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By: Anonymous

The next few months were the same. I would hang out with my friends and be myself. I would go to the games and cheer on our team. My friendship grew and grew with Devin and so did my feelings. I knew if I didn't do something I would to end my friendship with him.

Everything changed when I was hanging out with Devin at his house like a normal day. We were in his room. I was sitting on his bed and Devin was at his computer doing something.

Hey come here.” Devin called from the other side of his desk.

What is it?” I asked standing next to Devin's chair and looking at the computer screen.

Do you like it?” What I was looking at was looking at on Devin's computer screen was the words: CAM I LOVE YOU.

Devin. . .I. . .wha. . .whoa. . .what is this?” I asked a little stunned and a little taken back.

I've had these feelings for you from the first day I met you and I knew that I wanted to be with you and never let you go. Cam you have a great personality, a wonderful smile that makes me smile, and every time I'm around you I just want to hold you. When you smile I just want to kiss those lips that make me smile. Its hard for me to go through every day seeing you and not being able to kiss those lips and hold you close to me.”

Devin. . .” I said before he cut me off.

Cam I understand if you don't have these feelings for me as well and if you don't want to be friends any more. I just have one request. Can you please not tell any one about me?”

Devin. Stand up.” I said taking a step back from his chair and looking him dead in the eye. I took a step forward and draped my arms around his neck. His eyes were filled with love and compassion. Slowly our lips came closer together and then they touched. This simple kiss was electrifying and sent a jolt through my body. His hands went to my hips and our kiss grew in passion.

I love you Cam.” Devin whispered to me as we broke the kiss and just standing there in the middle of the room with our foreheads resting against each other.

I love you too Devin.” I said leaning back up and pressing my lips against his. When we broke the kiss no words were said as we walked over to Devin's bed. Devin sat on the bed and pulled me over to him. I rested my head on his chest looking up at him and finally realizing that my dreams were coming true.

After a while of just sitting there in silence I drifted off to sleep still laying of Devin. When I woke back up we were under the covers and Devin had stripped my cloths down to my boxers. Devin was wrapped around my body which was even better than the first time in my bed all those months ago. I drifted off to sleep in the arms of my new boyfriend.

The next few months were really nice with Devin taking me out on several occasions. When I told my friends we were official they all claimed they knew it was going to happen and it was only a matter of time. Devin's dad was fine with us but his mom needed some time to transist.

As the months went on our relationship grew and began to blossom. I noticed Devin was getting slightly possessive, but hey it was love and I was doing the same at times. We would joke around like pretending to fight in front of our friends which I always thought it helped our relationship. After awhile I asked a few of my friends if they thought Devin was getting possessive as well. Some said yes and others said no. the months rolled on and towards the end of the year we decided to come out to the rest of the school which for the most part no one bothered us. Over the summer me and Devin were inseparable and that's when things got rocky and took a turn for the worst.

Me and Devin were in his room watching TV with both of us on the bed when my cell phone rang so I told Devin I had to take it and got off the bed. I walked outside to the back yard to take the call. I was talking to a guy who was new to the school and I decided to make him a friend of mine.

Hey Jacob. Okay I can talk now.” I said sitting in one of the chairs outside.

Hey Cam I was wondering if you wanted to hang out this weekend?”

Yeah sure that sounds good. What were you thinking?”

Not sure maybe just hang out at my place or go to water park.”

That sounds good to me.”

Do you mind if I bring a friend along with me?”

No not at all.”

Okay cool. You'll like him. Hes like me pretty chill and fun to hang with.”

Okay cool. Can't wait to meet him.”

Cool. Well I have to run.”

Okay. Talk to you later. Bye Jacob”

Bye Cam.” I heard the click of the phone and I just sank back in the chair feeling the summer air blow threw the yard which to me was very nice since I loved the summer.

The slamming of the back door brought me back to reality and when I turned around to see who was there I saw a very pissed off Devin.

