Date: Wed, 6 Apr 2011 15:02:08 -0600 From: Andrew Lorenzetti Subject: Broken Tears 10 Broken Tears - Chapter 10 By Andy Lake You must be 18 or older to read this story. Stop if the idea of sexual intercourse between same sexed couples disgusts you, and if that's so, what the fuck are you doing here??? Thanks, Stephen, for editing and being available. All usual disclaimers apply. If you are not supossed to be reading this, then you shouldn't, but I know I can't stop you. *sigh* All the following characters are fictional, all made up by myself, thanks to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination. I'm the author, so obviously, I own the story and copyrights. It can only be spread with my permission or downloaded for personal pleasure. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Recap - "I'm yours and completely yours, just like you are mine, and no one is going to change that." I said as I kissed him once more. He relaxed, hugged me tight, and kissed my neck. I kissed his and felt his breath on my ear. "You're my world." He said as he kissed me. The school bell went off, and I was bummed by the bell, not saved by it. "You're my big teddy." I said hugging him as he chuckled. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- ******************** Future - Chapter 10 ******************** >>> 5 months later >>> Jeff and I have been dating for six months now! How cool is that? He is always so loving and caring and is always thinking the best for me. He hasn't been pushing at all about sex, and he buys me tons of stuff now, though, more than before, and he is always texting me sweet messages. He is such a teddy bear, and I love him. Everything in my life seems to be finally looking up by now. Brandon has been teasing more than usual, and Li is moving back to California tomorrow. I'm gonna miss her so much, and even her parents. They always seemed to like me around, and they call me their second son. So, now here I was, and the song was due in a few weeks, 15 days, exactly. That's one day after my birthday, February 29. I was so psyched. I was turning 15, and it was going to be so cool! I would finally be in high school, and I would be able to spend more time with Jeff than we normally do. And regarding my dad, he has been acting wierd lately. He doesn't even talk to me anymore, and he is always so distant. I am afraid that there is something really wrong with him, and guess what??? The rose is now a full on rose bush! It's so beautiful and has many roses around it. It makes me smile. I sat there at the desk in my room and was too happy to write a sad ballad. Maybe I could write a happy song, I thought, as the pencil lingered on top of the paper, my bangs covering part of my sight. "Knock, knock." I hear Jeff say from behind the door. I smiled, ran to it, opened the door, and there he was with a big smile on his face. "Jeff!" I jumped at him and hugged him tightly. He inhaled my hair and hugged me tighter. "Hey, love. How are you?" He asked as he kissed me softly. "Fine. I've been waiting for you...I'm nervous." I say blushing. That's right, today I decided to give Jeff my virginity. He has been the best with me not pushing me and loving me. It just feels right. "You don't have to do this." He said with a little disappointment. "Jeff, I want to." I said grabbing his hand and leading him in, but he stopped me. "No. We aren't just gonna come inside your room and do it, love. I'm taking you out on a date, and we will go a little farther where no one knows us so we can show our love." Jeff said smiling at me, and my heart fluttered. "Ok. I love you. I'll be back. I want to go change." I said kissing his forehead lightly. I dressed up in some tailor made pants and a long sleeve white button up with the sleeves rolled up. I placed on my glasses and smiled at my reflection. Jeff made me feel so beautiful inside and out, and he was so good to me. "I'm ready." I say walking out as he laid on my bed with his muscular arms on the back of his head. He was wearing the same suit pants and white v-neck with a black sport jacket. "You look so cute." He walked to me and lifted me up grabbing my butt as he nuzzled my neck. "Stop it." I giggled as he laughed and kissed my nose. "I'm so happy, baby." He said kissing me softly. "I'm more than happy, Jeff. You make me feel so complete. Let's go." I say dragging him out of the house. We got into his black Lexus, and he smiled and opened the door for me. He drove for a good half hour at full speed as I slept in my seat. "Babe, wake up. We are here." He said smiling as he nudged me. I opened my eyes and looked around, and we were at a nice restaurant. We got out of the car and made our way inside. Jeff spoke with the guy to clear our table, and it was a private booth. We sat down looking at each other as he held my hands. "Jeff, you didn't have to do this. I bet this place is expensive." I said a little afraid. "I know, baby, but you are worth everything in the world. You are my all." He said grabbing my hand and kissing it tenderly. "As you say, mister." I say smiling as the waiter arrived. She gave us our menus, and we ordered. Everything was beyond $100! GOD! But Jeff just smiled