Date: Fri, 29 Aug 2003 15:00:06 -0700 (PDT)
From: rimpigfl <rimpigfl@yahoo.com>
Subject: DOUG'S DILEMMA 5

Disclaimer: I'm not going to say this never happened. I'll bet it did
sometime - maybe more than once. But I wasn't part of it so I don't know.
This is just to let you know that this is a STORY! It came from my
imagination. The fact that my imagination seems to be oftentimes way south
of my belly-button just is the way things are.

By the way, this story is dedicated to Wil. Thanks for letting me watch you
grow.

Anyway, here's a little story about a boy who suddenly has to face some
things about himself that he never realized or understood. It's all....

DOUG'S DILEMMA
Part 5
by RimPig   2003

I awoke the next morning feeling strong arms around me, something hard
poking into my butt- cheek and the smell of a locker room after an
all-night fucking orgy! Sweat, cum, ass - they all played a part. My cock
was so hard it was leaking juice all over the bed while I tried to figure
out just exactly where I was!

Okay, I've never been a 'morning person'! And this morning, my body was
really sore! I finally remembered where I was. I was in Ty's room - in Ty's
bed and, unless I missed my guess, that was Ty's cock poking me in the butt
because it was sure Ty's arms around me and his body spooned to my back. I
knew that immediately because I recognized his scent. I could be
blindfolded in a room full of sweaty jocks and I'd know Ty's scent now.

I couldn't figure out whether I was sore from the fucking all-out workout
that Coach Fallon had put me through or whether I was sore from the all-out
fuck-a-thon that Ty and I had last night.  For a guy who never had sex in
his life, I sure packed a lot into one night! And from the hardon I had and
the one that was poking into me, it looked like there was a good chance of
a repeat match as Ty and I tried to best each other at who could cum the
most times! I had to grin to myself. We sure did try!

At that moment, Ty moved in his sleep and now his cock was no longer poking
me in the butt- cheek, now it was poking into my butt-crack and heading for
my hole! I pushed down with my ass muscles as Ty had taught me so that my
hole would loosen up and then I felt it - his cockhead pressing against my
softening hole. I didn't know if I could do this, I didn't know where the
fucking lube was but then I remembered. With the load of cum that Ty shot
in my butt last night - even after he ate it out of my hole - there still
had to be some up there. Maybe enough because I would love to feel Ty
inside me again.

I pushed back with my butt while I pushed down on my ass muscle and all of
a sudden, I felt Ty's cock begin to slide back into my ass! My hole was a
little sore, not being used to being used for fucking, but I was determined
to feel him inside of me - feel him a part of me - again. I pushed back
harder and Ty began to push forward. I knew that he was still asleep but
his body knew what to do without him even being awake! I felt him slide all
the way in me until his pubic hair was tickling my hole. Then I heard him
groan behind me. His arms tightened around me, his mouth began licking at
the back of my neck and my shoulder and his hips shoved his cock even
further into my ass! What a fuckin' way to wake up! With the most beautiful
male on the face of the earth's cock in you!

"Ahh, fuck! Doug! Man, what a way to wake up with my cock buried in the
most beautiful ass I've ever fucked!" he groaned.

Seemed we had this mutual admiration thing going. 'Course I had a hard time
believing it because I didn't think of myself as anything special but Ty
had taken great pains to show me exactly how much he was turned on to me
the night before.

"Mmm!" I moaned as he began small fucking motions in my bowels.

"You okay, Doug? How'd you get me in your ass again?" he asked, somewhat
confused.

Seems I'm not the only one who isn't a 'morning person'.

"I woke up with it poking into my butt-cheek and I decided it be a lot more
comfortable inside me. You seemed to agree because all I did was line up my
hole with it and you slid it inside me." I chortled.

"Fuck! Did I hurt you, babe?" he asked, stopping his fucking motions and
his voice all filled with concern.

