Date: Wed, 4 Feb 2009 02:31:15 -0600 From: southern guy southern guy Subject: All I Ever Wanted 1 This my first attempt at writing a story. The story is roughly set in 1998 so a lot of things may or not make sense. Just work with me :D. Sorry if the grammar is off, it will get better with each story. Feedback is greatly encouraged. Email:Allieverwanted1@gmail.com This is a sexually explicit story (at times) involving homosexuality. By continuing to read, you affirm under penalties of perjury that you are not a minor or in the company of a minor and are entitled to have access to this story. The following is a fictitious story with no real basis or credibility. It is solely for the enjoyment of the reader. It's all just fun. It does not imply anything about the sexual preferences or lifestyle of Jared Padalecki or any other celebrity mentioned in the story. -New Pop Sensation, Jason Starr taking the world by storm with his new album, Share My World. ~Rolling Stone -Jason Starr's new single, "It's Over" hits #1 on the Billboard Hot 100. ~Billboard -Jason Starr is in New York today to shoot his video for his second single, "Fastlane", and will appear on MTV's TRL tomorrow. ~MTV "Cut, copy, print." You have no idea how happy I was to hear the director finally yell that. I quickly ran into a dressing room marked "Jason Starr". I couldn't help but stare at myself casually in the mirror. It all seemed so surreal that just a couple of months ago I was sitting in my high school being a regular sixteen year old kid. I was always approached to be a model with me being 6'2", 175, and crystal blue eyes, but singing was my real passion. Knock, Knock. "Honey, are you alright?" It was my mom at the door, she really knew how to ruin moments. "Yes, mom, I'll be out in a minute." I replied. Hurriedly, I grabbed my bag and opened the door to see my mom waiting rather impatiently. "Jason, you have to get a move on, you have fans waiting to see you." Mom said. I rolled my eyes nonchantly because I hated when she got like this. My mom always means well, but she can be pushy. I really wished she would have just accompanied stepdad #3 on whatever religious crusade he was on at the moment. "Oww, fuck." I said a little too loudly as I ran into someone with my daydreaming and busted my ass on the ground. "Watch where you're going, man." I screamed harshly. I looked up and seen one of the actors from the video I just shot. The only word I could think of when I saw him was HAWT. He was definitely a good distraction for me. As I looked up, however, I could tell that I had scared him to death with my actions. "I'm s-s-sorry, man." He stammered. He helped me up and I immediately turned red from me screaming at him. "It's ok." I started. "Actually I should apologize to you, I don't usually act like that. Stressful day and I guess I just had one of my rare diva moments." He smiled, which was enough to make me melt right there. "Jared Padalecki." *Cough Cough*. I turned around and looked at my mom like she was crazy. She was really tightening the leash around me. "Fan." I whispered to her and I turned back around to focus my attention on Jared. "Well I was just wondering if you would like to hang out with some of the crew tonight for dinner. I mean its not really that fun if the star isn't there." He smiled at me again, almost laughing. "I guess not. Everyone knows that I am the life of any party." I laughed. Wow, I could get really used to talking to his guy. Jared gave me the time and name of the place where I was supposed to meet everyone. "I have to go now,cant keep the fans waiting." I said. Jared winked at me and waved goodbye. As I walked away, I got the strangest feeling that my ass was being stared down. However, I was too chicken to turn around and see if my assumptions were true. I was probably just getting my hopes up for no reason. "That meet and greet was insane." I said smiling talking to Zack, my manager. Not too mention I was ecstatic to be away from my mom at least for the trip back to my hotel. "You just keep up the good work and selling records. You're getting a lot of great buzz right now." Zack responded to me. "So are you hanging with the crew from the video shoot tonight." "Yeah, but mom is giving me hell about going. I would love to still have somewhat of a social life, ya know." I sighed. "Will you talk to her for me?" "I know, kid. I promise to talk to her." Zack said as he messed up my hair. "I don't have to tell you how to act now, do I?" I laughed at his question. "No, you don't. I'm gonna take Big Rob with me if anything gets too out of hand." "How many sixteen year olds have a personal bodyguard?" He joked and then he looked at me seriously. "So what's his name." Damn, Zack always read me so well. He and Big Rob are the only ones to know I'm gay. I had screamed it out one day in front of them when management wanted the media to think I was dating Britney Spears. It was my first real experience with the business. I hated being branded, but if it got my music out it wasn't so bad and it was nice to talk to someone about these things. Zack had been trying to get me to come out to my mom. That was not going to happen anytime soon. "Well, who is he?" Zack asked me again. Fuck! He was throwing one of those unreadable looks at me. "His name is Jared." I said. "But I don't even know if he even likes guys." Gay was such