under US copyright law. No part of it may be reproduced in any way without the express written consent of the author. The author grants www.nifty.org and its mirror sites permission to post the story on their websites. DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions of homosexual activities. If you are not over 18 years of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this material is illegal where you are, then please DO NOT READ IT! If you choose to read it, then - I hope you enjoy it! The Abandoned Boy Chapter 47 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As you might recall, in our last chapter, Rob had finally managed to get the time to take a trip out to visit his birth father's family. On the first day of his visit, he had spent most of his time with the older of his two half-brothers, Jason. First Rob had taught Jason to shoot some baskets. Then, shortly afterward, a boy Jason knew from school - Tyler Crowe - had come along. Rob recognized him as the same good looking boy with the great hair, who he'd bumped into in the parking lot of a rest area along the highway earlier in the day. Rob was suprised by how sad and lonely he looked. We of course knew the reason for this. First, back at the rest stop, we'd witnessed Tyler have a deviate tryst in the men's room at the rest stop with a seedy, undesirable, pedophile, who never-the-less had given the boy an awesome sexual experience. This in turn had triggered Tyler to brood all the rest of the way home, as he realized finally, that without a doubt, he was truly gay! Then, as if to add insult to injury, when Tyler had gone to visit his best friend and fuck buddy Cory, who he had somewhat stronger feelings for, Cory had informed him that he was seeing a girl, and their subsequent fooling around had been less than satisfying for Tyler, although Cory had allowed Tyler to give him a fantastic experience. Depressed, Tyler had left Cory's house, which was right across the street from Jason's. It was then, that Rob had noticed him trudging dejectedly along, and invited him, much to Jason's consternation, because he didn't like Tyler, as Tyler picked on him at school, to join them for some hoop! Uncertainly, Tyler had joined them, but, when he'd relaxed and fallen into his usual demeanor - teasing Jason - Jason had blown up and walked off the court, and into the house. After Rob had apologized, Tyler, who again felt dejected, left to go home. Rob had gone into the house then, and had a long, in-depth discussion about what had happened, with Jason. It was during this discussion that Jason had become all worked up when Rob seemed to be trying to justify the reason some of the boys he knew teased him, and he'd accidentally slipped and let on that he was gay! Of course a long conversation had ensued, and Rob had come out to Jason as well, which helped to cement the two half-brothers' relationship. Later, when the two went downstairs to help with dinner, first Joe (the boys' dad), then Joshua (Jason's younger brother) came home. It was learned then that Josh had spent the day with his grandfather (Joe's father) at the municipal swimming pool. During the conversation while Josh was describing the events of their day, it came out that the grandfather had molested the boy by persuading him to let him rub sun-tan lotion all over his body - even on his body parts that were hidden by his swim suit! The grandfather had explained that the UV rays could get through the fabric, and that Josh sure wouldn't want to be burned there! So to prevent this, he'd used his bare hands to liberally and thorougly lotion his young grandson's genitals and butt. Thankfully, Josh wasn't hurt, or even uncomfortable with what had occurred, of course, he didn't know any better! After hearing what had happened, and once he was sure that Josh was OK, and it was explained to Josh that nobody should touch him in that way ever again, Joe'd gone to confront his father. Josh had run upstairs, and Diana had fled in tears as well. Left alone in the kitchen, Rob had questioned Jason, and Jason admitted to him that his grandfather had abused him in the past as well. He told Rob though that he'd never hurt him, and because he was gay, he had actually enjoyed his grandfather's molestations, which included masturbating him while sliding a greased finger in and out of his rectum, and massaging his prostate, until he had an orgasm. Apparently it had started when Jason was very young, and had continued up until very recently - when the grandfather had apparently discovered Joshua was ready and willing to be used. Eventually, Joe came home from his father's. His younger, gay brother, Johnny, and Johnny's partner Mike were with him. They'd been at the house when Joe arrived, and had left with him. While Rob, Jason, and Josh got dinner together, the adults had a drink and conversed out on the deck. The family ended up enjoying a dinner of fried hamburgers, as Rob wasn't able to grill outside, due to a severe thunderstorm that blew in. After dinner, Joe took Josh to talk, and Diana went to relax and unwind. Rob, Jason, and their uncles were left alone in the kitchen. Johnny used the opportunity to question Jason as to whether he too had ever been abused by his grandfather. Only after admitting to Jason that his father (Jason's grandfather) had done the same thing to him as he'd done to Josh, did Jason admit to Johnny that it had happened to him too. They talked and Rob begged his uncle not to tell his father about what had happened to him. Johnny had reluctantly agreed. A while later, after playing board games, Johnny and Mike left. As the family was getting ready to go to bed, after some questioning looks from the adults, Rob told them he'd discussed his and Jason's sleeping arrangements with Jason, and indicated he'd let Jason know about his orientation, and that Jason was OK with them sharing his bed yet. Joshua was present, and of course realized he was out of the loop on something, and asked what was going on. Rob decided he might as well come out to Josh as well, and did. After some questions and rather blunt conversation, Josh decided he was OK with it, and the family all went to bed. Once Rob, clad in his boxers, and Jason, who was wearing pajamas, had crawled into bed together, they talked about everything for a while. As they did, not surprisingly, both became horny. In addition to being horny, Jason was of course very curious about Rob's body as well. One thing had led to another, and because he knew they'd eventually end up seeing each other naked, and maybe even in an aroused state, Rob had suggested they just get it over with and check each other out. And, of course, that led to Rob realizing that Jason probably wanted to touch him, and he allowed him to as well. Jason indicated he could touch him as well, and one more thing led to yet another. As the last chapter ended, both boys were lying uncovered, and naked, next to each other, each with his hand wrapped around the other's penis, and both were slowly pumping up and down on each other, as they looked into each other's eyes. We pick up now, right where we left off... * * * As Rob looked into his little half-brother's smoldering eyes, and continued stroking up and down his stiff cock, he saw a familiar hunger - just like he saw whenever he looked into Cody's eyes when they were just getting warmed up. It was obvious to Rob that Jason knew how great sexual contact felt, and what it led to, and that he was starved to feel that ecstasy again. Apparently their grandfather had spent a lot of time doing things to the boy that he shouldn't have been doing, but at least he hadn't hurt him, and on the contrary, had apparently given him a lot of awesome sexual pleasure! As Rob was thinking about all this, Jason was carefully studying him, and he could tell that Rob was experiencing the same desires he was. He also knew that although his grandfather had only ever used his hands on him, that there were even greater pleasures one could bestow upon another person, with their mouth, or even their ass! Further, he knew that Rob was experienced in these areas! He also realized that Rob did care about him, because he was genuinely sensitive and caring about him when they were together. And, since he was a sensitive and caring guy, he probably would understand how to provide an even more sensual experience for him than anyone else he knew - at least up to this point in his life. This realization quickly caused Jason to feel his juices beginning to boil inside his pelvic region. And then, all he could focus on was his intense desire to get Rob to take things further - to show him what a blow job was all about! After all, he reasoned with himself, if a warm lotioned hand felt good on his cock, that a hot, wet, soft mouth, with a swirling tongue, would have to feel even better! And, that's exactly what he wanted to experience! But... how could he get Rob to agree to do that???? For a couple of minutes, the two boys lay quietly masturbating each other, and looking up and down each other's bodies. Both were lost in their thoughts over their desires. Finally, skittishly, but bravely for him, Jason looked into Rob's eyes and said in a raspy voice, "Rob? Um... If you want, I'll suck on your dick for you!" Rob didn't know why he was surprised. He had fully expected Jason to ask him to try sucking! Thinking about it a moment, he realized, he hadn't expected Jason to offer to suck on him first, and that's why he was surprised. Regardless of his surprise, Rob couldn't help feeling a leap of desire. His cock suddenly flexed stiffer than ever in Jason's hand, and began to literally throb with desire! Sliding his tool into his little brother's hot wet mouth was exactly what he wanted to do at that very moment. Yet, at the same time, he knew just how wrong it would be for him to do it. "Please?" Jason begged, his heart leaping with anticipation when he felt his brother's dick flex in his hand. "I really wanta try it." Rob thought a moment, then said, "I'd have thought you'd want me to suck on your's." "Well... I do. So, if you wanta, I'd really like to find out what that feels like too!" Jason replied, smiling coyly. Rob couldn't help smiling in return as the two looked at each other. Finally though, Jason's expression turned serious and he said, "I'm serious Rob. I want you to teach me everything you know about sex!" Again Rob's cock stretched and throbbed, as he contemplated Jason, this time causing a slight smile to form on Jason's lips when he felt his brother's surge of desire. As he hadn't received an answer from Rob, other than the flexing of his dick, Jason decided to take it as agreement on Rob's part, and he suddenly started to move into position between Rob's legs, to go down on him. Rob knew it was wrong to let him do it, but he was so horny, he couldn't make himself stop him. In fact, as he lay there telling himself not to allow it, he actually spread his legs apart, to make room for Jason, which of course Jason took for final approval. As soon as Jason was kneeling comfortably between Rob's splayed legs, he leaned forward. For a moment, he contemplated Rob's long, thick tool, with it's bulbous head. Seeing that his piss slit was damp, with desire caused Jason's penis to go rigid for a second, then relax as well. Just thinking about tasting his brother's pre-cum sent shivers of excitement rocketing through Jason. Quickly he leaned in still further, and sucked the head of Rob's cock into his mouth. Rob's cock felt bigger in Jason's mouth than he thought it would - almost as if he had popped one of those huge jaw breakers in his mouth! And, as his tongue slid down over the tip of it, over Rob's slit, Jason caught a faintly salty flavor. Both their penises flexed at the same time then! "OH FUCK!" Rob gasped loudly, but hoarsely, as Jason began sucking on the head of his cock like it was a tootsie-pop. Instinctively, Jason's hand encircled the lower portion of Rob's shaft and he began stroking up and down it as well, and within seconds, Rob felt his insides churning! Rob couldn't do anything but lie still, with his mouth hanging open in an expression of abject self-loathing, mixed with ultimate passion, as his younger half brother started to slide his mouth up and down the top half of his pole! He knew he shouldn't be letting Jason do what he was doing, but at the same time, he just couldn't stop him, because for some reason, Jason's mouth felt better than any other he'd ever felt! It was almost as if he could feel his little brother's love permeating into his cock through his hot, wet mouth. For his part, Jason, actually found that he liked sucking on Rob's cock! It bothered him though that he couldn't get more than half of Rob's cock in his mouth, without the head of it lodging against the top of his throat, fully cutting off his airway. Hoping to make up for his short-coming, he quickly wrapped his hand around the base of Rob's cock and began masturbating hims as well. He hoped Rob wouldn't be upset that he couldn't take more of him with his mouth. Initally tasting Rob's slight saltiness had given Jason a thrill. But, as he went along sucking on Rob, he realized it wasn't so much the flavors and sensations he was experiencing and enjoying himself that made sucking on Rob so great. As he sucked on Rob, Rob occasionally moaned, or squirmed with pleasure. Through Rob's reactions, he realized Rob was in fact enjoying what he was doing to him. As Rob began thrusting up and down off the bed slightly every so often and groaning more passionately, it was the realization that Rob was really loving what he was doing to him that really excited Jason! Jason realized that With his mouth and hands, he could provide another person with extreme physical pleasure. And he really liked being able to do this for his new big half-brother, who he found to be a really great guy! As he worked on Rob, and realized just how much Rob was enjoying what he was doing, Jason's own cock remained stiff with arousal as well. After a minute, unfortunately, Rob's reverie ended abruptly. Jason shifted position slightly, and suddenly his teeth raked sharply over Rob's shaft, digging into the skin. "AAAhhh!" Rob cried, in pain, rather than from pleasure. "Hey!" he gasped, reaching down and pulling Jason off his cock. "Stop for a minute man!" Jason sat back on his heels, his mouth wet and sloppy with saliva, blinking and looking questioningly at Rob. He obviously didn't understand what had happened. Rob gave his dick a quick glance to see if by any chance he was bleeding. When he assured himself he wasn't, he looked up at Jason, who was starting to realize he'd hurt Rob somehow, and was starting to look crestfallen. He still didn't understand what it was he'd done wrong. "Hey!" Rob said, realizing the boy was worried. "You're awesome man! You sure this is your first time?" Confused, by Rob's sudden change in mood, Jason looked at him and nodded, saying, "Yeah...but... if it was that good, why'd you stop me?" "Well, I know it's your first time doing this, and you're doing really great," Rob said. "But, there's one thing I need to tell you about." "What's that?" Jason asked immediately. "You gotta watch your teeth man! If you scrape a guy with them, it can hurt a lot!" Rob said. "OH!" Jason said, suddenly looking worried. "I didn't realize. Did I hurt you?" "Just for a second," Rob said, not wanting to upset the boy. He decided maybe he should change the subject - quickly. And he knew just the way to do that. Quickly he added, "Tell you what - how 'bout you lie back, and let me give you a turn to be on the receiving end?" "Really?" Jason asked, grinning, and forgetting everything else. "Sure!" Rob said. "C'mon, lie back and let me give you a good time. You're a good sucker, but since you've never done this before, maybe you'll pick up a few ideas while I work on you, OK?" "Cool! Thanks Rob!" Jason said, grinning. Instantly he plopped down onto his back and spread his legs out. His penis, which was rock hard, laid flat against his lower abdomen pointing up at his face, throbbing slightly with the pulse of his heart. Grinning, and suddenly overcome with desire to taste his brother's penis, and give him the ultimate pleasure, Rob, moved into a kneeling position between his legs, just like Jason had been in between his a minute earlier. Before he started though, he quickly leaned over the edge of his bed, opened his duffel, and extracted a small bottle of lubricant. "What's that for?" Jason asked, eyeing it curiously. "You'll see," Rob said, grinning. "I promise it won't hurt, and you'll love it!" "Cool!" Jason said, as his dick flexed with anticipation. A moment later though he looked nervous and asked, "A-are you gonna fuck me?" Grinning, Rob said, "No! I'm gonna give you a good time - now relax!" Jason smiled then, and laid back on the pillow, as Rob leaned forward, and picked up his penis, and lowered his face toward it. Holding Jason's penis in his hand, Rob began licking over and over up and down the underside of it, along his protruding urethra, from the base to the tip. "Mmmmm..." Jason moaned softly, as he felt Rob's soft, warm, tongue beginning to moisten him. Rob surprised Jason a moment later though by leaning right and suddenly licking up the groove between his left thigh and his genitals. He did that twice, then did it twice to the groove between his right thigh and genitals. Jason didn't really understand the point behind this, and it felt a little like Rob was tickling him, but he liked the intimate washing Rob was giving him. As Jason looked down at him, Rob suddenly opened his mouth wide, and using his tongue as a hook, slid it under the back side of Jason's slack, hairless nut sack, and gently sucked his whole bag, nuts and all into his mouth. Jason gave a soft gasp when this happened, and tensed up, worrying that whatever Rob was going to do would hurt, but he relaxed a few seconds later when he realized Rob was only going to gently fondle his balls with his tongue, which he did for a few seconds, before gently letting everything slide back out of his mouth. Jason was even more surprised then though, when next he suddenly felt Jason's tongue start licking at the base of his ass crack. As Rob gently used his hands to pry the boy's glutes apart, Jason realized Rob wanted access to his ass for some reason. Hoping he was going to fiddle with his asshole and maybe even slide his finger through it like his grandfather always did, Jason quickly pulled his legs up, causing his buttocks to part and flatten, fully exposing his hole to Rob, and bringing a smile to Rob's lips. Rob inhaled deeply of Jason's boyish, musky scent. A moment later though, he surprised the hell out of Jason by what he did next! Without warning, Rob suddenly leaned down and stabbed the deepest part of Jason's ass crack with his tongue at the lower part of his back, and he licked all the way down the deepest part of Jason's cleft toward his balls! "Oh Fuck!" Jason gasped incredulously, as Rob's tongue raked firmly over his anus! He'd never felt such a sensation before, but it felt awesome! Rob leaned in then and began deftly licking at Jason's pucker with his tongue. Jason had never felt anyone's mouth back there before. In fact, he didn't even realize anyone would do such a thing - but he loved the feeling! It sure as hell beat his grandfather's fingering, which he'd always thoroughly enjoyed! For a moment, Jason couldn't help wishing that his grandfather had taken things further all those years he was using him, and that he'd used his mouth and tongue on him too, like Rob was doing! "AAAawwww!!!" Jason groaned, his thoughts obliterated by a totally new sensation, as suddenly Rob gently, but firmly forced his tongue to slide through his inner ring muscle and up into his rectum. "OH MY GODDD!!!" he gulped in a high-pitched voice then, when Rob began tongue-fucking him! Grinning to himself, Rob began to hungrily eat his little half-brothers boy pussy out then, causing Jason to groan incredulously. After a short time, Rob noticed that Jason's muscle had relaxed. Smiling, he backed off for a moment, and gently pushed the index finger of both hands into Jason's opening. He'd apparently worked on Jason's hole adequately that they slid in without a problem. Smiling a little more broadly, as Jason held his knees back and apart, and craned his head upward to look down and see what Rob was doing, Rob pulled a little with both fingers, forcing Jason's hole to open a little wider. Once he could peer in at the pink lining of his little brother's dark insides, he leaned forward again, and forming his tongue into a spear, he deftly stuffed it through the larger opening he'd made and began probing as deep inside Jason's rectum as he could. After a moment, in the front of Jason's anal cavity, the tip of his tongue rubbed a small bulge. As he pressed on it, Jason groaned with pleasure. Smiling, Rob pulled his fingers apart just a little more, and holding Jason's sphincter open, he strained to force his tongue deep inside him. Once he was able to touch Jason's little bulge, he began deftly probing and licking at it, causing a loud gasp of joyous disbelief from Jason. As Rob's tongue continued rubbing Jason's prostate, Jason's whole pelvic region relaxed even more, as he luxuriated in Rob's most loving internal massage. This allowed Rob to gain even more access to his love button. As a result, Rob was able to begin giving Jason a full tongue massage of his love lump, which caused the boy to literally begin thrashing about spastically with pleasure as he moaned continually with passionate joy. After another half minute or so, Rob's jaws began to hurt, and so did his tongue. Much to Jason's great disappointment, Rob pulled back out of him. As Rob sat back for a moment, Jason just laid still, holding his knees yet, so his legs were still drawn up, staring incredulously at Rob, and heaving for breath. Rob couldn't help but smile when he saw that Jason's asshole, which was wet with his spit, and fully exposed yet, was still open a little, and periodically contracting a little, then relaxing, as involuntarily, Jason's sphincter muscle was trying to close his opening, but still couldn't. Rob noticed too that the tip of Jason's penis was wet with pre-seminal fluid. Another indicator of how much he'd enjoyed Rob's ministrations. Panting the boy just continued looking down between his legs at his older brother, still completely incredulous over what had just happened. After a moment, Jason gasped, "I never felt anything so fucking awesome!" As Rob grinned, he added, "But, how come you stopped?" Chuckling, Rob said, "My jaw and tongue are fucking killing me! Besides, there's lots more to come! And I promise you'll love it too!" Jason grinned then, as he continued lying with his legs pulled up, his anus still winking periodically at Rob, as it automatically continued to try and close up. "How 'bout you lower your legs for a bit?" Rob said, smiling. Reluctantly, Jason let his legs down, so they laid spread around Rob yet. He'd hoped Rob would return to eating his ass out, but apparently, Rob had other ideas. Rob opened the bottle of lubricant then and dumped some on the middle finger of his right hand. Seeing this brought a smile to Jason's lips. He was sure Rob would use that on his asshole next. Rob smiled too, then leaned over again and lowered his face to Jason's crotch. Again, he licked up the underside of the boy's dick, along the vein-like urethra. After a few tongue strokes, Rob held Jason's penis so it was sticking straight up from his body, and he began licking around and around the shaft, eliciting another moan of happiness from Jason. "AWWWww...!!" Jason groaned more loudly, picking up his head to look down at what Rob was doing, as Rob suddenly licked around his glans, savoring the slightly salty flavor of his little brother's juices. As Jason watched, Rob suddenly slid his mouth down over the his entire cock, until his lips felt the start of Jason's pubic hair. "Ooohhhh fuucckk!!" Jason gasped in shock and joy as Rob began to slide his mouth up and down his rod, letting his tongue slid up and down over his urethra. Gently, as he began sliding his mouth up and down Jason's boyhood, Rob cupped his scrotum, and ever so gently he began fondling his testicles. At the same time, he moved his other hand to Jason's ass crack. As soon as Jason felt Rob's slippery finger lightly rubbing up and down in the outer edges of his groove, he instinctively, as he'd done countless times in the past with his grandfather, pulled his legs back up, so that his buttocks parted again, again giving Rob full access to what he knew he was after - his anus again! Indeed! Jason's anus was exactly what Rob wanted to finger. Grinning, he pointed his liberally lubricated middle finger directly at Jason's boy pussy and pressed into it! As soon as Jason felt Rob's finger touch his ass again, it was obvious to Rob that Jason knew what he was planning on doing, and wanted it badly, because the boy reached down with both hands and he pulled his globular butt cheeks even further apart, holding them spread as far apart as he could, to give Rob direct, unobstructed access to his hole. Rob couldn't help smiling, even though he was sucking on Jason's dick, when he did this. Knowing what the boy wanted, he didn't wait any longer, and began vigorously massaging his pucker with his slick fingertip. "MMMMMmmm!!!" Jason moaned passionately, as Rob began gently fingering his pucker with his lubricated digit. After that, the boy lay in a state of euphoria for the next several seconds, as Rob continued sucking sensuously up and down his stiff rod, while fondling his testicles with his big, warm left hand, and massaging his asshole with his slippery middle finger of his right hand. After a while, Rob stopped massaging Jason's hole, and began just pressing lightly on it, then relaxing, then pressing, then relaxing. Jason realized Rob was preparing to insert his finger inside him, and imagining it would feel similar to what his grandfather used to do to him, he couldn't wait to feel the familiar probing of his insides, by Jason's invading digit. Still, he doubted it would feel half as awesome as Rob's tongue had. Never-the-less, to try and hurry things along, he pushed with his pelvic muscles a little to relax his sphincter. "Aaawwww!!!" Jason groaned a moment later, as he felt a familiarly pleasant pressure, as Rob's finger slid through his muscle, and up inside him. Gently, Rob pushed his finger deep into his brother's rectum, until it was as far up inside him as he could push it. Slowly then Rob began probing around the front of Jason's cavity, until he felt the small familiar lump behind the boy's pubic bone, that he knew was his prostate gland. "MMmmmmmm!!!" Jason groaned happily, as Rob began massaging his little lump again, only this time with his finger, instead of his tongue. Happily, he realized that it did feel nearly as nice as Rob's tongue had, and better than his grandfather's finger had. Apparently Rob knew how to