and ordered crab cakes and lobster for both of us. The food was so good, and we kept looking at each other and smiling. During our six months, we learned everything about one another. I knew his favorite song, movie, color, and his fears. He has even cried about issues with me. It was such a beautiful love and relationship. He always made me feel comfortable and did everything in his power to keep me happy. We finished the meal slowly, and with smiles and laughs, and a kiss every now and then. No, Jeff is not perfect. He is too possessive and jealous, but he is also tender and loving, and he knows how to make you feel like you are the only thing in the world by just looking at you intensely with his beautiful eyes. He seems to be able to hold your heart and melt it with his smile, and he makes me feel butterflies in my tummy 24/7. "Did you enjoy the dinner?" Jeff asked. "It was perfect." I said drinking my soda. "Well, I'm glad cause what's next is better, baby. I want you to remember this night for the rest of your life. I want you to remember that I love you tenderly and that I made love to you with every bit of my body." He said holding my hand as he placed the money on the table. He grabbed my hand and took my hand in his. We walked out of the restaurant and made our way to the car, and he held my hand the whole way. He kept on driving, but it wasn't in the direction of anyone's house. "Jeff, where are we going?" I asked meeting his eyes. "We are going to my uncle's cabin...I kinda set it up for us." He said blushing. "You are great. You know that?" I said as we kissed. He looked back to the road and pulled over to a house, well, a cabin. It was so beautiful and rustic, and there was a pond in the back that could be seen through the gate. He punched a code, and the gate doors opened. We drove in through the gates, and he parked near the front door of the cabin. He walked to my side of the car and opened the door for me. "Thanks." I said stepping out as I grabbed his hand. He opened the door, we walked in, and there was a beautiful sight for me. The house was so cozy. It had a fireplace, a beautiful polished wooden floor, and chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. We walked in as he guided me to the backyard, and there was the pond with many lights around it. The reflections of the christmas lights that adorned the patio, and of the moon, could be seen in the pond. In the middle of the pond was a little island, and there was a dock that connected the island to land. He walked me to the pond with a proud smile on his face, and we crossed the dock, which was decorated with lights on the sides. It was so beautiful, and then in the island of the pond there was a beautiful four poster bed with curtains on it. I smiled at him, and he blushed. "Jeff, this is- this--" I was out of words. "This is just a small thanks for being you." He said with tears in his eyes, I lost it and started sobbing as he held me tight against his muscly body. He kept telling me he loved me in my ear and that he was sorry. I just sobbed more and more as he picked me up in his arms. He carried me to the bed and placed me there softly. He got on top of me and started kissing me softly. "I love you, my love. I'm sorry." He said through tears. I didn't understand the sorry part, but I thought he meant taking my virginity. "I love you, too, Jeff. Make love to me." I said as the kiss got some tongue. His tongue entered my mouth and played around the inside of my cheeks. The kiss grew more desperate as he used his hands to roam all over my body. His hands slithered down my shirt as he unbottoned it and eventually pulled it off. He lost his shirt and displayed his hot muscular body for me. His bulging pecs and erect nipples seemed to glow due to the moonlight, and his perfect tan skin and muscular six pack heaved as he breathed deeply. He unfastened his belt as I did the same with mine, and we were soon under the covers rolling around as we kissed so tenderly. "Jeff.. Please make love to me." I moaned as his hands roamed through my chest and four pack. His rough hands touched my soft body, making shivers run down my spine and my body shake with anticipation. I placed my hands on his chest and pinched his hard nipples as he moaned in pleasure. I let my hand travel down the cleavage between his pecs, and the valley between his abs. I touched each softly as we kissed, and he moaned into my ear. "I will make love to you, baby. You are going to be mine forever." He said as his hands found my bum, and he pressed it real hard as I let out a soft and an eager moan. "Jeff, enter me now...please." I begged as he nodded. He dug for his sport jacket and pulled out lube and a condom. "Jeff, I'm a virgin, and you are clean and haven't had sex in six months, so enter me bare. I want to feel you inside me purely." I moaned as he groaned and kissed me harder. "Ok, baby, as you say." He applied almost all the lube on his long, fat, cock and applied the rest on my awaiting hole. I was on my back with my head resting on a pillow and my hands gripping the bed sheet tightly. He looked down at me and kissed me, and the head of his member played around my entrance as he