Date: Sat, 3 Oct 2020 12:10:14 -0700 From: glitchhappens@gmail.com Subject: Broken Straight Bull Broken Straight Bull This all started sophomore year of highschool. I was a linebacker for my highschool team with a beautiful cheerleader girlfriend. She started to suck me off the summer before 10th grade. It felt great but she wasn't the best. Back then I thought she was though. I just loved her sucking off my monster cock. I was 16yo, 6'2, 245lbs of irish muscle and gifted with a thick 8in cut cock. She could never take me to base. I ate her out too and made her cum quick. By Thanksgiving that year she let me fuck her. Unfortunately that is what made us break up. I was too rough for her. I couldn't help but to fuck hard. It was also around that time a team mate and close friend, Jake, came out as gay. I didn't have a problem with him and joked with him about it. One weekend my parents were out of town and a bunch of us were drinking at my place. As the night drew on slowly guys left and it was just down to me and Jake. We were so drunk we were telling each other things we wouldn't normally. I told him why we broke up and how I love to fuck rough. He told me that it was hard finding guys to play with. I told him that I was always horny and hate to jerk off. He looked at me surprised and down at my buldge. "Dude, if you want to suck me then suck me. Doesn't make me gay to get head." I told him as I leaned my head back. I wasn't expecting him to go for it but I wasn't gonna stop him. Then I felt his fingers pull down the top of my shorts. As usual I was only wearing a jock under my shorts. He was going to show for my drunk horny self. I got up and took my shorts off and jock. He looked surprised. I sat down in my dad's recliner. Jake got into his knees and slowly started to suck me. He could take about the same amount my ex could take before gagging. A few times I did what she hated, I forced his head down deeper. First time he choked hard and that made me do it again. This time in the gag was a moan. I just kept my hand on his neck but he would randomly try to deep throat me. After a bit I could tell he was getting tired. "Get up" I ordered him. He obeyed with a visible bulge himself. I acted like I didn't notice. "Sit back against the chair and open up." He obeyed and I shoved my cock in his mouth. I pounded his mouth as if it was pussy. When I started to get close I felt him grab my hips. Looking back I realized he was trying to shove me off but then I thought he wanted now. I pounded harder and then I managed to force in to base just as I came. He took every drop and not by choice. When I pulled out he was coughing and I laid down on the floor panting. He was saying something but I was too lost in the rush. He left after that and I was confused thinking maybe he was not really gay. The next day he told me he nearly passed out and I was too rough. I told him that I'm not normally that rough but I was drunk. A few days later I messaged him along if he could blow me again and this time I will let him control the flow. He came over that night. My parents as usual weren't home and even if they were my room is the whole basement and it's soundproofed from when I tried to start a band. He came in and the moment the door closed he grabbed my semi and balls. "These are my play toys tonight. You obey and enjoy." I got instantly full hard. I thought it was because of the head but now I'm not sure. He ordered me to strip him. I wasn't sure if I wanted to see him just but I obeyed. He was built but thinner than me. His Italian side showed with his thick black fur. Then when I took his shorts off I saw he was commando. He was fairly hung, about 6 uncut but thick. He was probably thicker than me but I won't admit that to him. Then he told me to strip and again I obeyed. Bring ordered about was new and I was willing to obey knowing how good he sucks cock. If this is what I had to do for his mouth I figured why not. It took no time for me to be nude. Though as I took off my jock he stroked my ass cheek. I looked at him confused of why he would touch me there when he wanted my cock. He quickly withdrew his hand but then grabbed my hard cock. I moaned as he held me. "You like this?" He asked. "Fuck yeah." I replied. He squeezed hard. "You want me to suck you?" He asked. "Yes." I moaned. "Yes what?" He asked now squeezing near painfully. "Yes.. please?" I replied in a groan still enjoying it but in discomfort. "Call me Sir." He replied and squeezing painfully hard. "Yes Sir" I replied in the beginning of being in pain. "Lay on your back with your hands behind your back. You will just lay there and enjoy. Move your hands and this ends." He told me as he let go of my cock. I was about to end it myself but I was so turned on that I obeyed. He crawled up between my legs and softly licked my balls and the underside of my cock. I do wanted to grab his head and fuck his face but held my hands still. After a bit of that teasing he moved to the head. Licking the head and gently sucking the tip. I was on the verge of just taking his mouth by force, but a part of me wanted to obey him. Then as if he read my mind he swallowed my cock. I let out a loud moan. He played with my balls as he bobbed up and down. Slowly he rubbed my balls then the gap between the balls and ass. I was lost in pleasure. Then I felt part of my cheeks spread by his fingers. "Dude... Sir, I'm not gay. Stay away from my ass." I told him. "Since you called me Sir ok." He replied and went back sucking me and playing with my balls. That night he swallowed 3 loads. Then the night went as it would if we were straight friends. We played video games and chatted. Over time we did this at least twice a week and talked more in-depth. Summer was coming and he had to leave for the summer. We decided to meet up again. "Since this is the last time for a while can I ask something?" He said nervously as I took his clothes