Date: Sun, 20 May 2007 13:20:47 -0400 From: JAMES HEADY Subject: A Deep Love--Chapter 4 A Deep Love By James Disclaimer Here comes Chapter four. The same rules are the same. If it's illegal for you to read this type of story or if you're not of legal age to do so, then stay away. Chapter 4 Bengy Martin lay in a hospital bed in pain. He began remembering his ride from his house to the hospital. He had to have surgery to stabilize his fractured spine. When the surgery was started, it was determined that his lower spine was fractured and that he might never walk again. Bengy didn't know this yet. The doctor decided to not tell him until he was more awake and aware to process the information. All Bengy cared about at that point was knowing where his parents were. Suddenly, he heard a knocking from the left side of the room. He tried to say come in, but he was just too tired. He then heard the door opening and he looked to his left to see a man in a policeman's uniform standing in the doorway. "Bengy," the man began. "Can you hear me?" "I'''I'''I can hear you," Bengy said. "I can come back later if you want me too." "that's fine, but first, I want to know where my parents are." "They've just been arrested. They called 911 so that they could tell them to watch for you in case you were seen by anyone. If you were spotted, you were to be taken and placed in foster care. When asked what this all was about, they said that you're gay and that they've given up all rights to you. Well, they sure have given up their rights, because they committed a crime by throwing you out. It never should have happened, but it's even more worse because of the fact of how bad you were hurt." "I never meant to be gay," Bengy said weakly. "Of course you didn't," the man said. "That's not something for me to be concerned with. My concern at this point is to make sure your parents don't ever do things like this again." Bengy tried to keep his eyes opened, but it was getting harder to focus. The policeman saw this and told him he'd come back another time. Bengy then dropped off to sleep. I awoke in Josh's arms completely satisfied. I felt so warm as I lay with him and I felt whole for the first time in my life. He began to move a little then he held me a little tighter. "Wow," Josh said softly. "I'm not going to be happy if this is a dream." "Neither am I," I said. We laughed and then I kissed Josh on his warm lips. He kissed me back and the kiss then got more intense and we moved our cocks together. I loved the feeling of him against me and I loved how he held on to me tightly. Soon though, I felt the need to come, but I had a different idea and I broke our kiss. "Maybe we should get cleaned up," I said. "Okay. What time is it?" I looked at the bed-side clock. "It's 9:30 PM." "Wow. We've been asleep only a couple of hours." "Yeah." We took another shower and after we got out, I told Josh I had to relieve my bladder which I did. After I took care of that task, I stood there with my six inches still in my hand. It was hardening very quickly to its eight inches and suddenly, I felt warmth against my back. Josh then wrapped his right arm around my chest and his left hand moved downward and gently took my hand off of my cock. He took it in his hand and felt it. He then ran his fingers through the thick bush of dark brown hair that surrounded my cock and then he held my large balls in his hand. I had a lot of hair on my balls too and he felt it then wrapped his hand completely around my cock. "Ah," I gasped. I then moaned my pleasure. "I'm glad you liked that. Now, I think you're going to really like what I have in mind for you baby." Josh was whispering softly and lustily in my left ear and I had one thought continuing to play over and over in my mind. "Oh, he is so gentle and he knows how to get me sooo hot." I was focused on not losing my balance, but Josh steadied me. I could feel his warm lips on the back of my neck then he was slowly stroking my cock. He did it a couple of times, but it felt like he wasn't just stroking it as he was more massaging it. He was going so slow and when he would get to the head of my cock, he'd move the tip of his finger against the top part of the head smearing the pre-cum all over the head. "How does that feel," he asked me in that sexy whisper. "Oh, Josh," I said just barely getting out the words because of how worked up I was. "Oh, you get me so hot and so ready to explode." "This is how I make myself come. I think though, that it would work better if we were back on your bed." He moved away from me and I turned to face him. He took me in this arms and began rubbing my back up and down in a gentle way. It was calming me and making me not so ready to explode. My breathing slowed to normal and my heart was going slower too. "That's it baby," Josh said softly. "Just let yourself calm down. We have all the time in the world. Just let your heart slow and your breathing calm. That's my boy. That's it love. Just stay calm, you'll last longer that way." He then kissed me a couple of times on the side of my neck and moved me away so he could lean in for a kiss. I kissed him back and then we moved our way towards the bedroom. Once there, Josh laid me down on the bed and got on top of me. He then wrapped his arms around me and held me against him. Oh," I said. "You feel so warm." "So do you," he said. I then moved so that we were both on our sides and I kissed him lightly. I then moved my head back, because at that moment, I wanted to tell him everything that was in my heart. "Josh," I