finger a guy, better than his grandfather did. Rob soon fell into a pleasing rhythm, sucking firmly up and down Jason's rod, while swirling his tongue around a bit. And at the same time, his left hand was busy rolling the boy's testicles around gently in his hand, while he slid the greasy middle finger of his right hand slowly in and out of Jason's rectum, so that his fingertip rubbed back and forth over the boy's prostate. Jason had never felt so much sexual pleasure being performed on him all at once, and just lay staring incredulously up at he ceiling, breathing through his open mouth, completely in awe of what was happening to him. Occasionally, the thrills he felt caused his entire body to twitch, or a happy gasp or sensual moan to emanate from his throat, as Rob continued pleasuring him. After about a half minute though, Jason began to notice the familiar tenseness starting to build up inside himself, as his levels of pleasure slowly increased. Rob noticed the subtle increase in the firmness of his little brother's muscles as well, and slowly increased the speed and firmness of his sucking, fondling, and probing. Within seconds, Jason's breathing had increased, he was gasping more audibly in higher-pitched tones, his body was tenser, and he was jerking about intermittently every so often on the bed. Rob continued working steadily on Jason then, as the boy's level of pleasure continued growing. Soon, Jason's back began to arch, and he began whimpering, as previously unexperienced heights of passion shot through his body, and his orgasm began to approach more rapidly. From his body's actions, and the slight increase in size of his testicles and prostate, Rob was aware that Jason was nearly ready to climax. He sped up a little more and began rubbing Jason's gland a bit harder and faster, to propel him over the edge. A few seconds later, Jason's body was nearly rigid, and his back was arched fully. He began to uncontrollably twist and squirm, all the time whimpering urgently, as he tried his hardest to hold off his imminent climax as long as possible. "Rob!" he gasped, hoarsely in a high-pitched tone. "I'm gonna cum!" Instantly Rob sped up his mouth's pistoning, and began whipping his tongue back and forth over the underside of Jason's hard prick, as fast as he could. He began to taste a steady slight saltiness then, and knew the boy's pre-cum was oozing freely from his piss slit. He began rubbing Jason's prostate more frantically then. Suddenly Jason's body arched still more, if that was possible, and he screwed up his face and went completely rigid. Then, a second later, he gasped loudly, crying out sharply, and Rob felt his anus contract tightly around his finger, while at the same time his mouth was flooded with salty fluid, as Jason forcefully expelled a huge glob of semen into his mouth. "Awwwwwwwwww...." Jason groaned deeply, as his body relaxed for just a second. Quickly Rob swallowed his brother's cum, while he continued swiftly sucking up and down his rod, and deftly massaging his gland. Jason's body tensed and again he gasped, and groaned with joy, as his sphincter closed around Rob's finger, and another stream of tangy fluid permeated Rob's mouth. "MMMMmmm!!!" he half-whimpered, half moaned, another second later, as his body again jerked passionately as again he spasmed joyously. Rob continued sucking, fondling and rubbing Jason's cock, balls, and prostate gland, as Jason experienced another 3 or 4 passionate spasms of joy, each time, pumping more semen into Rob's mouth. Eventually though, Jason's orgasm began to wane. Realizing this, Rob slowed down his sucking, and relaxed the intensity of his testicular fondling, and glandular massage. As Jason's body relaxed, overcome with a pleasureful warmth, Rob's sucking and hand work slowed steadily down, into a relaxed, slow, gentle, massage, which Jason limply luxuriated in. After several seconds, Jason's body gave a final spastic jerk, and with a surprised gasp of pleasure, his pelvic muscles pushed a last small bit of sperm through his urethra, and onto Rob's waiting tongue, as it slid up and down the underside of Jason's softening penis. Rob savored the flavor of his brother's ejaculate, and slowly slid his mouth up and down his boyhood a couple more times, to wash and dry him, before simultaneously pulling off and out of him. "Holy shit!" Jason gasped, after looking up at Rob for a moment with an incredulous, but happy look on his face, as Rob sat back on his heels. Both boys wore a sheen of sweat on their brow. "So," Rob said, smiling. "Guess you liked that?" "Oh my God!" Jason gasped, grinning incredulously. "I never knew sex could be that awesome!" Rob's smile broadenen then, and he said, "And that's only the half of it!" Jason grinned even more incredulously at Rob then and said, "I can't wait to find out what else I've been missing, but I can't imagine it being any better than this!" Rob grinned back at him, happy to have been the one who introduced him to the pleasures of being a man! "So, will you teach me the rest too?" Jason asked, hopefully. Rob chuckled and said, "I think you need to rest a bit first - don't you?" "Well, yeah," Jason said, grinning a little foolishly, and blushing a little. "Besides - I want to do what you just did for me, to you too!" Rob was surprised that Jason felt that way. Usually right after having an orgasm, he wasn't interested in more sex right away. It usually took him at least a few minutes to recover, before he began to get horny again. And, especially just after cumming he really didn't feel interested in giving head right away either! So, he was surprised that his brother didn't seem to need a little time to relax, and get horny again! "Well," Rob said. "I'd really like that, but... I think you should relax and get your strength back for a few minutes at least, don't you?" "Oh, OK," Jason said, smiling. Rob smiled and laid down on his back, next to Jason again, who moved over to make room for him. The two looked at each other then, Jason grinning happily the whole time, which brought a smile to Rob's lips as well. After a few minutes though, Jason's hand reached over and he grasped Rob's semi-erect penis. Almost instantly, as Jason began jacking him off, he stiffened up. "Guess you're ready for your turn!" Jason said, grinning shyly at Rob. "You sure you want to do this?" Rob asked, praying he wouldn't back out at that point, but wanting to give him the option. "Oh yeah!" Jason said, grinning. He started to get up then and crawl between Rob's legs, which Rob slid apart, to give him room. * * * Within seconds, Jason was on his knees, between Rob's legs, and he was bent over, sucking on Rob's cock, while Rob moaned softly every so often with passionate pleasure. After a minute, just as Rob had done to him, Jason abruptly stopped and held Rob's penis to the side, and reached with the tip of his tongue to lick the depth of the groove between Rob's left thigh and his genitals. He washed Rob's valley 3 or 4 times, the moved to the other side and repeated the process. He stopped then and sat back slightly, contemplating Rob's scrotum. Compared to his own, it was much bigger. Also Rob's had some hairs poking out of it as well, unlike his own still hairless sack. Jason wanted to repeat for Rob, exactly what he'd done to him, but as he looked at the size of Rob's balls, and their enclosure, he wasn't sure he'd be able to suck his entire sack, nuts and all into his mouth - at least not without hurting Rob, which he really didn't want to do. Realizing Jason's dilemma, Rob looked down at him, smiled, and said, "You don't have to suck on them." "But I want to!" Jason nearly whined. Then looking daunted he added, "It's just they're so big - I don't think I can get it all in my mouth." Rob chuckled. He couldn't help feeling a little proud that Jason considered him large. "Listen," he said. "Like I said, you don't have to. But, if you really want to, you can do one at a time, instead of both at once like I did to you." "OH!" Jason said, a smile spreading over his face. "OK!" Quickly he leaned forward again, and leaning slightly to his right, he opened his mouth, and gently using his teeth, scooped up Rob's left testicle, which dangled a little lower than his right one. Rob gasped softly, and tensed up a little, somewhat nervous about one of his balls, which could easily cause him a lot of pain if it was manipulated wrong, being in the mouth of someone who'd never before sucked on one. He was pleasantly surprised though, when he saw how extremely gentle his little brother was with one of his most precious body parts! At first, as he sucked Rob's testicle into his mouth, Jason felt a little nervous. He knew that if he made the slightest wrong move with it, that Rob would instantly feel that gut-wrenching pain, where you feel like your internal organs are being pulled out through your ball sack. At the same time though, he realized that Rob had done the same thing to him, and rather than hurting, it had felt pleasant - precisely because he had been so gentle. So Jason endeavored to be equally as gentle with Rob's eggs as well. And he was. As gently as possible he rolled Rob's nut around in his mouth, never exerting any pressure on it. When Rob realized that Jason was being very careful with his ball-sucking, he relaxed, and started to enjoy Jason's efforts. He was a little disappointed when a moment later, Jason carefully let it slide from his mouth. Another moment later though, he'd leaned left and scooped up Rob's right nut, and repeated the process. This time, neither boy was nervous about it, and Rob savored the unusual feeling of his testicle being gently massaged by someone's tongue and cheeks. Again though, shortly after he started, Jason released Rob's ball. Rob was surprised then when Jason leaned further down and began licking at the base of his ass crack. He really didn't expect the boy to want, or even be willing, to use his mouth on his ass. Never-the-less, before he could think about it for more than a couple seconds, he felt Jason trying to lift his legs, behind his knees, in an effort to push his knees up and back, to expose his ass. "Um, you really don't have to do that!" Rob managed to say, after a moment. Stopping and looking up at Rob, Jason said in a surprised tone, with a suprised look on his face, "Don't you want me to?" "Well..." Rob said, surprised by Jason's look and tone of surprise. "I'd love it if you did, but most guys wouldn't want to do something like that to anyone." "Well... how come you did it to me then?" Jason asked. "Well," Rob said, smiling and blushing a little. "You're my little brother, and I care about you, and I wanted you to feel something special. Besides, I knew you'd be clean down there too." "Well, aren't you clean?" Jason asked, eyeing Rob with a somewhat critical expression on his face. "Yeah, but -" ROb started. "Well then," Jason interrupted, smiling, "I care about you and want you to feel the same things you made me feel too! Besides, I want to see what it's like to do it. I don't know why, but I think I'm going to like it - like you seemed to!" Rob couldn't help grinning at his brother. "Well, go ahead then," He said. He reached down then and hooked his hands under his knees as he drew them up, and pushed them apart. Jason looked down and grinned as Rob's ass cheeks spread open, exposing his man cunt. He felt his penis flex, as he smelled Rob's strong, spicey scent, and saw Rob's pucker contract, then relax. He also noticed that Rob had a fair amount of hair coating the insides of his cheeks, although, his tight, dark pink rosebud was of course without any. Smiling, he tentatively leaned forward, so that his face was inches from Rob's ass. Suddenly, without warning, Rob's hole opened, and with a slight hissing sound, a little gas escaped from inside him. Jason caught a whiff then of the almost sweet, yet slightly rotten-egg smell of his brother's gas. "Fuck I'm sorry man!" Rob said, cringing. Jason chuckled and said, "Don't sweat it - I fart all the time too - I'm surprised I didn't blow one in your face too!" Rob couldn't believe how cool his brother was being about it, but he realized Jason meant it when he smiled gaily up at him. A moment later though, Rob gasped again - more loudly this time, as suddenly, Jason leaned in and began licking his anus. Hearing Rob's gasp of pleasure egged Jason on, and he began licking at his brother's opening more deftly, causing Rob to moan happily every so often. Rob couldn't believe the alacrity with which Jason was attacking his hole. At the same time, all he could do was lay there, moaning softly every so often, holding his legs up and apart, as Jason lapped away at him. As Jason washed his brother's hole, he realized it wasn't bad at all. In fact, it was arousing, because he realized it was he who was causing Rob's moans of pleasure. After a minute or so, Jason decided it was time to take things to the next level. So, he stopped licking Rob's pucker, and started pressing on it with the tip of his tongue instead. Rob couldn't believe it when he felt the familiar poking. He never imagined that Jason would want to actually push his tongue up inside his asshole! He thought all the boy would do would be to lick the outside. As he laid there incredulously realizing what Jason was trying to do, Jason continued undauntedly trying to gain access to Rob's rectum. Finally, Rob came back to reality, and realized he was holding his hole tightly shut. Still smiling incredulously over the thought of what Jason was trying to do, he relaxed his pelvic muscles, and actually pushed slightly, as if trying to defecate. Instantly Jason noticed the change in Rob's response, and smiling slightly, he pressed a little harder, and suddenly, as he heard his brother gasp, his tongue pressed through Rob's sphincter, and moved up a little inside Rob's rectal cavity. Jason was ready to taste something disgusting, but he didn't. Apparently Rob didn't need to take a shit, as there was none there. And he didn't taste anything odd even. Rob's ring muscle gently squeezing his tongue felt strangely arousing though. Happy that so far eating Rob's ass out wasn't disgusting at all, and in fact, was making him even hornier, he began to slide his tongue in and out of Rob, brings moans of pleasure from his throat. As Jason shoved his tongue in and out of Rob's opening, it became easier for him to do so. In fact, he actually managed to get more of his tongue up inside Rob after a while. Apparently Rob had relaxed some more yet, and his muscle wasn't squeezing Jason's tongue as tightly. Rob couldn't believe Jason was tongue-fucking him like he was. But he was certainly enjoying it. Automatically, his right hand moved to his rigid penis, and his left to his left nipple. As Jason continued shoving his tongue in and out of him, Rob began to masturbate, and gently flick at his nipple. His moans and gasps of pleasure increased in intensity then. All too soon to please Jason, he too began to experience a strong aching feeling in his jaws, and his tongue and throat began to hurt from the way he was stretching his tongue out and holding it firmly like a spear. After a couple minutes, he was unable to continue, and suddenly pulled out of Jason's hole, and sat back on his heels, panting. His face wore a wet smile though, as he looked at Rob, who stopped jacking off and smiled back at him. "Jaw and tongue hurt now?" he asked. Grinning in a commiserating way, he nodded. "Gimme a sec, and I'll do some more," he said. "You can stop doing that now," Rob said. "You rather I suck your dick now?" Jason asked, remembering that's what Rob had done to him. "Only if you want to!" Rob replied. Jason grinned and immediately fell forward, grabbing for Rob's dick. Grinning himself, Rob started to lower his legs. Immediately Jason stopped him then, and sat back up. "Wait! I almost forgot! Where's the lube?" he asked. Grinning, Jason reached for the tube, that was laying on the table next to the bed. He handed it to Jason, who grinned, and immediately opened it and squirted a good amount into his left hand. Quickly he leaned forward again then and picked up Rob's cock with his right hand. Instantly he stood it up, and lowered his face, and sucked the top half of it into his mouth, while he wrapped his right hand around the base of it, and began sucking and pumping on him. Simultaneously, as Rob gasped with joy over Jason's sucking, Jason reached for Rob's hole, and rubbed the lubricant on it. Then he rubbed his fingers in the lubricant, and began pressing on Rob's pucker. Feeling Jason's probes, Rob again relaxed his muscles, and a second later, as Rob gasped again, Jason's finger slid up into him. Jason couldn't help smiling as he continued sucking and pumping on Rob. This was the first asshole, other than his own, that he'd had his finger in! The knowledge of this caused his own rod to stiffen a moment, before it relaxed again. Gently then, as he continued servicing Rob's cock, Jason began to feel around inside his brother's anal orifice. Rob loved the feelings his brother's moving finger was giving him - especially when he finally rubbed over his prostate gland. Through the intensity of his moans, Jason was able to tell which actions he was performing on Rob, were giving Rob the most pleasure, and he tried to maintain, and even improve on those as best he could so that Rob had the best experience possible. He also, of course, wanted to make it the best he could, so that eventually, Rob would get off, and he'd finally get to taste his brother's cream! After a minute or so, of probing Rob's insides, he twisted his hand, so that his fingertip was rubbing over the front of Rob's rectum. As his finger rubbed over a small bulge, Rob groaned happily. Jason moved his finger back and forth over the bulge a little quicker and harder, and Rob began to squirm with delight. Grinning as he continued sucking and pumping Rob, he began massaging the bulge he'd discovered, sending Rob into steady waves of extreme pleasure. After a minute, Jason became aware that Rob's body was beginning to tense up a little. He could feel the tighter grip Rob's anal ring had on his finger. It also felt as if his penis was a bit larger. He could see Rob's nuts had pulled up toward his body, and that they too looked a little larger. He knew that Rob was getting closer to cumming! Jason increased his speed and intensity a little - sucking and pumping his cock faster, and more firmly, and rubbing the bulge inside him a bit harder. Rob became tenser, and began to thrash about a bit, and gasp more often. Suddenly, as Jason realized Rob was getting very close to cumming, Rob gasped, "Jase - I'm gonna shoot man!" Smiling, Jason sucked and pumped and rubbed Rob even faster and harder, causing Rob's whimpers and gasps of delight to increase. "Back off if you don't wanta swallow man!" Rob cried suddenly. Jason sped up even more. Rob realized then that Jason didn't intend to stop, and understood he apparently wanted to try drinking his cum. Rob was a little surprised by this, but didn't have time to contemplate it, as he was nearly ready to climax! Rob held back as long as he could, his face and body twisting stiffly. Suddenly though, Jason's actions were too much for him to fight any longer, and he felt his molten semen beginning to flow through his body. "AAAAWwwwww!!!!" He gasped loudly suddenly, as his body tensed completely, and he squeezed Jason's finger with his sphincter. At the same time a huge gush of hot cum blasted from his cock, forcefully hitting the back of Jason's throat. As Rob's body relaxed for just a second, Jason tasted the saltiness of his brother's semen. It tasted similar to his own he noted. Quickly, he swallowed it, knowing there'd be more. And then there was. Rob groaned and tensed and blew another load of cum into Jason's mouth, as Jason continued sucking and pumping his cock, and rubbing his prostate gland. Again, Jason quickly swallowed, as he noticed the saltiness giving way to a tangy aftertaste, which was also similar to his own semen. "MMMMMMMmmmm!!!" Rob moaned happily, as he flooded Jason's mouth a third time. Again, Jason quickly swallowed. Jason continued sucking, pumping, and rubbing his brother, until Rob had spasmed 4 or 5 more times, each time filling his mouth with jism, which Jason quickly swallowed. Finally, Rob's orgasm faded, and came to an end. As Rob had done for him, Jason did for Rob. He continued sucking, and pumping on his cock, and rubbing his prostate, only much slower, and more gently, as Rob's body relaxed. After a half minute or so, Rob suddenly tensed up, and his upper body twitched, as he gave a tiny gasp, and oozed a bit more cum into Jason's mouth. Jason didn't swallow this time. Instead, knowing that was the last of his brother's orgasm, he savored the flavor, as he gave Rob a few last, drying strokes of his mouth. Finally, he pulled off Rob, and slid his finger from inside him, and swallowed his cum, which had become thin liquid when mixed with his saliva. Sitting back on his heels, he licked his wet lips and smiled down at Rob, who was looking up at him with a slightly incredulous small smile. Jason could tell he was feeling completely satisfied. "So... was I good?" Jason asked, hopefully. "You were fucking awesome man!" Rob replied, grinning, as his damp cock began quickly shrinking back to normal. He handed some tissues to Jason and said, "here, wipe your hand clean." Jason grinned, and wiped his lube coated hand off, then tossed the tissue in the trash. "C'mon and lay with me," Rob said then. Smiling, Jason crawled out from between Rob's legs, and laid down next to him. "Grab the covers," Rob said, before he laid down fully. Jason reached down and drew the sheet and blankets up over both of them then. "Snuggle over," Rob said, surprising Jason a little. Grinning though, Jason moved over next to Rob, and let Rob wrap an arm around him. He turned onto his side then, as Rob drew him in closer, and laid his arm across his brother's belly, and rested his head in the crook of Rob's arm. Rob gave him a gentle squeeze and said, "I'm really happy you're my brother man! You are absolutely awesome!" As rob gave him another squeeze and kissed his nose, Jason's lower jaw trembled and he felt his eyes watering. "I love you Rob," He said, nervously. "I love you too man!" Rob said, smiling and squeezing him again. The two were silent then for a while, each privately enjoying their newfound intimacy, and reveling in their declared feelings for each other. After a few minutes, Rob, who was tired from the day, and freshly relaxed and satisfied from Jason's blow job, drifted to sleep. Jason was a little surprised to hear him begin snoring softly, but he smiled and nuzzled into the crook of his arm a little more. Soon he too was snoring softly. * * * When Rob woke the next morning, a smile immediately spread over his face. He loved being woken by Cody sucking him off, and this morning Cody's ministrations were feeling especially awesome! In fact, what Cody was doing felt so good, that Rob could already feel his orgasm forming. "Mmmmm..." he moaned, smiling happily, his eyes still closed, as he dreamily saw in his mind's eye, the top of his boyfriend's head bobbing up and down in his crotch. Suddenly, he felt a greasy finger poking at his ass crack. Smiling yet, he pulled his legs up to give Cody access to his hole. Almost immediately, he felt Cody's slender finger pressing on his anus, and he relaxed his pelvic muscles, which allowed the probing finger to slide up inside him. "Awwww!!!" Rob gasped softly, as the finger began massaging his prostate, while the mouth and hand continued sliding up and down his stiff rod. Jason smiled to himself as he continued sucking and pumping Rob's cock, and rubbing his internal love button. He was glad Rob wasn't angry with him for taking advantage of him while he was asleep. "Ooohhh!!!" Rob groaned, his breath hissing inward as he felt his orgasm beginning to build swiftly. He would've preferred to feel Cody working on him a little longer, but... it was too late - he was almost ready to cum already. Besides - there'd be time for seconds later, after he gave Cody a good time too! As Jason began sucking, pumping, and rubbing a little faster, Rob's orgasm swiftly built up, and he began squirming and humping up and down off the mattress, and gasping more regularly. "Oh God!" Rob gasped. "I'm almost there!" Smiling again, Jason began sucking, pumping, and rubbing even faster and a bit more firmly. A moment later Rob was twitching about and whimpering, as he held his eyes tightly shut, and his face screwed up while he tried to hold off his climax as long as possible. Suddenly though, he couldn't hold back any longer. His body tensed up and he squeezed Jasons's finger with his asshole. Then, he gave a loud gasp, as he fired a river of semen into Jason's mouth. As he relaxed, he groaned passionately, and opened his eyes, to look down at Cody. "Wha-???" he gasped in a surprised tone, as his body suddenly tensed up. He finally realized that it was Jason sucking his cock, rather than Cody! "Awww!!!" he grunted, as he spasmed again and flooded Jason's mouth with jism again. "Jase!" he cried in surprise. Jason smiled as he continued working on Rob, thinking he was exclaiming because he was enjoying Jason's efforts. "Ohhh!!" Rob groaned, cumming again, and again filling Jason's mouth. "Fuck!" he thought in the interval between spasms. As he'd fallen asleep the previous night, he had thought about what had happened between himself and Jason, and realized how wrong it had been for him to let it happen, and he'd wanted to talk to Jason about it in the morning, and tell him they shouldn't do anything like that again. But now, here he was getting another blow job from Jason. And an awesome one at that, he thought, as his body was overcome with pleasure yet again, and Jason tasted more of his semen. "Oh fuck!" he thought, realizing it was too late by then. So, he concentrated again on his orgasm, which was already beginning to slow down. He was surprised that Jason inately realized that as his orgasm slowed down, he should slow his sucking and pumping, and glandular massage as well, allowing him to come down from his sexual high in a graceful manner. After another much weaker spasm of pleasure passed over, Rob's orgasm ended. Expertly though, Jason continued slowly and gently sucking on Rob's already shrinking organ, and gently rubbing his prostate a little yet. "Awwww..." Rob moaned softly a moment later, as a final spasm of pleasure shook him, and he pushed the last of his cum from his dick, into Jason's waiting mouth. Jason sucked up and down Rob's cock a moment yet, drying it, before pulling off, and sliding his finger out of Rob's ass. As he sat back on his knees, smiling down at Rob with wet lips, Rob couldn't help returning his smile, as he lowered his legs. "You're not mad I started before you woke up are you?" Jason asked, sounding a little concerned. "No," Rob said, smiling a little. He felt bad about what he was going to say next, because as he looked down, he could see that Jason's dick was stiff, and pointing straight at him, and it was throbbing with anticipation. Never-the-less, Rob knew he had no choice, and he added, "We gotta talk though man." Jason's smile faded, as he sensed the seriousness in Rob's tone. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Well... what happened last night, and just now," Rob said. "I'm sorry Jase, but - well - it's wrong!" "What? Why?" Jason asked, looking and feeling devastated. Before Rob could reply, he quickly added "I liked swallowing your jizz!" "Huh?" Rob asked, confused. "You're saying it's wrong that I let you cum in my mouth, and swallowed, right?" Jason asked. Rob couldn't help smiling slightly at his little brother's conception of what was wrong. "No man," he said. "If you like to swallow, it's OK to drink it - as long at the guy doesn't have any diseases. I don't so, you're OK." "Well -- what was wrong about what we did?" Jason asked, clearly confused. "It's just the fact we did it at all," Rob said. "What? Why?" Jason asked. Before Rob could reply, he expression suddenly changed, and he said, "OH! You're upset because of Cody! Y-you think of this as cheating on him. Right?" Rob was surprised when Jason said this. Actually, he hadn't even thought about it that way. He was just thinking about the fact that he was so much older than Jason, and that that's what made it wrong. Jason was right though, even though they were brothers, if they continued having sex, now that Jason's 'training' was over, it probably should be considered that he was cheating on Cody. As he thought about this a moment, Jason stared intently at him, awaiting his reply. "Well," Rob said, after a minute. "It would be real easy for me to just say 'yes', that that's the reason, and actually, it is A reason why we can't do it anymore, but I'm not going to lie to you, there's another more important reason." As he took a breath, Jason's face melted into a picture of profound sadness. "See," Rob said, feeling a dull ache in his chest when he saw Jason's expression change, "I'm too old to be having sex with you!" Jason suddenly looked confused again. "Well, you know how it's wrong for your grandfather to do what he does?" Rob asked. "Yeah," Jason said, uncertainly. "Well, it's kinda the same reason," Rob said. "I mean, I'm nowhere near as old as he is, and I gave you the choice to do it or not, but what we did last night was more of a learning thing for you. I was teaching you how it works. We can get away with that being OK - sort of. I guess really it wasn't - but... well... we are brothers, and you really wanted to learn about sex, so, I think it was OK - sort of. Thing is, we really can't do it anymore - because it won't be a learning thing anymore if we do... it'd just be sex - which I know would be wrong." "But - " Jason began. "AND - " Rob interrupted, causing Jason to look frustrated and annoyed. "What you said is also true! I have a boyfriend, and it wouldn't be fair to him if you and I continued having sex - even if we are brothers!" Jason's face fell again, and he looked sadder than Rob ever remembered seeing him. "Great!" he groused, his eyes beginning to look glassy. "I finally get it all figured out, and find someone - you - who's so great, who I really care about, and now this! Boom! One time and it's over!" Rob felt awful for Jason. "Hey!" he said, smiling sadly. "It doesn't mean anything else has to change between us! We're still brothers, and I still love you!" Jason smiled slightly in a rueful way, and said, "Well, I'm glad about that and I-I love you too, but still..." "I know," Rob said. "But it's how it has to be. I'm sorry too - because you're really great man! You're gonna make some guy really happy someday! I just hope he makes you as happy!" "But you did already!" Jason whined. "You know I meant someone else who's not your brother, and is your own age," Rob said. "I know," Jason groaned. "It's just so unfair though!" "I know," Rob said, taking note of the fact that Jason's penis had shriveled back to its flacid state. "And I'm sorry. I really am. But, it's what's best for you really! I'm truly just trying to do what's best for you, OK?" "Fine!" Jason gave in finally, looking miserably at Rob. "Doesn't mean we can't snuggle and be close yet though," Rob said, smiling hopefully at Jason. "Come here." Rob motioned Jason to crawl up and snuggle up to him again. Jason did, reaching down and pulling the covers up over them again, and again settling back into the crook of Rob's arm. Rob wrapped his arm protectively around Jason and hugged, him as the boy nuzzled into a comfortable position. "I do love you already Jase. Alot!" Rob said, as he savored the feeling of having his younger half-brother's naked body snuggled up to his own naked body. "I know," Jason said, sadly. "I love you too Rob." The two lay quietly together then for a while, each lost in his own thoughts, but both enjoying the intimacy of laying together. * * * After a while, Rob noticed that Jason was getting fidgety. He also noticed that Jason's penis was stiff, and throbbing as it pressed up against him. It felt hot too. Of course this caused Rob to stiffen up again too. At one point Jason looked at him and said, "Don't suppose you've changed your mind?" Sadly Rob looked at him, gave him a squeeze and said, "No, but I think you knew that already." "I know," Jason said, sounding depressed. He shoved the covers off then and got up. As he did, Rob's cock stretched taut for a second and then relaxed again, as he saw his little half-brothers stiff manhood sticking straight out in front of him. The tip of it appeared to be moist, as if Jason was already drooling a little pre-cum. "I'm gonna shower," he announced, reaching for a bath robe that hung on the back of his door, and quickly donning it. "OK," Rob said. A moment later, Jason was gone. "Damn!" Rob whispered to himself as he reached under the covers for his hardon. * * * As soon as he closed the bathroom door behind him, Jason shucked the bath robe again, and stepped over to the toilet. He had to pee, but his cock was so hard, he to lean bent over the toilet and push it downward, so that it was aimed at the toilet bowl. His piss flowed a bit slower than usual because of his stiffness, but eventually, he managed to fully relieve himself. By the time he was finished, his penis had lost a bit of its firmness. It quickly regained it though, as he stood massaging it to pull the last few drops of pee from his urethra. It felt good as Jason massaged his dick, and even after he'd dribbled the last of his urine, he continued pulling on it. After a minute, a slight smile spread over his face, and quickly he turned and stepped into the shower. A moment later, he'd turned on the water, adjusted its temperature, got himself wet, and had picked up his mother's bar of Dove soap, and was working up a lather in his hands. When they were full of smooth, creamy suds, he put the bar of soap down and reached for his boner. "Mmmm...." he moaned softly, as he grasped himself with his right hand, and began sliding it up and down his rigidness. With his soapy left hand, he cupped his scrotum and began massaging his testicles. Jason spread his feet a little further apart then, and assumed a firm stance, as he began pumping his soapy right hand steadily up and down his hardon, while his left hand continued gently rolling his balls around in their sack. Within seconds, a smile had appeared on Jason's face, and occasionally a soft gasp of pleasure escaped his lips as he swiftly pumped his meat and fondled his nuts. Less than half a minute later, as he replayed in his mind the previous evenings activities with Rob while he deftly pleasured himself with his soapy hands, he suddenly felt his orgasm starting to build up. Quickly, he began jacking off faster and a little more firmly. Within seconds, a look of passionate urgency began to take over his facial features, as he felt the mounting pressure inside him. Again he sped up his hand motions a little. Almost instantly, his heart and respiratory rates sped up, and he felt his semen beginning to flow toward his cock. Jason's mouth opened, his eyes closed, and his head tilted back, as his nostrils flared. His body began to stiffen up then as well, as again he sped up his hand work just a little more. Suddenly, Jason's face contorted, and he gasped almost silently, as his head snapped back a little, then fell forward, while his body was rocked with a wave of pleasure that culminated in a streak of semen shooting from his dick, and splattering on the shower curtain. "Awwww!" Jason gasped softly a second later, as he shuddered with joy a second time. Again nearly silently he gasped a third time, as again he sprayed the shower curtain with his jism. Jason continued masturbating, and spasming with pleasure for a few more seconds, until eventually, his orgasm ended. He slowed his pace then, but continued sliding his hand up and down his softening rod, trying to coax the last of his cum out of his urethra. He continued gently kneading his balls at the same time, as if trying to make their slight swelling go back down. After a few seconds, Jason was rewarded with a final shudder of joy, as a last residual spasm of pleasure ricocheted though his body, and a last bit of semen oozed from his piss slit. Finally, Jason released his genitals, and reached for the shower head, twisting it, to point at him. As the warm water washed over him, he stepped under the stream, thrusting his hips forward, so as to wash the soap and any remaining sperm from his crotch. A moment later he began quickly washing up. When Jason returned to his room, with a towel wrapped around his waist, Rob could tell by the pinkness of his skin, and the slight smile on his lips, as well as the lack of an erection, that the boy had handled his desires privately in the shower. This of course caused his own, still stiff cock to lurch with arousal. Quickly, when Jason had his back turned, he too jumped out of bed, picked up his jeans, and pulled them on. Then he too hastened across the hall to the bathroom and nearly identically repeated for himself, what Jason had done to himself a few minutes earlier. The result was the same. When he returned to Jason's empty room - apparently Jason had gone downstairs for breakfast already - Rob's face was pink, and he too was boner free, and had a slight smile on his lips. He felt completely at peace with the world, and hoped that Jason was feeling the same. Quickly he dressed and ran downstairs too. * * * Later that day, Rob was pleased to find that his father and step-mother had planned a family party, in honor of his visit! Everyone in the family was invited, and had been able to come! Besides Joe and Diana and Jason and Josh, Joe's sister Mary Ann and her husband Ed, and their kids Kevin, who Rob was especially pleased to have a chance to visit with again, and Jessica were there. Of course his Uncle Johnny and his partner Mike were there too. And lastly, Joe's mother and father. While the presence of Joe's father caused a tension in the air that you could cut with a knife, Rob thoroughly enjoyed getting to be with everyone else. Things went along smoothly enough before and during dinner, which was a buffet, featuring grilled chicken and ribs. Joe's father steered clear of everyone, and didn't contribute to any conversations when he was present, which caused everyone to relax. After lunch, everyone relaxed in the back yard. The adults all sat out on the patio in lawn chairs, visiting, and playing cards, while the kids played frisbee, horseshoes, and other such games. At one point Jason excused himself to run into the bathroom, hollering that he'd be back shortly. After a few minutes, Rob began to wonder what was taking him so long. Suddenly his stomach lurched, as he glanced toward the house, and surveyed his family, who were involved in an intense game of gin rummy, he realized his grandfather wasn't there either. "I'll be right back," he said, dropping the horseshoe he was about to toss. Then, he trotted toward the back door. When he reached the house, Rob quietly opened the back door and slipped inside. Silently, he padded through the kitchen, toward the front of the house. As he neared the living room, he began to hear the murmur of voices. One was unmistakeably Jason's, and the other, he quickly realized was his grandfather's. Surreptitiously, Rob quickly snuck up to the doorway, and peered around the door jam into the living room. Jason, and his grandfather were sitting next to each other on the couch. "So? How 'bout it Jase?" the grandfather was saying in a coyly seductive tone. "We could just slip up to the bathroom for a few minutes, and nobody would be the wiser!" Jason squirmed, and didn't reply. "I could use my mouth on you if you like, instead of my hand!" the grandfather said. "I bet you'd like to feel what a blow job feels like, eh?" As Jason began to squirm again, and before he could answer, Rob stepped into the room and loudly cleared his throat. Both Jason's and his grandfather's heads whirled toward the sound. Jason looked relieved, but also a little embarrassed to see Rob. Their grandfather softly gasped, "Oh fuck!" and looked mortified and frightened. Rob could tell he was praying he hadn't been overheard. As his eyes met Rob's, Rob saw the realization in his grandfather's eyes, that he had been caught. Suddenly, he looked grievously sick. Rob's eyes never left his grandfather, as he walked slowly and purposefully toward him. Frightened as he was by his grandson's demeanor, the man couldn't avert his eyes from Rob's either. "HOW DARE YOU!" Rob growled menacingly at his grandfather. The grandfather looked more scared than a moment earlier. He and Rob didn't know each other very well at all, and at the moment, Rob looked as if he meant to do the old man physical harm. He didn't know what to say or do, so he just stared balefully at his grandson, as Rob towered over him, glowering. "Haven't you done enough?" Rob's question came in an angry hiss. "How dare you try and and seduce Jason again like that!" As Rob's hands tightened into fists, his grandfather involuntarily leaned backward, and looked still more frightened. Slowly rob leaned in toward his grandfather. Suddenly he reached out and grasped the front of his shirt, and yanked him toward him. "If you EVER try to do ANYTHING with Jason or Joshua again, I swear to God, I'll rip your fucking face off! Do you understand me you fucking perve?" Rob growled loudly. As the old man stared in terror at his grandson, Rob sneered, "You're just lucky we haven't had you thrown in prison for what you've done!" "P-please..." his grandfather suddenly began to plead. "You have NO RIGHT to ask anything of any of us!" Rob cried. "You just listen to me, and do as I say! Because if you don't, I WILL see that you can't do it again! You stay the fuck away from my brothers- or else!" Suddenly Rob and Jason's father, who had seen Jason run into the house, and had quickly surveyed the groups in the backyard himself and realized his son and father were missing, and had followed Rob into the house, stepped into the room. At first, he'd stood around the corner in the hallway, listening to what was taking place in the living room. While he was disgusted by his father's action, he felt a sense of pride in how Rob had stepped in to protect his younger brother. He realized though that it wasn't Rob's place to deal with his father, who obviously had emotional problems, and decided to step in and take over. "Rob!" he said. "I'll handle it from here." Reluctantly, Rob let go of his grandfather's shirt. His grandfather plopped back against the back of the couch, with an even more frightened, and embarrassed look on his face. "Did your grandfather do anything to you?" Joe asked, in a concerned tone, stepping over to Jason. "No," Jason, rasped, shaking his head. "Oh, God dammit, we were just talking!" Joe's father suddenly burst out. "JUST TALKING?" Rob cried. "You were trying to get him to go up to the bathroom so you could suck his dick!" "YOU WHAT?" Joe bellowed, suddenly. "HOW DARE YOU! AND IN MY OWN HOUSE ON TOP OF IT!" As Joe continued yelling at his father, telling him he was sick and demented, and belonged in a mental institution, the back door suddenly slammed open, and people could be heard rushing in. "OH NO!" Diana, gasped, as she surveyed the group in the livingroom, where her husband was still berating his father for his unacceptable deviant behavior. "I'm OK!" Jason cried to her. His face turned pink though, when the others crowded into the doorway behind her. "JOSEPH!" Elizabeth Marx suddenly shrilled. "What have you done now?" Suddenly Rob felt a tap on his shoulder. It was his father. "I need you to take the kids away from here for a while," he said. Reaching into his pocket, he withdrew a $100 bill, and handed it to Rob. "Take them for ice cream - there's a stand a few minutes from here - Jason and Josh know where it is. We'll ... take care of this!" Rob could see the strain and other mixed emotions running through his father's mind as he looked into his father's eyes. He realized that taking the kids away from the situation was probably the best thing for them, and hoped it would alleviate some of the tension for the others. Quickly Rob nodded, and took the money from his father. "C'mon guys, let's go get some ice cream!" He said, in as pleasant a tone as he could muster. Nobody moved right away. Rob reached down for Jason to grab his hand, so he could pull him up, and said "C'mon." Still red-faced, and looking upset, Jason reached up and caught Rob's hand and allowed Rob to pull him up. Rob put a hand on Joshua's shoulder then, and gently he steered the boy, whose eyes were watery, in the direction of the door. Jessica realized there was a problem, but didn't know what it was. She figured the adults would straighten things out though, so she turned and headed back toward the door. Rob was surprised to see a somewhat haunted look on Kevin's face. Suddenly he wondered if maybe Kevin had fallen victim of their grandfather at some time as well... now wasn't the time to ask though, so gently he put a hand on Kevin's shoulder and steered him toward the door as well. "Good thing I left my car out front, so I can get out," Rob said. "C'mon guys, we might as well go out the front door." He shepherded his brothers and cousins out the front door, and to his car then, and they all got in. "So, which way to the ice cream stand?" Rob asked Jason, as he started the engine. Silently, Jason pointed straight ahead, so Rob put the car in gear in and eased away from the curb, heading down the street. * * * "What the HELL is the matter with you?" Joe screamed at his father, after the children were gone. "What'd you do to my son?" Diana cried, stepping forward. "What the hell is going on?" Mary Ann cried, looking back and forth between the others. "You didn't know?" Johnny asked, looking incredulously at her. "Know what?" Mary Ann cried. "That Dad likes little boys!" Johnny, sneered, with a look of pain in his eyes. "WHAT?" Mary Ann cried, astounded. Suddenly though, a look of horror spread over her face, as she realized that her father must've been molesting her nephews, and it suddenly dawned on her that her own children had been alone with the man on occasion. "DID YOU DO ANYTHING TO MY KIDS TOO?" she shrieked suddenly, advancing on her father then as well. "JOE!" Elizabeth shrieked, looking scandalized. "Wasn't I enough for you? I always did ANYTHING you wanted! I sucked on you, and I even took it up the ass for you!" "Oh my GOD!" Joe groaned, feeling a little disgusted over hearing his mother describe her's and his father's sexual activities. "Well," Johnny sneered. "We all know how you like giving it up the ass, now don't we dad?" Suddenly everyone stopped and looked back and forth in horror between Johnny and his father, whose eyes began to fill with tears. Joe looked at his little brother in horror, then suddenly turned on his father and bellowed "YOU PROMISED ME YOU'D LEAVE HIM ALONE IF I DID WHATEVER YOU WANTED! I LET YOU DO EVERYTHING TO ME AND YOU STILL WENT AFTER HIM??? YOU FUCKING LYING SCUMBAG!!!!" Joe's hand came up and he slammed his open palm against his father's face with a resounding smack, as everyone stared in horror at him. "HOW COULD YOU?" Joe screamed shrilly, at their father, sounding nearly psychotic himself. Johnny's eyes flooded, and he began sobbing. At first, his tears were due to the humiliation he felt over everyone finding out that he'd been used as a sex toy by his father. Then though, all the painful memories of the nightly visits his father made to his room flooded his mind again. He grimmaced through his tears as he remembered the pain he'd felt each time his father had initially plowed his long, fat dick into him without first preparing him properly, and without using lubricant. And then, even though eventually his father's urgent pounding against his prostate turned the event pleasureful for him, the bastard had ruined that for him as well. He made sure to fuck Johnny long and hard enough to cause the experience to become joyful for him. And as he spasmed with pleasure, and as an older boy, also soaked his bed with semen, his father nastily goaded him for enjoying being fucked like girls do. The bastard didn't mind fucking boys to get his own rocks off, yet he had the nerve to call him a girl when he had an orgasm as a result of the assault. It had taken Johnny years to get over that, and to be able to learn to freely enjoy it when a man made love to him in a proper way. And, now, suddenly all the old emotional pain he'd felt at the time, came rushing back into his brain. As if all that wasn't bad enough, he now had to live with the realization of what his brother had endured, in a vain effort to protect him. If only he'd told Joe what was happening to him, maybe together they could've succeeded in stopping their father from hurting them! He felt humiliated, and guilty! It was too much for him to take and he began sobbing nearly hysterically. As everyone turned and looked as Johnny bolted from the room, with Mike hot on his heels, their father, who by then had tears streaming down his cheeks as well, leapt up and dashed for the French doors, slammed them open and ran toward the road. Everyone was so surprised, nobody thought quick enough to try and catch him, and he ran off down the street. Elizabeth sank into a chair and buried her face in her hands and began weeping. Mary Ann, turned and walked dumbly from the room, and went out the front door and sat down on a bench on the front porch. Her husband followed her, and sat down next to her, wrapping an arm protectively around her. Quietly, she sat incredulously thinking about everything she'd just learned about her family, that she'd been totally unaware of, and worrying that maybe her own children had been hurt by her father as well. Back inside, Diana was shocked to hear what her husband had gone through as a boy. She was also a little upset that he'd never told her about it. Looking at him though, she realized how traumatic an experience it had been for him, and her own annoyance dissipated. She turned to him and wrapped her arms around him. As she did, he dissolved in tears as well, and wrapped his arms around her. As Diana held him in her arms, Joe cried. He cried for himself a little. For his sons. For his mother. And for his little brother. And in the end, he even cried a little for his father, which pissed him off. But, he knew now that his father's problems were bigger than he had realized, and knowing this caused some of his wrath to fade. Johnny had run out into the backyard, and to a secluded nook between some bushes, where he'd sunk down on a cast iron bench, big enough for two people, that was painted with several glossy coats of white paint. As he sat crying, with his face buried in his hands, Mike appeared and sat down next to him. He wrapped an arm around Johnny's shoulders and held him. "It's OK man," Mike said, hoping he sounded soothing, rather than angry, like he felt. "It's over now. Everything will be OK." Johnny turned into Mike, and wrapped his arms around him, and buried his face against him and fully gave into his emotions, and began sobbing uncontrollably. Mike wrapped his arms around his partner, and held him tightly, knowing that Johnny needed to get it all out. * * * The children all rode, silently, and somberly with Rob to the ice cream stand. Once there, they stood silently in line, speaking only when Rob asked what they wanted. After a few minutes, they all had their treats and were sitting around a picnic table, off to the side, quietly eating. After a minute, Kevin, who had been studying Jason and Joshua, finally looked at Jason and said in a carefully concerned tone, "So... um... did he really do ... things to you?" Jason's face flushed brightly, and he stared guiltily into his sundae. Looking up, Rob noticed Jason's reaction. As he looked at Kevin to suggest they not discuss the issue, he noticed his cousin had a strange look on his face. "Kevin, did he ever do anything to you?" Rob asked gently. Kevin immediately blushed and looked both embarrassed and guilty. "It's OK man," Rob said. "If he did, it wasn't your fault. You don't need to feel guilty or be embarrassed. We know it wasn't something you could help." Kevin looked at Rob. Although he was still red-faced, he no longer looked like he felt guilty. "Um... thanks," he said in a soft voice. "It's OK," Rob said. "So... he did things to you too huh?" Kevin looked at Rob for a moment with glassy eyes. As his face flushed brighter, he looked down into his banana split and nodded once quickly. "But he only touched me with his hands a couple times - nothing else!" Kevin said, quickly, looking up again to see Rob's reaction. "What'd he do to you?" Joshua asked, thickly, as he swallowed some ice cream. "What's everyone talking about anyway?" Jessica finally piped up, after looking around at everyone. The boys all fell silent, and quickly returned to eating their ice cream. "Well..." Rob said, wondering how to explain this to a 10 year old. He was saved when Kevin suddenly turned to his sister and asked, "Did Grandpa ever touch your privates?" Everyone stopped eating and looked at Jessica, who stared around in surprise at them. "No. Why would he?" she asked, confused. "He's never put his hand on you there?" Kevin asked, pointing down at her crotch. "NO!" she said, sounding annoyed. "That would be wrong!" Suddenly though as she looked around at her brother and cousins, her eyes grew bigger. "You mean he's touched you there?" she asked, looking specifically at her brother, who turned fire engine red again. Guiltily, Kevin nodded, and said "Yeah... a couple times when I was your age and he and Grandma took care of us. He insisted on giving me a bath, even though I could bathe myself. And when he did, he ... touched me down there, and on my butt - with his bare hands. Now, has he ever touched you that way? Even with