This is a story of friendship, commitment, love and trust. It is not a sex story. However, this story deals with love between male teenagers. If you are offended by stories involving love between two teenage boys, please do not read this story. There may be some sex scenes in this story; however, sex is not the main theme. If you are under age 18 or 21 or it is illegal to read this story where you live, don't read it. Reproducing this story for distribution without the owner's permission is a violation of that copyright.

Author's Message: Author's Comment: I appreciate your e-mails. When I started writing this story I had no idea where it would go - there were two boys one called Hawken the othe Alex. It went no where for over a year then as I sometimes do I read over this fragment of a story I wrote six chapters then stopped I only posted five. Why? Because I realized I knew nothing about being blind or blindness but thanks to the help from my friend Drew I decided to actually find out more about blindness and as a result of that have amended chapters 1 through 6. My research including talking with and emailing some gay blind guys have definitely given me more insight and understanding if the character Alex Ambrose. The story continues and my hope is that chapters 7, 8 and onwards you the reader gain a better understanding of blindness and prehaps more compassion for those individuals who are visually impaired be they gay straight or bi.

Sam (sam_lakes@hotmail.com)

Blind Love

by Sam Lakes

Chapter 6

There is no greater feeling than waking up with the love of you life in
your arms - I know that to be a fact because that is the way I woke Sunday
morning. The feeling of closeness is so awesome lying in bed spooning Alex.
I started to unwrap my arms from around my beautiful boy as I had a full
bladder and if I didn't get relief I knew I'd just explode. I was just
about out of the room when I heard.


"I am here my love. Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you, but if I don't go pee
there is going to be a hugh explosion and bits of me and piss all over the

"Wait, I need to go too," he said getting up his morning woody poking
straight out of his boxers.

I giggled.


I giggled again and walked over to him grabbed him by his erect penis
giggling, "Well, if you want me to lead you to the bathroom, I'm all for
it!" He gasped and then went red with embarrassment which made me laugh, "I
gotcha now. Nice size!"

"This isn't fair!" he said in a half laugh.

I leaned in and kissed him. "I love you," giving his penis a gentle
squeeze, "Every part of you. Come on, take my elbow."

"Hawk, this is my house you don't have to lead me."

"Oh, okay then you lead me."

I let Alex pee first then I raised the toilet seat and emptied my aching

"You, uh, want to take a shower...together?"
He looked so perfect. I moved to stand in front of him, "There nothing I'd
rather do except for this." I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in
for a passionate kiss. We were so horny as we ground our bodies together
that we both ejaculated within a few minutes.

"We made a mess," he giggled.

"Maybe we should get in the shower," and then dived in for another
passionate kiss. "Alex, I love you."

"Mmmm, I love you, Hawken. I want to bath you. I want to touch and feel
every part of your body."

We got into the shower and Alex adjusted the temperature to lukewarm, "Not
too cool for you? I just don't want to use up all the hot water too
quickly...this could take some time..." He blushed slightly - it was so
cute my heart melted. Was this going to be my life with him? Was my heart
going to melt every time he blushes? Every time he smiled? Every time I
just looked at him? I couldn't even begin to imagine life without Alex even
though I had only known him for such a short time.

"It's fine, I'm just not use to lukewarm showers, but it's fine," I said.
Then began the most incredible shower I had ever experienced. He was
lightly touching my face my hair, his fingers lightly tracing every feature
of my face my hair line, feeling distance between my hairline and my
eyebrows, their shape, their position relative to my eyes. I stood there
facing him with the water beating itself against my back my heart racing as
he watched me with his fingertips.

I closed my eyes as my hands rose to his face. I copied his every action.
It was so incredible. I was learning to really observe, to feel and sense.
So, often we tend to not really look even though we can see. I was just
beginning to see not with my eyes but with my other senses.

"You feel so beautiful," I whispered, "so incredibly beautiful."
He pulled my face to his and we kissed and got dirty again and then
got clean.

As we exited the bathroom with our towels wrapped around us my mom and his
dad were standing in the hall and smiling. Mr. Ambrose had his arm around
over her shoulder and her arm was around his waist.

"Hi, mom" Well I guess they knew we took a shower together.

"Any hot water left?" she smirked.

"Not a drop," I giggled as I pulled Alex into his room with me and close
the door. Then it suddenly hit me. My mom had her arm around
Mr.Ambrose's waist!

"Oh my God!" I yelled, ran to the door opened it to see my mom and Mr.
Ambrose standing there with big smiles one their faces! The both giggled;
Alex was asking what was wrong. "My mom - your dad!"

"What!" Alex exclaimed and joined me by the door.

"Hey, my son isn't the only one who can fall in love," said Mr. Ambrose.

"But...but, mom?"

"Yes, dear?" she smiled.

"Dad?" Alex queried.

"Yes, son?"

"You really love Mrs. Sugarstone?"

"Yes, I do. And I think she'd prefer you to call her Jocelyn and Hawk, I'd
really prefer it if you didn't call me Mr. Ambrose. John or Dad will do."

I nodded.

"Well, boys I think this morning we'll have breakfast out - maybe a drive
over to Tunbrigde Wells. Be ready in an hour," John said and pulled our
door close.