Date: Mon, 26 Apr 2004 03:28:40 EDT From: RainDude099@aol.com Subject: Cali Boys This story is a work of fiction intended for a mature adult audience only. All similarities between characters in the story and people in real life are completely coincidental. This story depicts homosexual acts, so if you do not approve of this subject please do not read any further. This story is copyrighted by the author and may not be copied without the written permission of the author, Scott MG. Please feel free to write any comments or suggestions to the author. Cali Boys Chapter One It seemed like summer vacation was endless to Ryan Alder and Chris Banks. The days of sleeping until noon, wasting all day at the mall and at the beach, lying in the rays of the powerful sun, would never subside. In their minds it would remain the first day of summer forever and September would never arrive. The two best friends had always lived for the endless days of summer; it was what fueled their souls throughout the school year. No matter how tough life got between September and May, they could always be assured that summer would arrive to salvage them. Ryan and Chris had spent nearly every day of every summer (if not every season) together for the past seven years. For best friends, they were closer than most. For the past seven years they had never kept a secret from each other about anything. There was no spot in Ryan's life that Chris didn't know about and the same vice versa. The two were like brothers, excluding the fact that they each had separate families; although they did spend more time at each others houses than at their own. And they were both fairly connected with each other's families to the point where they might as well be considered brothers. They had practically grown up together. They had always joined the same teams and clubs, and they had helped each other through hard times, like Ryan's parents' divorce. A friendship that close was something special and they each knew that. For as long as they had been best friends, they had valued the friendship as the most important things in their lives. For seven years Ryan had treasured Chris as a brother and a best friend. But for nearly seven years Chris had seen Ryan as something much more. On this especially hot day in mid-July, Ryan Alder and Chris Banks were sitting on the playground structure of their old neighborhood elementary school, discussing what to do with the rest of the day as well the remainder of the drifting summer. At the beginning of the summer, Ryan and Chris had originally planned to find jobs in order to earn money to set aside for cars. But of course with summer vacation comes the disease of laziness. Yawning, Ryan stretched back on the wooden play-structure. The heat seemed to make him tired, so even though he had waken up hours ago he acted as if he was still half-asleep, with the way he kept yawning. He ran one hand through his short, dark-blonde hair while he rubbed his eye with his other hand, meanwhile continuing talking to Chris. "Damn, it's hot out today," he said after yawning. "Do you think today is the hottest day of the summer?" "It could be." Chris said and leaned back against a wooden post. "Maybe we should go swimming... Get out of the heat?" He suggested, as a solution for the heat as well as just to see Ryan take off his shirt. Ryan smirked and gave a short laugh. "You just want to see me take off my shirt." He laughed again and Chris rolled his eyes back, smirking-- Ryan knew him too well. There was no shame in these jokes between the two of them. It had been two years since Chris had come out to Ryan. The event had been monumental in both of their lives and had truly tested their friendship. The memory of that day was still clear in both of their minds. In fact, both of them revisited it often. It had been on the fourth of July two years ago. Chris and Ryan were fourteen at the time and neither of them had been ready for it to happen. It had taken place at a barbeque at the county lake where all the local families would picnic and the teenagers would swim and make-out in various locations around the lakeshore. That Fourth of July evening, during the middle of the fireworks and festivities, Chris discovered that Ryan was absent from the party. He didn't have to search long for him before he found Ryan making out with a girl from their class behind a large tree. It shouldn't have been a big deal to either of them. But to Chris it was a big deal. It was a huge deal. At that moment it felt to Chris as if the world was caving in on him. He hadn't only been Ryan's best friend for five years at that time-- he had been heavily in love with him. He had admitted his sexuality to himself a year earlier but not to anyone else. He was, in no way ready to come out to the unaccepting world around him. Up to that moment he had hoped that perhaps he and Ryan shared the same feelings for one another. But seeing Ryan's lips on that girl, it just seemed to crush his hopes in life. In his upset, Chris fled the barbeque while his family continued on with their fun and didn't bother to pay attention to him rushing away. Ryan, being his best friend, hurried after him and when he caught up to him on a large rock by the lakeshore, everything came out in the open. Chris let his emotions flow and confessed everything to Ryan, who stood there in shock with a dropped jaw. The whole event didn't seem real to him, but to Chris it was all too real. The words had been building up inside of him for so long; it was terrifying to hear them finally escape his mouth. After a moment of silence, Ryan took a deep breath and told Chris that it would never affect their friendship. He comforted him and promised him that he wouldn't tell anyone and that his