Oh, hey Devin.” I said turning back around.

Who were you talking to?”

Jacob. He wanted to hang out next weekend so I told him we could.”

I told you, I didn't like you hanging out with him. Hes a bad influence on you.”

Okay MOM. I can choose my own friends Devin.”

Well I don't like you being friends with Jacob.”

Look Devin I can choose my own friends just like I can choose who I date and right now I think you and me are threw unless you can get your act together and chill out and let me be myself.” I said now standing up and looking directly into Devin's eyes and seeing the rage.

Not while you're dating me you won't”

Well then I guess we aren't dating then.” I said walking past him towards the gate.

Where the hell do you think you're going? I'm not done talking to you.” Devin said grabbing my wrist as I reached for the gate. The way he was grabbing my wrist was beginning to hurt.

Devin that hurts.” I said with a look of fear and pain on my face.

Well you shouldn't try to leave then.”

I can leave if I want to.” I said pulling my wrist from his grip.

Not till I'm done talking with you.” The next thing I knew Devin had back handed me across the face and now I was staring at the ground.

NO ONE LAYS A FUCING HAND ON ME!” I screamed looking back up at him seeing him not even changing his expression.

When you disobey me that's what you will receive.”

No I won't 'cause I'm done with you.” I turned not even feeling like touching him anymore.

Get your ass back here!” He screamed grabbing me and pinning me against the fence.

Get the fuck off me you psycho bastard.” I said with a spit into his face.

Not until you I'm done talking with you.” He said slamming my back into the fence once again.

That's it. I'm done being nice.” I said jamming my knee into his stomach making him release me. While he was bent over on the ground I sent a round house kick hitting his temple with the toe of my shoe and sending him to the ground.

I looked down at him once more before spitting on his face and then walking out of his yard. Andrea lived only a few blocks from Devin so I walked over there knowing she was the only one I could tell.

On my way over there I made a quick call to Lucas and told him to meet me at Andrea's. The walk was quiet with a subtle breeze coming blowing between the homes. A few cars would go by bring me back to reality. I reached up and felt my cheek where Devin's ring had made contact and actually hit me leaving an indent. I stopped at a car to look at it and decided to take a picture of it while it still had the detail of his ring.

The rest of the walk to Andrea's gave me some time to think of what my next move was. I knew I couldn't tell my parents what had happened, my dad would kill Devin. My next thought was did I want to get back together with him? It seemed outrageous, yes but deep down I felt a real love for him. He was after all my first love. The next thing I knew I was at Lucas' and knocking at his door. Some how my mind took over and lead me to Lucas' house. Luckily he was still home and it seemed he was just about to leave.

What the fuck happened to your cheek?” He asked grabbing my jaw and turning my face so he could see my cheek better. He ran a finger over it causing me to wince in the sting of the touch.

I'm gonna kill that fucker.” He said looking me in the eye.

Don't worry I already took care of him.” I said as a few tears began to roll down my face.

Lucas didn't say a thing just grabbed me into a big bear hug as I cried on his shoulder. He walked us over to the couch and sat down with him pulling me onto his lap.

Its okay Matty, its okay. Hes not going to hurt you any more. I won't let him.” His words were soft, calm, and gentle. They helped ease the pain in my heart.

Thank. . .*sob*. . .you. . .*sob*. . .Lucas*sob*.” Was all I said before I began to cry again.

Don't thank me. You're one of my closest friends and this what we do for each other, this and protect each other.” He said rubbing my back and laying us down so I was resting on him. He began to hum something that soothed me enough to relax me to sleep.

When I woke up later that night I was in Lucas' bed with him sitting next to me and asleep. He was bent over at the neck and looking uncomfortable. I gentle pulled him down so he was laying next me. I turned back over facing away from him and went back to sleep. It was quite some time before I awoke again and when I did it was early morning and I felt something against me. When I turned my head to look what it was I saw a sleeping Lucas with his arm thrown over me.