your clothes on?" "No!" Jessica said. "Did he hurt you Kevin?" "No," Kevin said. "But he shouldn't have touched me that way. And nobody should ever touch you that way either - OK?" "I know that!" Jessica said, a little indignantly. "Mommy already tells me that all the time!" "Good!" Kevin said. Then he added, "And if anyone ever tries to do anything you tell me, or mom and dad, OK?" "OK!" Jessica said. "I mean it Jess! Don't ever try to hide something like that," Kevin said. "And if Mom and Dad, or I ask, you're always supposed to tell the truth, OK?" "OK!" Jessica said, sounding exasperated. "Good," Kevin said, smiling a little. As he looked back up and saw his cousins looking at him though, he blushed again. "So - Did he ever put his finger inside your butt?" Josh asked, in a casual tone, but looking directly at him. Kevin turned redder, and looked guilty again. When he glanced at Rob, Rob could tell that the answer was yes. "Did he do that to you?" he asked Joshua, finally, without answering. Josh nodded. "Eww! Didn't it hurt?" Jessica asked, crinkling her nose. "Not really," Joshua replied. He paused a second, then in a semi-guilty tone he added, "Actually, once he shoved it in and out a few times, it started to feel good." "It did?" Jessica cried. "Well... yeah," Josh said, as Rob glanced Jason and Kevin. The two were looking at each other - both with knowing, yet guilty looks on their faces. "But didn't he get poop all over his finger?" Jessica asked. Joshua smiled and gave a half giggle and said, "yeah sometimes." "EWWWW!!!!" Jessica cried, cringing. "That's gross!" "Well... that's what he got for putting his finger where it didn't belong!" Josh quipped. Rob nearly choked on a mouthful of ice cream as he snorted and laughed. The children all laughed as well, even Jason and Kevin. "So... what's gonna happen to him now?" Kevin asked, looking at Rob. "To who?" Jessica asked, looking at him, confused. "Grandpa," Kevin said. "What he did was wrong. Somebody needs to do something about it." "Oh," Jessica said. Everyone looked at Rob, expectantly. "I honestly don't know," Rob said. "That's up to the adults I guess." As they all looked at him, he saw various expressions on their faces. He was surprised when he saw that Joshua and Jessica looked sad. "Are you guys OK?" he asked them. "Yeah," Josh said, in an uncovincing tone. "So, what's wrong then?" Rob asked, looking back and forth between the two. "Well... Josh says Grandpa didn't hurt him, so... I just hope they don't hurt Grandpa," she said. Rob could see that the little girl still cared for her grandfather, and that Joshua seemed to be wearing a similar expression on his face. Jason looked as if he wished the subject would be changed. And, Kevin looked a little angry. Finally Rob addressed Jessica and Joshua and said, "They won't hurt your grandfather for what he did." Then he looked at Jason and Kevin and added, "But they're going to do something." Glancing around at all of them, he swallowed his own anger, and said, "I think you all realize that your grandfather loves you, even if he did bad things to you. What we have to remember is that the man obviously has an emotional problem, that he needs to get help for, so that hopefully he can get better, and we can trust him again. I think the grownups will come to this conclusion too. At least I guess I hope they do." Kevin looked at Rob, with a slightly unbelievable look on his face. Rob shrugged slightly and nodded at the younger children. Kevin's face softened a little, and he snorted disgustedly, and went back to eating his ice cream, while Jessica and Joshua both smiled and resumed eating as well. Jason looked at his half-brother with a blank expression on his face, then finally returned to his sundae as well. * * * Everyone was quiet for a while then, as they finished eating. When they were all finished, Rob looked at his watch and realized he needed to keep the kids busy for a while, to give his father and the others more time to deal with their father. Not knowing what else to do, he smiled the kids and said "who wants seconds?" "Really?" Josh cried, grinning hopefully. "OH!" Jessica cried. "I'd like some more - only a small dish. But, Mommy will be upset if we have more!" "So don't tell her," Kevin said. "But what if she asks?" Jessica said. "Don't tell her!" Kevin said again. "But - a minute ago you told me not to lie to her!" Jessica said. "And this time I'm telling you just not to tell her!" Kevin said. "Listen Jess... this is about eating an extra ice cream! It's OK to just leave it out. But if anyone ever touches you wrong, or something like that - you have to tell us! That's different - it's more important! Besides, Rob said we could have more!" "That's right," Rob said, grinning. "Well...I think I want a big red slushie this time!" Joshua said. "OH! I think I'll have one too - only I want a blue one!" Jessica said. "I could go for a milk shake I think," Kevin said. "No more solid ice cream right now. I'm getting full." "It all melts inside you!" Jason said, grinning at him. "I'll just have another sundae!" "I know, but it just seems different!" Kevin said, smiling back at him. "OK, Josh and Jess, you come help me. You two hold onto the table for us," Rob said. He and the younger children got up then and headed back to the window to order. As they got to the window, Rob saw Tyler walking away from the window, empty-handed, with a dejected look on his face. "Hey!" Rob said. "Oh Hi," Tyler said, looking depressed. "Why so glum?" Rob asked. "Oh, it's nothing," Tyler said. "I thought I had some money with me, but I just realized I have a hole in my pocket, so it must've slipped out." "OH!" Rob said, realizing the boy hadn't gotten to have any ice cream. "Well, c'mon. I'll get you something. My treat." "No!" Tyler said, looking guilty for having explained in such a way as to make Rob feel like he had to buy him something. "Um... thanks. I'm OK. Besides, I have more money at home." Rob chuckled and put a hand on Tyler's shoulder and turned him around. "There's no reason to leave if you're already here, and I'm offering to get you something!" "Well..." Tyler said, as his stomach gurgled, "OK, but tomorrow I'll come by and pay you back!" "No need to do that," Rob said, chuckling. "You can come by to play some hoop if you want, but you're not paying me back. I offered to treat you, and that's that - end of discussion, now what do you want to eat?" As Tyler looked at Rob a little surprised, he couldn't believe how nice he was being to him. Nobody else he knew would've bothered to even loan him the money for an ice cream, let alone offer to buy him one. "Jason's sure lucky to have this guy for a big brother!" he thought to himself. Smiling sheepishly, he finally said, "Well, I was gonna get a Boston shake..." "Cool!" Rob said. "They're my favorite!" "Mine too!" Tyler said, grinning. "Only I get chocolate ones, not vanilla!" "Me too!" Rob said, grinning. "With extra fudge sauce!" they both said in unison. Both of them grinned and chuckled then, as Rob wrapped an arm around Tyler's shoulder and half hugged him as he pulled him into the line with him. As he released Tyler, Tyler smiled sheepishly at Rob again, who winked at him. "Next," The man at the window called. "C'mon Rob! We're up!" Josh cried, reaching out and pulling on Rob's hand. Rob stepped forward and placed the order then. As it came out, he had Joshua and Jessica take their own and their brothers' orders to them. Then when his and Tyler's Boston Shakes arrived, he paid, and they went to join the others. As Jason saw Tyler approaching with Rob, his already blase' expression noticeably flattened a little more. "What is it with him?" he thought to himself. "Why does he keep showing up? And why does Rob like him anyway?" "Look who I found?" Rob said, grinning at Jason, as he sat down opposite him. Jason looked up at Tyler, as he sat down on the edge of the bench next to him, but didn't say anything, pretending his mouth was full, and he wasn't able to. Tyler realized that Jason wasn't pleased though, and his smile faded. As he looked down, Rob gave Jason a pointed look, indicating he should give Tyler a chance. Jason gave him an annoyed look, but grudgingly, grunted a "Hello" causing Tyler to look up surprised. "You gonna introduce Tyler to everyone?" Rob asked, again looking at Jason. Jason introduced Tyler to the group, and indicated his brother's and cousins' names and their relationship to him. They all said, Hello, and Tyler smiled and nodded to each. Afterward, there was a lull for a moment. Hoping to fit in, Tyler said, "So what's going on?" Josh snorted and said, "What isn't going on?" As Tyler looked down the table at him, Rob looked at Joshua and said "Well, since I'm here to visit, my cousins came to see me, and we decided to come over for ice cream. Otherwise, nothing's going on. What's up with you?" "Not much... nothing actually. I'm really kinda bored, that's why I came by here," Tyler said. Everyone was silent for a minute while they ate then. Finally, Kevin, who'd been studying Jason and Tyler, said, "So you guys in the same class?" "Yeah," they both responded, together. Surprised, they looked at each other, and when Tyler snickered, Jason actually smiled ever so slightly in return, causing Tyler to grin. Tyler looked over at Kevin then and said, "Jason's always trying to beat me at things in gym class, but I always slaughter him! I don't know why he can't just admit I'm superior to him!" Jason's face contorted into a scowl. As Kevin chuckled, Tyler noticed Jason's expression, and realized his teasing wasn't being met in a jovial way. Quickly he looked at the others and said, "I'm just teasin'. Jase is a good guy!" Josh chuckled then and said, "yeah, but he can't beat anybody at any sports!" Jason suddenly looked embarrassed, and Tyler did too. He wished he'd never opened his mouth. Rob leveled Josh with a look, and said, "You just wait'll he's practiced shooting hoops a little more little man - he's gonna slap your butt!" Everyone laughed. Josh laughed loudest though, and said, "I won't hold my breath!" Even Tyler, who was trying not to laugh at anything offensive to Jason, couldn't stop himself from snickering as well. Jason glared at Joshua, then continued steadily eating. "You got a funny brother man," Tyler said, grinning and jabbing Jason in the ribs with his elbow. As he jostled around, his thigh pressed up against Jason's. It felt firm and warm, and almost immediately, Jason felt his penis stir. He was surprised, when Tyler didn't pull his leg away, but just sat there, with it pressed up against him, grinning at him, and looking back and forth between him and Joshua. After a couple seconds, Tyler became aware that he was sitting with his thigh pressed up against Jason's. Suddenly, his expression sobered, and he looked curiously at Jason. Jason looked back, equally as curious. As the two sat there, looking at one another, unbeknownst to each other, both were getting hard, due to their contact. Still Tyler didn't back away right away. It was as if he had zoned out, and wasn't aware of what was happening, although he was aware that his cock was expanding because of the warm pressure on his thigh from Jason's. After a moment, Tyler recovered, and blushing a little, pulled a little to the side. Through a half-smile, he looked at Jason and said, "Sorry man, didn't mean to crowd you." "It's OK," Jason said, blushing a little too, as they continued looking seriously at each other. Rob smiled as he saw the serious, yet non-threatening looks pass between the two. He hoped this was a signal that the two might become a little more friendly. For some reason, he envisioned the two being best friends... or more - if what Jason said about Tyler's orientation was correct. After a little more small talk, everyone had finished eating, and it was time to go. Tyler's bicycle was leaning on a rack right near where Rob's car was parked, so he walked with them toward their car. When they reached the bicycle rack, Tyler and Jason oddly were walking together, a little ahead of the other. Tyler turned and looked at Jason and said seriously to him, "You're really lucky to have Rob for a big brother - I wish mine was like him." A grin swept over Jason's face. For a moment, he felt superior to Tyler, and he smiled in a gloating way. Suddenly though he saw a look of pain in Tyler's eyes, amidst a sad expression that covered his face. In that flash, he felt sorry for Tyler, and his smile faded. Looking seriously at Tyler, Jason said softly, "I'm sorry your brother isn't like Rob... you're right, I'm pretty lucky I guess." Tyler looked surprised that Jason was being nice to him. A moment later though he broke into a grateful smile and looked warmly at Jason, and said softly in return, "Thanks." For the first time then, Jason smiled genuinely back at him. Rob had been watching the two boys carefully, and overheard what they'd said. As the others got into his car, he stepped over to them and caught them both by the shoulders. He grinned and looked first at Jason and nodded, then he smiled at Tyler. "That was nice what you two just said to each other," he said. "And I'm not talking about the compliments about me - although they were pretty nice too. I'm talking about the nice things you said to each other! I really think you guys could become good friends, if you both give it a chance! Tyler, drop by tomorrow if you can - maybe we'll all shoot some hoop!" Tyler looked uncertainly at Jason, who reluctantly smiled and nodded. Then, he grinned and said he'd try. They said good-bye to each other then, and Rob and Jason climbed into Rob's car, and Tyler got on his bike, and waving at each other, they all left the ice cream stand. * * * As Rob drove them all home from the ice cream stand, they drove past a familiar looking man who was trudging along the side of the road, with his head down. "That was Grandpa!" Josh cried, as they went by him. "That's what I thought," Rob said, looking in the rearview mirror at the man. "Where the heck is he going though?" Rob added, as he saw him turn down a dirt road, that he knew led to the river. The children all turned around to look and see where their grandfather was going. "The only thing down there is an old, closed bridge!" Jason said. Sounding a little worried, he added, "it's closed because it's unsafe, and there's nothing else down there." As a sinking feeling settled into his stomach, Rob slowed the car down and said, "Maybe we better go find out what he's up to." Nobody looked happy about the prospect, as Rob spun the car around in a 'U'-turn in the middle of the road, and headed quickly back toward the side road that their grandfather had disappeared down, but nobody said anything or tried to stop him either. Quickly, Rob drove back to the side road and turned down it. Up ahead, they could see their grandfather, still trudging along, his head hanging in front of him. As Rob pulled up and drove alongside the old man, he turned and hollered out the window at him, "So, where you headed?" At first the man didn't look up. Just as Rob was going to say something else, he looked up, and yelled "Get Away from me!" He started to run down the road then, toward the river, and the rickety old bridge that still spanned it. In the instant Rob had seen his face, he could see that he was very distraught. "Shit!" he whispered under his breath as he sped up to catch up to their grandfather. His brothers and cousins remained silent, but all looked worried, when Rob glanced at them in the rear view. "You can't run away from this," Rob said firmly, as he caught up to their grandfather, and kept pace with him. The man stopped running and Rob hit the brakes. The two stared at each other a moment. Then, as tears began to trickle from the old man's eyes, as his younger grandchildren stared at him wide-eyed, he cried, " "What do you care? You all hate me for what I did, just as much as your parents do! I'm just a disgusting scumbag, who doesn't deserve to exist! Just leave me alone! It'll all be over with soon enough, and then you can all stop worrying about what I might do next!" "What's that supposed to mean?" Rob asked, realizing that his worst fear was probably coming true. It sounded like the old man was contemplating suicide. In the backseat, Joshua and Jessica both looked to be on the verge of tears. All four of the kids look scared. "JUST GO AWAY!" their grandfather yelled. Suddenly he turned into the woods along the road. "Damnit!" Rob gasped. Quickly he set the brake and turned the engine off, and said, "You guys sit tight!" Then, he got out of the car and jogged toward the trees, after their grandfather, who he could still see up ahead of him. He'd gone into the trees a little ways, and had turned, so he was running parallel to the road yet, in the same direction he'd been going. Being that he was older than Rob, who was also in much better shape than he was, Rob was able to quickly close the gap between the two of them. "Stop already!" Rob gasped, reaching out and grasping his grandfather's shoulder, as he caught up to him. "Aw fuck!" The old man groaned, as he came to a halt, due to his grandson's firm grip. Rob spun the man around and said, "Just what is it you're thinking of doing?" "None of your damned business!" his grandfather snarled, his face still streaked with wet traces. "So you think throwing yourself off that bridge is the answer?" Rob asked, gambling that he was correct about the old man's intentions. His grandfather looked surprised for an instant, but suddenly snarled, "What do you care? Wouldn't you just as soon be rid of me? After all - I'm just some pervert who scarred his own kids and grandkids for life, all because I can't control my sexual urges!... Heh! Like none of you ever had an uncontrollable urge! I bet you you've had some, haven't you? Were you able to control them?" Rob was slightly taken aback by the man's question, but the moment he voiced it, Rob's mind shot back to what he'd done with Jason the night before, and he realized, that he wasn't much better than his grandfather. The only difference, other than their ages, was that while Rob did have an uncontrollable urge to have sex with Jason, he wouldn't have acted on it, except for the fact that Jason had asked him for it, practically begged him for it in fact. Their grandfather on the other hand was the instigator, and worked to persuade and seduce his young grandchildren to let him have his way with them. As Rob considered this, he realized that while there was a difference in what had occurred, what the two of them had done to Jason, was basically the same thing, and in fact, he had used his mouth on the boy in addition to his hands. So, maybe he was no better than his grandfather. "Got ya thinkin' now huh?" the old man said, with a slightly surprised, but suddenly somewhat calmer look on his face. "You've got a secret of your own, just like mine, don't you boy?" "NO!" Rob said sharply, hoping he didn't look guilty, as he felt. He might have done the wrong thing with Jason, but the fact remained that he was only a few years older than Jason. They were brothers. And the boy had asked him to teach him about sex, which is what he'd done. He hadn't forced himself on Jason, like their grandfather had. As Rob's grandfather looked bitterly at him, Rob's opinion of the man softened a bit though. He knew how attracted to Jason he'd felt, so he could understand the older man's urges. However, he still felt the man had done the wrong thing. "Listen," Rob said. "I still think what you did was absolutely wrong.... but... you didn't physically ever hurt the kids, so, that's better than if you did. And, I know that to some degree, they all still care about you. So - offing yourself isn't the answer!" "OK smart boy, then what is the answer?" The man asked, looking a little surprised at Rob's attitude. "My kids all hate me! And you can't tell me that when they're older, and understand, that their kids won't hate me too! And... my own wife can't stand to look at me! So - you tell me boy - what's the answer?" Looking a little daunted, Rob thought a moment, then said, "Well, jumping off a bridge isn't the answer, so you better come home with us... and maybe, if you agree to get help, things'll work out." "Help? What kind of help are you talking about? A shrink?" he asked, sneering a little. "Yes," Rob said. "You need to get psychological help - so you learn how to control your urges! Then, if you can learn to control them, everyone will feel better about you." "Heh," The man said, as tears welled in his eyes. "Even if that was possible, I might be able to get away with that with the grandkids, but..." He started to snuffle then, and tears started streaming from his eyes. "There's no way - " he added, his voice breaking. "Th-that I-I can ever fix what I did to my own boys!" As Rob stared somewhat horrifically at him, the old man sank to his knees, and dissolved into a quivering mass of tears. "Christ!" Rob thought as he comprehended what the man had just said. "What the Hell did he do to my father, and to Uncle Johnny?" For a minute, Rob stood silently, unmoving, looking down at his grandfather, who was sobbing uncontrollably. On one hand, he could easily hate the man for all the pain and anguish he'd caused. On the other though, as he remembered what he'd said about uncontrollable urges, and what he'd allowed himself to do with Jason, he felt a shred of understanding, and as a result, he also pitied the man. Finally, when his grandfather stopped crying, Rob stooped and hooked his armpit and said, "C'mon... your sons are good men. I think if you prove to them that you're trying, they'll change their minds, at least enough so things can get back to normal, as much as possible. Let me take you home with us, and I'll talk to them." Rob's grandfather looked up at him with a shocked expression on his face. "You'd do that for me?" he asked finally. "Yeah," Rob said, feeling only half-hearted about the offer, but never-the-less, determined to try and fix things. Besides, he couldn't just let the guy kill himself! Seeming even more surprised, the man let Rob haul him up onto his feet. "You're sure you want to do this?" he asked, in disbelief. "Yeah," Rob said. "C'mon." With that he grabbed his grandfather's elbow, and tugged on it, as he started to step forward. Not knowing what else to do, the man followed him. When they emerged from the trees, back on the road, the kids were all staring at them, wide-eyed yet. They all continued staring in surprise, when Rob said, "Jase - get in back. Grandpa's coming home with us." Quickly, but quietly, Jason got out of the front seat and moved into the back seat, as Kevin whispered, "Jess, climb on my lap, so we all fit." Jessica got on her brother's lap then, and Joshua moved into the middle of the seat, making room for Jason. Rob and his grandfather got into the front seat then, and Rob started the car. It was a silent ride back to the house. * * * As soon as they got back to the house, the kids all ran inside and told the still subdued adults that they had stopped and picked up their grandfather along the road. The adults were all surprised to hear this, until Jason told them where they'd found him. Upon hearing that he had been heading toward the old bridge, Elizabeth immediately dissolved into tears. The others, all looked at each other, with expressions of surprise, confusion, or despair on their faces. Out at the car, Rob was having trouble getting his grandfather to get out and come into the house with him. It wasn't until after Jason and Kevin had looked out the window, and Rob had motioned for them to come help him, and they'd grudgingly gone out to the car, that their grandfather finally climbed out of the car, and allowed them to lead him inside. When they walked in the door, Rob asked the boys where the adults were. Jason motioned toward the kitchen. "Sit down and wait here, I'm going to talk to them," Rob said. Then, looking at Jason and Kevin, he quickly added "And you guys don't let him leave!" Then, he turned and looked at Joshua and Jessica, who were hovering and watching, and said, "Why don't you two go up to Josh's room, and play some video games." Without comment, the two turned and walked swiftly to the stairs and disappeared up to Joshua's room. Rob turned and went to the kitchen then. "Where's Joe?" Elizabeth asked him right away. "In the living room with Jason and Kevin," Rob replied. Immediately, she jumped up and rushed out the door. "You found him on his way to the old bridge?" Rob's father asked then. "Yeah," Rob said, looking cautiously around at his elders. "Um... I think he was going to.... well... I think you know." Looking a little more miserable, his father nodded quickly. Nobody stated the obvious. "Thank you for bringing him back Rob," Mary Ann said, in a strained voice, as tears welled in her eyes. Rob nodded in reply. "I'm surprised you bothered," Johnny said, sounding a little angry yet. It was obvious from his bloodshot eyes, and the way he sniffled that he'd been crying. Mike placed a hand on his shoulder and gave it a squeeze, as Rob averted his eyes from his uncle's gaze. He felt bad for Johnny. Apparently what he'd endured at his father's hands had been worse than anyone realized. "You did the right thing," Joe said, in a strained voice. Nobody spoke for a minute then. Finally, Rob sighed and said, "Listen, I know what he did was awful. But... he's your father, and not everything about him is bad." Rob felt a stab of pain as Johnny shot him a surprised scowl of betrayal. Seeing the pain in his uncle's eyes though, he immediately forgave him. He probably would've felt the same way. "I'm sorry Uncle Johnny," Rob said, feeling his eyes starting to sting. "I can tell he really hurt you." Everyone looked at Johnny for a moment, whose expression softened then. As tears welled in his eyes again, he nodded apologetically at Rob, who surprised everyone by stepping over to his uncle and put his hand on his head. "It's gonna be OK Uncle John," he said softly. "I have a plan." Johnny smiled miserably as he looked up at him. When Rob turned to face the entire group again, everyone was looking curiously at him. His grandmother, who had just re-entered the room said, "What kind of plan?" Rob stepped over to her and said, "Come on back in Grandma, and sit down." His grandmother looked gratefully at him, and let him lead her to a chair, where she sat down. "What's this all about Rob?" Joe asked. "Well," Rob said, looking around at everyone. "Like I said, I know he's done some awful things, but - " he paused to look directly at his uncle, whose lower jaw was trembling, and who was rubbing his eyes, and continued, "I really believe he does care for everyone - for all of you." Johnny made a disgusted sound, and Joe's face showed he didn't think Rob was right either. Elizabeth, looked hopefully up at Rob though, while the others' expressions remained unchanged. Rob took a deep breath and continued. "We had a talk, just me and him, and I really do believe he cares