friendship was the most important thing in his life-- more important than any possible relationship with a girl at a barbeque. And in what could've been an hour lasting conversation, ended in the two of them leaning into each other and kissing for one brief instant under a shower of fireworks in the sky. The kiss lasted only five seconds at most, but to Chris, it felt like a lifetime. He had waited so long for it and it came so naturally. It was near heartbreaking for it to end and the two of them to return to their normal lives. But it gave Chris a new hope in life. As long as Ryan accepted him for what he was, he knew he would be alright. And perhaps someday they'd have another brief instant together. Two years later, the two of them hadn't shared another five second kiss, but that didn't stop Chris from thinking of Ryan night and day. Over those two years, the two of them grew closer together than ever before. During those two years, Ryan's parents divorced, which wasn't surprising since they had always had problems. Chris was the one that Ryan could turn to when problems with his parents would arise and Ryan was the one Chris could turn to when he faced problems surrounding his homosexuality. Of course the main problem that Chris struggled with mentally was the fact that he was in love with Ryan, who made it clear that he was straight-- despite the short kiss that they shared. The entire dilemma of Chris's love for Ryan was completely unspoken and Chris had to struggle in silence for those two years. Chris scratched the back of his neck and turned to Ryan who closed his eyes, basking in the warmth of the sun. The slight smile that crept over Ryan's tanned face made Chris smile as well. Ryan really was a good-looking guy. He had a beautiful smile which lit up his deep brown eyes, which always seemed to reflect how Chris felt. He could stare into Ryan's eyes for hours if he was given the chance. Watching Ryan rest back in the sun for a moment made Chris forget what he was going to say and when Ryan opened his eyes he met Chris's, set firmly on him. "Dude, maybe we could go for a quick swim at your house and then head to the mall this evening." Ryan said, hoping to break Chris's longing stare easily. "There's bound to be a movie or something playing, and if nothing else I'm sure one of the guys will be hanging around somewhere." "Uh, sure," Chris said as he blinked, wiping away his gaze of Ryan. "Sounds good to me. Why don't we head to my house now?" He stood up and climbed down from the wooden play-structure. Ryan pulled himself to his feet and followed him; stretching his back once he got to the ground and then began following Chris again, out of the schoolyard. "I'm surprised that your parents don't mind me coming over every single day." Ryan said as the two of them strolled casually down the street, side by side. He looked at Chris as he spoke but Chris kept his eyes on his two-story, white house at the end of the street. From where he was standing, his house looked perfect-- like something out of a movie. "You know my parents love you Ryan." Chris said, not turning to him as he spoke. "But if they knew you'd only been using us for our pool all these years, they might not feel the same way!" He laughed and Ryan punched his arm playfully. Chris smiled a little wider at the physical connection. Just being touched by Ryan, in any way, made Chris smile brightly. "Seriously though man," Ryan said, "For the parents who kept Kat on such a short rope, they sure let your do whatever the hell you want." Chris nodded in agreement. His parents had kept his older sister Kat, confined to the small world of academics and youth groups throughout most of her teen years. It was quite the opposite for Chris, whom they didn't seem to realize was alive half the time. "Yeah, but I guess that since Kat became a total party girl at UCLA, they figure that the short-leash strategy wasn't going to work on me." Chris explained, trying to end the conversation, and any following about his relationship with his parents. "They just let me do what I want and as long as I don't end up in jail, I'm good." Ryan took the hint and refrained from continuing the conversation. He knew that Chris didn't enjoy talking about his family any more than he enjoyed speaking of his. Chris led Ryan up his driveway, which was absent of his parents' cars, and to the front door. He forced the door open, knowing it wasn't locked, and the two of them entered easily. Chris's parents weren't incredibly rich (although they both had successful jobs as dentists), but the Banks' house would lead anyone to believe that they were in the home of some kind of lottery winner. The walls all seemed to be decorated with various works of art, most of which were unrealistic and quite annoying to look at for too long. Everything was spotless and nearly everything was white-- inhumanly white. "God I swear you people don't actually live in this house." Ryan said sarcastically as they passed through the living room toward the backdoor to the pool. "I wish." Chris muttered under his breath as they passed through. The Banks' backyard was just as rich as the rest of they're house. The lawn was perfect, decorated with various colored flowers that were taken care of by a hired gardener. In the center of the yard was the swimming pool; crystal-clear water, seven feet deep. It was where Chris spent a lot of his free, otherwise wasted, time. He would spend hours, especially late at night, laying back in the refreshing water, thinking about the insanity of his life. It was a sanctuary to Chris because his parents never used it, or stepped foot into the back yard for that matter. He was completely undisturbed to think about his life and above all, Ryan. Chris led