off. "Sure ...Sir." I replied with a smile. I only called him Sir when he was going to suck me off. "As I blow you can you jerk me off?" He asked and I was on my knees taking off his shorts. His semi hard cock in my face. Something in me clicked and I just acted. I got up and looked at him straight in the eyes. "I'm not gay but you're the best cocksucker I ever met." Then I grabbed his cock imagining it was mine and started to stroke. He jumped and moaned. "It is the least I could do." After a few moments of us staring at each other as I was jerking him. He kissed me. I allowed it for a moment and then let go of his cock and stepped back. I stumbled over the bed and landed on my back. I think to hide his embarrassment he just went down on my cock sucking me off roughly. I didn't mind a bit. I don't know why but I was really turned on and came faster that normal. He flopped down next to me, remaining his breath. "If you tell anyone about this I'll rip your balls off." I told him as I got up. I was nervous, turned on and wanted to do this as a thanks to him. I got laid down between his legs. "Dude what are you doing?" He asked. "Something I'll never do again so enjoy" I told him before putting his cock in my mouth. He let out a moan. It wasn't as bad as I thought. It didn't taste bad. As I sucked him I tried to do the stuff he did to me. He moaned more and bucked his hips forcing his cock more into my mouth. Due to the thickness I could barely take half his cock. I felt his hands on my head. Suddenly he just grabbed and held my head. "Fuck!!!" Was what I heard then tasted his cum in my mouth. I wasn't planning on him cumming in my mouth. I tried to pull off but his hands held my head there. Looking back I could've gotten off but I took his load. "What the..*cough* ... fuck man?!?" I gasped and coughed when he let me up. "Sorry man I couldn't help it. Your mouth was so sweet." He said with a smirk, "Look you're precumming so much. You liked it." "Fuck you man. I'm no faggot." I denied but it got me thinking. I did like getting head from guys and couldn't care less about setting guys nude. "Fuck, I might be bi. Either way I swallowed your jizz, now you swallow mine and you'll let me fuck your mouth." "What's the magical word?" He replied with a grin. "Now! This time I'm not being submissive." I ordered and I climbed on top of him using my knees to pin his arms down. As he went to speak to protest I rammed my cock in. I assaulted his throat hard and the rougher I got the more I imagined him doing it to me rather than me to him. Finally I exploded down his throat. When I let him go he just coughed. Then he got up and just before he left he just called me an asshole. About a week went by when I called him. I apologized for being so rough and he apologized for cumming in my mouth. He told me while he enjoyed playing together that we aren't really a match to play together. Though he had an idea of someone I could play with. He would give me a call later that week with a number. I got the call and was given a name and number. I called this Tom that night. I was horny and needed head bad. Tom agreed to meet me in public. We met in the next town over at a coffee shop. He came up to me since apparently he's seen me at my games. Tom was built like a baseball player. He seemed normal but while I was a highschool student he wasn't. He had to be in his early 30's. We talked first about how he knew Jake. I forgot that Jake played baseball before football. Tom was Jake's assistant coach in middle school. Jake found him in an adult bookstore. Tom was ashamed of being caught like that but was submissive to young men. I told Tom to take me back to his place. I instantly took charge Tom and I saw an instant change in him. Tom's self confidence just turned off and he obeyed. While he drove I ordered him to tell me what he liked and had hoped from me. He hoped I would dominate him and fucked his face and maybe his ass. Like with Jake I told him I wasn't gay but I was constantly horny and Mel give better head. After arriving Tom offered me some water and I accepted but he had to be nude and bring it back on his knees. I saw a smile and then a realization and stripped. For an older man I thought he would be hairy but he was smooth neck down. An outline of muscles showed through his but if girth. His cock was hard but small compared to Jake and myself. He came back to find me only wearing my jock and sitting on his couch legs spread. He crawled over to me and I took the water. "Now listen, if we do this there are a couple rules. 1, no one can know but Jake. 2. I will be fucking your throat hard and you will enjoy it. 3. No stopping or mercy will be given 4. You will provide beer. If I'm going to let a pedo like you suck me then I better have a buzz. 5. I give you an order them you obey Got it?" I listened to him. I was thinking of them since he confessed that he likes to be a bitch. He thought about it for a second and replied, "Yes Sir." "Blow me then" I ordered as I drank some water. He started to blow me through the jock. I didn't expect this but felt good. "May I?" He asked after a bit. He looked pathetic and I just nodded. He moved the jock exposing my cock. He just took it and on the 2 attempt he took me to base. I just moaned. After a bit I wrapped my legs around his head and held him at base. He coughed and could tell he was gagging. It wasn't too I could tell he was panicking that I let go. He backed out but never let my cock out of his mouth. Then after he caught his breath he started to suck me again. After a few minutes I blew my load and he swallowed every drop. "Get me a beer and once I'm done you can suck me again." I told him. He crawled away and as he did I was checking out his ass. I began to wonder if his ass was better than pussy, considering a man's mouth was better than a woman's. I started to stroke as I thought this. I didn't even notice Tom come back with