for you all," Rob repeated. "He also knows that what he did was wrong, and he seems genuinely upset with himself for what he's done, and for the pain he's caused. He also admitted to me that he has a problem, an obsession he can't control. I don't think he was going to that bridge to end his own misery. I think he was going there to end your misery - to remove himself from your lives, so that you wouldn't have to be scared about what he might do in the future, and also so that if he was gone, maybe you could start to heal." Tears began streaming down Elizabeth's cheeks, as she began openly weeping. Mary Ann broke down crying as well. "So what's your plan?" Joe asked, sounding a little testy. Feeling a little nervous, Rob said, "I think we should try to get him to get some psychological help!" From his chair, Johnny snorted in disgust. Joe looked at Rob, with a look on his face that told Rob, he didn't think much of the idea. Elizabeth rose from her chair though and stepped over to Rob. "Do you think he'd go along with that?" she asked, hopefully. "Yeah," Rob said. "I'm pretty sure he will... afterall, it beats the alternative he was thinking about." Elizabeth smiled slightly, and said, "I'm going to talk to him." "Mom!" Joe said in a tone that told Rob he thought his mother was doing something fruitless. "Joe!" Diana said softly. "I don't see as we have a choice but to try that. Thank you Rob," Mary Ann said. Then, sounding nervous she asked, "Where're Kevin and Jessica?" "Kevin's with Jason and Grandpa," Rob said. "They're all keeping an eye on each other. Jess and Josh are gaming upstairs." "Thank you Rob. If you'll all excuse me, I think I'd like to talk with my children," Mary Ann said. "Ed?" Mary Ann's husband's head jerked up. He'd apparently been deep in thought, only half listening. "Yes," he said. "I- I agree with Mary Ann, and I think I'd like to talk with the children too." He got up and the two left the room. Only Joe & Diana, and Johnny & Mike were left in the living room with Rob then. Rob wasn't sure if, or how to proceed, with talking with them. After a moment, he looked at his father and uncle and said quietly, "It's obvious you don't think my idea will work." Joe looked at him, and his expression softened a little. "Rob, I think it's wonderful of you to come up with this idea. You're quite the young man - more of a man than most boys your age, and I'm very proud of you," Joe said, smiling wryly. "It's just... well... no. I don't really think this will work. The reason I don't is that I know more about what's been going on than you do, and I think the information I have indicates that this problem is too big to be fixed with some visits to a psychologist." Johnny sniffled, and just looked at them with pained eyes. "MOM?" Josh called from the doorway. Everyone turned to look in his direction. "Can I see you please?" Josh asked, looking at his mother. Diana sighed, and said, "I'll be right there." Then she looked at her husband and said, "Actually Joe, what Rob's suggesting might be worth a try... unless you have another idea!" Joe gave her an annoyed look. Quietly she said, "I'm sorry. But, I don't have any other ideas. Now, I have to go see what Josh wants." She got up and left the room then. "Not you too?" Johnny nearly whined. Rob and Joe looked over at him. He was staring up at Mike, who had just straightened up from whispering something in his ear. Mike shrugged at Johnny and looked embarrassed when he saw Rob and Joe looking at him. Johnny looked upset though. "It wasn't you he visited each night - sometimes more than once a night!" Johnny said in an angry tone. "It wasn't you he forced to lay on your bed, while he rode you like a cowboy on a bucking bronco. And you didn't end up with an ass full of cum that leaked out your stretched out hole and messed your underwear up later." As Rob stared at his uncle in horror, Johnny sniffled, and his jaw began wobbling. At the same time Joe's eyes filled with tears. "I'm sorry John," Joe said, stepping over and kneeling next to his brother. "I tried to get him to leave you alone! I truly believed he was, and that he was just coming for me! If - " "It's OK," Johnny whined. "You didn't know. And actually, the nights he only did me once, were probably because he was doing you the other time - so really - you did help. He didn't come for me as much, because you were trying to help." Rob realized he must've been looking at his father and uncle with a stupified expression on his face, because when his father looked up at him, a look of profound shame spread over his face. Everyone was quiet then, each lost in thought. After thinking for a minute, Rob stepped over to the others and squatted down between his father, who moved over a little to make room for him, and his uncle. He put an arm around each of them and said, "I wondered if maybe he did things to you too. I had no idea how bad it was for you though. I'm really sorry.... um... now that I know this though, I have another idea... one that might help you guys too." He paused for a moment, during which they all looked at him. A little nervously, Rob said then, "Maybe you guys should talk to a therapist as well. Maybe it would help you to get over the pain and anger you're feeling about what happened." Joe sighed heavily, as Johnny squeezed his eyes shut tightly, and bowed his head to his arm for a moment. "I know you mean well Rob," Joe began. "But -" "I think he's right," Mike interrupted. "I think you both have been hurt so much, that maybe you could use a little help too." "Mi-" Joe began. "I agree," Diana chimed in. She'd just returned to the kitchen. Everyone looked at her, as she walked up to them. "Rob," she said. "I can't thank you enough for everything you've done for us - for all of us. I think you have some good ideas about how we can try to handle this. Now, I don't mean to sound rude, and I'm not trying to exclude you from anything, but maybe you want to take a little break for a few minutes. I'd like to talk with your Dad, and I think Mike wants to talk with your uncle too. Besides, your grandmother's with your grandfather, and the boys are getting a little antsy. Of course maybe it was because Mary Ann and I were questioning them so much, and they didn't want to talk - at least not in front of each other. Anyway - I thought maybe you could go hang out with them, and we'll finish up in here." "Oh," Rob said, uncertain of whether to feel 'dismissed', or grateful for being 'saved'. Sensing Rob's confusion, Diana, wrapped an arm around him and hugged him. As she did, she whispered in his ear, "I don't think your dad will talk as openly in front of you about this, as he will with me!" "Oh," Rob said, again, feeling less 'dismissed'. "OK, I'll go find the guys." He turned and left then. * * * Not long afterward, as Rob supervised an intense game of croquet in the backyard, the backdoor opened, and Joe stepped out. When Rob looked up, he motioned him over. When Rob reached his father, Joe immediately wrapped both arms around him and hugged him tightly, burying his face against the side of Rob's neck. "Thank you Rob," he said in an odd voice. "We're going to follow through with your idea." Smiling, Rob hugged his father in return, and asked softly, "Are you OK?" "Yeah," His father said, giving him a slightly harder squeeze. "How about Uncle Johnny?" Rob asked, as they separated. Joe hesitated for a moment, but then said, "He'll be OK too." To some degree, Rob was a little surprised that Johnny seemed to be taking it harder than his father was. After all, Johnny was gay, and a "bottom", so Rob would've thought he'd have enjoyed what his father did to him. On the other hand, Joe was straight, and Rob would've thought he'd have been more traumatized to have taken it up the ass. And his sons had been abused as well. "What's wrong?" Joe asked, sensing that Rob was having trouble making sense of something. "Well..." Rob said, looking at his father. "Don't take this the wrong way, but... I mean - you're straight, and Johnny's gay, but - he's more upset about being raped by your father than you are. How can that be?" Joe studied Rob for a moment, then looked off across the yard, and finally, he looked back at Rob and said, "Well. To begin with, I'm not taking it as easily as you think. I'm OK. But I'm furious at my father for what he did to my sons, and what he did to Johnny. In particular because I made a deal with him that he was to leave Johnny alone, if I let him do what he wanted with me. See... at the time I didn't know Johnny was going to be gay. Still... I might've made the same deal - even though Johnny's gay, what our father did to him hurt him deeply. In fact it nearly emotionally crippled him. I think our father did more to Johnny that Johnny's willing to let on - because Johnny was always weaker than I was.... So... Johnny has more reasons to feel traumatized like he does." Rob felt awful for his uncle and looked sadly at his father and said, "So will he get help too?" "Yeah, I think so," Joe said. Rob thought for a minute again, and Joe said, "Now what?" "Nothing," Rob said, realizing what he wanted to know might potentially upset his father more. "I know you have a question, so ask," Joe said, looking pointedly at him. "Well..." Rob said. "Look, I don't want to hurt you anymore, maybe I should just shut up at this point." "Ask!" Joe said, laying a hand firmly on Rob's shoulder. "Well," Rob said, nervously. "If you knew he did these things to you..." He couldn't ask. "What?" his father asked, a little more loudly, and squeezing him a little harder. "Well," Rob said. "How come you left him alone with your sons?" A look like he'd been suddenly and unexpectedly slapped, registered on Joe's face, and Rob knew he shouldn't have opened his mouth. "I'm sorry Dad!" he cried. "I know you'd never do anything to let them be hurt! It's - " "No I wouldn't," Joe interrupted, with an anguished look on his face. "The only times they were alone with him, were times I wasn't there to stop it. I did everything to make sure they wouldn't ever be alone with him." Rob couldn't help looking curiously at his father. Joe looked guilty, and tears began to well in his eyes. "But they did end up alone with him - a lot!" Rob couldn't stop himself from saying. Joe's face contorted and a tear trickled down his face. "I know," He cried in an anguished voice. "It happpened when I wasn't home, and Diana was home alone with the boys.... I... she - she didn't know. I - I couldn't tell her - because if I did - she'd know what he did to me. I know. I'm a weak man. I should've just told her to never leave them alone with him! But - I didn't." Joe's head dropped and he covered his face with both hands and began softly weeping. Somewhat stunned Rob stood looking at his father for a minute. After observing how upset he was though, Rob realized his father was indeed a lot more traumatized than he was letting on. In fact, Rob realized that probably he was really more upset than Johnny, but, because of his family, he was trying to hold himself together, while Johnny, who had no responsibilities, could give into his grief. Suddenly, Rob felt awful for having questioned his father that way. Tears welled in his own eyes then too. "I'm sorry Dad," He said, sniffling, as he quickly wrapped his arms around his father. "It's not your fault! And the boys are OK - really!" Joe wept for a few seconds more then pulled himself together and pulled back from Rob. "You talked to them then?" he asked, glancing out at the children, who were still playing croquet on the lawn. "Yeah. And they're OK." Rob said. Then, cautiously he added, "so... maybe you should talk to someone too, like Uncle Johnny's gonna do." Joe looked at Rob miserably for a minute, and nodded. "I think I have to talk with whoever Johnny sees anyway," he said. "So, I figured I'd end up talking about myself anyway." Rob smiled sadly at him, and said, "I hope it helps." "It will," Joe said, forcing a slight smile and setting his jaw firmly. He took a deep breath then and said, "um... I actually came to get Kevin and Jessica. They're going home now." "I'll get them," Rob said. "You go on inside. We'll all be in in a minute." "OK," Joe said. "Thanks Rob." "Sure," Rob said, smiling sadly at his father. Joe turned and went back into the house then, and Rob turned and set out for the back end of the yard to round up his brothers and cousins. As he did, he heard a car start. Glancing toward the front yard, he saw his grandfather climbing into the passenger seat of his car. Elizabeth was at the wheel. As he watched, she put the car into gear and pulled away from the curb. Both she and her husband stared silently in front of them as they drove past the end of the driveway. At the same time, Rob felt a little of the tension leave his body. "Guys!" he called. "Come on. Kevin and Jess have to leave." The kids dropped their mallets where they were, and all started walking toward Rob then. Together, they all walked quietly into the house. * * * Rob spent the rest of the afternoon and early evening, after everyone else left, playing in the yard with Jason and Joshua. The family had a quiet supper together. Nobody mentioned anything that had occurred during the day. After supper, Diana went to her room to take a long hot bath, and go to bed. Joe went down to the cellar to work on a project he had going. And, Joshua went to his room to play video games. That left Jason and Rob alone, so they too went up to Jason's room, to find something to do. They ended up laying on the bed next to each other, talking though, about everything that had occurred, and about what their grandfather had done. As they talked though, it became clear to Rob that Jason was becoming more and more upset. "Are you worried about what's going to happen to your grandfather now?" Rob asked. "No," Jason replied neither too fast, nor too slowly, and not sounding disturbed by the question or concept. As Rob studied Jason's expression, Jason suddenly said, "What? Am I supposed to be worried about him? He's an adult and he caused his own problems. I'm not worried about him!" "OK," Rob said. "So... how come you're upset?" "I'm not!" Jason replied, his face brightening in color a little. He suddenly looked guilty as well. "Yeah you are," Rob said, looking levely at him. "So talk to me." Jason looked at Rob, and his face tinged darker, and he looked guiltier. "Nothing's wrong," he said, after averting his eyes quickly from Rob's. "Yeah right," Rob said. He looked at Jason for a minute, as the boy squirmed uncomfortably under his scrutiny. As Rob watched him, he suddenly noticed that Jason's crotch looked a little plumper than normal, as if he might be becoming aroused. He remembered then what Jason had said before about having liked what his grandfather did to him, and he realized he was probably still having a problem with that. "So... you're upset because you liked what your Grandfather did to you, but you think you're not supposed to. Right?" Rob said, slowly, watching Jason carefully. Jason's eyes flashed guiltily up at Rob's face for a moment, then dropped again just as quickly, and Rob knew he was correct. Before Jason could open his mouth to refute it, Rob reached over and pulled him over to him. "It's OK if you liked what he did to you!" Rob said, hugging the boy. "Actually, I'm glad you did, because even though it was wrong for him to do what he did, if you hated it, it would've been lots worse for you." "You mean it?" Jason asked, softly, as his body relaxed a little. He didn't look up at Rob though. "Yeah," Rob said, smiling, as he nuzzled his face in Jason's hair. "What if it wasn't bad at all?" Jason asked, finally looking guiltily up at Rob. Then, swiftly he cried, "What if I really liked it, and couldn't wait for it to happen? What if I got boned just thinking about it? What if I still do?" Rob smiled ruefully, and said, "Well, since we've figured out you're gay, and he was gentle and caring when he did what he did, then - that'd be normal I guess. I mean - I guess what got him off, was doing it so you guys got off. It's like he liked to cause you guys to have orgasms. At least with you, Josh, and probably Kevin it seems to have been that way. So I'm sure you would've enjoyed it." "Really?" Jason asked, looking up at Rob with large eyes, and a surprised expression on his face. "Yeah," Rob said, smiling wanly. "And, if you liked the feelings you got from it that much, then naturally you'd get all hot and bothered whenever you thought about it, and especially if you knew you were going to get together with him, and there might be a chance he'd try to get alone with you again." Jason looked guilty again, and Rob could tell he wanted to say something. "Well you might as well say whatever it is you want to say," Rob said. "I mean, we've talked about everything else at this point." "Well..." Jason began, hesitating at first. "You remember how great I thought it was last night, when you were sucking on me?" "Yeah," Rob said, not exactly sure where his brother was headed. "Well... remember today when Grandpa and I were alone, and he asked me to go into the bathroom with him?" Jason asked. "Yeah," Rob said, trying to sound casual. "Well, when he told me he would give me a blow job if we did, I popped a huge boner before he even finished asking!" Jason said. His eyes were big, and he looked both guilty, and aroused, as he continued. "Rob... I really wanted to let him do it - cause it felt so fucking good when you did it to me last night!" "I see," Rob said. Glancing down, he saw that Jason's crotch was no longer just plump. It was bulging now - straining against the fabric of his pants actually. At the same time he noticed this, Rob felt his own penis beginning to stiffen. "Well," he continued. "It's normal to get aroused when someone offers to do something like that. Especially if it's something you really enjoyed before, like when you and I were together." "That's just it," Jason said. "It kinda grossed me out that it was Grandpa, whose mouth was gonna be on me... but... even though I didn't want to do it because of that, I couldn't stop myself from wanting to feel the hot wetness of his mouth sucking on me!" Jason looked at Rob with an anguished expression on his face. At the same time though, Rob noticed his crotch suddenly swell up, then relax an instant later, as he apparently flexed with excitement. Rob's own cock was stiff as a board by then too, except it was painfully bent at a right angle, as it pointed down over his scrotum. After a second, it was so uncomforable he had no choice but to lift his butt up and shove his hand down his pants, and adjust himself right in front of Jason. When he did, a slight smile crept over Jason's lips. "You DO get what I mean, don't you?" Jason asked, smiling suddenly. Rob felt his own face becoming flushed, as he looked at his brother uncomfortably. Jason's eyes moved immediately to Rob's crotch, and a grin spread over his face, as he noted the thick rigid lump extending about 8" down the inside of Rob's left pantleg. His own penis flexed with desire again as he gazed at Rob's arousal. As he saw Jason's smile broaden, Rob's penis flexed as well. Jason noticed, and looked up at Rob and grinned. "Guess we both feel the same way suddenly, huh?" he asked, smiling. Blushing a little darker, Rob said, "Well, I guess it's pretty apparent - yeah." Jason chuckled, then looked back down at Rob's hardon. Neither spoke for a moment, then Jason reached for Rob. Rob's breath caught as Jason's warm, firm hand closed around his long, rigid lump. Other than that, Rob didn't react for a moment, so Jason began gently kneading his engorged member. As he did, Rob closed his eyes for just a moment and expelled the air he'd been holding in his lungs. As Rob opened his eyes, he saw a look of extreme arousal on his brother's face. "I thought we agreed we weren't gonna do this anymore?" Rob said, suddenly dashing Jason's hopes. Jason looked upset then, as he stopped kneading Rob's penis. He didn't take his hand away though, opting to grasp Rob a little more firmly and possessively instead. The two looked at each other for a moment. As they did, Rob's penis flexed involuntarily in Jason's grasp, causing a slight smile to appear on Jason's lips. "C'mon Rob," Jason said, as he began kneading his brother's cock again. "You know you want it as much as I do! .... Besides, there's a few things I still want you to show me." "Oh?" Rob asked, a little surprised, but even more aroused. "Like what?" Smiling, Jason said, "Well, how 'bout a '69'?" Rob's eyebrows shot up slightly for a moment, then dropped, as he twitched with excitement due to Jason's hand work. For a couple minutes, Rob tried to resist Jason's continual near begging, but in the end, Jason wore him down, most probably due to how expertly, he massaged Rob's penis through his jeans. By the time Rob finally gave in, he was nearly ready to shoot his load in his pants! "Oh fuck!" he gasped finally. "Stop already! If we're gonna do it, let's lock the door and get naked!" Jason's grin suddenly spread from ear to ear, as in his chest, he felt his heart beginning to race with anticipation. Oddly, he couldn't swallow well, as his saliva suddenly felt thick and mucousy in his mouth too. It was the same feeling he got when he knew that he was going to be left alone with his grandfather shortly, and that within minutes of being left alone, his grandfather was going to seduce him, and soon thereafter, he'd feel the pleasure of the old man's finger stroking that spot inside his ass that gave him so much pleasure. Quickly he got up and stepped over to the door, and made sure it was locked. As he turned around to step back to the bed, he began shucking his T-shirt. "C'mon Rob!" he cried, softly. Then he lowered his voice to a barely audible hiss and added "Hurry up and get naked!" Rob couldn't help smiling at his younger half-brother's excitement. Then finally, giving into his desire to "be" with Jason as much as the boy wanted to be with him, Rob gave in, sat up, and began removing his shirt, as Jason grinned happily. Within seconds, the two were naked, and standing staring at each other, as their hardons pointed directly at each other, and twitched rhythmically up and down slightly, with each beat of their hearts. Grinning, Jason moved toward Rob and reached again for his penis. Rob's breath caught as he felt his half-brother's soft, warm hand enveloping his stiff cylinder. He breathed in again, only more heavily, and half-closed his eyes, as Jason began slowly pumping his member back and forth. "Aren't you gonna do me too?" he heard Jason whisper a few seconds later. Opening his eyes fully, he smiled as he looked down at the expectant boy, then he reached for Jason's erection. Jason's smile broadened and his nostrils opened wide as Rob began pumping his dick as well. As the two stood for a minute, enjoying each other's hand action, Rob noticed he could feel Jason's body heat, as they were so close to one another. It excited him still more. Jason too noticed, but he was more enamored with Rob's musky man-scent, and his nostrils flared with each inward breath as he sought to breathe in Rob's complete essence. Rob stopped masturbating Jason for a minute and reached lower, cupping the boy's hairless nut sack. For a minute, as he gently fondled Jason's testicles, Jason also let go of Rob's penis and felt for and fondled Rob's balls as well. Rob was surprised when as they stood holding each other's jewels, that Jason suddenly leaned in and began licking and nibbling on his left nipple. He hadn't expected Jason to take any initiative, and especially not something a subtle as that, but as Jason gently bit at the very tip of his nipple, Rob felt shockwaves of pleasure fly through his nervous system, and inside, he felt his juices beginning to churn. "Shit!" Rob gasped. "Where'd you learn to do that?" Jason stopped for a moment, looked up at Rob and gave him an "isn't it obvious" shrug, then went back to work on him. "Um... how 'bout we hit the bed?" Rob said, huskily, a moment later. Jason immediately backed off, and grinned at Rob. He didn't let go of Rob's penis though, as he began to move toward the bed. Instead the two tugged on each other as the sidestepped over to it. As Jason laid down, Rob twisted around, to lay down on his opposite side, with his head at Jason's crotch, and his crotch in front of Jason's face. Jason smiled as he breathed in deeply again, smelling Rob's spicey crotch sweat. His own penis flexed firmly in front of Rob's face, as he enjoyed the scent. Rob too caught a whiff the more delicate, less musky smell of Jason's crotch sweat. It brought back pleasant memories of his own scent from when he was Jason's age, and he too flexed, causing Jason to grin. "So, what do we do now?" Jason asked, still grasping Rob's cock, but looking down at him. Rob, who still had Jason's penis in his hand as well, grinned and said, "Just do what I do, and you'll see. Oh - and I'll warn you when I'm gonna cum, in case you don't want to drink it." "But I do want to drink it," Jason protested. Rob grinned and flexed again at the realization of how much Jason apparently liked him. "Well, I want your's too," he said, causing Jason to grin too. "Cool!" Jason replied. Grinning, Rob, turned his attention then to Jason's penis, leaning forward, and engulfing the entire length of it, all the way to the hairline. Immediately he began gently sliding up and down it. Jason heaved a low pleasureful moan, then tried to do the same to Rob, but he could only fit the top half of Rob's penis in his mouth before the head of it was bumping into his epiglottis. Then, remembering the previous evening, he again wrapped his hand around the base of Rob's cock, and began pumping on it, as he sucked up and down the top half of it. He could tell that Rob didn't mind that he couldn't take all of his cock, and enjoyed what he was doing to him just the same, from Rob's low pleasureful moans. The two boys sucked up and down each other's rods for a couple minutes then. After a while Rob began rubbing his free hand up and down the inside of Jason's thighs. Hoping this was a signal that Rob wanted to have better access to his ass, Jason spread his legs wide apart. He was rewarded a moment later when he felt Rob's hand cup his ass, and Rob's long thick middle digit sliding between his slightly sweaty buttocks, probing deeply, until he found what he was looking for - Jason's anus, which he then began gently fingering. Moaning happily, Jason then reached between Rob's already open legs, and cupped his butt as well, and drilled between his cheeks, until he too found Rob's rose bud, which he began rubbing as well, eliciting pleasureful moans from Rob too. After a minute of continuing to suck on each other's dicks, and fingering each other's assholes, Rob suddenly let Jason's penis slide out of his mouth. Suddenly, he pulled on Jason's hips, and craned his neck, so that he could easily reach Jason's ass with his mouth. Then, he pulled on Jason's thighs, pulling them forward