Date: Sat, 28 Jun 2003 04:23:29 -0700 (PDT) From: Cryptic Angel Subject: Between Here And Heaven Between Here And Heaven By Cryptic Angel Prologue February 11th, 1994 I jacked off to his vision once again tonight. His 16-year-old body came alive in the world of my mind, as I kissed his beautiful lips. I ran my hands through his perfect blonde hair as our tongues explored the inner confines of each other's mouth. We broke our kiss as he proceeded to take his Fila shirt off, revealing a perfect and godly chest. His six-pack was barely evident under his baby fat. A look that made me rock hard in that world, as well as this one. I licked down his neck and to his perfectly small but hard left nipple, taking it into my mouth and lightly sucking at it. He let out a small moan as he rubbed my 15-year-old five-inch hard on through my jeans. His hand was filled with electricity that he shared with my body beautifully. I released his nipple from my mouth's warm embrace, and continued to lick down to his belly button. I commanded my hands to unsnap his jeans, and let them fall to the ground. His six-inch hard on poked out of his boxers in the cutest way as I lowered them to the ground. " I love you, Caleb," he said softly as he took my shirt off and then went for my pants. " I love you too. More than you could ever know, " I replied to him as he pulled off my pants and boxers, releasing my own erect penis from its cotton cage. I got on my knees in front of him, and began to jack his cock off. He let out a slight whimper as I put his thick bulbous head into my mouth, beginning to lightly suck. Returning the favor, he began to jack me off as I flicked and licked the slit of his penis with my tongue. His breathing began to get heavier as I slid the entire length of his penis in my mouth, allowing me to smell the rich teen aroma that came from his blonde pubic hair. His stroking began to quicken as I bobbed up and down on his member, frantic to taste his boy juice. I felt my orgasm build, as I sucked on his penis franticly. His breath caught in his throat as he shot a warm stream of cum into my mouth. The rich and salty taste overtook my taste buds, causing my own orgasm to erupt, along with shot after shot of my own cum, splurging all over his hand. At that moment, I shot my own fantasy induced load on my stomach, and lay there for a second, catching my breath. It was at that moment, as tears welled up in my eyes, that I realized that my dreams, the only thing keeping me going, would never happen. It was also, at that time that I came to the decision that I had no reason to still live. As I finish this entry, my final entry in this journal of fucked up realities, I can feel the pills setting in. My breath is slowing and I can barely see the words now. The visions of him are fading; the loss of the love I could never share with him is dulling. I need to go now, need to lie down. I love you Jimmy, I'll love you forever. Goodbye. ------------------------------------------------------- This is the prologue to an epic that I'll be writing. Something very different in nature for me. Please email any questions or comments to me at xanax32783@yahoo.com. Check out my website for this and other gay natured stories. http://www.xanax.cjb.net.