Ryan onto the backyard patio where a couple of beach chairs were laid out with towels, set out from Chris's last swim session. Ryan stood next to one of the fold-out chairs, staring at the shimmering water. "God that's gotta feel good right about now." he said and turned to Chris who had subconsciously begun watching him again. Ryan often caught Chris staring at him contently. It wasn't like he tried to be noticed, but he wasn't very good at keeping his gawking subtle. But it didn't bother Ryan. After all, Chris was his best friend in the entire world, and he had been for seven years. He knew there were strong feelings going on inside Chris and he didn't want to let them destroy their friendship. And deep inside him, although he wouldn't admit it, Ryan half enjoyed knowing that Chris was staring at him. "So, how long are we gonna chill here before we leave?" Ryan asked to break Chris's subconscious stare. "Uh, what?" Chris asked, as if he had just woken up in the middle of a class discussion. "Any time limits for swim and mall time?" Ryan asked as he slipped off his shoe. "Like, do you have to be home tonight at any specific time? Or just whenever like usual?" "I guess whenever." Chris said and ran his hand through his thick brown hair before bending to remove his shoes as well. "Cool." Ryan said, removing his other shoe. "If your parents decide that whenever isn't suitable, you can always crash at my place. My dad really doesn't give a shit about curfew over the summer." Chris laughed. Ever since Ryan's parents got their divorce, his father didn't seem to care in the least, about his ex-wife's once strongly-upheld rules. "Maybe I will then." Chris said as he lifted his shirt, revealing his smooth tanned skin. He had a firm body but not especially muscular-- at least not compared to Ryan's perfectly sculpted form. "Dude," Ryan said as he scanned Chris's tanned upper body. "Is there such a thing as too much sun?" "Not in California." Chris replied and stepped toward the edge of the pool. He hadn't bothered to retrieve a pair of swimming trunks from his room because there was no second pair to lend to Ryan. Besides, he found it more comfortable to swim in his regular shorts. Chris halted his leap toward the pool and turned back to Ryan who was watching Chris as he was about to remove his shirt. "Heh, were you checking out my tan dude?" He laughed and Ryan blinked and rubbed his eyes. "Oh yeah Chris," he said sarcastically and lifted his shirt over his head. "That's right. I want your body, man!" Chris struggled not to let his jaw drop as Ryan revealed his naked upper body to him. Ryan was very into sports during the entire school year, especially football which he constantly trained for, so it was not surprising that his body was so-- so perfect. The sight of his cut abs and his strong chest made Chris's breathing suddenly become very shallow. It was all he could do not to tackle Ryan to the ground. "Getting in?" Ryan asked casually as he stepped up beside Chris at the edge of the pool, completely ignorant to the fact that Chris couldn't remove his eyes from his body. "Uh yeah." Chris said and turned sharply away from the spectacular sight of Ryan's flexing muscles, preparing to leap into the pool. It was probably a good idea for Chris to get in the water because standing so close to Ryan half-naked was making his cock swell in his shorts. Taking a deep breath, Chris kicked off the edge and broke through the crystal surface of the pool. Hitting the refreshingly cool water was one of the best feelings in the world. He loved the way it send a shock throughout his entire body, the way it consumed him with it's greatness as if he was completely insignificant. Chris let out his breath underwater and just kept still for a moment to let himself soak in the feeling of the cold water over his body. The sound of underwater silence was broken by a thunderous splash and Chris knew that Ryan had followed him in to the pool. He kicked off the bottom and broke again through the surface and breathed in the warm late-afternoon air. A few feet away, Ryan's head bobbed out of the water and he took a deep breath, shaking the water out of his eyes. Chris loved how the water ran from Ryan's short hair, down his face. His heart pounded with the urge to kiss Ryan's soft, moistened lips. "Oh fuck, it's so great to do that!" Ryan exclaimed and wiped the trails of water from his face. "Thank God you have a pool Chris. You're so lucky dude." Chris nodded in agreement. "It is nice," he said. "Too bad it doesn't get used more often." "What do you mean?" Ryan asked as he swam closer to him, maintaining eye contact. "We use it almost everyday!" "Yeah but no one else in the family does." He said, trying to force himself not to gaze at Ryan's body through the transparent liquid. "Not even Kat when she's here on breaks." "Well, if you wanna put it to good use then you could throw a pool party or something." Ryan suggested as he ran his hands through his wet hair, giving Chris a view of his pecs as rose slightly, in and out of the water, glistening in the sun. "Yeah that's exactly what I want to do." Chris said, trying to divert his attention from Ryan's sparkling wet body. "Throw a party for a few dozen people from school that I can't stand. Half the people in our grade hate me because they think I'm gay." "No one thinks your gay," Ryan said with knowledge. "Even though you kind of are." He laughed and Chris chuckled. "Some of them think your stuck up. But the only people that think that are the ones that are stuck up themselves! Everyone else thinks you're awesome with the whole 'music' thing." Chris smirked at Ryan's way of referring to his love of music and songwriting as the "music thing". "Well Chris if you really want