I felt safe in his arms and in his bed. I just relaxed back into him and dozed back off. I really didn't feel any thing for Lucas more than a friendship, that didn't have really any boundaries. I had known him most of my life and he had become a great friend of mine. As I drifted off to sleep my mind was sent flying back to thoughts of Devin, causing me to become restless and while I slept I had no control over my actions.

Matty! Matty! Matty! Wake up. Come on wake up.” Was the first thing I heard after waking up the second time this morning.

I'm up! I'm up!” I said trying to get him to stop shaking me.

Good. You were flailing your arms and hitting me. It was scaring me I thought something was wrong.” He said laying back down next to me in bed on his pillow.

I can't remember what I was dreaming of or what I was doing. Sorry about that. Is that why you grabbed me last night as well?” I asked turning towards him.

Yeah you were whimpering in your sleep and thrashing around violently, so I just grabbed you till you settled down that and I could see that you were crying.” he said turning towards me.

Oh shit I was suppose to meet Andrea yesterday!”

Don't worry I told her that I was taking care of you and not to worry. She was okay with it and told me to tell you to call her when you can.”

Okay. Thanks Lucas.” I said laying back down and turning my back to him to go back to sleep.

Hey Matt?”

Yeah Lucas.”

Can. . .I have. . .a. . .a. . .hug?” he asked with a tone of nervousness.

Sure. Come here.” I said rolling over to face him and opening my arms. Lucas scooted closer to me and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into him. I rested my head just under his chin and felt the warmth of his body against mine.

Lucas had undressed me in the night and now I could feel his bare skin against mine. His warm breath against my cheek. His arms, that held so much strength that they could easily beat a man into a coma, were so gentle that they sent a feeling of safety and comfort to me. I closed my eyes to take in all the feelings I had right then and there. There were so many it was hard to capture. Lucas didn't pull away and we just laid there in our embrace. I slowly drifted back off to sleep still wrapped in Lucas' arms.

When I woke up next it was about 11:30 am. Lucas still had his arms around me and it still felt great. I knew he was almost my brother but it still feel far better than anything I had felt before. In my heart I felt loved, in my head I was falling in love. I knew from spending almost all of my life with Lucas he was straight. It was hard to accept to that the one thing that could possibly make my life was out of reach.

I was laying there for a few more minutes until Lucas wake up.

Morning.” He said with a yawn.

Morning.” I said running my hands down his sides as he stretched.

How did you sleep?”

Fine. Better than I thought I would.”

That's good. I'm glad you could get some sleep. Never thought a hug would feel so good.” He said squeezing me.

Yeah they can do that.” I said squeezing back and not wanting to let go.

I love how we can do this and not feel weird.”

Yeah its great.”

So did you and Deon ever sleep like this?” He asked with a smile.

You're a perv. A weird perv, but still a perv.” I said rolling onto my back and hitting him on the chest with a laugh.

You ready to get up or do you want to just stay in bed all day.”

Not sure yet.”

The day went on and we didn't do much except for watch TV, eat, and just relax.

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So that was pretty much what all happened in my Freshman year. The next few months were all the same with my hanging out with friends, relaxing, and spending some time with Lucas where we always had fun by ourselves. It was a time for us to catch up, talk about any thing, and just have some fun.

My birthday was approaching fast and I was so happy I would be able to get my license soon. My dad told me that I could pick any 4 cars that I really wanted that were reasonable and he would pick the one he thought was best for me. With Lucas' help I picked a Mercedes GL-550, a Range Rover Supercharged, a BMW M5 Sedan, and a Porsche Cayenne GTS. I was hoping so bad that my dad was going to get me the Porsche. Lucas gave me an idea to pick 3 other cars that were a good amount more than the Porsche.

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It was a few days before my birthday and I was over at Lucas' with Andrea and Blake. We were all watching a movie and I was sitting on the couch with Lucas at the opposite end from him. Andrea and Blake were in the recliners. Lucas kept rubbing his foot against mine and I would push back and he would just push again. We kept this up for the entire movie and I knew that was his way of showing me he was there for me.