began. "I hope I don't screw up this that I want to say. I want to tell you everything I feel." "Okay," He said. "Just take your time my love." "When I first met you Monday, I was so attracted to you in a largely physical way. Your hair was so cute the way you had it brushed and your eyes are more beautiful than I can say. I was trying not to get hard right then and there. Anyway, as I got to know you more, I remember beginning to think of what it would be like to start a relationship with you. That Monday night when you and I were talking about what we look for in a guy, I so wanted to tell you everything I felt, but I was nervous. Not because I thought you'd hate me, but I had never been honest with anyone like that before. Also, I wanted to see if my feelings were real, or if they were just a Puppy Love sort of thing. I know now that I'm truly in love with you. You make me feel so happy and I feel so safe and protected when I'm with you. I want you to be the only one with whom I make love, I want it to be only you with whom I share kids, and you're the only one I want as my life partner. Let all the adults and other guys and girls laugh. Just let them, because they're not us. They don't understand what we have. Yeah, I'm well aware of the fact that we're still teenagers, but I know what I feel. I love you Joshua Andrews, for always and for the rest of our lives." I had tears streaming out of my eyes as I finished. Any nervousness I might have had about giving myself to him was gone, and any nervousness I might have had about when we told our parents was also gone. I was going to hold on to Josh and I wouldn't let anyone take him away from me. "That was so beautiful," Josh said as he wiped his tears away. "Let me," I said. I moved his hand from his eyes and gently brushed the wetness from them. We then kissed deeply and soon after that kiss, I was ready for us to make love. I was moving my hand down to his cock when I heard the phone ring. It was my sell phone. "Go away," I said with some slight irritation. Moving away from Josh, I sat up and grabbed my phone from the bedside table. "Hello," I said. "Michael this is your mom again. I have to work later than expected. I won't be home until 12:00 AM." "Oh, I see." I then flushed red at the words I just spoke. Josh then put a hand on my arm to assure me that there was no harm done. "Did you guys get something for dinner?" my mom asked. "Yeah," I said. "Actually, Josh bought me dinner tonight. He said that the money he brought with him was specifically for that purpose." "How sweet," my mom said. We talked for a couple more minutes and I put Josh on the phone so he could talk to her for a moment. They talked for a moment or two, then Josh closed the phone and handed it back to me. "Your mother is so nice." "Thank you," I said and put the phone back on the table. "About a couple of minutes ago," Josh began. "Don't worry about when you said the word see. I still use words associated with seeing all the time." I smiled then decided to test his tolerance for my smart ass humor. "Oh, well that's off da chain," I said in my best gangster wrap accent. "Well, now you do have something to be worried about," he said and moved on top of me. He started tickling my sides which were very sensitive. My stomach was beginning to ache from laughing so hard. "You give up?" Josh said laughing himself. "Y'''Y'''Yes," I said in between gasps for air. He stopped tickling me and wrapped his arms around me. He held me against his warm smooth body once more and I moved his head to mine and began kissing him with all the passion I could create. I stopped kissing him so I could get him worked up a little more. "You know baby," I began. "If you brush your fingers against my sides just right, I'll be gushing precum." "Really," he said with a large smile. "We'll have to test that out." He began to move his finger tips against my sides very gently and I felt a wonderful tingling feeling that spread from my sides to all over my torso then in to my cock and balls. I began squirming and moaning softly. I had moved the fingers of my right hand against my side while masturbating and it felt good, but this felt even better. "Oh Joshie!" I said getting more worked up. "Oooooh, that feels so good." "I'm so glad you feel that way," he said leaning in for a hot passionate kiss. "Now, I'm going to make it feel really good." He gently moved me on to my right side and started kissing along where he had been brushing his fingers. I was now in complete Heaven. He then moved his kisses down to the outside of my thigh and started kissing to the top of my thie. Turning me on to my stomach, Josh then started kissing me along my lower back then he kissed until he got up to my shoulders and then to the back of my neck. "Oh," I said. "Oooooo. Wow, that feels amazing!" I was breathing heavily now and my cock was harder than I thought it could get. "Just listening to your moans gets me hotter than I've ever been," Josh whispered in to my ear. He turned me on to my left side and put soft kisses on my right side then turned me on to my back. I got even more hot just thinking about what might be coming. I was right in my assumption because Josh then lowered himself on top of me and brought his lips to mine in the hottest kiss ever. He then moved his kisses down to my neck where he kissed slowly. The sides of my neck and the corners of my neck in the front are so sensitive and Josh picked up on this the moment he started giving those areas little kisses. They were little short kisses, but