the beer. I jumped as he licked the head and there he was. "Sorry Sir. What were you thinking about?" He asked as he handed me the beer. I chose to be honest with him since he was mine to use. "I was wondering if you ass was better than pussy." I told him, staring at his face watching for a response. "Um..You want to fuck me?... Sir?" He said getting all nervous again while looking between my cock and my face. "Would you mind?" I asked. I don't know why I asked. I knew if I wanted it he would give it to me. "Well I haven't been fucked in a while and by no one as hung as you. Sir. Also I swore a long time ago that I won't ever use condoms again Sir." He sounded nervous and all I got from that was a yes I would but would need to be forced. "Suck another load out and then I'll fuck you face a third load and we'll call it a day." His face went to shock. "3 loads Sir?" he whimpered but his hard cock betrayed him. "I usually can do 4-5 loads. Listen lets talk next time about me fucking you." I told him and then he started to suck me. He was a great cocksucker. Almost as good as Jake. Some time later after I came a second time; Tom was sitting next to me on his couch. "May I ask a question Sir?" he asked. "Yeah boy." I replied stroking my semi back hard again. "Jake told me that you wouldn't let him near your hole. May I ask why?" He seemed timid and when I looked I saw he was hard. "Well I am not gay" I defended myself, ",but I love the head you guys give. I just never thought of my ass that way and also a bit worried that I am not clean back there." He gave a moment's thought and his face changed some. "How about this as a deal. Next week is the weekend before you go back to school. How about you come over for the weekend. Two nights. I'll shower you up and make sure you are clean. If you let me eat your ass then I'll let you fuck me. Deal?" he said with a smile. I knew this was something he wasn't gonna let go but he was going to let me fuck him. "3 things. One if I tell you to stop you stop. Two, Jake can never know. Three, I get to tie you down and fuck you till I am drained." I offered with a smile. He thought for a moment and then turned to me. "I'll agree to that if 2 things. One you be gentle and two you suck me for a few minutes before you fuck my face. Jake told me about how rough you are and that's my price." His cock was smaller than Jake's but was glistening with precum. He was offering to let me fuck rough. "If I suck you then I get to gag you as I fucked your ass." I countered hoping it would kill the deal. "Deal. Now get between my legs." he barked at me. My cock jumped some and I could feel being turned on again. Also as I moved between his legs I could feel my face turning red. "Easy now, it is just cock. Imagine you're sucking a lolly pop." He said as he guided my head down. His cock tastes saltier than Jake's. I tried to do to him as him and Jake did to me. He moaned so much and was bucking a rhythm. His hands held my head in place. I was able to take his cock easily to base without choking. I could feel his cock swell and his balls constricting. "I am going to cum." he moaned as he let my head go. Fuck it I thought and went crazy sucking his cock. "Fuck, I can't hold back." he moaned. I pulled off just in time to have my face covered in cum. My mouth was open and cum went into my mouth as well. He looked at me and smiled. I just stood up and had my painfully hard cock in his face. He lunged at it and I forced him to take it deep. It took most of it easily. I instantly started to fuck his face. I forgot about the cum on my face. I licked my lips and tasted his cum as I fucked him. It just made me harder. Now and again he choked some on my cock but I didn't care. At one point I forced him sideways on the couch and rammed my cock in his mouth. As I did I saw his semi hard cock near my face. I started to suck him again. At that moment I managed to take my cock balls deep. It felt so good. At one point, I didn't realize it, I stopped pounding his face and was focused on his cock. Just as he came so did I. I swallowed his load as he swallowed mine.When we were done I collapsed on the floor next to the couch. "Fuck Sir, that wasn't expected. Thank you Sir." He expressed while breathing heavy. "Fuck, I don't know why I did it." I sighed. "Well you can suck me whenever. It doesn't make you gay if you want to give back." he spoke and it hit me. I sucked his cock and liked it. I looked up at him. "Damn I came a lot on your face. Let's get you cleaned up." Jake said and got up. His limp cock was in my face and all I could think of was to suck it again. Then I got up. He slapped my ass as he did and a soft moan slipped out. "I think I might be the boss at times with you." He stepped close behind me. I felt his still semi hard cock pressing against my ass cheeks. Part of me wanted him to press in more, but then I panicked. I turned around and grabbed him by the throat. "I'm no faggot. I only sucked you as a return favor. You will never fuck my ass. You hear!" I hollard at him. I saw fear in his face. I felt a little bad but I wasn't going to back down. Now I'll clean up and you'll take me back to the coffee shop. The trip there was silent. I think he feared me but the entire time my mind swam with thoughts of how I enjoyed his cock. I got out without much of a word and just vanished into the crowd. When I got home I just had to spank out another load. I thought of how his cock tasted and loved it. The next day I got a call from Tom. He apologized for his behavior and he understands how confused situations can be. He said I was probably so horny I just acted.That it doesn't mean I am gay. Also if I don't want to do that weekend idea I don't have to. I replied with, "I sucked your cock, twice. I'm getting that ass." he laughed on the other end. We talked a good bit and I told him I can't help myself. I fuck hard and get lost in it. I told him how my