Date: Sun, 03 Jun 2001 02:07:57 -0400 From: Nicholas Glenn Subject: Beta Male Part 4 Well folks, I promised you things would heat up, and now it seems that Jon is caught between Nick and Mike. As he starts to awake emotions inside of himself that have been bottled up way too long, what do you think he's going to do? And what about his relationship with Nicole? Is the entrance of Mike onto the stage going to help clarify things for Jon, or just confuse him more. I promise you that things have only started to heat up with the latest chapter... Chapter 4 "I've been waiting so long for you, Jon. I've wanted you since before I can remember. I was waiting for you to come around." Mike was talking in a hurried, frantic pace, slurring his speech as he breathed out these words in gasps. It was clear to me that these feelings were coming from the depths of his heart, that he wanted me more than I had ever wanted anything in my life. There was such fire and passion there, such intensity as I had never felt before. He had obviously misunderstood my intentions. But then again, I had obviously misunderstood *him* for a very long time now. How could I tell him that I didn't feel the same way he did about me? "Mike, I have to tell you. I think, I think..." "Don't think. Don't say a word. Just let me make you feel good. Just let me love you." He lowered his thoroughly wet lips from mine and found the side of my neck. Starting from behind my left ear, he kissed and gently licked his way down across the surface in a wide arc. Meanwhile, his arm had found its way up under my shirt and he was thoroughly caressing my right nipple. I shuddered as goosebumps formed across my body - the alternating warmth of his breath and tongue against my neck and the coolness that followed in the moist trail that he left behind created a sensation that pulsated across my sensitive skin. From the moment he began his attack on the sensitive spots of my neck I found all my inhibitions gone. I was thoroughly intoxicated with the moment; I would let him do anything he wanted to do to me. After forcing me to turn my neck away from him in total surrender, he lowered his face to my abdomen. Lifting the front part of my shirt, he licked all the way from the bottom of my treasure trail just above my waist, stopping at my belly button to deliver a blast of cool breath that had me writhing at the sensation. Starting again from just above my belly button, he licked all the way up my chest in a line before branching off again for my right nipple. As his right hand found my left nipple and fondled it without mercy, he gently sucked on my other nipple. He started licking around and around and around again in circles that had my head swirling in the same pattern as his tongue. Switching over his mouth to the left side, he delivered the same treatment there as his left hand continued giving attention to my right nipple. When at one point I felt him brush against my crotch, I consciously became aware that I was fully aroused like I had never felt myself before. I was so excited that it hurt. Mike could sense how hot I was at this point, but he wasn't about to give me a moment of relief. He must have been planning this encounter in his mind for some time, and he had a plan for me that I was going to follow. Finishing up on my nipples, he headed back down my chest delivering a gentle, cool blast of air as he went. Already glistened from his previous path up this trail, his breath chilled the surface of my skin and again gave me goosebumps all over and caused me to twitch involuntarily. I could feel myself almost lose all control when he delivered another sharp breath against my belly button. As he unbuttoned my shorts and unzipped the fly, the sudden freedom given to my cock caused it to shoot up and again almost sent me over the edge. I must concentrate on something else, I told myself, or at the very least not think of this. I soon found relief from this problem when Mike removed my member from my boxers and took it almost fully in his mouth in a move so quick and nimble it reminded me of a Venus fly trap closing around its prey. The sudden jolt of pleasure that flooded throughout my body knocked my senses out from under me again and returned me to my previous state of nirvana-like non-existence. As his mouth bounced up and down, up and down, again, and again, and again on my fully-erect dick I drifted away from my body and found myself lost in a place where time didn't have substance, where my ego disappeared in the face of such amazing sensations. His tongue swept over, under, and around the head of my cock as the quickening pace of his motion was driving me closer, closer - closer to the inevitable edge. I closed my eyes fully and found that they were twitching randomly, then felt them rolling up inside my skull as neither my body nor my mind could handle this surge of feeling engulfing me, covering and filling me in a blanket of indescribable comfort and joy. I can't tell you how long I was in that state. I can't even fully express how it felt to be there. It was like a return to some sort of paradise I had been absent from far too long; it felt like I was going back to a place where I belonged. I wanted to stay like that forever, I wanted to let Mike take care of me like that, in that position, for the rest of eternity. Selfish or not, I had reached a height I never wanted to fall back down from. But sadly, I realized that I would have to be the one to relent in this amorous struggle between myself and Mike, that ultimately I would give out first under the irresistible pressure that kept mounting and mounting with each stroke that was delivered to me by this selfless being that was taking me to where I had never been before. I felt myself pass the point of no return; for better or worse, there was no going back now. With a breathless shout I warned Mike that I was nearing the end, but this only caused him to quicken his pace so that I barreled ahead toward my climax without any feeling of control, without any sensation of being prepared for the sudden rush of even greater ecstasy. All at once I throbbed throughout my body and released with an intensity that racked my entire frame in a series of convulsions which were too numerous to count. I came again and again, and each time as I reached what I thought was a decrescendo to this sweet, sensual symphony a force mounted from somewhere in my body that delivered yet another anticlimactic surge. It was almost more than I could bear, and when I reached my complete and final denouement I was breathless and spent in every possible way. "Oh my God! Oh Jesus." I had wanted to say something nice, I had wanted to say something tender, perhaps even profound. That was the best I could do under the circumstances. Mike didn't seem to mind that I wasn't being my usual articulate self though. Perhaps that wasn't the best part of me anyway, I found myself contemplating. He didn't want my three syllable words to comfort him; he wanted me to hold him. And I wanted to hold him close to me too. Wrapping my arms around him, I pulled his head so that it lay against the upper part of chest and leaned back in the car seat, never wanting to face the world again. Without thinking, I found myself running my fingers through his dirty blonde hair. I had never before noticed how striking Mike's features were, in their own way. He had a great body, perfectly maintained medium-length hair, and really intense green eyes. What could he possibly have seen in me that would make him wait around for so long through my hopeless confusion? What could I have to offer that would make anyone put themselves through such a waiting game? Was I good enough to deserve such devotion, such attention? Did I deserve to be loved, and still, could I ever really love another person anyway? But Mike didn't want any answers from me at that point. He seemed perfectly content simply to have helped me achieve a level of happiness I thought was beyond my reach. He didn't even expect anything in return. He just laid there on top of me as I held him close to me, wrapped in my arms. We could hear both of our heartbeats in this position. As I gently stroked his hair, he very nearly purred and shifted his head to show his satisfaction with the moment. And maybe being satisfied with the moment is enough sometimes.