my body was getting large wonderful feelings from them. I was shaking with pleasure and my cock was pulsating fast and quick from the feelings. "You like that my love?" Josh asked me. "Oh yeah," I replied. "That feels soooo good!" "Good. Now, I'm going to make it feel even better." He then kissed me in the same areas, but then did it slower and made the kisses longer and even moved his tongue against my neck. He moved his tongue from my neck down to my left nipple where he bit gently and sucked it slowly. I was sweating heavily more than I had been and then Josh started kissing down my chest then to my stomach then to my cock that was soaked with pre-cum. He stopped there and I could tell that he was trying to look at it visually. "It's alright," I said softly. "You can touch it." Josh moved his hand and felt, really felt it; every inch of it. He then laughed lightly. "Your cock and your hair are soaked with pre-cum," He said. I could tell he was smiling. "Yeah, they are," I agreed. "Maybe now you can move back up here, because I'm going to make you feel all the pleasure you gave to me." "Okay my love." He moved back up beside me and I helped him on to his stomach and I did everything to him that he did to me. When I moved him on to his back, he had a large smile on his beautiful face. "I want to make you come now," I said. "Oh baby," he said softly. "I want to come so bad." "One thing though," I said smiling. "What's that?" "I want to hear you say what I know you want to say." "Michael," he began; his breathing getting heavier. "Make love to me. I want to feel you on me and my cock being loved so good by you." I was instantly on him kissing him passionately and I then began kissing down his chest and stomach as he had done for me. I then carefully felt his cock, the same way he had done for me a moment ago. I then had an idea that I couldn't resist no matter how hard I tried. I worked up my courage then lowered my lips to Josh's straining penis which was covered in pre-cum. "Aaahh!" he gasped. "Oh, Michael, that feels sooo damn amazing, but I'm really big. You sure you want all of me?" I moaned in a way that let him know that I really wanted this. I then began to take as much of his eight inches as I could without gagging. I was almost up to the base of his penis then I was able to relax my gag reflex. Getting more bold, I moved my mouth the rest of the way down his cock until my nose was in his pubic hair. I began to suck on the hard, but silky flesh that leaked pre-cum in to my mouth. I then moved up a little so that I could move my tongue over the head of his cock then I moved up and down with my tongue sliding along the under-side of the wonderful hardness in my mouth, it was then that I had an Idea then I pulled off to say something. "Joshie," I said. "I don't want you to warn me about coming. Just let it happen." "You're sure?" he asked. "Yes," I said smiling. "Okay love." I then went back to sucking him slowly, then he told me to go faster. I went faster and I increased my suction and I moved my tongue faster against the bottom of his penis. After a few more minutes, I felt his cock harden up then I felt his warm creamy fluid gush in my mouth. I swallowed a little bit of it then moved up to where Josh's head was. I kissed him and allowed the creamy fluid to move in to his mouth. We kissed and tasted his cum and then I swallowed my half and Josh did the same with his half. "That was the most hottest thing I've ever done," Josh said taking me in his arms. "Have you ever tasted your own cream?" I asked. "Yeah. I didn't think it tasted that bad." "It is the best thing I've ever tasted and I'm glad you just let yourself bust without warning. I think that almost made me come, I mean, it was all the more exciting since I had no way of knowing when it would happen." "I get what you mean," Josh said. "Now, it's time for me to make you feel so good." He moved me on to my back then kissed his way from my chest down to my stomach then to my cock. He took it all in to his mouth without stopping. I then felt his throat massaging the head of my cock and I was in complete Heaven. He sucked me a couple more times, then he moved off and moved back up to look at me. "Don't warn me either. Just let it happen. Let yourself go as freely as I did." I moved my lips to his and we kissed passionately. He then moved back down to my hard penis and engulfed it in one go. He then began working on me with all the passion he could produce, and his tongue was working on the under-side of my cock the same way I had done with him. I was getting hotter and hotter, then I felt my body tense up in the way you do when you know you're really going to explode. The feelings were becoming too good and I began coming harder than I thought I ever could. Josh swallowed a little of my cream, then he came back up to me and kissed me. I could feel my own load being eased in to my waiting mouth. We shared my creamy load then we swallowed each half and then began kissing and holding each other, just savoring the wonderful after-glow that comes with love-making. After a few more gentle kisses, Josh moved his mouth away from mine and smiled. "That was incredible," he said. "It sure was," I agreed. "I do have a surprise for you, but first do you have a CD player in, maybe the living room?" "Yeah," I said. "You stay here and I'm going to go over to my back. Just keep your eyes on the ceiling. I'll let you know when everything is ready." "Okay." Josh got up from Michael's bed and went over to his over-night bag. He then opened