and separating them still more, causing Jason's ass cheeks to spread fully. He took a moment to gaze at Jason's tight pink pucker, then quickly he leaned in closer and savagely began lapping and poking at it with his hot, wet tongue, causing Jason to gasp, then groan loudly with joy. As Rob licked and prodded his hole with his tongue, Jason couldn't do anything at first, other than close his eyes and moan with ecstasy. Finally though, as his wits came back to him, he realized he should be reciprocating, so he then pulled on Rob's hips as well, surprising Rob a little. He had wanted to give his little half-brother the ultimate kiss so to speak, but he really didn't think Jason would want to give him one too. Never-the-less, he felt Jason preparing to do just that, and let his legs spread and his hips move forward. A moment later, he let out a groan, as while he continued eating out Jason's boy cunt, he felt Jason's hot, wet tongue attacking his as well. The two lay wrapped in a tight, circular '69', rimming each other for a minute or so, before finally, Rob formed his tongue into a spear and pressed firmly on Jason's then relaxed muscle. Jason let out a high-pitched squeak of surprise as he suddenly felt his brother's tongue slide through his asshole, and up inside him. He groaned with joy as he felt Jason begin tongue-fucking him. Immediately, he pressed on Jason's sphincter with his tongue as well, and was surprised by how easily, he was able to insert his tongue inside Rob as well. Apparently Rob enjoyed the sensation as well, as he groaned with pleasure. The two tongue-fucked each other for a half-minute or so, until finally, Rob's tongue muscles began to cramp. He pulled off Jason then, and paused for a moment, breathing heavily. Jason pulled off him too, and looked down at him, also panting. "Wow!" was all Jason was able to gasp. "Yeah!" Rob agreed, smiling. The two just grinned at each other with wet lips for a minute, as they caught their breath. "OK, we better get back to the real thing," Rob said after a moment. "I was getting ready to shoot!" "Me too!" Jason agreed, smiling. First Rob, then Jason rolled his hips back and closed his legs a little. The, Rob leaned in again, and took Jason's penis, the tip of which was moist, in his mouth again. As Rob began sucking on Jason, he felt Jason's mouth enveloping his cock again as well. Quickly he reached with his hand for Jason's ass, and again slid his middle finger gently and easily through Jason's anus, and pressed it up inside him. For a moment he felt around the front wall of Jason's rectum, until he located the familiar slight bulge, which he began rubbing. As he did, Jason moaned happily, and reached for Rob's ass too. It took him a little longer to find Rob's prostate gland, but when he did, Rob groaned loudly, to let him know he'd succeeded. He felt Jason begin massaging it then, just as he was doing to him. The two deftly sucked and fingered each other for another minute or so, until both felt a build up of pleasure. Steadily they both increased their speed and and the pressure of their fingers, until both their bodies had tensed up. Eventually, both were in a nearly frenzied state, as they each fought to hold off their climax as long as possible. It was Rob who blew first. As Jason sucked expertly up and down on the top half of his dick, and pumped the base of it with his hand, he also flicked his finger quickly, and with just the right amount of pressure, back and forth over Rob's prostate, until Rob couldn't stand it any longer, and his body nearly convulsed, as an involuntary spasm of joy shot through him, and sent a huge, thick, hot, glob of semen rocketing into Jason's mouth, hitting him him the tonsils. Quickly, Jason swallowed, as he continued sucking, pumping and rubbing Rob. Rob's climax excited Jason just enough though, so that as Rob came a second time, Jason's climax began as well, and he groaned with pleasure, and squeezed Rob's finger with his sphincter as he too ejaculated forcefully into Rob's mouth. The two contineud working on each other then, writhing and groaning with pleasure for the next few seconds, as they were both wracked repeatedly with joyous spasms. Each time they came, they pumped still more slightly salty jism into each other's mouths, and quickly swallowed the other's, until finally, both their orgasms ebbed. Eventually, the boys' bodies relaxed, and their orgasms ended. Both continued slowly sucking up and down the length of each other's softening dicks, and gently rubbing each other's gland, until both had shuddered one last time with pleasure. Then, only after Rob had withdrawn his finger from his butt, and stopped sucking on him, did Jason stop and pull his finger from his brother's ass as well. Smiling, and breathing heavily, he rested his head then on the inside of Rob's right thigh, and watched as Rob's wet penis slowly ticked back down to its normal flacid state. After a couple minutes, Rob roused Jason, and got himself turned around, so he was lying head to head with Jason then. As he did, Jason yawned. This of course elicited a yawn from Rob as well. "Guess we might as well turn in, huh?" Rob said, smiling. "OK," Jason said. He reached over and turned out the light, as Rob pulled the covers up over them. Then, as Rob settled onto his side, facing Jason, Jason backed up against him, so they were spooned together. Smiling Rob wrapped his arm protectively around the boy, and pulled him completely into him. As he did, Jason felt Rob's genitals press against his ass, and smiled. "Thanks Rob," Jason said softly. "That was great!" "Yeah," Rob said. There was a pause for a moment, until shyly Jason said, "I love you Rob." Smiling, Rob hugged Jason a little more tightly for a second and said, "I love you too Jase!" Jason smiled then too, and nuzzled more comfortably up against Rob, as he did, he felt Rob's penis press into his ass crack. When this happened, his dick began to tingle. He smiled and his cock began to expand fully again as Jason thought about what he was going to ask Rob to teach him the next day. He couldn't wait to feel Rob's penis inside him! * * * In the morning when Rob woke up, he was lying on his stomach. Jason was plastered up against his right side, and he couldn't help smiling when he realized the boy's hardon was pressing into his hip. As he stirred, Jason woke as well. When he finally realized his penis was hard and that it was sandwiched between his pelvis and Rob's hip, he backed away and became a little embarassed. Rob chuckled and rolled over then, and pulled Jason back and pressed his body up against him, smashing his own hardon between his lower abdomen and Jason's thigh. "See?" he grinned. "We wake up the same way!" Jason relaxed and smiled then, as Rob rolled back onto his back. His smile broadened when he Looked down and saw his own, and Rob's tents under the covers. As he contemplated their lumps under the blankets, he didn't notice Rob reaching for him under the covers. A moment later he felt a jab in the ribs, and let out a squawk and a giggle, as Rob began tickling him. "Stop!" he cried rolling toward Rob to try and push his hands away. Rob just grinned and grabbed him and tickled him some more. The war was on then, and Jason rolled right on top of Rob, and tried to tickle him back. As he did, his hardon came to rest right next to Rob's. Not wanting to be overly rough with Jason, Rob stopped attacking him then. It was in the aftermath, as Jason lay full out on top of Rob, that both of them became aware of the fact their erections were lying right next to each other, and were pressing into each other. Smiling saucily, Jason pulled his hips up, and shoved them back downward in a fucking motion. He was surprised at how pleasant it felt. He'd hoped maybe it would've annoyed Rob, and gotten him back for tickling him so. Rob of course enjoyed it as well, and grinned up at him. Grinning back down at Rob, Jason again lifted his hip and plunged them back downward, only he didn't stop this time, and continued "fucking" himself against Rob, much to the delight of both of them. As the feeling became better, both their smiles faded, and their expressions became serious. Suddenly Jason remembered that he'd wanted Rob to teach him about fucking. In particular, he wanted to feel Rob sliding his long, thick tool in and out of him. Stopping, Jason looked at Rob and said, "I want you to fuck me!" "What?" Rob asked, surprised by the quick turn of events. "I want to feel you inside me," Jason said, softly, blushing slightly. Normally, Rob was a bottom for Cody, but for some inexplicable reason, his cock lurched with arousal as he contemplated plunging his greased dick deep inside Jason's rectum! He didn't know why the idea excited him so much, but it did. "Are you sure?" Rob asked, surprised, yet so horny that any concerns he might've had about taking things too far with Jason dissipated. "Uh huh," Jason said. "I wanta know what it feels like to be fucked!" Rob's dick lurched again, causing Jason to smile. "Pleaseeee!" Jason begged, hopefully. Rob's cock flexed again, and he felt his heart racing at the idea of sliding his slippery cock into Jason's hole. "OK," he said, finally, causing Jason to grin widely. "Well," Rob said, smiling, but a little uncertain, "We can try it. Let's roll you over first, and I'll get the lube out!" Jason grinned then, as Rob log-rolled the two of them over, so that Jason was on his back, and Rob was on top of him. He gasped as Rob's full weight rested on him for a moment while Rob reached over the side of the bed, and into his bag for his tube of lubricant. As Rob came back up Jason breathed a little easier. He loved the feeling of his brother's body plastered up against him, but it was a little hard to breathe when he squashed him so much. "OK," Rob said, his heart still racing and his cock throbbing, as he crawled back and downward. "Guess I better get you ready first. Just lay right there, but hold your legs up!" Smiling, Jason pulled his legs up, spreading them apart, as Rob got into position. A moment later the boy gasped with joy, as Rob began flicking the tip of his tongue over his asshole. Rob rimmed Jason thoroughly for a while, as the boy laid luxuriating because of the awesome feelings he was experiencing. After a couple minutes though, Rob formed a spear with his tongue and gently prodded Jason's pucker. Slowly and gently he worked at relaxing Jason's sphincter, until suddenly, it gave way, and his tongue slid through it. Jason's gasp was louder this time. Rob worked at tongue-fucking Jason for about a minute then, as Jason just laid there, groaning happily. After a couple minutes, Rob pulled back. He reached for the lube and squirted some onto his fingers, then rubbed it on and into Jason's hole. Slowly then, Rob slid first one, then the other of his greasy fingers inside Jason's hole, and began fucking him with them, causing Jason to groan with passion. Smiling, Rob slid his fingers in and out of Jason for a while, until, when he pulled them out of him, the boy's anus remained open a bit. "OK," he said. "I think we're ready for the real thing! You're sure about this?" "Uh huh," Jason gasped. Smiling, Rob quickly greased up his hardon, with lube, and moved into place. Jason smiled up at him, as he pressed the glans of his dick against his opening. He gasped slightly and his eyes grew a little bigger though when Rob applied some pressure, and he felt his thick cylinder entering him. "Fuck!" the boy gasped as Rob started sliding slowly into him. "You OK?" Rob asked, stopping with just the head of his cock inside Jason. "Uh huh," Jason gasped. "Keep going." Smiling, Rob, resumed pushing slowly forward. He could see in his brother's eyes that he was surprised by the feelings he was experiencing, but he didn't see any pain registering in them, so he continued. It felt great to him too, as his cock slid into Jason's super-snug, warm hole. After a moment, Rob was fully inserted in Jason's tight rectum. He stopped for a moment, so that Jason would get used to his dick, and to enjoy the feeling of being fully inside him as well. After a minute, Rob said, "I'm gonna start now - OK?" "Uh huh," Jason responded. Slowly then Rob began to pull back out of Jason. When he was almost all the way out, he slid back into the boy, causing him to moan with pleasure, and he grunted as Rob settled completely within him again. Slowly, Rob slid out of, and then back into Jason again, and again Jason groaned happily. Rob continued slowly fucking Jason then, carefully long-dicking him, as the boy marveled at the feeling of something so large and hard sliding in and out of his body. As Rob fucked Jason, both boys began to feel more and more excited. Naturally, Rob's cock pressed back and forth over Jason's prostate gland, giving Jason a feeling similar to that as when he masturbated, only without touching himself. And Rob of course felt the pleasure of sliding his slick cock in and out of a tight warm body cavity. Slowly, as they both became more and more excited, Rob sped up his hip action, until eventually, he was fucking Jason deeply, at a moderate rate of speed, and both of them were gasping, grunting, and moaning with pleasure. As Rob began to feel his orgasm building, he sped up some more. As he did, Jason began to squirm a little, and his breathing came more in gasps. Rob felt his sphincter tightening and relaxing more often and harder. He could tell that Jason's orgasm was building as well. Within another minute, both boys were thrashing and Jason was whimpering as he fought to hold off his orgasm. Rob sensed this, and it excited him still more. Suddenly, Jason's face contorted slightly, and his nostrils flared as he gasped. At the same time his sphincter clamped tightly around Rob's cock, which was still able to slide in and out of him though. Then as Rob felt Jason's body relax slightly, the boy groaned, and Rob felt a warm glob of wetness slap against his belly. As close to cumming as he was himself, Rob couldn't help grinning at the knowledge that his little half-brother was having his orgasm! He started pumping in and out of Jason's hole just a little faster then, and concentrated on the buildup of his own internal pressure. Jason grunted, and gasped and his ring muscle clenched Rob's shaft a few more times, each time being followed by a pleasureful moan, and more stickiness coating Rob's belly. Then, as Jason's orgasm was starting to slow down, Rob's hit. He had been fighting to hold back as long as he could, but suddenly the internal pressure was too much for him, and he drew in his breath sharply through his teeth and tensed for a second, then groaned as he released a flood of jism deep inside his brother's bowels. Quickly Rob resumed fucking Jason, as he felt the nearly instantaneous second spasm of joy wash through him, and again he pumped Jason's ass full of his juice. As Rob resumed fucking Jason again, the boy's hole felt sloshy from all the semen he'd already deposited there. Jason suddenly tensed and shuddered slightly, again squeezing Rob's cock slightly, as he experienced one last spasm of joy. At the same time, Rob groaned and blew more cum into him. Rob continued fucking Jason for another half minute or so, finishing up, as Jason lay under him, starting to recover from his own orgasm. When Rob was finished, he gasped and sank down on top of Jason, shoving his cock fully up inside Jason's rectum, and squishing all of Jason's jism between their bellies. "Damn that was nice!" Rob gasped. "Sure was!" Jason murmured, smiling, and wrapping his arms around Rob's slightly sweaty back, and hugging him. Rob laid his forearms on either side of Jason's body and squeezed the boy in response. Then the two lay pasted together by sweat and Jason's cum, their chests heaving for breath. Neither spoke, as they both returned to normal, their heart rates and breathing slowing, and their dicks shrinking. "Ewww!" Jason complained as Rob finally pushed up off him. Rob snickered as he looked at the mess the torsos were, and they both grinned. "Use your underwear from yesterday and clean yourself up," Rob suggested, reaching down onto the floor for his own. After both boys had cleaned up, they lay back down on the bed, that was still a bit damp with Jason's sweat, and looked at each other. "So what'd you think?" Rob asked Jason, smiling at him. For a moment Jason grinned back at him, but then Rob noticed he was starting to look sad. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Well..." Jason said, looking sadly at him. "This weekend has been so great! But.... it's almost over and you'll be going home - and that's gonna suck! I'm having so much fun with you, but you'll be gone now. And even worse - I won't have you to have sex with!" Rob smiled in a commiserating way and said, "It is gonna suck not getting to spend time with you. But I'll be back on and off!" "I know," Jason said, "But I can't wait that long for sex you know!" Rob chuckled and said, "I guess not! So it's a good thing you've got your hands!" Jason made a face at Rob and said, "That's not the same and you know it! Besides... now that I've had you inside me - and I liked it so much... well... what do I do about that when you're not here?" Rob smiled sadly again. Then, suddenly he remembered his dildo, which he'd packed and brought with him. Grinning, he reached over the side of the bed and pulled it from his bag. "How 'bout you try this?" he asked, turning it on so it vibrated, and poking Jason in the belly with it. "Holy shit!" Jason cried, staring incredulously at Rob's dildo. "You have one of those? I thought only women used them!" Rob chuckled and reached for Jason's balls and touched it to them. "WHOA!" Jason cried, as he felt his whole crotch start to tingle. "Guys can use them too!" Rob said. "And in more ways than one!" He rubbed it over Jason's cock, which quickly began to expand again. "Lift your legs and I'll show you!" Rob said. Smiling, Jason pulled his legs up again, and Rob positioned himself so he could easily slide the dildo into Jason's ass. "Oh wow!" Jason cried, as Rob touched the vibrator to his anus. Jason's sphincter was still loose and greasy from their recent encounter, so when Rob pushed gently against it with the tip of the vibrating dildo, Jason opened easily, and the vibrator slid right in. "Oh fuck!" Jason cried, his mouth remaining open, and his eyes large with joyous astonishment as Rob adjusted his positioning, so the tip of the vibrator touched his prostate. As Rob began moving it back and forth slightly, Jason's cock quickly stiffened again. Rob grinned at his reaction. "Please don't stop!" Jason begged, his nostrils flaring again, obviously highly aroused by the vibrating sensation. Smiling, Rob began working the tip of the tool a little more firmly back and forth over the spot that was giving Jason so much pleasure. Instantly Jason's body became tenser and his cock, which he reached for, stiffened fully and began to throb. Quickly Jason began to masturbate, as Rob fucked him with the vibrating dildo. A moment later his left hand reached down and he cupped his balls and began urgently massaging them as well, as Rob marveled over how quickly, and how profoundly Jason had become aroused. Within less than a minute, Jason was panting, and squirming as he frantically abused his cock and balls. Rob couldn't believe the speed with which, and how intensely, the boy's orgasm seemed to be approaching. Seconds later, Rob's eyes shot open in surprise as Jason tensed, cried out sharply in a high-pitched gasp, and blasted a huge glob of semen a couple feet straight up into the air! It landed a second later in a big blob on his chest, as grunting and panting, he continued swiftly pumping his cock and kneading his balls. As Rob gawked at him a little awestruck, he remembered to continue fucking Jason with the dildo though. Jason gasped, grunted, and shot 4 or 5 more globs of semen, before his orgasm finally began to recede. "Get it out of me!" he gasped urgently suddenly, as if he couldn't stand the intensity of his orgasm anymore. Smiling slightly, Rob gave Jason's gland a final prod with the dildo, which caused him to groan loudly, then he slid it out of him. "Jesus Christ!" Jason groaned a moment later, as his body relaxed, and he slowed his hand action down. "Guess you really liked that huh?" Rob asked, as he wiped the dildo clean with a tissue, still a little surprised by Jason's reaction. "I never felt anything like it!" Jason gasped, staring up at Rob with big eyes. "That thing's fucking awesome! I want one!" Grinning, Rob thought for a moment wondering if he dared get one for Jason at the adult store near home, and mail it to him. Suddenly his grin expanded and he said, "You can have this one! I'll get myself another!" "Really?" Jason asked, incredulously. "Sure," Rob said, grinning. "But... maybe you need a lesson on how to use it ... um... and since you just got off... well... how 'bout you try it on me, like I just did for you?" Jason grinned saucily and said, "You're on!" Rob grinned too. After witnessing Jason's reaction to the dildo, he was stiff as a board himself again too! Quickly, he rolled onto his back next to Jason, who was still breathing heavily. After a minute, during which Rob gently massaged his hardon, Jason rolled over and got up. Grinning he said, "OK, pull your legs up!" Grinning back at him, Rob pulled his legs up. "Just remember, I haven't had anything up there yet this morning - so go slower than I did with you!" he warned, as Jason lubricated the dildo. "I'll be careful," the boy said smiling. Then he turned the tool on, and pointed it at Rob's ass. "MMMMmmmm," Rob moaned happily, as Jason touched the tip of the vibrating dildo to his pucker. Jason smiled, and began gently massaging Rob's hole with the toy. Rob smiled, closed his eyes, and relaxed. Jason rubbed his brother's anus gently for about a minute, then slowly began applying light pressure to it. It only took a few seconds for Rob to realize he was trying to penetrate him, then he pushed gently with his anal muscles, and suddenly, he moaned happily as the tip of the toy pushed through his sphincter. Slowly, Jason pressed forward, sliding the vibrating cylinder deeper and deeper inside Rob, who squirmed and moaned happily. Recalling that the spot that it felt best in on himself, was near the front of his body - beneath the pubic bone, Jason tilted the vibrator, so that the tip of it would be in that same region in Rob's body. His guess paid off, as the tip of the vibrator rubbed Rob's prostate, sending a shiver of joy through him, and causing him to groan with pleasure. Jason noted the increase in enjoyment Rob was experiencing and began moving the dildo slowly back and forth, and in and out of Rob, so that the tip of it rubbed over that area. Within seconds, Rob experienced what he realized Jason must've felt. An incredible rush of joy, as the tip of the vibrating toy deftly massaged his prostate gland, causing electrical blasts of pleasure to ricochet through his entire body, mainly located of course in his groin. As Jason had done, Rob reached for his penis. Before doing so though he grabbed the tube of lube and squirted some into the palm of his hand. As he did this, Jason wished he to had thought to lube up earlier when he'd been in Rob's position. "Next time!" he thought, smiling to himself, as he slightly sped up the internal anal rub he was giving Rob. As Rob began to masturbate with his hand full of lubricant, he reached for his balls as well and began kneading them. Smiling, Jason matched his fucking motion to the speed of Rob's hand. Within seconds, Rob moaned happily, as he already felt his orgasm forming. Jason continued fucking Rob then for a half minute or so, while Rob jacked off and fondled his testicles. All the while Rob's level of pleasure increased steadily, until he was twitching and fighting to hold back his climax! A few seconds later though, grimmacing, Rob lost his battle. He suddenly sped up, and his body became rigid. Jason sped up his use of the vibrator on Rob's prostate as well. A moment later, Rob gasped loudly, and blew a huge rope of semen out his cock. It flew through the air, and landed in a thick string that started just to the right of his right eye, and streaked almost to his nipple. Jason was shocked by the amount of cum Rob had shot in one spurt. Never-the-less, he continued shoving the dildo in and out of his brother's ass, as Rob's orgasm continued. Over the next few seconds, Rob gasped and moaned, as he spasmed joyously a few more times, streaking and splattering his torso with jism. Finally, he understood the feeling Jason had felt when he was finished, but the dildo kept going. "Enough. Pull it out!" he gasped. Smiling, Jason withdrew the vibrator from his brother's hole and reached for some tissues to wipe it clean with, as Rob stopped masturbating, but continued gently pulling on his penis to drag the final bit of semen from his urethra. A moment later, his pelvic muscles tensed and relaxed one more time, and when he pulled on his cock, a bit more cum oozed from his piss slit. "Good huh?" Jason asked, smiling. "Damn fine!" Rob replied, smiling back at him, causing Jason to giggle. "So... are you hungry yet?" Jason asked, when he stopped giggling. "Yeah, I guess," Rob said. "Let's get cleaned up and picked up, then shower and get dressed and go down and get something to eat." "Cool!" Jason said, grinning. They did just that then, taking time to make sure all evidence of their sex was picked up. Rob also showed Jason how to work the vibrator, and where the batteries went, then told him to hide it well. Smiling, Jason slid some books off a bookshelf and put it on the back of the shelf, then slid the books back in front of it. "Good spot!" Rob said. "Should be safe there!" Jason grinned. The two finished cleaning up, showered, and dressed then, then headed downstairs for breakfast. * * * "Oh Fuck!" Tyler gasped, as he felt his orgasm getting closer. He was lying on his back on his bed with his hips and legs sticking up in the air, and his ankles slung over Cory's shoulders. Cory was kneeling bent slightly over him, plowing his long, thick, well-lubricated hardon in and out of Tyler's asshole. Looking up at Cory's face, Tyler could see that Cory was getting close to cumming as well. His face was contorted as he tried to stave off his impending climax as long as possible, to make it better. And, he wore a slight sheen of sweat, due to how hard and fast he'd been fucking Tyler for the last minute and a half. His nostrils were flaring open and closed as he breathed quickly and heavily as well. Tyler hoped as he looked up at Cory, while Cory continued to slam his hips back and forth, driving his rigid rod in and out of him, rubbing it almost violently over Tyler's prostate, that Cory would be able to hold off until he too was ready to cum. As he watched Cory though, he could see that he was much closer to cumming already, than he was. Realizing this merely caused the approach of Tyler's orgasm to seem to slow