to get good use out of this pool," Ryan smiled, "you could always give it to me!" He shoved Chris playfully in the water. Chris laughed and shoved back. "You wish!" He laughed and continued their water wrestling by trying to dunk him. In the sport of water wrestling however, Ryan was always undefeatable because he was a little taller and stronger than Chris, who depended on tactics more than force. Their match of shoving and dunking only lasted five minutes or so before Chris found himself pinned with his arms behind his back. Ryan laughed and squeezed his arms tighter behind his back, confining him. Chris struggled for a moment before he swung his leg back through the water and wrapped it around Ryan's ankle, causing him to trip and loosen his grip. The two of them continued wrestling in the water, completely care-free. Even with the constant physical contact, their skin rubbing up against each other's flesh, Chris's mind was too preoccupied to be thinking about Ryan sexually. It was as if they were friends back in the sixth grade-- just wrestling like and having a good time like all boys. Back in the days when Ryan was just a friend to Chris and not the object of his affection. Their match began to slow down steadily with their growing exhaustion until finally Ryan found it easy to halt Chris's efforts by holding his arms and constricting his legs with his own, and pressed him up against the side of the pool. The two of them panted and breathed hard from exhaustion until they started laughing at their state. Worn out from their play, Ryan started to release Chris from his grasp when suddenly something happened. Ryan didn't full let go of Chris and Chris didn't move backwards from Ryan's release. Ryan kept Chris backed up to the side of the pool as they slowly stopped laughing and connected eyes. Chris's breathing slowed down as he scanned Ryan's beautiful body and face, barely inches away from him. He became entranced by Ryan's deep brown eyes, which were locked on his own blue eyes. Chris couldn't remove his fixed stare on Ryan's eyes as Ryan began to move his own stare over Chris's dripping body, following every drop of water from his hair down his face and neck to his glistening chest where it met the surface. Something was happening inside both of them. A feeling familiar to Chris and in honesty, not completely foreign to Ryan either. Ryan and Chris stayed in that position, trapped by each other's arms and eyes, for a long moment before it happened. Chris couldn't help himself in that position, tormented by the look in Ryan's eyes and the hardening of his dick in his shorts. He had wanted him for so long and the feeling came so natural. Chris leaned in to kiss Ryan, who met him halfway, and the two of them pressed lips together lightly, sealing it. Chris tilted his head to the right to complete the kiss. It all felt so natural, kissing Ryan that Chris didn't hold back. He opened his mouth slightly, his tongue desperately wanting to meet Ryan's, when he realized that Ryan's tongue was already finding it's way into his mouth. A slight moan escaped Chris's throat as his tongue intertwined with Ryan's. The passion of this kiss was unlike anything even Chris had imagined over the past two years. The feeling of Ryan's hard body up against his own, and their tongues tied and lips feeding on each other. It was, at that moment, the most intense moment of his entire life. Ryan's lips on his and his tongue in his mouth. He had wanted this so badly. And then suddenly it ended. Ryan pulled his lips away from Chris's and gave him a look of horror. His jaw slightly hanging in disbelief of what had just occurred. He was frozen, once again locked onto Chris's eyes. Chris's jaw dropped a bit as well-- half in shock of what they'd done and half in shock of Ryan ending it. He hadn't wanted it to end and he wanted to believe that Ryan had kissed him intentionally. A kiss like that didn't happen by accident caused by raging hormones. Chris was sure of it. "Ryan..." He choked out softly, keeping his reflecting eyes on Ryan's. "I-," He started but Ryan quickly maneuvered around him and pulled himself out of the pool to escape. He watched as Ryan hurried over to the beach chair to his towel, and he noticed that has he headed there, his tight wet shorts were tented by his hard cock. Ryan picked up the towel and pressed it to his face, wiping the water away and trying to hide himself. He kept his back to the pool, where Chris was still resting at the edge, overwhelmed by emotion. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes tightly. "Chris... I..." His voice came out roughly. "Please just forget that happened." Chris stared at Ryan's dripping wet back with longing. He wasn't even entirely sure that their kiss really had happened. "Ryan..." He started carefully, not wanting to cause any harm to Ryan's apparently fragile state. "What just happened?" "I... I'm not sure..." Ryan spoke softly, into the towel, unable to face Chris as he spoke. "Ryan... We kissed..." He said, gaining strength in his voice. "I kissed you... and you kissed me back... We haven't kissed since the night I told you I was gay and-." Ryan turned sharply to face him and cut him off, with a strong intensity in his voice. "Look Chris, I don't know what just happened between us, but it's not what you think it was or what you want it to be," he said and then dropped his tone to it's previous state. "...I'm not gay Chris... I'm straight." He turned around and ran the towel over his slippery toned body, drying off quickly and sloppily before turning his head slightly again. "I'm going to borrow some of your shorts and get dressed." And he headed, shaking, into the house, leaving Chris's jaw quivering and his heart racing. to be continued