it and retrieved a CD case, the type that have the multiple sleeves for different CDs. Sitting it down for a moment, he got out some sleep clothes and put them on. He turned to see that Michael was doing the same. He then went out of the room and entered the living room. Going over to the TV, he carefully felt on his right and left, then on his left, he found what he was looking for. "Where's the power button on the stereo," Josh called out to Michael. "It's on the top left-hand area." Josh found a large round button and pressed it. He then heard the parts of the CD player start moving for a moment then he instantly knew he was on CD mode. "Where's the play button?" "It's on the top right-hand area. There's a row of buttons. The first one on the right is play, the one to the left of it is stop, the one to the left of stop is backward, and the one to the left of that is forward. You find it?" "Yeah." Josh opened the CD compartment and then opened his CD case. He then selected the CD called It's About Time by the Jonas Brothers. He slipped it in to the compartment and closed the lid. Pressing play, he then pressed the button again so the music wouldn't come on. He then moved his finger over to the forward button and pressed it until he got to the last song on the CD. It's a song called Please Be Mine. "Michael," Josh called. "I'm ready." I came out to the living room and saw Josh standing by the stereo. He walked up to me and took my hand. We walked to the front of the stereo and he pressed the play button. I quickly recognized the song as Please Be Mine by The Jonas Brothers. Josh took me in his arms and I put my arms around him. We began slow-dancing to the song and the words of the song said everything I felt for Josh. After the song was over, the CD player stopped and I moved away from Josh and looked in to his eyes. "Yes," I said with tears in my eyes. "I will be yours Joshua Andrews. I love you so much." "I love you too." I looked up at the clock on the wall and it was one minute till twelve. I quickly pulled away from Josh to see if my mom was home yet. Jennifer Williams stood in the kitchen watching Michael and Josh. The lights were off in the kitchen and she was standing in an area of the room so they couldn't see her, but she could see them. She didn't mean to spy, but she came through the door and heard music playing. She then looked in the living room and saw Michael and Josh slow-dancing to a song that she hadn't heard before. Standing there in the kitchen, Jennifer decided to be up front with the boys. Gathering her courage, she walked slowly in to the living room where Josh stood held in Michael's arms. "Hello boys," Jennifer said smiling. "I quickly jumped, and Josh and I quickly moved apart. "M'''M'''Mom," I stuttered. "How long have you been standing there?" "Long enough," she replied. "I'll get us all something to drink, so just sit down on the couch." We did as she instructed and I was nervous. Josh seemed to be doing okay, but in his eyes, I saw a bit of nervousness. My mom came back in to the room and sat opposite us. She sat in a reclining chair across from us. "I don't want to hide anything from you guys," Jennifer began. "I want you guys to know that I saw you a few minutes ago. I've also noticed the looks you gave each other this past Monday and the past couple of days you and Josh had been in each other's company this week. I know where this is going and I want to first-off say for you guys to be careful, and also don't get hurt. Next, I wanted to tell you something Josh." "What's that Jennifer?" "When I first met you, I quickly hoped that if you were gay like my son that you'd be the one he'd start a relationship with. Sometimes when I'd drop him off at his other school last year, I would see some of the kids and I didn't like what I saw. I saw a lot of them who looked like they would or could kill a member of their own family if they knew it would benefit them in any way. I know how that sounds, but that's how I feel. When I looked at you and interacted with you, I knew you were a good person and I'm so glad you and my son found each other." Josh and I went over to hug my mom and I could feel a couple of tears leak out of my eyes. Wiping them away, I stood up from the hug and Josh did the same. Over the next few minutes, Josh and I told my mom about the events of tonight that helped us make our relationship official, but we didn't tell her about the sex parts. She told us again to be careful, and that she was happy for us. Most of all, she was supportive and she told us that. When our talk was finished, my mom said good night to us and I took Josh's hand. We went back to our room, yes our room. I liked the sound of that. We got in bed after taking off our clothes. We then wrapped our arms around each other and Josh moved my head in to the hollow of his neck. "I love you Joshua Andrews," I said softly. "I love you too Michael Williams," he replied. We both then fell in to a nice restful sleep. Author's Note I know it's been a long time since the last posting, and I apologize for this. I've had a lot of personal problems that have come up and have deflected my attention from my story, but now I'm returning with this chapter of the story. I hope you find it as enjoyable as the three others. For all who have sent comments, I appreciate it and feel free to send more. As you all can probably tell, I don't bite. LOL. Anyway, I'll have this chapter going out this evening. Hugs to all who've written and who are enjoying the story. See you guys in Chapter 5.