down. Tyler tried desperately to concentrate on anything that would possibly make him instantly hornier than he felt. He tried to think back on how nice it had felt earlier that day, when he'd laid by himself on his bed, gently masturbating with a handful of lube, while he slowly and sensually made love to himself with an equally as generously lubed, long, thick, rigid plastic cylinder that had come from a childhood toy of his, that he often used as a dildo. Tyler much preferred slow gentle sex to the hard poundings Cory usually administered. Never-the-less, he did prefer Cory's cock to his old toy. Mostly though, because his toy, although longer than Cory's cock, was thinner, and he liked the feeling of having something thicker, as well as long, stuffed up inside him. It always gave him great pleasure when Cory first slid his cock inside him, because he usually went slowly for a few strokes, while Tyler got used to his girth. As hard as Tyler tried to recall the sensual experience he'd had that morning by himself, in order to get his orgasm building faster, it didn't work. Cory's orgasm was nearly upon him, and he began pounding in and out of Tyler even faster, which distracted Tyler even more. As a result, a moment later, after less than two minutes of coupling, when Cory suddenly gasped, and Tyler felt a bit warmer and squishier deep inside himself, Tyler was nowhere near ready to cum. For the next few seconds, as Cory continued pistoning in and out of Tyler's hole, he grunted, swore, and hissed continuously, and Tyler felt as if there was more lubricant coating Cory's penis as it slid in and out of him. Disappointed with his inability to once again produce an orgasm when Cory fucked him, Tyler resignedly lay quietly, waiting for Cory to finish cumming, hoping, but not expecting, that maybe this time Cory might slow down afterward and continue fucking him, only more gently, so that he too might get a chance to get off. As usually happened though when Cory was finished, he again this time stopped immediately, leaving his cock shoved deep inside Tyler, while he rested for a moment, panting heavily. Then, only a few seconds later, he unceremoniously and swiftly pulled out of Tyler and climbed off him, rather roughly shoving Tyler's legs off his shoulders. "What the fuck's wrong with you?" Cory asked, looking down at Tyler in disgust. "How come you don't get off when we fuck anymore?" Tyler's face turned pink, and he felt embarrassed. "Well," he said, trying to defend himself. "Maybe if you'd kept going, I would have!" Cory looked at him and said, "What I did should've been enough! If I can get off in that amount of time, you should be able to too!" "Well," Tyler said, feeling a little more defensive, "Maybe you get off too fast!" Cory looked at him surprised, and a little testily. "Besides," Tyler added, even more defensively, and turning a little darker pink, "not everyone just wants their ass pounded like you do to them! It's nice to take it slow and easy sometimes, and take your time getting there. Some people get off better that way." Cory's eyebrows rose up, and an incredulous grin spred over his face. "You fuckin' faggot!" he said, laughing derisively suddenly. "Only real queers like it that way! You really are a fuckin' homo aren't you?" Tyler looked up at Cory, taken aback. He couldn't believe what Cory had just said. "I'm through with you!" Cory said. "I got what I needed from you. I got a girl now, and I don't need your hole to fuck anymore! I'm outta here! Don't call me anymore!" Then, as Cory started to slip his pants on, the bedroom door flew open and Tyler's older brother walked in, grinning sardonically. "I always knew you were a faggot!" he sneered at Tyler. "You're a worthless piece of shit!" As Cory grinned at Tyler's brother, and his brother patted Cory on the shoulder and smiled at him, Tyler felt bitter tears welling in his eyes. "I don't know why you wasted your time with him," Tyler's brother said, smiling and shaking his head at Cory. "He was just a warm hole to fuck while I didn't have a woman!" Cory said. "Wasn't too bad. You should give him a try sometime if you haven't already." Tyler's brother laughed and said, "Well, if I ever get sick of my woman and chuck her, maybe I will. That's about all he's any good for I guess!" With that, Cory, who'd finished dressing, and Tyler's brother exited Tyler's room together, both laughing. When they did, Tyler, whose lower jaw had begun trembling, couldn't hold back his tears anymore, and he began weeping. As his crying grew stronger, Tyler gasped, and his breath caught, as his eyes flew open. "Fuck!" he gasped, as he breathed heavily, and stared at the wall, realizing it had all been a nightmare. As Tyler relaxed and tried to catch his breath, he was surprised, that he involuntarily shuddered and snuffled a couple times like he'd really been crying. Quickly he flipped around and sat up, snuffling deeply. Recalling the entire dream, and realizing it was actually rather close to how things really were between him and Cory, and him and his brother, when his brother had been around, and recalling the events of the past couple days when Cory had really told him he had a girlfriend now, Tyler began to feel miserable, and felt tears welling in his eyes. "Fuck!" he cried out loud, in a soft quavering voice, as he rubbed his eyes with his knuckles. As Tyler sat thinking for a couple minutes, he began to feel worse and worse - about everything. As he thought about his nightmare, he started to wonder if maybe the way Cory treated him in it, really was how he felt! He knew that Cory didn't love him. He didn't love Cory though either. But he had thought that they were good friends. Close friends! And, unfortunately, Cory was pretty much Tylers ONLY friend! All the other kids he knew were more like acquaintenances, than true friends. And after his last visit with Cory, when it became apparent that Cory wasn't interested in being sexually explorative anymore, because he'd found a girlfriend, it made Tyler wonder if maybe Cory had just been using his mouth as a warm, wet, hole to stuff his dick occasionally, somewhat like in his dream, although in his dream they'd been fucking, which in real life they'd never done. They'd only ever sucked. The fact that in his dream, Cory had been fucking him disturbed Tyler too! Why had he envisioned Cory fucking him??? The more Tyler thought about his and Cory's relationship, the more convinced he became that the way it was in his dream was true! The first few times he and Cory had gotten together, had been almost magical. They'd stripped completely naked, and taken their time exploring each other's bodies. As much as Tyler was interested in checking out Cory's nipples, arm pits, navel, and entire crotch area, as well as naturally his genitals and ass, Cory had quickly lost interest in anything but Tyler's dick. And even that, he didn't seem overly interested in. All Cory ever really wanted, was to be sucked off, and he didn't seem thrilled about reciprocating either, although he'd done it - probably knowing Tyler wouldn't suck on him, if he didn't! Lately, whenever he and Cory got together to have sex, Cory had seemed to be in a hurry to get his pants down, and get his cock in Tyler's mouth. Then, he'd rougly suck up and down for a minute to a minute and a half on Tyler's dick, until he suddenly blew his load into Tyler's mouth. Then, he'd quickly clean up, and get dressed, and usually leave, or if they were at Cory's house, he'd ask Tyler to leave, saying he had something else to do. It was as if all he wanted was to satisfy an urgent need to rid his body of a few squirts of cum! Then get back to doing whatever it was he did when he wasn't with Tyler. And he'd also let Tyler know that if he didn't get off before him, he wouldn't be able to help him out. So, most times, as Cory was getting dressed again already, Tyler was left to quickly finish himself off with a handjob. "Fuck!" Tyler sighed, his lower jaw trembling a little, as he realized he was just being used by Cory. As the realization hit him that Cory wasn't really his friend like he'd thought, Tyler flopped back down onto his bed and stared at the ceiling. His life was pointless! He had NO friends! The only person he thought had been his friend was just using him! His brother didn't give a shit about him, and if he hadn't left, he'd probably be using him too, just like he'd dreamt. And on top of it, it was obvious to Tyler now, that he was in fact, gay! Until his rest stop bathroom tryst with Dave, where Dave had finger-fucked him, as he sucked him off, Tyler had been holding out hope that he was just confused, and didn't know what he really wanted. Now though, since he'd been so turned on by what Dave did to him, and contemplated his true feelings and desires, Tyler realized he wasn't interested in girls at all. Instead, he was only interested in boys! And, he was interested in doing all kinds of things with boys. Not just sucking and handjobs. "Why the fuck did I have to turn out gay on top of it?" Tyler whimpered, as tears began to stream down his cheeks. He rubbed them away with his fists. "And what'll happen if they find out?" he whispered to himself, thinking about his family. "Not that they care anything about me anyway!" he added, scowling. "Fuck! Nobody's even left here but Mom, and she's so fucking out of it... she doesn't give a fuck either. She doesn't even care that I'm flunking out of school! NOBODY gives a fuck at all about me! What's the fucking point? Why should I even bother trying?" Tyler was suddenly overcome with emotions, and rolled over onto his stomach, and gave into his feelings, and wept bitterly. A few minutes later, sniffling, he rolled back over onto his back, and laid staring up at the ceiling again. A pitiful frown spread over his face, as he tried, unsuccessfully, to think of anything in his life that was going right - anything that was worth living for. But he couldn't. On and off, as Tyler tried to think of something good in his life, he just kept coming back to Cory. Probably because his assumed friendship with Cory had been the only good thing that Tyler had in his life. He kept trying to push Cory out of his mind though, not that he realized their friendship was most likely a sham. But, after a while he finally gave in, and allowed himself to further contemplate his and Cory's relationship. He began to wonder, after thinking back on the few good times they had had in the past, if maybe he was writing off Cory too quickly. Maybe, even though Cory said he was interested in girls now, he would find out he really wasn't, and was in fact gay like Tyler. Or at least, maybe he'd be willing to still hang out with Tyler... and... maybe even still have sex! After all, Cory had said that his blow jobs were better than Jessica's! Suddenly Tyler smiled to himself, as a thought entered his mind. He knew Jessica, and there was no way Jessica was going to let Cory fuck her! She was too much of a goody two-shoes! At most she would continue sucking on Cory's cock, and poorly at that. What if he, offered to let Cory fuck him up the ass???? It'd probably feel even better than a blow job to Cory, and he was certain Cory would want to know how it felt to fuck! And, from his own point of view, after having Dave's finger up his ass the other day, Tyler was dying to try the real thing himself! Bolstered a little by all these thoughts, Tyler decided to shower, get dressed, and go see if he couldn't revive his friendship with Cory. Quickly Tyler jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom. First he sat on the toilet, and emptied his bowels. He was happy that his shit was well-formed, and not gloppy. He'd be clean then, if Cory wanted to fuck him. As Tyler thought about being fucked by Cory, his penis began to grow. By the time he climbed into the shower, all 7 inches of it was standing firmly at attention, gently throbbing with with his heartbeat. It remained that way as he got wet and shampooed his hair. It was still that way When he finally rubbed the bar of soap all over his crotch, and then used his hands to thoroughly wash himself too. It was all he could do to stop himself from grasping it and beginning to swiftly slide his soapy hand up and down it. "NO!" he thought, praying that somehow his hardon would go down. "I need to wait. In case Cory wants to have sex! I need to be able to cum this time, so he's not disappointed!" With that, as he stepped under the spray to rinse off, Tyler tried to think of something other than Cory, and sex. Quickly, he toweled dry, and then brushed his teeth. By the time he headed to his room to dress, his penis was beginning to soften a little, and he was able to press it down against his left thigh as he pulled on his boxers and jeans. As soon as Tyler was dressed, and had combed his hair, he raced through the empty house, and out the back door, setting off for cory's house, praying things would work out better than his last visit. * * * As Cory opened the door, Tyler was disappointed to see a look of annoyance cross his face. "What are you doing here?" he asked Tyler. Even more disappointed, Tyler did the best he could to smile brightly, and said, "I came to see what you were up to? Can I come in?" "I guess," Cory said, in a bored tone, stepping back and opening the door a little more. "You can't stay long though. Jess's coming by in a while!" Tyler's heart sank still more, hearing that, but he stepped inside anyway, determined to give his plan the best shot he could. Once inside, Tyler tried to engage Cory in some small talk, but that only seemed to make Cory seem even more annoyed. "Well..." Tyler said, after a few minutes, trying to sound hopeful. "Don't suppose you wanta have sex?" "Not today," Cory said, reaching for his crotch and adjusting his penis, which Tyler noticed was outlining the inside of his left thigh. It wasn't hard, but it was at least semi-erect, he noted. "Like I said, Jess is comin' over later, and she's gonna suck me off, and likes to swallow - so I wanta give her a good load!" "Oh," Tyler said, feeling a little daunted. Neither spoke for a moment. Finally, Tyler decided to use his trump card. "So... does she let you fuck her?" he asked Cory, with a hint of triumph in his tone. Cory must've noticed Tyler's tone, because when he answered his voice sounded a little testy. "Not yet!" he said. Then he grinned nastily and added "But... it's only a matter of time! Once I got her hooked good, I'm gonna tell her I wanta fuck her, and if she won't that I'll leave her!" "Oh!" Tyler said, sounding daunted again. Suddenly though he realized his plan might work if Cory was going to do that to Jessica. "Um..." he started. Then smiling slyly, a little more confidently, he continued, "Well... what if I let you fuck me?" "What?" Cory cried, looking shocked. Tyler was surprised to see that he even looked a little nauseated. Before Tyler could reply, Cory recovered though, and grinned. "OK, Sure!" he said. "Get naked, and I'll get the lube!" "Cool!" Tyler said, and grinning he started pulling his T-shirt off. As he pulled it over his head, he missed the incredulous look on Cory's face. Apparently Cory had thought Tyler was just joking, and was trying to carry the joke further. As Tyler's smiling face reappeared though, Cory realized he hadn't been joking. For a split second, Cory was disgusted by Tyler, but then suddenly it occurred to him that maybe it would be a good idea to see just what fucking was really like, so he knew how to do it when he pressured Jessica into doing it! Smiling, he dashed off to his room. When he returned, still smiling, Tyler was completely naked, and on his hands and knees on the living room carpet, with his knees spread apart, and his ass sticking up in the air, pushed back toward him. As Cory gazed at Tyler's tight pink rose bud, with it's ever-so-faint fringe of dark blond hair ringing it, and his balls dangling below it in his slack, hairless nut sack, he was surprised to feel his own penis stiffening. A little disgusted by his reaction, he ignored it and quickly began stripping as well. A moment later, Cory was nude. Quickly he opened his tube of lubricant and squirted a large glob into his hand, which he immediately began rubbing all over his semi-erection. Within a couple seconds, he was hard and well-greased. As Tyler looked back and up at him, smiling, Cory grinned, a little evily, and knelt behind him. "You ready?" he asked, still unable to believe Tyler was going to let him fuck him. "Yup!" Tyler said, breathing deeply with anticipation. He couldn't wait to feel Matt slide his long, thick love cylinder through his tight ring, and sensually fill him with it. Cory realized then, that Tyler had to be 100% gay. No straight guy would ever want to take it up the ass! The thought that he'd been experimenting with a gay guy, instead of another straight one, disgusted Cory. He was sorry he'd ever done anything with Tyler, who he really never had liked, but had tolerated, because he gave good head. Never-the-less, he couldn't stop his cock from flexing at the thought of burying it deep inside Tyler's hot hole! The thought that he was excited about having gay sex disgusted Cory. Still, as he looked down at Tyler, who was naked and in such a vulnerable position underneath him, he couldn't help suddenly feeling a rush - a rush of power! Smiling sadistically then, he gripped his greased cock, and pointed the head of it at Tyler's anus, placed his other hand flat on the small of Tyler's back to hold him steady, then roughly shoved his hips forward. "AAAWWWWWW!!!!" Tyler nearly screamed as his asshole was suddenly, and agonizingly ripped open by Cory's swiftly invading hardon. "Fuuuccckkk!!!" Tyler cried, as tears welled in his eyes, while Cory slammed home, shoving his cock up to the hilt deep into Tyler's rectum. "STTOOPPP!!!" Tyler cried. "PLEASE!!!!" "What's the matter?" Cory asked, sounding annoyed. "I used a lot of lube!" "It fucking hurts!" Tyler cried. "Wait a minute!" Still annoyed, Cory refrained from starting to fuck Tyler, holding his position with his dick shoved all the way up inside him. A moment later though, as he looked down at Tyler and witnessed the pain he was causing him, an evil smirk crept over his face. As he waited for Tyler to say it was OK to continue, Cory felt an increasing sense of disgust for Tyler. At the same time though, he couldn't help noticing how nice it felt to have his cock inside Tyler's ass. It felt warm, snug, and yet soft too. And, he couldn't wait for Tyler to give him the go ahead and start fucking him. His initial push through Tyler's sphincter, and invasion of his bowels had felt really good! After a minute, COry said impatiently, "Well?" "Fine!" Tyler said, miserably. "But please go slow!" Cory harumphed, and immediately began withdrawing his cock from Tyler's cavity, much to Tyler's relief, and Cory's own delight. As he slid his greasy tool out of Tyler, he found the feeling very sensual. When only the head of his dick was still inside Tyler, Cory grinned and roughly shoved his hips forward, luxuriating over the feeling of sliding into something that gripped him so completely, and reveling in the feeling of power he felt over Tyler. Tyler on the other hand groaned in agony as the head of Cory's dick savagely jammed into his prostate gland, before slipping past it. Quickly, Tyler bent forward, pressing his head and shoulders down, flat on the floor, instinctively realizing a change of position might help. As Cory withdrew again, Tyler once more felt a second and a half of relief, in fact, it felt surprisingly pleasant, as the underside of Cory's cock rubbed against his prostate this time. When Cory shoved himself roughly back into Tyler, the forceful pleasure still hurt a little, but, this time, Cory's cock didn't jab directly at Tyler's prostate, instead, it rubbed firmly over it, which again, gave Tyler a faint feeling of pleasure. Cory continued fucking Tyler then, speeding up the forward and backward motion of his hips, so that he was slamming his fat, rigid rod in and out of Tyler's rectum, heedless of Tyler's pleas that he slow down. After a while, Tyler's hole became more accustomed to Cory's pillaging of it, so with tears stinging his eyes, Tyler gave up asking, and buried his face against his forearms, and tried to enjoy the way Cory's cock was rubbing his gland. The grip of Tyler's ass actually didn't feel as firm as Cory had expected it would. He thought it would be more like his hand felt, when he jacked off. He was surprised that it didn't feel that firm, although he found the light touch as he slid swiftly in and out of Tyler's inner warmth, quite pleasing. In fact, as he thought about it, he decided it was a gentle grip, like that of a girl, and he expected it was what Jessica's snatch would feel like, once he wore her down and got her to spread her legs for him! As he thought about this, he was able to block out the sounds of Tyler's gay gasps and low moans which had just begun, and quickly he felt his orgasm beginning to build! Within less than a minute after he'd begun fucking Tyler, Cory suddenly felt a surge of pleasure building swiftly inside him. His face suddenly felt hot, and his breathing became fast and heavy, as he began slamming his cock unmercifully fast and hard, in and out of Tyler. Instantly the small bit of pleasure Tyler had begun to feel was obliterated by blinding pain, as the head of Cory's cock pounded continually, and sharply against the inner wall of his intestines. Tears welled in his eyes again. "NOT - SO - ROUGH!" Tyler cried. Cory, who was lost in the build up of his climax, ignored Tyler's plea. In fact, the knowledge that what he was doing, was painful to the boy he was using, only caused him to feel even more excited. Rather than slowling down, Cory began to fuck Tyler as fast and hard as he could! Unable to stand the pain anymore, Tyler began sobbing, as his supposed friend brutalized him. As Cory continued fucking him, again Tyler's body became more used to the pounding it was taking, and again, Tyler began to feel just a bit of pleasure from the brutal rubbing his prostate was taking. Of course... just as he was finally starting to enjoy it, Cory gasped loudly, and groaning, pitched forward over Tyler's back, and deep inside his intestines, Tyler felt a slight gush of warm goo start to spread through him. "Fuuucckkk!!" Cory groaned a second later, as he came again, depositing more semen deep inside Tyler. He couldn't believe how awesome his orgasm felt! Tyler began to feel his own orgasm starting to build then, as Cory continued fucking him. "Ohhhh..." Tyler moaned, unable to believe he might actually get off yet! Cory continued roughly fucking Tyler, and spasmed with pleasure a few more times, while Tyler's climax began to slowly build. Suddenly, Cory's orgasm ended, and he shoved his cock deep inside Tyler, and collapsed over his back, panting heavily. "Holy Fuck!" he gasped, incredulously, as Tyler's buildup of pleasure instantly began to dissipate due to Cory's dick stopping moving. "Damn!" Tyler cried out in his mind, and again he felt tears in his eyes. This time they were tears of despair though. An instant later, Cory pulled himself up and yanked his cock out of Tyler, and stood up, leaving Cory with his ass, it's sloppy looking hole gaping wide open yet, staring up at him. "Ewww!" Cory sneered, and made a face as the scent of Tyler's insides reached his nostrils. Looking down at his slowly shrinking penis, he saw that it was wet with lube and his own semen, and there was a small glob of brown shit stuck to the tip of it. "EWWWW!!" he groaned, seeing Tyler's shit on his cock. Still feeling a little aroused, Tyler quickly flipped over onto his back, and grabbed his own cock, the tip of which was wet with pre-cum, and he began to beat off. As Cory watched him with a look of distaste on his face, Tyler felt his orgasm building again. He quickened his pace, and while Cory was pulling some tissues from a box on a side table, and he felt liquid beginning to ooze from his asshole, stinging his hole, his orgasm built swiftly. With Cory wiping his dick clean, but watching, Tyler gasped silently and blew a huge streak of cum onto his chest and belly. He felt embarrassed as he laid on the floor, masturbating and ejaculating all over himself, because of the way Cory kept looking disdainfully down at him, as he continued climaxing. When Tyler's orgasm was finally over, he felt some internal relief, and pleasure finally. His asshole still stung though, and felt like liquid was leaking from it. He prayed he wasn't bleeding, but was afraid to get up and look. Cory continued looking down at Tyler with a look of disgust on his face. Finally, he said, "You're really a faggot aren't you?" "What?" Tyler asked, surprised. "You really liked doing that! You're a fucking faggot!" Cory declared, as Tyler's face fell completely. "All this time I thought you were like me - just a guy who needed to get off... but no - you're really a faggot who likes to have sex with guys!" Cory sneered. "Well I don't need friends like you! Get dressed, and get out of here! And don't come back! And don't call me anymore!" With that, Cory turned and quickly gathered up his clothes and went upstairs, leaving Tyler laying on the floor, his chest streaked with semen yet, and a look of shock and devastation on his face. Tyler couldn't believe what Cory had just said. He'd just given himself to Cory, who'd obviously enjoyed fucking him, and instead of being thankful for the opportunity, he'd turned on him! AND, he never wanted to see him again! As tears welled in his eyes again, Tyler got up off the floor. As he stood staring unbelievably at the stairs, which Cory had just disappeared up, he felt the liquid that had been leaking out his ass, starting to run down the back inside of his thighs, and his own cum beginning to run down his chest and belly. Quickly Tyler reached behind himself and wiped some of the liquid he felt running down his thighs. He was relieved when he held it up, that it wasn't blood - just lube and Cory's semen. With that worry gone from his mind, he stood there, for a moment, not knowing what to do. As he did, a tear broke from his left eye and trickled slowly down his cheek. As he stood there, he realized his asshole was beginning to burn, and his insides felt battered. "Guess I know what it feels like to be raped now!" he whispered hoarsely to himself. Tyler heard the shower turn on upstairs. Slowly then, he picked up his clothes and went to the little half bathroom off the kitchen. There, he sat for a minute on the toilet, and let the rest of the residue inside him dribble back out. While he did, he used some toilet paper to wipe his chest and stomach off with. Then, when he felt he was finished leaking, he gingerly wiped himself with some more toilet paper. It felt like sandpaper on his anus. He wet some more toilet paper with cold water and gently rubbed his swollen pucker. It helped, but not much. Dejectedly, Tyler got dressed then. When he was