ex-girlfriend said I was too rough. He said as long as I start slow and use lots of lube I can be as rough as I like. I admitted to him I like to suck cock and asked if I could suck him again. He agreed and said his mouth and cock are my toys. That week crawled but that Friday I went to meet up with him. I told my parents I wanted to go camping before school started. They didn't care. I showed up with a small bag. I was wearing a part of my football training outfit with my best jock under. He handed me a coffee and we walked back to his car. I could tell he enjoyed my outfit. He fondled me in the car ride back to his place but he took a different way. "Where are we going?" I asked nervously. "Don't worry. I am taking you to an adult bookstore. There I'll let you pick out 3 things and if you want we can go in the back to the glory holes. There you can watch me suck cock, you can get sucked or if you want you can suck cock." He had a large smile when he said that. I was nervous to be in such a place. I told him I was nervous and he did his best to calm me down. He said at any moment to give him a look and we would leave, but asked me to give it a try. We arrived and he handed me a large hoodie and asked me to wear it because of how young I am. We went in and almost no one even looked at us, well we got checked out but that was about it. I was getting hard as soon as I saw the porn. Then I saw some toys and instantly he saw me gravitate to the BDSM toys and movies. I saw him smile at me. Then he guided me down this hallway of doors. I could hear moaning and a few doors were cracked open and you can see some guys getting sucked and others sucking. We found an empty room and he let me in first and followed, closing the door behind him. There were sliding doors on each side. He dropped to his knees and started to suck me. As he did he slid open a hole. It didn't take long for a cock to pop through. Tom turned and sucked it as he stroked me. It was hot to watch. The guy didn't last long and came. Tom swallowed it. We heard the guy leave and Tom started to suck me. Another guy entered and a big black cock came through. It was longer than mine but not as thick. I started to stroke it as Tom sucked me. Then the guy complained and said, "He wanted some head , not a jerk." I gestured to Tom to let me. I started to lick his head and then started to suck him. His cock tasted of sweat and I loved it. I was sucking for a bit and he again complained. So I stopped and Tom took over. The guy loved it and not long after came and left. Tom said I would need practice. Tom sucked a few more and him and I teamed up on a couple. Then we went back out and saw a few men look at us with grins. One came up, an older mexican fella. He hands me a slip of paper, adjusts his cock and walks away. I opened it up and it was a phone number, the name Jose and 6uc. We snickered and went to look at some toys. Tom got me an orgy porn, a cock ring and a small vibrator. We left and headed back to his place. He said I did amazing there. We got back to his place and we stripped. He put the cock ring on me and started to suck my cock. It was so amazing how the ring held my cock hard. Even after I came I never lost my hardness though I only lost a little before. After that as I was sitting back with a beer, Tom came back with the vibrator and put it under my balls. I was losing it with pleasure. It didn't take him long to take my second load. He then offered to order pizza for us. I joked and said only if we can have the delivery boy as dessert. He ordered and sat down and asked if I wanted his cock. I moved and started to suck him. He gave me advice on how to improve my ability. I was just cleaning up from swallowing his load when the pizza arrived. We ate nude and had the tv on as we talked. He told me back in the day he was a huge slut. That he basically did any guy period. I told him how I enjoyed sucking cock not because of the cock but the sounds guys make. Also how cum didn't taste bad so I didn't mind swallowing. If it tasted nasty I wouldn't do it at all. We went back and forth talking sex, taboos and intos. The conversation turned to the hispanic guy who gave me his number. We agreed that come morning we will decide on contacting him and that tonight was just us. Tom and I 69'ed with the porn playing, me wearing my cock ring and vibrator under my balls. It was so hot. It was also the first time literally sleeping with a man. I woke up late that morning with Tom sucking my cock. We ate breakfast and showered together. Tom showed me how to clean out my ass and I helped him do his. It was gross but the reason behind it was turning me on. We ended up calling that guy and told him how I was mostly straight and loved getting head and was interested in possibly giving head. He told us he was only a top but wouldn't mind playing with both of us. About an hour later he showed up. I answered the door, after looking through the peephole, only in my jock. Jose was about 5'6 so he was shorter than me but a thick build. Not fat but beefy but no visible muscle lines. Seconds after the door closed he grabbed my cock through the jock and pressed me against the wall and kissed me. Tom was watching and I was just so shocked I didn't resist. He then let me go and did similar to Tom but he was nude. We then offered a beer and asked if we can talk about what I am willing to do. "Max here is mostly straight and loves his big cock sucked on. He can be aggressive with his meat. He also likes to suck cock some and also seems to like it rough a little." Tom was telling Jose and smiled at me with the last remark. My face just turned red. "Also I was planning on rimming his ass later and letting him fuck me with me bound. I'm pretty tight and since he loves it rough I figured you can show him how to top." Tom continued. "Sure, I can do that. Just let you know when I top I don't use a condom. So who's gonna suck