"The only thing that will hurt is you stopping!" I informed him.

His arms tightened around me again and his mouth latched onto my shoulder
as his hips began pumping his cock in and out of my ass again. Slowly but
surely, he pushed me over on my stomach and moved on top of me. With me
face down and my butt spread open, he began really reaming my butt! I could
feel the incredible power of his body every time his hips crashed into my
butt-cheeks as his cock reamed me out but good! In this position, his cock
was rubbing right across that thing up my ass with every move he made and I
was soon moaning as my body got ready to shoot yet another load! I wondered
how much more cum my balls had in them!

"Ahh! Fuck! Yeah! Fuck me, Ty! Fuck me HARD! Oh, my GOD! Your cock feels so
good! Oh, fuck! I'm gonna cum, Ty! I'M GONNA CUM!!!" I shouted as I
unloaded another glob of cockjuice all over his sheets.

That was all it took for Ty as well. His cock crashed into my spasming butt
and he let loose with another load of his USDA PRIME JOCK STUD CUM up my
ass!

"FUCK! OH! FUCK! OH! FUCK!" He kept repeating as his body jerked above me
and his cock jerked in my butt, delivering another pint of his cum to my
willing, hungry hole!

He collapsed on my back, his cock still buried in my butt and his lips
close to my ear. His tongue snaked out and licked the inside of my ear and
my whole body shuddered and my ass clenched down hard on his cock.

"Ohhh! Shit! You keep that up and I'm gonna fuck you again!" he moaned into
my ear.

I chuckled. "I didn't do that! You did!"

"Mmm!" he nuzzled my ear. "Did I ever tell you that you are the best fuck
I've ever had in my life?"

"No, you didn't. Of course, you're the best fuck I've ever had in my life."
I murmured.

"I'm the only fuck you've ever had in your life!"he growled in my ear.

"And the only fuck I ever want in my life." I said softly.

I felt him freeze. I wondered if I'd said something wrong?

"Doug, are you sure?" he murmured.

"Yes. I'm sure. I mean, I'd understand if you didn't feel the same way..."
I said, figuring he was having second thoughts about us.

"Fuck that! You know I feel the same way. And you'd be hurt if I didn't,
wouldn't you?" he asked.

"No, not hurt. Destroyed." I said quietly.

"Do you understand that I'd be destroyed, too? This isn't one-way, Doug. I
need you. I've been so afraid to love somebody again after...well, after
what happened. I didn't want to feel this way about you! I can't help
myself." he said.

"Ty, I didn't have a choice. I don't know how to stop myself from feeling
this way about you.  You know I didn't want this to happen. I was so afraid
to ever be what I am. But you took away all that fear and showed me that I
can be free to love you. I don't want anyone but you." I said quietly.

His arms came around me, his face close to mine and he kissed my cheek
gently.

"We'll work this out. I promise. We'll be together." Ty said.

"But it's May and the training camp isn't until August. What are we going
to do until then?" I asked, trying to hide the pain in my voice.

"I don't know. Do you have access to a computer?" he asked.

"Yeah." I said.

"We can e-mail each other for one thing. I'll call you when I can. It's not
forever. If what's happening between us is real, we can make it, babe." he
said.

"Okay. If you say so but it's seems like forever to me." I said.

"It's not forever. It's just until August." he said, nuzzling my ear
again. "And we're together now.  Let's not waste time worrying about
it. Let's make this weekend one that will hold us until we can be together
all the time."

"Okay. You're right. I mean, here I am with your cock in my butt! What
could be better than that?" I murmured, rubbing my head against his face.

"Mmm. Yeah. And that butt is full of something delicious. Wanna share it?"
he murmured back.

"Oh, fuck yeah!" I said.