finished, he flushed the toilet. He took a smidgeon of happiness in the fact that the toilet clogged up with so much toilet paper, and the bowl filled up. With an angry look on his face, he waited til the water stopped running, then flushed again, and smiled ever so slightly as the water ran over the edge of the bowl and onto the floor. "Asshole!" Tyler muttered, snuffling. Suddenly he grimmaced, lifted the top off the toilet tank, reached in and yanked the rubber flap that closed over the hole. It ripped and didn't close right, allowing the water to continue running into the tank. As it did, because the drain from the bowl was still clogged, the water continued to run out of the toilet onto the floor. Tyler smiled nastily at his handiwork, then he left. As he threw the door open, it almost hit Jessica in the face, as she reached for the doorbell. "Oh! Hi!" she said, surprised to see him. "He's up in his room waiting for you!" Tyler said, tersely. Then without waiting for a reply, or looking back, he headed off down the driveway. Jessica looked after him for a moment, but then turned and stepped inside the door. As she headed for the stairs, she heard the water shut off upstairs, although she still heard some running elsewhere in the house. She also noticed Cory's tube of KY Jelly laying on the coffee table. "Wonder what they were doing with that?" she muttered, looking curiously at it, as she began to ascend the stairs. As she walked upstairs, water began to run out of the half bath, and coat the kitchen floor. * * * Just after Tyler had arrived at Cory's, Rob and Jason had gone out on the driveway to shoot some hoop. As they played, they'd noticed Jessica's arrival at Cory's, which had caused Jason's eyebrows to shoot upward for a moment. "That's strange," he muttered. "What is?" Rob asked. "That she's going over to Cory's. She's one of the hottest girls in school. I wonder what she's doing over there?" he said. "Maybe she likes Cory," Rob offered. "Yeah, but everyone thinks he's gay and that he and Crowe are doing each other!" Jason said. "Well, maybe everyone is wrong!" Rob said. Jason squinted at Rob through his left eye for a moment, then said, "Well.... maybe... but... I doubt it!" "Well... maybe you'll find out once school starts up again!" Rob said. "C'mon - your shot!" "I guess," Jason said. He turned then and shot the ball at the hoop, and made the basket. Both boys grinned. A moment later though, Jason looked back over at Cory's and saw Tyler coming down the driveway. "Oh Christ!" he muttered under his breath. He noticed though that Tyler didn't look very happy. Rob looked up too and notice Tyler. As he was about to call over to him, he noticed though that Tyler looked very dejected, and was trudging slowly along, with his head hanging down, looking at the ground. Rob watched Tyler trudging along especially slowly, and decided to see if there was a problem. He threw the ball toward Tyler, so it looked as if he'd thrown it at the basket, and missed, and the ball had rolled toward Tyler. Realizing what Rob was doing, Jason frowned. A second later, in a depressed tone he said, "I'm going to the bathroom." "OK," Rob said, distracted by Tyler, and missing his brother's demeanor. As Jason headed into the house scowling, Rob, turned and started across the street toward Tyler, whose feet the ball had just rolled in front of. As the ball crossed Tyler's path, he looked up and saw Rob heading his way. "Hey!" Rob said. Tyler looked miserable, but as Rob approached, his face caved in a little more. As courtesy had been drilled into him from an early age onward, Tyler couldn't not respond, so in a thick, depressed sounding voice, he replied simply, "Hi." "You OK?" Rob asked as he reached Tyler, and stooped to scoop up the ball. He could see that Tyler was clearly very distraught. In fact it looked to him as if the boy might have even been crying recently. "I'm OK," Tyler said, not sounding convincing at all. "I can see that!" Rob said, facetiously. Almost automatically, as if there was some unseen force driving him, he reached over and draped his arm around a surprised Tyler's shoulders and said, "C'mon over, and shoot some hoop." Tyler tried half-heartedly to shrug Rob's arm off, and said, "it's OK... I should go." Seeing how miserable the boy was though, Rob held firmly, but gently onto him and softly said, "No you're not. So, c'mon and sit with me and tell me what's up. Maybe I can help." Tyler was about to protest, but Rob pulled gently on him, and he didn't know what else to do but let Rob lead him over to the front porch. When they got there, Rob, whose arm was still wrapped around Tyler's shoulders, guided Tyler over to a wicker couch and sat down on it, pulling the boy down next to him. "OK," Rob said quietly. "I can see you're not OK. In fact, I can tell you're pretty upset. How 'bout you tell me what's going on, and maybe I can help!" "I'm OK. Really!" Tyler said. From his expression though, it was clear he wasn't and that he was lying. "You don't lie very well," Rob said. "That's not what my mother says!" Tyler snorted, grimmacing derisively for a second. Instantly his face relaxed and he looked depressed again. "Are you having a problem with your mother?" Rob asked. "No," Tyler said. "She's... well... no - she doesn't care what I do." "I see," Rob said, not sure what that answer met, but trying to figure out what was bothering Tyler. "I expect she probably does care about what you do though." "No! She doesn't!" Tyler said, emphatically. Then, he looked up at Rob and in a softer tone he said, "She's got her own problems, and doesn't even know what's going on in my life. And before you ask - it's not my father, or my brother - they're both gone!" "I see," Rob said, again. "I'm sorry about all that. You sure that's not what's bothering you though?" Tyler sighed and leaned forward and looked down at his feet. Rob could tell that that was at least part of the problem - that Tyler felt nobody cared about him. Then again, Tyler had been at Cory's, and the girl had shown up. Remembering what Jason had said, about the kids at school saying Tyler and Cory were more than friends, Rob wondered if the girl showing up at Cory's had something to do with Tyler's distress. "Guess it must have something to do with Cory then!" Rob said, deciding to go out on a limb. "And maybe the girl who just showed up there." When Tyler looked up at Rob, his eyes were big with surprise, but also had a haunted look in them, and Rob knew he'd guessed right. The boy looked more miserable than he had so far, and a little guilty as well. "What do you mean?" Tyler asked suddenly, in a defensive tone, as he tried to cover his look of guilt. "Well... she shows up and you leave, and you're all depressed," Rob said, leaving the idea open. Suddenly, Tyler's face smoldered, and it was as if a dam had burst within his brain! "She's a fucking bitch! And he's the biggest asshole on Earth!" Tyler exploded. "All he did was use me til that slut came along, and now he's using her the same way! She deserves it though! I hope she ends up pregnant! Or maybe she's got VD and'll give it to him!" Rob's eyebrows shot up at Tyler's last two remarks. As he looked at Tyler, surprised, Tyler suddenly began to blush deeply and guiltily, quickly looked down at his shoes again. "So..." Rob began, realizing Jason had probably been right. "You think he chose her over you then?" "That's exactly what he did!" Tyler said, miserably after a moment, deciding that he needed to respond, or Rob might think more about what he'd said. He hadn't wanted to admit to Rob that he was gay and had been in a relationship with Cory, and he realized he'd probably said too much already, but wasn't sure Rob had understood exactly what he'd meant. At least he hoped Rob hadn't realized what he was talking about. Tyler's heart sank though when Rob asked a moment later, "And... by 'using you', what exactly did you mean?" Not knowing what to say, Tyler was silent for a moment, but Rob saw his ears darken with color. "Nothing," Tyler said, quickly after a moment. "He just hung out with me, til someone better came along." "Oh," Rob said, realizing Tyler was trying to hide the real meaning of what he'd said. "Cause... the way you talked about him 'using' her, like he 'used' you, and then about her getting pregnant, or giving him VD, and considering how upset you are - well... it kinda sounds like there was more to your relationship with him." Rob lowered his head sideways to get a better look at Tyler's face. When he did, he could see Tyler's face crumbling, as he blushed still deeper. He didn't reply. "You know," Rob said. "It's OK if you and him were experimenting with each other or something." "What?" Tyler asked, looking up, still red-faced, and distraught, but confused too. "Wh-what'a ya mean 'experimenting'?" "Well... sometimes guys your age who are friends, get talking about sex, and they get curious about it, and well, sometimes 'things' happen between them. I think you know what I mean. Anyway, if you guys were doing something like that, or, if it was even more involved, it's OK," Rob said, gently, smiling a little. Tyler looked extremely guilty and embarrassed then. "H-how did you kn...?" he trailed off, looking mortified, and scared. "It's OK man," Rob said, trying to smile in such a way as to seem benevolent, yet not make light of Tyler's situation. He understood the situation completely, and saw how upset Tyler was because he'd guessed correctly. "I get it. You've got feelings for him too, and you were having some fun together - or at least you thought you were. But... he didn't feel the same way, and decided to move onto this girl, and now you're hurting because of it." Rob trailed off as Tyler looked at him with a deeply haunted, somewhat scared, and very embarrassed and guilty look in his eyes. "It's OK," Rob said. "I understand. And, you can talk to me. I'm OK with you - whatever your preferences are." A tear broke from Tyler's eye, and he gasped slightly then, and looked embarrassed and a little frightened. Quickly, and ashamedly he dropped his head again. Rob rested his hand on Tyler's back, laying his forearm along Tyler's backbone, which he could feel protruding slightly, and he gently kneaded the base of his neck. "Tyler, if you're gay, it's OK. I don't care. You don't have to hide it from me." Rob said. Immediately he felt the boy's body tense up a little. "I mean it," Rob said. "If you're gay... you can tell me! And, I'll be OK with it." Tyler sniffled slightly, then was silent for a minute. Finally he looked up at Rob and said, "Why would you want to have anything to do with me if I'm gay?" "Because there's nothing wrong with being gay!" Rob said, smiling slightly. Tyler looked at him for a minute, then his eyes grew larger suddenly. "Are you gay?" he asked in a barely audible tone. Rob felt his ears warming up slightly. He really didn't want to come out to Tyler, because he didn't know him, or if he'd be discreet with the information, but, at the same time, he knew the boy needed to know - so he could talk openly with him. Finally, after a moment, Rob smiled slightly and nodded. Tyler looked at him incredulously then. "So, an I am right, are you gay too?" Rob asked. His arm was still resting on Tyler's back, and he could feel the boy's body relax a little again, as he nodded affirmatively. Rob smiled slightly then and said, "Well, your secret's safe with me, and I hope mine's safe with you." "It is," Tyler said, still looking in awe at Rob. Rob smiled and said, "Good. Now maybe we can talk more openly. So, tell me - you're hurting because you have feelings for Cory, and he doesn't have any for you, right?" Rob asked. Tyler's face took on a pained expression as he nodded. Then suddenly, he cried plaintively, "Why? Why did he use me like that?" "Probably for selfish reasons," Rob said, feeling awful for Tyler. "He just used me so he could get off all the time!" Tyler wailed softly, his shoulders shaking a bit more under Rob's hand. "Well... some guys are selfish like that," Rob said. "Some guys are only interested in getting whatever they can get out of a person." Tyler looked up at Rob, and said, "Did something like this happen to you too?" "Not really," Rob said. "I've got my own problems. But I've seen this type of thing." "It's not fair," Tyler said, looking anguished. "I know," Rob said. "Unfortunately, it does happen though! So... you cared for him, didn't you?" Miserably Tyler nodded, and said, "But he didn't give a shit about me!" "Did he force you to do things to get him off?" Rob asked, hoping the boy hadn't been abused by Cory. "No," Tyler said miserably. "And... did he ever get you off too?" Rob asked. "Sometimes, but only at first. Later on, no," Tyler said. "And, now he says he likes girls?" Rob asked. Miserably Tyler nodded. "What about you two?" Rob asked. Tyler's eyes watered and his lower jaw trembled again, as he said, "He told me he doesn't want me around anymore." Rob breathed out deeply through his nose and began rubbing Tyler's back again. "I'm sorry to hear that," he said. "You deserve better!" Tyler looked up surprised, then his face became gloomy and he said, "No I don't. I'm nothing. Nobody gives a shit about me! I can't do anything right! My life has no point! I might as well be dead! Maybe then, I'd finally be happy!" Rob was a little taken aback by the severity of Tyler's statement. "Um... nobody's better off dead Tyler," he said. "You know that don't you?" "Well, there's NOTHING in my life! Nothing at all!" Tyler cried. "So I might as well be dead. All I ever am is miserable, and it just keeps getting worse! There's no point in going on!" "Whoa!" Rob said, reaching under Tyler's arm and pulling up on his torso. "Tyler! There's always a reason to live! Listen to me. I understand how you feel right now. I get that you feel like there's no point, and that everything's shit in your life. I do understand that you feel this way, but I'm sure things aren't as bad as they seem. You just don't know it. I'm sure they seem a lot worse to you, because of what's happened with Cory. I know things seem bad now, but Tyler, I'm sure things'll get better, and I'm sure there are people who care about you!" "Name one!" Tyler snapped, instantly in a challenging tone, as his lower lip trembled. Surprised by Tyler's sudden change in demeanor, Rob wasn't sure how to respond. Tyler had already mentioned that his mother didn't seem to care, and his father and brother weren't there anymore. He didn't know if Tyler had other family, or what friends, if any, he had. Finally, Rob said, "Me! I care Tyler!" Tyler stared at Rob, blinking. He hadn't been prepared for that answer. "You can't! You don't even know me," Tyler said, finally. "Besides, if you did, you'd see I'm just a loser! I'm serious - there's no point to my life!" "Well, first of all, I can - even if I don't know you, and I actually feel like I do know you! At least a little," Rob said. "And secondly, you're not a loser! Listen. You really don't know how your life is going to turn out. You really won't know til you're much older. You may turn out to be a really important person. You'll have to wait and see! So you need to stop thinking these thoughts." "Why would you care about me?" Tyler asked, looking incredulously at Rob. "I don't know Tyler," Rob said. "Maybe because I've been where you're at right now. There've been a couple times in my life when I felt like you do. I've found out though that life really isn't as bad as it seemed then. Anyway, all I know is I do care about you! I think you're a nice guy, who deserves a lot better life than you're having. I think you'll end up having that better life too. And I don't think you really want to give up. I think you want to live and try to have a better life!" Tyler stared at Rob for a moment. As he did, tears welled in his eyes, and a couple broke loose and trickled down his cheeks to his trembling jaw. "C'm'ere," Rob said, gently tugging on Tyler's shoulder. Tyler finally gave in and allowed Rob to pull him into an embrace. As soon as Tyler felt Rob's arms encircling him, he wrapped his arms around Rob and gave into his tears. Rob held on tightly to him for a couple minutes, while he cried quietly. When his trembling and snuffling had abated, Rob pushed Tyler off him a little. He still held him by the sides though. "You don't really want to die, do you Tyler?" he asked, gently. Tyler looked at him for a moment, then finally in a plaintive voice said, "No! B-but I don't know wh-what else to do! I don't know how to make things better, and they're shit now! They have been for a long time, and just keep getting worse, no matter what I do to try and fix them!" "Well," Rob said. "How about you let me try and help, OK?" Snuffling, Tyler said, "I still don't get why you want to." "Because I do!" Rob said, looking closely at him. "Like I said, I've had problems before too... and I was able to work through them. I know you can too. So, can we just leave it at that, and can you trust me that I mean it?" Tyler looked at him for a moment, then nodded slowly. A smile stretched across Rob's lips then. Tyler wasn't able to stop the left corner of his mouth from turning upward just slightly too. "OK, so we've established the first thing you need to know - that you're not alone!" Rob said. "Even if you have nobody else - you have me! OK?" Sniffling, with large wet eyes yet, Tyler swallowed and nodded. "Good!" Rob said. "Now, I'm going to give you my phone number and e-mail address. And I expect you to use them! I wanta hear from you at least once a day, OK? I insist! I wanta know what's going on with you. I want you to call me once a day - or you can call more if you want, but at least once a day, OK? And e-mail me all you want too. OK?" Although Tyler still looked like he couldn't fully believe Rob, he nodded. "I mean it!" Rob said, looking almost sternly at Tyler. "I'm serious! If you ever feel depressed like this, or need to talk to someone who cares - you're to call me! I don't care what time of the day or night it is, OK?" "OK!" Tyler said, meekly, still looking at Rob a little incredulously. "Good!" Rob said. "Now there's one other thing! If for some reason, you ever feel this depressed again - like life's not worth living - and you can't get ahold of me - there're places you can go for help. Some friends of mine just helped a boy who was feeling like you. Have you ever heard of the group 'The Six shooters'?" Tyler nodded. "You know about their drummer, Mike, who committed suicide?" Rob asked. Tyler shook his head negatively. "Well, he did, and since then, his brother started a suicide prevention center called the Michael J. Weiss Suicide Prevention Center," Rob said. "Like I said, some friends of mine just helped another boy - they called this place and got them to talk to the guy's father, and it helped. Anyway - you can call there, but... I don't remember the number - you'd have to look it up... but... there's another organization I know about - it's called 'The Trevor Project' - it's a place kids can call if they ever feel like you feel now. They'll help you, til you can get me! You got a cell phone?" Tyler looked confused, but said, "Yeah." "Got it on you?" Rob asked. "Get it out!" Tyler reached into his pocket and withdrew his cell phone. "OK, open it and go to new contacts," Rob said. Tyler did. "Good," Rob said. "Now enter my information!" Slowly he gave Tyler his phone numbers and e-mail address, and Tyler entered the information into his contact list. "Now - put in 'Trevor'", he said. Tyler looked at him strangely, but did as he said. "How'll I know the number though?" he asked. "It's 1-866-4-u-Trevor," Rob said. "You'll have to look at the letters under the numbers." Tyler looked at Rob, surprised. "How'd you remember that?" he asked. Rob blushed a little, and said, "you're not the only person who's ever felt this way." Tyler's eyes grew bigger, and he stared solemnly at Rob. "You mean you...???" he asked finally. Rob blushed a little more deeply, but finally nodded. "Now you know why I care," he said, as he realized why he did care. In Tyler, he saw a younger version of himself. "I remember how I felt when I figured out I was gay." Tyler stared incredulously at Rob. "Yeah. I felt like you do now. But Ty - it will get better for you!" Rob said, gently. "I promise! It did for me, and 'The Trevor Project' helped me through the rough spots... And Tyler, I really do care about you, and what happens to you! So you're not alone like I was. You have me. OK?" Looking sadly at Rob, Tyler nodded. "I mean it!" Rob said. "I got over it, and I'm really happy now! It'll happen for you too! I promise! And until it does, and even afterward, I'm here for you, OK?" Tyler nodded again, but said, "OK" as well. "Cool!" Rob said, smiling. "And you'll call me each night?" Tyler nodded again. "OK, then," Rob said, and he hugged Tyler again, as Tyler snapped his cell phone closed. Just then, the garage door opened, and Jason stepped out. "um... does he know about you?" Tyler asked, in a low whisper. "Yeah," Rob said. "So... is he...???" Tyler asked. Rob looked at Tyler and realized he just seemed genuinely curious. "Well... if I'm not gonna tell anyone about you, why would I tell you if he was?" Rob asked. Tyler studied Rob's face for a moment, then nodded. "He'll be OK with you being gay, if you decide to tell him," Rob said. He saw a faint glimmer of a smile on Tyler's lips then, as Jason walked up onto the porch. Jason looked surprised when he saw Rob with his arm wrapped around Tyler. Rob noticed. He also noticed how quickly Jason's expression took on a note of jealousy. "Hey!" Rob said, grinning and pulling his arm off Tyler. "You're back! Took you long enough!... But... it gave me and Tyler a chance to talk - so that's good! Now, how 'bout we all shoot some baskets?" As he got up, he gave Jason a pointed look. Jason looked up at him, confused. Then, Tyler got up too. Although he'd already wiped the streaks of tears from his face, Jason could tell he'd been crying. His attitude softened then, when he realized Rob was probably just trying to make him feel better. As he glanced at Rob, Rob winked at him, and swung his head sideways toward the hoop. Sighing, Jason turned and walked over to Rob. As Rob set off for the hoop, he reached over and ruffled Jason's hair, and called behind him "You too Tyler - let's go!" Smiling slightly, Tyler followed them. * * * The three boys took turns shooting some baskets then for a while, until Rob felt they were warmed up. Then he suggested they play some 2 on 1 - Jason and Tyler against him. At first, Jason didn't seem enthusiastic, but as they played, he felt better about it, because Rob taught him the right way to do things, and Tyler didn't pick on him for any of his mistakes, or lack of knowledge. In fact, Tyler kept encouraging him, and even showed him a few things too. By the time they'd played a couple games, they were all tired out, but Jason found he'd really enjoyed it, and even Tyler seemed a little less depressed. As they sat on the lawn, drinking some soda Rob had gone in to get, Cory and Jessica emerged from Cory's house. Neither looked happy. In fact they seemed to be fighting. All Rob could hear was Jessica yell at Cory that he was a freak, and she didn't want him to call her anymore! Then she walked swiftly down the driveway, turned onto the street and hurried away. When Cory looked across the street and noticed Tyler sitting with Jason and Rob, he glared angrily at them, then stomped back into his house. Rob noticed a slight smile on Tyler's lips. "After what we talked about, even though this has happened, you're not gonna try to be friends with him again, are you?" Rob asked. Tyler blushed deeply, because Jason was sitting there and had heard. "He won't change!" Rob added. "I know," Tyler said, resignedly. "And, I'm not gonna do anything." "Good," Rob said, smiling. Jason looked curiously back and forth between them, but instinctively knew not to say anything. "OK guys," Rob said, suddenly, as he looked at his watch. "I hate to be the party pooper, but I have to get ready to leave." Looking sad again, Tyler slowly got up. Jason looked sad as he got up too. Rob lassoed Tyler and pulled him aside, as Jason watched curiously from a distance. "You gonna be OK?" Rob asked in a very low tone. Squinting into the sun, Tyler set his jaw and nodded. "Good. And remember - you call me each night! OK?" Rob said. Again Tyler nodded, although he smiled slightly this time. "And remember 'Trevor' - use it if you need to, OK?" Rob said. Again Tyler nodded, but he smiled a little more and said, "I don't think I'll be needing 'Trevor'!" Rob grinned and pulled Tyler into a hug, and gave him a quick bus on the top of his head, which caused Jason's eyes to become saucers. Rob noticed and gave him a stern, pointed look. As Rob released Tyler, he was elated to see that the boy's obnoxious dimples were finally showing again, as he smiled up at him. Rob smiled warmly at him too, then said, "Why don't you ask Jase to hang out with you sometimes! I be you two could be friends." Tyler looked dubiously at Rob, but when Rob pulled Tyler over to Jason, he said, "Um... you wanta go bike riding or something, sometime?" Jason looked shocked. He'd never expected Tyler to want to hang out with him. Rob gave the surprised Jason a meaningful look, and Jason shook his head and snapped back to the present. "Um... OK," he said, still feeling surprised. Smiling a little, Tyler said he'd call him when he got up the next morning. He said good-bye then. Rob grabbed Tyler before he left, and hugged him one last time, as he whispered, "Don't forget - call me tonight!" "I will," Tyler said, smiling a little. He set off then, walking down the street toward home. "What was all that about with him?" Jason asked, in a somewhat demanding tone, after he was gone. Rob smiled and said, "Listen. I think he's a good kid whose just got a bunch of problems! And, I don't think he has any friends either." "Yeah right!" Jason said, sarcastically. "I'm serious Jase," Rob said. "The boy is lonely. And I know you are too! I care a lot about you, so I'm not gonna steer you wrong. I think you two coudl become good friends! He's a lot more like you than you realize! So... can you just relax and let it happen?" Jason looked at Rob, surprised, and curious. "Just try and be friendly to him, and cut him some slack - like I said, he's got a lot of problems! Having a friend - like you - might help him though!" Rob said. Then he added, "And I know you could use a friend your own age too! So will you give him a chance?" Jason looked curiously at Rob for a minute yet, then glanced down the street, just as Tyler was turning the corner. Finally, he looked up at Rob and nodded. "Cool!" Rob said, grinning, as he lassoed Jason and hugged him tightly. They went in the house then, and shortly, amid sadness over his departure, Rob left to go home... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ The next chapter in this series will be published shortly...