groaned. His hand slid down my body, and he inserted one finger inside me. "Ughhh, Jeff." I moaned in pain as he entered me. He bent down, sucked on my neck, and then moved to my ear. "Baby, relax. Let me love you." He moaned as his finger entered some more. He moaned hard, and I whimpered under him. "Jeff...UMMMM" I moaned as his finger probed my prostate. "Baby, you are going to be mine today, all mine." He moaned as he gave me a hickey and sucked hard on my neck. "M-m-more..." I moaned as he pushed another of his big fingers into me. "Like that, baby?" He asked as he kissed my nose, his muscular body on top of mine. "Y-yes" I moaned as his fingers entered and retracted in my hole. He started to finger me a little faster and kept on doing it a little harder as I moaned in pleasure. He placed a third finger and repeated the process. He fingered me with a fourth finger and made me scream in pleasure as he stretched my insides with his fingers. "You think you are ready, love?" He asked as he removed the hair out of my forehead with his other hand. I nodded looking up at him, his cockhead again resting against my crack. He pushed in softly as I pushed out, and the head slipped in due to the massive amount of slippery lube. "UGHHHH! JEFF, IT HURTS!" I moaned as he went to my ear. "Shhh, baby, the pain will go away. I promise...I love you." He said as he gave me time to stretch around his penetrating member. "Keep going." I said as he nodded and pushed more of himself into me. The pain was there, but I was starting to feel more full than anything else, and he kept on entering me softly. "Ughhh, baby, so tight and soft and WET! I love it! Never felt like this before!" He said in lust and love as he shoved the rest of his huge cock into me. "UGHGHHHHH!" I screamed as I wrapped my arms around his back. I scratched him hard, moaned, and arched my back on the bed. The pain was inside me, but I also felt a fullness, not pleasure yet. He laid there still, and I knew he wanted to start making love, but he was patient. As my breathing relaxed and my grip on his back loosened, he leaned in and kissed me so tenderly as if his lips could break me into pieces. "Baby, I'm going to make love to you now." He retracted his penis and pushed it back in softly. I felt so full, but as he kept on the rocking motion, my prostate reacted to the stimuli. I groaned in pleasure, which make him look more determined, and he retracted the whole thing, leaving just the head teasing me. He slammed into me in one thrust as I moaned and shook. "Ugghhhh! Jeff, it feels so goood!" I moaned as he inserted his tongue in my mouth, and his movements became more rough and sexual. He kept on entering me fast and hard as he moaned over and over again. "I love you, baby. You like it? You like your man's meat in you, baby?" He asked as he entered me roughly. "UH HUH. It feels so good, Jeff! Please do me harder!" I moaned as his thrusting motion increased, his face illuminated by the moonlight. His eyes were closed as he made love to me, and he seemed so happy as he entered and retracted. I moaned in pure pleasure as he kept on making love to me. "Jeff, please go harder." I said blushing as I started meeting his thrusts and gripped my ass around his cock. I pressed my cheeks together, trapping his penis in a vicegrip, and this got a moan from him as his pace increased. "UGGH. Baby, take it! You are gonna make me shoot!" He moaned as he kissed me roughly with so much tongue. We looked at each other with lust, need, and love. He kept on rocking back and forth looking at me, and his hand moved to my dick as he started jacking it. "Ughh, Jeff, I'm going to cum!" I moaned at his touch. "Cum for me baby. Show me how much you love me, and cum!!" He moaned as he wanked faster and entered my tender hole with much more strength. "JEFF!" I moaned and blacked out for a second as my head rolled back. My back arched, my eyes rolled to the back of my head, and my asshole started twitching around his member. He shuddered at the touch, grabbed my hips tight, and pressed his cock one last time as he slammed it with pure animal force. He kept it tightly pressed against me, my ass cheeks making contact with his upper thighs as he kept his member inside me. It started bursting, and cum flooded my insides. "UGHHHH! YEAH, BABY, I LOVE YOU! TAKE MY CUM!! UGHH! YOU ARE MINE!" He moaned as he kissed me all over. We collapsed as I felt the cum leaking out of me as he kissed me softly. We looked into each others eyes as we dug in the covers. Sleep started taking me as he wrapped his arm around me and whispered "I love you" as he nibbled my ear. I sighed in happiness as I felt sleep take over my body. I woke up with a big smile on my face, and I was genuinely happy. Jeff was fast asleep and kept holding me tight. I woke him up, and we made our way into the house. He made me wear his shirt and nothing else since it was big and hung to the middle of my thighs. He kept on licking his lips as we cooked in the kitchen of the cabin. I was happy that he wanted me, and it made me feel beautiful. I was cooking an omelet and got thirsty, so I took some oj out of the fridge. Jeff wrapped his arms around me as I drank