a hard word for me to say sometimes. It was another branding term that I didn't like at all. "Just be careful." I hear as we arrive at the hotel. I hurry out of the car and into my room to shower. In the shower, I couldn't help but think about Jared: the sexy smile, the little beauty mark on his face, his hair. I looked down and I was hard as a rock so I start jacking off shooting one of the biggest loads I ever had in adult life. Damn, this boy is really doing something to me and I've known him for about fifteen minutes. An hour later, I emerge dressed in khakis, a sweater vest, tie, and a fedora hat. "Damn, Jason. It took you long enough. I was about to send some lucky girl in there to make sure you didn't fall." Big Rob always had something smart to say. "Hey, Rob." He looked at me conspicuously. "Know your role and shut your hole." I grinned as I said it. "I'm gonna beat your ass, son." He said laughing as he escorted me to a waiting SUV. The restaurant that the crew had picked was in the SoHo part of NYC. I was actually pretty relieved since I had heard that I was less likely to be mobbed by fans on this part of town. "So the name of this restaurant is called 'Dragon House'?" Big Rob inquired. He was reviewing all the details just in case we had an emergency. I was used to this as I nodded to him. "And whats our code word for distress?" He asked. "Chasity." I answered probably a little to rudely. Honestly, I just had one person on my mind and I was getting nervous about meeting him. When the SUV finally pulled into the restaurant, I wasn't even sure that I was getting out. Good thing Big Rob was with me because he nudged me out of the door. "Get going you. I'll be discreet. You wont even know I'm here." He said to me. As I entered the restaurant, my video girl, Jessica, ran up to me. "Jason, you came." "Yeah, thank you guys for inviting me. I really needed it." I said. I looked around where the rest of the group was sitting and I noticed that Jared was nowhere to be seen. I started panicking that he wasn't going to show up. I was getting disappointed. "Hey dude, you made it." I hear from behind me. I turn around and see Jared staring right back at me with a Cheshire grin on his face. My first impulse seeing him I ended up giving him a hug, which silenced everyone else from the crew that was waiting for us to join them. "Well shall we join the rest of them." Jared continued to smile at me leaving one arm around my shoulder. "Oh, wow. Did I just do that?" I asked myself. I was really putting myself out there and my career at risk. At that moment, I didn't care. As we got to our table, I was introduced to the crew that worked on the video shoot today. I must have been a real ass today because I immediately felt bad for not at least talking with some of them. "So, are you having fun?" Jared asked. "Yeah man, the best. I really needed to get out." I stated. "You did seem a little miserable at the shoot today. It was kind of my reason for inviting you out and your mom seems really strict." He replied. "And well, not too mention sexy as hell too." I think I must have blushed about 20 shades of red. "She means well and thanks." I said not hiding my embarrassment really well and I had to quickly change the subject. We talked about our birthdays (I'm 17 days older), he was from San Antonio, and was trying to make his mark in the business as an actor. I could have listened to him talk all night. *Beep Beep* There is only one person who can snap me out of my dazes. I grabbed my cell phone and checked my message. Curfew at 12 Rolling Stone and MTV Interviews tomorrow Love, Mom I laughed. Its only 9 o'clock That woman can be a buzzkill. No wonder she is on her third marriage. Jared looked at me questioning me. So I showed him the text. "My mom loves me." I just said. "Well then, Mama's boy. Would you like to go take a walk?" He asked. I nodded so we got up from the table and gave the crew goodbyes after exchanging numbers and email addresses. This was definitely a bunch I wanted to stay in contact with whenever I was in town. Also, I noticed there was a couple of winks and thumbs up as I turned my head for a minute. "So what was that all about?" I asked Jared as we walked out of the restaurant. I made the thumbs up gesture to him with a crazy look on my face. "You saw that, huh." He laughed. "When I said you were sexy, I had to tell somebody." "Mmhmm, I guess somebody was everybody." I said as I punched him on the shoulder. After that, Jared grabs me and pulls me in for a long kiss. I know some people say that they see fireworks with they kiss sometimes. This one was an explosion, an explosion I didn't want to end. "Wow." I finally said. "I was thinking the exact same thing." He responded. We walked around SoHo for an hour afterwards. Our pinkies locked to not attract attention to ourselves. As eleven o'clock rolled around and I spotted my car coming around to get me, I realized I didn't want this night to end. I had made plans with Jared to come with me to MTV, the next day. Actually, I made him promise me. He opened the door for me and gave me a long kiss goodnight much to the amaze of Black Rob. "I guess you had a great time then." He said smiling. I had only managed to say "One of the best." As I looked out the window staring at the streets of NYC. Feedback is greatly encouraged. Email:Allieverwanted1@gmail.com