me now?" He leaned back with his hard 6 uncut cock in the air. I went to it immediately. His cock tasted different and felt weird with the extra skin. I was on his cock doing the best I could and he was moaning with his hand on my head. Jose wrapped his thick legs around my head and pushed me to the base. I could feel his cock hitting the back of my throat but I wasn't gagging. "You, eat his ass as I use his mouth. He'll like it." Jose ordered Tom. I didn't resist though I was having difficulty breathing. I felt my ass cheeks be spread open. That is when I started to panic. Images of Tom fucking me ran through my head. I was pinned though with Jose's cock in my mouth. Then I felt something big touch the edges of my cheeks and panic set in more. I tried to push off Jose but couldn't then I felt it. Tom's tongue touched my hole and instantly I started to relax from the pleasure. I was lost in the pleasure from both sides.The next thing I know I am swallowing Jose's cum. It was strong and salty. On the verge of being gross. Unlike with Tom and Jake he came on my tongue making sure I could taste it. He was telling me to swallow it and Tom licked deeper into my hole. So I obeyed. He then let me up. "See I knew you would like it. Damn that is a big cock. I am happy that I am not a bottom." Jose joked as he pushed more cum out the head. "Clean that up pup." I obeyed and licked up the bit of cum and then got up. "Let's go to the bed room, Tom can suck me hard again as you eat his ass getting it ready for us." Jose told us. He was taking charge. I knew Tom liked it but why was I. Jose got onto the bed and leaned up against the headboard and spread his legs. Tom climbed up and laid down between them. "Tie him up will you Max." Jose ordered. Earlier Tom and I setup ropes to tie him up for me to fuck him. Since they were prepared it was an easy slip on and tighten. I felt Tom tremble some as I held his leg as I tightened the rope. Once bound I crawled over between Tom's legs and started to spread his cheeks. I was so nervous and yet turned on. I didn't want to eat his ass at all. I thought it should be gross, but as I looked at it I remembered seeing my ex's hole. I was tempted to fuck it then like I was now. I think Jose saw that glimmer in my eyes. "Yo! I'm first so get it wet." he barked at me. My temper started to flare some but I held back. I took my face close to Tom's ass. He knew I was close and raised it some. It smells hot like his cock. I stuck out my tongue and it didn't taste like shit as I thought it could. I started to eat his ass as I ate my ex's pussy. Apparently I was better at eating ass than sucking cock from how Tom moaned. I was getting deep with my tongue and been going at it for a while. Jose just suddenly shoved Tom's head off his cock. "Move kid, I want that ass." Jose ordered as he moved around. "Watch and learn kid." "Wait won't you need lube?" I asked. Then he shoved a finger up Tom's ass. Tom gasped and then moaned. "Nah, you got him wet enough." Jose said and he aimed his cock at Tom's hole. He went in slow and Tom only moaned and groaned. At one point Jose just slammed the rest in and started to fuck Tom. My cock was hard and leaking. Then I did something I can explain. I laid down next to Tom and watched his face in ecstasy. SMACK!!! Heat and pain radiates through my ass. Jose just spanked me hard. I turned and looked at him angrily. "What the fuck man!?!" I cried out but as I did a second smack against my other cheek hit. "I want you ass. What can I do to get that virgin hole?" he asked with a grin. "Let me tie you down and fuck you." was the first thing that popped in my head. He just kept fucking Tom but I could tell he was thinking it over. I looked at Tom and you knew that it wasn't a good idea.I didn't think he would take such an offer. "I fuck you first." Jose replied. "No I go first so I know you don't fuck and leave." I replied. "I want you to fuck him first. That way I know how you fuck." Jose replied. "Tom, you want me to fuck you now?" I asked him. "Why the fuck are you asking him. He already said you were gonna fuck....him. Fuck" Jose was saying then came in Tom's ass. "There he's prelubed." "Go ahead but add lube and please be gentle." Tom said and lowered his head to the bed. I grabbed the lube and rubbed my cock as I climbed in place. Jose was still partly hard as he watched. I followed what Jose did and inserted a finger into Tom's ass. It was almost as loose as a pussy and I could feel Jose's cum in him. I pulled it out and sniffed it. It smelled weird but something about it was turning me on more. I knew I had to keep my head because I didn't want to hurt Tom. I could feel the rush of sex coming on. I put the head of my lubed cock at the entrance. I start to push in and I can hear Tom trying to breath and relax. Despite it feeling a bit loose with my finger, my cock was much bigger and was having difficulty getting in. I just got into the entrance, I could feel Tom's body tighten from the pain of me cock. I leaned forward to whisper to Tom it is alright and I can stop. Then I felt a hand on my back and pushed. I slipped and ended up ramming my cock hard into Tom. It hurt my cock as well. Tom cried out and I apologized and started to pull out. That is when it took over. My lust rose and flooded my body. The feeling of being in Tom fueled the flame. Then without thinking I started to pound Tom's ass. At this point Tom was speechless just gasping from my cock destroying his ass. After a bit I began to hear Tom moan. I felt Jose's hands on me and felt me up. Even my ass and going between my cheeks. I was out of control. Could feel but not stop. Jose just was inserting his thumb up my ass when I started to cum. With me still in Tom, I stopped and realized what happened. "Shit, Sorry Tom. I didn't mean to. You okay?" I asked him, laying on his back with my cock still dribbling cum in his ass. Then I felt Jose pull his