straight from the carton. He played some music and swayed with me. I was loving this feeling of Jeff with his arms around me, and I felt so safe as if nothing could harm me, ever. Jeff ignited fireworks inside. "I can imagine this in my future, walking up to you in my arms and cooking food with you before we go to work. I can totally picture us, even with kids." Jeff said kissing my neck as we swayed. "I would love that, Jeff. You would be our son's team coach, and I would piano tutor him and his friends." I say laughing at the image in my head. "I really love you." He said as he kissed me. "I love you too, Jeff...Please never hurt me." I say with fear. "I wouldn't even think about it." He said as we finished cooking. We ate slowly as the morning sun bathed the inside of the house. We were eating and sharing smiles as he blew kisses with his mouth full every now and then. We made love at least three more times in the cabin, one in the kitchen, on the stairs, and one kind of rough love making in the shower. We were so happy as we drove back home. He dropped me off at my house, and I walked in and sighed as I made my way to the kitchen to get some water. "Daddy, hi!" I said running to hug my dad, and he just backed away. This has been his attitude lately and I started to really get worried about it. He was disconnecting himself from us, and I wondered what it was as he left me there in the kitchen. I walked out to the rose bush and looked at it with a sad smile. I touched each one of the roses one by one. "Mommy, help Daddy, please. He is in so much pain, and I don't know why. It hurts me because I want to help him. Please, Mommy, let him heal. Please, Mommy. I miss his hugs, his kisses, and I miss my daddy...I miss you." I said as tears ran freely down my cheeks as memories of my mom flew through my mind. That night, asleep, I heard it again, the soft whisper that said "baby, hold on". I went to school with Marky, and again, he was so sweet and loving. Today he was really happy. I, on the other hand, was glowing. As soon as I saw Jeff, I gave him a sly smile. He was so cute! He came over to the car and stuck his head in just to kiss me. After our little show of affection, I went to my friends. I spent some time chatting with Cale about his guy, and he says they were getting more serious, but he didnt give the guy's name, though. Today was the day Li was to move back to Cali, and I was feeling REALLY bummed about it, but I had to suck it up for her. We arranged to have a goodbye party for her at Ben's Cafe tonight since she left on the night flight. I was a little excited, since I was going to sing for her at the party, and I was going to do it with all my might to show her how much she means to me. "Hey, guys!" Li said as she showed up. "LI! I'm gonna miss you!" I said hugging her. Cale said "Me, too" and engaged in the group hug. She looked over at me and smiled. "You got laid." She stated laughing. Cale looked at me in shock before he smiled a naughty smile. I smiled back. "How did you know?" I said trailing off. "Well, my friend, you are glowing more than cum exposed to UV rays." Caleb said giggling. We burst into laughter and walked in to school to a day of boring classes. Oddly, today, everything was going as smooth as possible. Brandon still called me names in the halls but didnt tease me as much. He did have this mean look on his face the whole day, though. I also saw Kyle, and he kept looking at me with a dreamy smile. He saw me looking once and winked, which made me blush. Lunch went on with no big thing, except for some people who came by and sat with us to say goodbye to Li. By the end of classes, I was walking down to the drama room. We were supposed to show what progress we had made on our songs. I had nothing, so I was a little nervous. I walked to the bathroom, washed my face, walked out of the bathroom, and started walking down the deserted halls. I walked my way to the Drama theater, and it was empty. I looked out, and there was a note that said the meeting would take place in the school auditorium. I turned around to walk out of the room, and a hand covered my mouth tightly. I was dragged into the wardrobe closet and was slammed against a wall. I heard someone unzip a fly behind me, and I gulped and tried to reach for the door in FEAR. ============================================================================= NOTICE: PEOPLE, THE NEXT CHAPTER IS WHERE SECRETS ARE REVEALED, INCLUDING DAD'S DISTRESS AND SOME OTHER STUFF. YOU COULDN'T EVEN IMAGINE, SO WAIT FOR THE BIGGEST PLOT TWIST OF YOUR LIFE. LOVE, ANDY Next Chapter will be up sooon!! Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't read my other story on nifty, it's called Lustful Revenge. It's quite recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories. Thank you again, and please e-mail me at andrewgay41@hotmail.com if you like my story. Writers, if I can call myself that, love feedback, and don't be too shy to ask anything personal. Please specify which story you are commenting about. Thanks, Stephen, for editing. You are AWESOME!! HOPE YOU LIKED THIS CHAPTER. STICK AROUND CAUSE THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET STEAMY!!