I got up to go to the bathroom and when I got back Lucas was stretched out on the couch and just smiled at me when I walked in.

Okay I can just lay on you.” I said jumping onto the couch on top of Lucas who just wrapped his arms around me pinning me to his chest.

Yeah you can and I can just hold you here like this.” he said squeezing me.

Okay. I'm fine right here.” I said turning my head and resting it on his shoulder.

Nothing more was said and we just watched the movie. Andrea and Blake left after the movie and me and Lucas never left that spot for a few minutes. Then Lucas did something that shocked the hell out of me.

Lucas leaned down and kissed my cheek. I knew I was getting reader as soon as his lips made contact.

What was that for?” I asked still shocked and very hot now.

Just showing you that I care a lot about you. You are my closest friend.”

Thank you Lucas. You are my closest friend. I said leaning up and kissing him on the cheek. I laid back down resting my head on his shoulder and just stared at the TV. I got up to go get some food and Lucas got up to go to the bathroom. While I was getting a snack the door bell rang. I went over to get it and was shocked as to who it was.

What the fuck do you want?” I asked Devin who was standing there looking sexy as hell, but I knew he was no better than some bottom feeder.

I wanna get back together.”

Well I don't.”

Why not?”

'Cause you hit me.”

And I'm sorry about that. I didn't mean to. I was stressed out. I'm really sorry Babe.”

I'm not your 'Babe' any more.”

Yeah but I want you to be my Baby, my sexy boy, my wolf pup.” He said taking a step closer to me and placing his hands on my hips.

Well I don't want to be any of those things for you, ever again.”

Oh come on. You know you want to.”

No. I don't.”

Please. One date. For me.” He said flashing me an almost perfect smile.

I said NO. now get over it. We're over and we'll never be together again.”

But I don't want it to be. I want us to be together again. I wanna hold you while you sleep.”

I don't want your nasty arms, body, mind, or any other part of you around me again. Now leave or. . .” I was stopped mid sentence by his hand grasping my throat and his free hand striking across my face.

Look here. You WILL go back out with me. You WILL stay with me. And you WILL sleep with me.” He said in a low stern voice.

The next thing I knew Lucas had punched Devin in the face and they were on the ground fighting. Lucas was on top and just profusely hitting Devin in the face and chest. I had fallen to the ground and was coughing like crazy trying to catch my breath. Lucas realized I was needing something he immediately stopped and rushed over to me picking me up, carrying me inside, locking the door, and taking me into the kitchen.

Lucas sat me down on the counter and got me some water. After a few drinks I was back to normal. And my breathing was returning to normal. As soon as Lucas was standing in front of me I just flung myself to him and clung onto him as I sobbed. He rubbed my back and just held me.

Thank you Lucas.” I said between sobs.

I'm not going to let that scum bag hurt you. My little wolf pup.” He said trying to get me to smile. Wolf pup was Devin's old pet name for me when we were dating and one of his more commonly used ones.

Not funny yet. Although I love it, its not funny yet.”

Okay. You wanna go lay down?”

“Yes please.” I said as we walked off to his bed room.

Here lay down. I'll go get you some water and a snack. What do you want.”

'You. I want you to hold me all day as we share kisses back and forth.' Were my thoughts running through my head. “Just some water will be fine. Thanks Lucas.” I said pushing my thoughts to the back of my head.

Okay I'll be back in a few minutes.”

Thank you Lucas.” I laid back and smelled Lucas' pillow. I wanted to smell these pillows every day from now on.

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Author's Note: Okay guys hope you like this one. This one was hard for me remembering what happened that day with Devin. For weeks after that I had bruises on my neck from his hand. Devin looked worse though. His lip was split, 2 black eyes, several cuts on his face, and more. For weeks I was thanking Lucas. The next chapter should be out soon.