thumb out and getting in position to fuck me. "No, fuck no. Jose you are not fucking me." I barked and tried to get off Tom and not have Jose go in me. As I moved I gelt Jose's cock hit the entrance of my hole but he didn't get in. I managed to get off him. "Fine, I'll fuck our host again. He wants it." Jose said as he started to climb into position. "No you won't!" I tackled Jose off Tom and onto the floor. "You guys are fucked up. I'm out of here." Jose yelled as he got up to leave. I also got up and started to untie Tom and apologize. "It's ok. I know you are sorry. It was him. I hope he didn't spoint your fun." Tom said reassuringly. I also checked his ass. I saw some red on the sheet. "Fuck you're bleeding. You need to see a doctor!" I was freaking out. "No you just tore me some. I'll be fine. Just help me to the bathroom." Tom asked and I obeyed. After that we just sat on the couch for a bit with me holding him. I felt bad but was turned on some. Tom noticed this because of my cock poking him. "I see you are excited." He joked. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have fucked you. I got carried away." I apologized. "It's fine but were you going to let him fuck you?" He asked me now looking at me. "No, I was just asking for me to fuck him in exchange so he'll stop. I didn't think he would be serious." I replied. "I enjoyed your cock, just need to start more gently next time." He told me and then he leaned over and started to suck me. For the rest of that weekend we just sucked each other off. I never told him about the finger being in me. Him and I met up a couple times a week till school got busy. Then it slowed down. I told Jake about some of what happened. Only that we had oral and I watched Tom get fucked by Jose who turned out to be an ass hole. Jake told me that guys can be just like women can be bitches. Jake also had news. He met a guy and they lived not far from each other. For Christmas break Tom offered to let me fuck him again. No deals or trades. It started all gentle like Tom wanted, this time Tom was on his back. Not long into it though I lost it and fucked Tom hard. He was moaning the entire time. Later Tom told me he saw a change in me when I did that. Also I need to control it better because I could accidentally rape someone. I only stucked Tom and even then it wasn't often. That day kind of put me off from it. The day after I fucked Tom, Jake came up asking how it was. Tom told him about it. I was mad but Jake was saying that Tom said I was the best he ever had. The year went on and not much happened. Once or twice a month I would fuck Tom but that was it. I got a new girlfriend but was terrible at sex. I fucked her anyways. I used her as practice to calm down my aggressiveness. Summer is coming and the annual party has arrived. My gf couldn't make it. Had to leave town for something and of course my parents were also gone. The party was in the woods not far from home. I was drunk like everyone else. While the rest of our friends and teammates paired up with their couples Jake and I went back to my place for more alcohol. Along the way he told me how well him and his man were doing. That his man had a match the next day and couldn't make it. Jake collapsed on the couch and confessed missing my massive cock. He loved his man but he was small and all bottom. I told him that I missed his mouth. Without thinking I whipped my cock out. "Suck it if you want it" I told him. He took it and was going down hard on my cock. He dropped his pants to stroke off. After a bit he backed off. "I gotta puke." he told me. "There is a can behind the couch." I replied and he started to climb to the couch. I helped him up and onto the edge of the couch. My cock pressed against his ass. The next thing I know I wake up in the morning on the couch. Jake is gone. I went to put my cock away and saw red on it. "Fuck what did I do?" I wondered. I called Jake and got no reply. Finally I called Tom and he answered. He was pissed at me. Apparently I fucked Jake last night and Tom came and got him. I really hurt Jake. I tried to apologize but he hung up. Jake and Tom ignored me all summer and my girl broke up with me because I wouldn't fuck her any more. So I just jerked off, worked and trained all summer. School started and I tried to apologize and explain but Jake wouldn't hear it. Then he threatened that if I didn't leave him alone he'll tell everyone what I did. So I left him be. I tried to enjoy senior year but the only pleasure I had was getting blown at the bookstore Tom took me to. School came and went and now I was off to college. I let guys blow me but only fucked women during that time. I had pretty good control now of my aggressive side even when drunk. I came back during winter break and while in the store I saw Jake. "Hi man, listen I know it's been a while and you probably still don't want anything to do with me but I'm sorry. I remember you blowing me then the next thing I was waking up in the morning." I told him. It was in the middle of the store and I never lowered my voice. I think he noticed this. "Let's get a coffee and talk somewhere private." he replied. "Listen I was pissed at what you did. We were both in the wrong and I knew about your aggressive side." He told me, "Though it doesn't make what you did right. You hurt me." "I'm sorry, I wish I could do something to make up for it. I tried but you just shut me out. Tom too. He forgave me when I did it to him." "You did it to Tom!" his anger was raising, "He never told me that." "Yeah, some mexican guy we invited over fucked him first and then I started. He pushed me down onto Tom and his ass felt so great and I just lost it." I explained. I haven't had anything more than oral with a guy since. All the women I fucked I haven't hurt. I have changed and am sorry." "Listen I got to go but here's my number and we can chat. Text me." He handed me a napkin with his number on