Date: Thu, 23 Mar 2000 10:34:02 -0700 (MST) From: pete Subject: The Ballad of JT, Chapter 5, Gay Male, High School Copyright Notice - This story is copyright by Pete Roholt and the author retains all rights. You may distribute, copy or print this story however you like, as long as this copyright notice remains intact and you do not change the story in any way. Also you may not charge any fee to anyone to distribute or access this story. Okay you all know the routine if you ain't supposed to read this don't. If you do don't get caught. If male to male affection and or sex bothers you get lost. This story is going to deal with being outed in high school, gay bashing, suicide and other intense themes (If my writing is up to it ) This is fiction it isn't true some scenes are based on my own experiences with names changed to protect the guilty. Any comments will be welcome, please include"nifty" in the subject line. I do answer all email, but it might take me a while to do it please be patient with me. pistonpolisher@webtv.net The Ballad Of JT Chapter Five "Boys! Get Up! Breakfast in 20 minutes." My Dad's voice called from the intercom. I stretched and looked around me in bed Dallas still had his arms around me, but on the other side of me so did Denver. "C'mon guys wake up we have to get our showers." I said. "Me first." Said Denver. "Okay, but just five minutes we all need to use it." I said. "Mornin' Dallas, thanks for holding me last night first time in ages I slept without dreaming." I said and kissed his forehead. "Mornin' to you too stud." He said as he leaned in I thought he was going to kiss my forehead too, but he weaved around and got me on my lips. I looked at him kind of shocked and he giggled, "I wanted to do that last night." We heard the shower quit so I said "Scoot go get your shower." "Yes sir." He grinned as he walked away he mooned me. Damn he's got a cute ass. But how am I going to get rid of this wood before I have to shower. Denver stood in the middle of the room drying off and getting dressed that sight didn't help me lose my hard on at all. Then Dallas came out of the bathroom. "It's all yours JT." He said. I thought Oh hell might as well brazen it out and stood up with my cock standing at full mast. My cousins started to give me shit about it. I said, "Hell everyone gets morning wood. Or are you small peckered boys jealous?" Then I shut the bathroom door. I wish I had time to take care of that. Oh well a cold shower fixed me up. After I breakfast I took my pickup, an old '53 Ford that I had restored, and the twins rode with me to church. We met my parents and the rest of the family there. We took our usual seats and waited for church to get over. Everything had gone smoothly until the sermon. The preacher got up and said, "The sermon for this morning is on the sin of homosexuality." I sat there in shock. I had never heard any homophobic messages in my church before and it really surprised me. I could feel all eyes in the church on me. I looked the preacher right in the eyes and stood up and walked out. I could here a commotion going on behind me, but I never stopped. I got out to my truck and spun the tires as I left. I drove out to a little lake and parked facing it. I just sat there staring at the water. Is everyone going to be like this for the rest of my life? Am I going to be an outcast forever? How is Jimmy doing? I wonder if he is as mad at the world right now as I am? I sat out there for a couple of hours. Just sitting and thinking. Finally I decided to go face the music. I was late for dinner at my Grandparents, but I knew the family would still be there. I pulled into the yard just as my Uncle Jonas did. "Hey JT," Jonas said. "You should have stuck around church it was quite a sight seeing fourteen Clarks walk out together." "What did you say Jonas?" I asked. He put is arm around my shoulders "The whole damn family followed you out of church. I never did like that preacher. JT when we say this family sticks up for each other we mean it. I damned near lost my youngest brother because I wouldn't accept him for who he was. I won't, for that matter none of us will, risk losing another family member like that again." "Thanks Jonas, when that man started this morning I got so mad. I just had to leave. I..." "JT, don't worry about it. But your Grandma and Mom and aunts are worried about you so come on in." He said, "Hey everyone the prodigal son has returned." Before I knew what was happening I was enveloped in the arms of the women in my family. Then Grandma said "JT don't you ever pull another stunt like that. We were worried sick about you. Now sit down and have something to eat." To my Grandmother feeding you means loving you. She doesn't say "I love you" very often, but it shows in everything she does. All of the adults sat around the table and talked while I ate. Before that day I had always ate in the kitchen with the kids, but ever after I always ate with the adults. Some time during the last two weeks I had been recognized as a man by my family. After eating the twins and I went to town to see a movie. My mom started to object, but Dallas told her to not worry as no one would mess with me as long as they were there. After the movie we went to the pizza place and as we walked in total silence fell. "C'mon guys let's go someplace else." I said. "No," Denver said. "I want some pizza. If they are uncomfortable that's their problem not ours." "Yeah," Dallas said. "We ain't leaving so they can just get used to it or leave." We ordered a large supreme and a pitcher of Coke. Then we played electric darts until the pizza was ready. As we were eating someone started playing the juke box. I knew it was a slam aimed at me when the Village People started to sing YMCA. I just started to laugh. "If that's all the abuse that I have to take I can handle that." I said, "But I would rather hear some Hank Williams Jr. or Alan Jackson." I dropped the twins off at the ranch and said, "Thanks guys I really needed the time out tonight." "No problem JT we had a blast." Denver said as he walked away. "JT, thanks for last night sometime I'd really like to try it again." Dallas said with a grin. "Thank you for holding me last night I really slept peaceful for the first time in ages." I said, "We'll see about the other stuff some time. Night Dallas." "Night JT." When I got home Dad called me aside. "You all set for tomorrow?" He asked. "Yeah I think so, my home work is all done. I'm still more than a little frightened about going back, but I'm just going to cowboy up and do the job at hand." "That's the spirit. Sorry about what happened in church this morning. You're aren't in trouble for running off either. I knew you had to get alone for a while. We had a family meeting after we left church and we decided to all quit that place. I don't know which church we will join yet, but they will have to accept all of us just the way we are." "Thanks Dad." "I talked to your uncle Jerry in Minneapolis tonight." "You tell him? About me I mean." "Yes, if things get too bad here he will be happy to have you come out there. He said that there is a Gay-Straight student group in Cory's school. Evidently it is pretty gay friendly there." "I don't know Dad I'm pretty redneck I don't know if I would fit in in a city like that." "They have a rodeo club too." "Well I guess we can think about it, but I'm hoping some of my friends will come around. I don't want to leave here and you guys and my cousins and stuff." I said. "It isn't something that has to be decided today, I just wanted to put an option out there for you to consider. Your mother and I don't want to have to send you away either." He said "Good night Dad." "Night JT." I went down to my room and stripped down and decided to take a shower. As I finished my friend stood up and asked for some attention. "Want me to play do you?" I said as I looked down at my erect seven inches. I lay down in bed and took out a tube of KY and lubed up my palm. I thought back to last night and that embrace that Dallas and I shared. I thought about his scent and the way his muscles felt. The way his hands felt as they caressed my back. I slowly stroked my way up and down my cock stopping at the end to rub the glands. My other hand started to rub my nipples and pinching them. I stroked faster thinking about how good his lips tasted when he kissed me this morning. I grabbed the KY again and slicked up my index finger. I reached around and started fingering my hole all the while taking long slow strokes on my cock. I slipped my finger inside searching for the spot. Ohhh there it is. Oh that feels so good. I speeded up my hand faster faster "Uunnnhhhh!!!" Five hard volleys of cum slicked me from my neck down. "Oh Dallas." I moaned. I took a pair of shorts and wiped myself off. I think I fell asleep before my head hit the pillow