Date: Wed, 28 Mar 2001 20:08:01 -0800 From: Johnathan Cox Subject: Ben, Leo and Me Leo, Ben and I(part1) by Jonathan My name's Jonathan(not real obviosly) and I'm not living in the states(I swear) so the scenario might be a little different. Anyway..I'm 17 and in I'm in senior high. In my country..gay people are not open here..We don't have gay bars. We don't even have video store with a small room in the back with porn videos or even a strip club. Anyway, I have dark brown hair and I look a little geeky with my glasses but I look ok..girls still dig me. Started working out a little a few years ago, but i'm just starting to get a little definition to my pecs, broad shoulders..not huge but just an average size(i'm asian mix caucasian). - Ben and I are close but not too close. We are classmates(not the same in the states, yes same people thru the whole fucking year) and we're prefects (students who are selected to keep the school's discipline who wears a tie ..we wear uniforms to school) in school. So we(and the others) hang out at the prefect room and chat after school(our school time is 7pm to 1 am). Well ..we are friends. Well I'll start from the beginning. Ben was a popular guy in school. Besides his good looks, he has good grades..so he's quite popular among the girls. Ben is about 171 cm(how many feet is that??), dark hair and the most perfect face in the world. I didn't notice him in school before that cos we were not in the same class. So he came into our class when we are in form 4 (which is the last second year before leaving high school..what grade is that?). We became friends and stuff like that. I'm more than that..I had a huge crush on him. School was never boring with him in my life(kinda). I like gym class the best. We change in this huge room where there are benches to put clothes when we're changing and some shelves to keep our uniforms(no lockers and no showers here =( ). So I get to see guys in their briefs often but not naked. Well it's kinda hard to like see him when he's changing cos i can't just stare at him like that. I have to be really careful where my eyes are laid cos i don't want him to notice me looking at him. After a few weeks(we have only one gym class every week), I caught a glance of his body. He has nice developed pecs, broad shoulders, tiny nipples and a flat hard stomach. Man, was he hot..! I felt so horny that day and I can't stop thinking about him and his body after school. He was my j/o fantasies since then. A year past and I still lay low. I can't actually come out just like that. So I decided to try it on my best friend Leo..he won't go ballastic cos we're like really close..you know we talk about girls, jacking off, you know guy talk. Leo's a great guy, he's really understanding and he's one cute guy with a boyish face. After school he came over to my house as usual for the stuff we do. We're really into the internet thing. My parents work so we will be alone when I come out to him. 'Hello? anyone home?' 'Upstairs !' (I was in my room, half naked in some shorts with my PC playing some MP3 he was wearing a t-shirt with shorts holding onto his laptop) 'So should we get started?' 'Sure' (We got the things wired up and we went on IRC to do some stuff to irritate people..flood them and stuff like that. He was on my bed, I was at my table) I couldn't fucking open my mouth to tell him I was gay. We were on this chat room so i decided to come out to him by typing it out. hey yea ? can't you just use your mouth when you talk to me..geez ! i have something to tell you what is it ? you haven't been yourself lately..what's up man ? ... don't be a wimp just fucking say what you have to say ok..don't freak out ok..? sure i'm gay yea right ! i'm serious !! blah blah blah 'I said I'm gay!!' 'No way man ! You can't be gay' 'But I am gay' 'No you're not! Just shut the fuck up and let's have some fun ok?' To be continued... Comments to be mail to Johnathan@geeklife.com