it and left. After that I stopped over at Tom's place. I felt like I had to apologize to him as well. On arriving it looked different. I knocked on the door. A woman answered. I was taken back by it but explained that I had a former coach who lived here and I was just stopping by to say hi. She told me that they bought the place last year and apologized to me. I in return apologized for bothering her. As I headed back to my car I called and found his number had been disconnected. I went back home after. It was then I texted Jake. He told me that Tom moved to take care of his ailing father. Hadn't heard from him since. Jake and I kept in communication even when I went back to school. I told him whenever I fucked a girl or got my cock sucked. He told me about guys he hooked up with. Jake was always a top. Lingo I learned over time. I have also learned what a bull was. One day while cruising personals I found a man seeking a bull to fuck his wife infront of him. I replied and after some back and forth emails we met. If things went well then that weekend I would be fucking his wife. We met and he was a small weak looking guy and she was a big breasted thick woman. I was instantly turned on. She loved it rough and he just couldn't do it for her anymore. He is into being dominated and for his failure she wanted him to watch a real man fuck her. I said I would but I fuck bare. She said sure as long as I cum on her. That night came and I showed up in just my tight shirt and jeans. I was going commando. I was told that he would obey me as well as her. I had him strip her first, then me and then himself. He was nervous as he stripped me and then saw my cock. His was a small 4 inch cock fully hard. I ordered him to stand behind me. I shoved his woman onto the bed and ate her pussy deep. She was moaning. After a bit I paused and ordered him to sit with his head between our legs watching. I aimed my cock between her legs and at the pussy. I forced it hard into her. She moaned and cried out. I fucked her hard from the get go. On the occasion I felt my balls slap her husband in the face. When I was finally getting close I could feel that she came multiple times and I was soaked with her cum. I pulled out and shot all over her pussy. When I finished I got up still hard. I then ordered him to clean my cum off her. This was never discussed. She looked at me and then smiled. Then she ordered him to obey and lick it up. He started to eat up and grimace at eating my cum. When he was done, I moved my cock to her face. "Suck it." I ordered. "What if I don't?" she replied all brave. I looked at her husband. "Then I'll fuck him like I fucked you." I was testing them and I know she knew it. His face went pale. He tried to mumble please no. "What will you do honey for me to suck his cock and not have his split you open?" She asked him. I just stood there getting harder. "Anything, please. Don't have him fuck me. This was for your pleasure and my humiliation." he pleaded. "Suck his cock clean boy" she ordered. His eyes widened but he got up to obey. "No teeth or I will shove this up your ass." I threatened. He did his best not to touch my cock with teeth. He even managed to take about a third of my cock. That night I fucked his wife 4 more times before I left with a tongue bathed cocked. I got 2 emails the next day. She loved it and hopes to do it again and that next time I can take his ass if I wanted to. Then I got an email from him pissed off. He was just to watch and not part take. That I was an asshole and never wanted to see me again. I forwarded the email to his wife. A few weeks pass and I get a reply from her to come over. The door will be unlocked. I was going to fuck him infront of her. He apparently was cheating and that is why she got fucked infront of him. Apparently he never cut it off and now she wanted me to make it right. I showed up and he was nude and passed out on the bed. She said he was drugged and asked if she could record it. I said no face but sure. As she sucked me hard I fingered lube up his ass. It wasn't the cleanest but hell. I got into position and the camera was out. She said on camera why I am doing it and showed pics of him with the other woman. The other woman was mad he was married and took the pics to prove to his wife. I aimed my cock and asked if she was sure. "Fuck him" she barked. I then rammed in hard. He cried out but in a haze. I never stopped despite cumming in him twice. It was around the third time he came to but couldn't do much but try to wave his arms. After I came I pulled out and wiped my cock on his cheeks. I was covered in a pink coating. I knew I tore him up but felt justified since he was cheating on her. I left that night. I got a thank you email from her the next day and never heard anything since. Jake was a bit mad that I raped him but I told him that it wasn't rape. He was willing to submit to her wishes. Jake didn't reply to me for a few weeks. During that time I found others seeking bulls but those I just fucked the wives. On occasion the guys would suck me clean. I kept Jake in on this showing that I didn't rape the guy. Finally Jake replied and said I was right. He did want it. Finals just ended and I got a message from Jake saying he was going to be in town for a couple days before heading to visit a friend. He asked if we could meet up. We met up and got chatting. He was going to a sex party further upstate. He asked if I wanted to come. I said sure but told him I will probably just drink and get blown. He said no problem but told me that there will be drugs there and lots of hot guys. I got hard thinking about it. So I agreed to it eagerly. So far I only played one on one and was again both nervous and excited. The day came and so did Jack. I wore my leather jock, jeans and tshirt. I took a long weekend so I could fuck it away. Jack drove us to this seedy part of the city up north. As we walked around to the