Date: Mon, 11 Sep 2017 11:39:57 -0700 From: Joshua Guthrie Subject: Burdens of the heart/ chapter 1:boot.bin Disclaimer: I am 21 at the time of writing. This story is 18+ Burdens of the heart. Chapter 1: Boot.bin "Good morning handsome, didn't expect to wake up to you." I said, looking in the mirror slumped against the wall. It's become a ritual, talking myself up. I mean I know I'm not Hideous, but there's some fixing to do. "That's some chubby tummy you got, - maybe it's time to lay off the carne asada fries." I scratch my nuts and go in for a quick sniff. "Time to shower, ASAP." *BANG BANG* "Quit talking to yourself weirdo, it's Creeping me the fuck out!" Says a distant but, all too familiar voice. "You shut up, Angelo! I'm getting ready for school!" "Fuck you I'm sleeping!" I just ignore that lazy dumbass and continue my day. I turn on the shower, see the nice inviting steam. I reach my hand to check the temp'. I get distracted and let my hand stay there for a minute. I start daydreaming. Images of me at school, start flashing through my head. I'm wearing the outfit, that I laid out last night. It's my first day at Monte Ray High. A nice light blue Ralph Lauren Polo shirt. Black jeans, gray Hanes boxer briefs. It's on. I snap out of it. Grab my bluetooth speaker and iPad. And throw on some Alessia Cara. "I'm sorry if I seem uninterested, or I'm not listenen' '' I started singing. ..... I grab my old spice, and start pouring the shit out of it all over me. I'm gonna make this shower D.B.P.A. Dick, balls, pits', ass. I quickly throw on my white tee, polo shirt and underwear. Run to my room with my speaker in hand, "gotta keep my groove." I thought in my quirky voice. Quickly set my speaker down, and grab my hair gel, comb, and blow dryer sitting on The night stand. I sit on the edge of my bed getting ready facing the mirror. More 2015-17 music still playing. *knock, knock, knock* *voice drowned out over music* "WHATTTT?" I yelled. "Julian, let's go, it's fucking 8:15, your dad has work at 9:00" The woman said "All right ma` , be out in a sec." It wasn't a second. 12 minutes later... "OH.MY...FUCKING..GOD!" "You're walking to school, TODAY!" She screamed. "FUUUUCKK." Song: Alessia Cara "here" is copyrighted and property of © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd. I do not own the rights.