This is a story of friendship, commitment, love and trust. It is not a sex story. However, this story deals with love between male teenagers. If you are offended by stories involving love between two teenage boys, please do not read this story. There may be some sex scenes in this story; however, sex is not the main theme. If you are under age 18 or 21 or it is illegal to read this story where you live, don't read it. Reproducing this story for distribution without the owner's permission is a violation of that copyright.
Author's Message: Author's Comment: I appreciate your e-mails. When I started writing this story I had no idea where it would go - there were two boys one called Hawken the othe Alex. It went no where for over a year then as I sometimes do I read over this fragment of a story I wrote six chapters then stopped I only posted five. Why? Because I realized I knew nothing about being blind or blindness but thanks to the help from my friend Drew I decided to actually find out more about blindness and as a result of that have amended chapters 1 through 6. My research including talking with and emailing some gay blind guys have definitely given me more insight and understanding if the character Alex Ambrose. The story continues and my hope is that chapters 7, 8 and onwards you the reader gain a better understanding of blindness and prehaps more compassion for those individuals who are visually impaired be they gay straight or bi.
by Sam Lakes
I couldn't get control, for
the first time in my life I couldn't get back
"Alex, I have to tell you something."
"I have to tell you something too."
"Well, I'm the oldest
I get to go first." I pulled away from him and tried
"Nothing just my warped
sense of humor...okay I tried to force a smile,
"I don't want to miss
a smile forced or otherwise," he said softly. I
He didn't say a thing for a
moment then he practically jumped into my arms
He rolled off me and lay on
his back, and I saw the tears begin to trickle
After a while he began to speak.
"When I was twelve I sort
of thought that I might be gay. By the time I was
"What?" I asked and gave him a kiss on his nose.
"When you made that idiot
at the park apologize I thought for sure you were
I kissed him. "You're
right, first I am your love. When I saw you packing
We were both sobbing and neither
of us heard our respective parent come
Alex screamed out, "HAWK, I NEED YOU! HOLD ME!"
Both parents seemed to understand
and became a part of the hug. John
By the time they left the room
I was ready for bed. That night we fell as