back there were more men there. Most were fairly hot and some weren't. "Here, take these. They will help you calm down but not prevent you from getting laid." Jake said and he offered a couple pills. I swallowed them with some water and we walked in. There were guys all over the place nude. I started to feel the pills. I was so warm and getting horny. Jake took me where to strip. I was only wearing my jock that had a built in cock ring with my hard cock sticking out. "Dude, those were strong. I gotta sit down." I told Jake as he helped me into the room of guys fucking. Moments after sitting down a guy went between my legs and started to suck my cock. It felt so good. Some guys came over with their cocks out. They blew white smoke in my face and moments later I was so horny that I took their cocks in my mouth. I was there for an unknown amount of time. I swallowed load after load and shot many myself. Then some helped me up. My legs felt weak. "Fuck me men. I feel helpless." A poor choice of words on my part but I was so horny and having difficulty moving. I feel myself restrained down. "Open wide my friend." Jake tells me and I obey. He puts a gag into my mouth. "OK guys, this is my friend and he told me on the way here that if he got high enough he wants his cherry destroyed. No mercy, no stopping, no condoms. He wants every willing cock tonight even if he is crying and begging for it to stop. So, who's first?" Jake announced. It took till a guy was climbing over me to realize what he said. By then it was too late. A huge feeling cock pressed against my hole. He spit some onto me and rubbed it into the entrance. He pressed hard, barely lubed into my hole. It hurt so much but the drugs I was on made me want it more. He pressed harder and finally my hole gave and he slid in. My insides burned but I felt like I was going to cum. He didn't let me get used to it before he started to pound my ass till his balls were pounding mine. I tried to cry out for them to stop but I was gagged and bound. I tried to look over and saw a line forming. Most were guys I wouldn't really even look at and a good many were hung. "Fuck! This faggot is tight. Must be a real cherry I'm busting." He called out and others laughed. He slammed in deep and I felt his cum squirting into my ass. After he pulled out I felt empty. That feeling didn't last long when another rammed its way in using the cum for his lube. After a few thrusts I feel him reach under me to my cock. "He is so a faggot, hung but hard from getting fucked." He laughed and made the shame deepen. This went on for hours. On the occasion I was given more drugs and used more. Hours went on and I just laid there and took it. It was late in the evening and a new set of men came in. They looked like druggies. Some ate the cum from my ass and others fucked me. The gag was removed and I was forced to suck their cocks and drink their piss. As I laid there drinking a foul tasting chem filled piss I felt a guy get behind me and he spoke with a deep redneck voice, " You relax and take this and I'll gift you good. Might even make your preggo. Resist and I'll make sure your hole is bloody and sore faggot." He words both shamed me and made me worry. It was then I realized I was for the most part sober and my ass is hurting. I felt him fingering me, but I realized that he was practically fisting me at that point. I wanted to speak but the cock that just fed me piss was now balls deep in my mouth. Something cold and sharp pressed against my hole. Despite starting to go in easy it felt rough. Then I could his cock's thickness. He was a big one. I started to cry from the pain it was causing me but I tried to relax. The guys were laughing. Jake had his phone out taking pics. After what I thought to be half way in he mentions now he can really fuck since the head was in. Just as I started to panic and tighten up my destroyed hole he rams in. It felt like someone shoving a cheese grater up my ass. He instantly started to pump my ass. He was slapping it too. He laughed as I cried from the pain. The top pulled out and slammed in several times and each time mentioned how wrecked my ass was and how his gift was going to take hold. Just as I was swallowing the load from the cock in my mouth the top slams in hard and deep. "Take my toxic loads you faggot!" He called out. It was then I realized he was shooting aids ridden cum in my ass. I panicked but nothing I could do. He pumped a few times before pulling out. He came up next to me and I see this metal mesh condom on his cock and it was covered in cum and blood. "Thank me bitch." He ordered when my mouth is freed. "Thank you Sir." I horsley said. I was done and no longer resisted. Other men fucked me but Jake could see I was broken. He whispered in my ear that any guy he chooses I will service. When it was all done Jake put a butt plug up my ass and took me home. On the way I said nothing. We go into my place and he took me into the bathroom. As he started the shower I say on the toilet and removed the plug. My ass just emptied out. He helped me into the shower and he had me lean over and he helped clean me up. He surprised me and forced his cock into me. I just whimpered and moaned. Then he started to piss in me. Then he laughed as he pulled his cock out that it all just came out. I couldn't hold it in. After that we went to bed. I woke in the morning sore. Jake was behind me holding me. How cock was semi hard pressing against my ass. As I laid there I was mad at the fact I was basically raped but I was getting hard thinking about it. I accepted that I was a faggot. I shifted and started to suck Jake's cock. He moaned and looked down at me. "Morning. How's that ass?" He asked. "Sore and empty feeling." I replied. "If you want it, come and climb into my cock." He offered and I obeyed. This time he allowed actual lube to be used and it hurt but I took him. "Good boy." He replied with a smile.