He slid his cock slowly out of my ass while he slid back down my body until
his hands spread my butt-cheeks apart. I could feel his mouth locking to my
ass and his tongue begin pushing inside me. I felt the suction as he began
to suck his cum from my butt. I moaned at the soothing feeling of his
tongue in my hole, making the soreness of his fucking disappear. He ate my
butt for a long time and then moved up the bed. I turned on my side and he
put his arms around me and pulled me towards him. His mouth met mine and I
tasted the cum he held there. It tasted of his cock, my ass and our
lovemaking. I sucked it from his mouth and then sucked his tongue to gather
what tastes were left until we were moaning into each other's mouth. Ty
finally broke the kiss, however.

"Babe, I wanna fuck you forever, but I gotta get something to eat! I'm
starvin' and I can't keep up this level of fuckin' without some fuel in my
body!" he said.

As if to emphasize this point, he stomach growled loudly and we both
cracked up laughing.

"Okay. I really gotta piss anyway and, I suppose, we really should take a
shower if we're gonna be around other people. Otherwise there's no fuckin'
way they're not gonna know what we've been doing." I said, smiling.

"Yeah, I agree. I gotta piss, too. Besides, showers can be hot as
well. Ever had somebody bathe you?" he asked.

"Well...yeah. My Dad and Mom when I was a baby." I said.

"Well, you are in for an experience then. Come on!" he said and grabbing my
hand, hopped out of bed, pulling me with him. He threw me a towel and
grabbed some shampoo and shower gel. He was about to grab his razor when I
stopped him.

"Don't shave yet. I like you looking kind of scruffy and the prickliness of
you beard feels cool." I said.

"Okay, no problem!" he smiled and left the razor there.

We walked down the hall to the bathroom. This time there were a couple of
guys in there and Ty said hello to them and introduced me. One of them was
a member of the wrestling squad. With the other guys in there, I figured
that showering together was out and I was tremendously disappointed. But I
hadn't counted on Ty. As he'd told me, he wasn't the least bit shy about
other guys knowing that he was gay. He went to go into one shower and I
went to go into another when he grabbed my hand and pulled me into the one
that he was in.

"Where do you think you're going?" he grinned.

"Well...I...uhh..." I mumbled.

He backed me up against the wall of the little vestibule area didn't even
bother to close the curtain. His face was about two inches from mine.

"I told you, I don't hide who I am. Those guys? First of all, I've had one
of them. Second of all, the straight guys sneak girls in here and shower
with them so why shouldn't we do it?" he said and then he kissed me, long
and deep. Without even thinking about it, my arms came up around his neck
and I was groaning into his mouth.

"Now, come on. Let's get a shower." he said softly, pulling back until he
was a couple of inches from my face again and grinning at me.

This was all a brave new world to me but I did like it! No more hiding. No
more lying.  Well...except I didn't know what the fuck I was going to tell
my family. I quickly decided that I wasn't going to tell them anything! At
least not for a while. A long while.

Ty finally closed the curtain and, reaching down, whipped off my towel so
that I was naked.

"Now, that's how I like to see you." he grinned.

I reached over and pulled off his towel.

"And that's how I love to see you!" I said.

"I can see that." Ty said, grinning and looking down.

My cock was getting hard again, just from being near him. Of course I
blushed, but then I looked at him and his cock was getting hard, too!

"Must be catching." I grinned.

"Yeah! Fuckin' happens anytime I'm near you." he grinned.

He took my hand again and pulled me into the shower. Just like the night
before, he turned on the shower but directed the shower head so that it
sprayed into the corner of the shower stall, onto the tile wall and not on
us. I looked at him quizzically.

"Well, you did say you had to piss, didn't you." he said wrapping his arms
around me so that our bodies were pressed together and our hardons were
pointing up and rubbing against each other.

"Yeah." I said softly.

"So why don't we try it this way. Both at the same time?" he asked.

"Okay, I think I can but being in your arms is quite a distraction." I
smiled.

"Better get used to it. I can't keep my hands off you. You know that." he
grinned.

We held onto each other and all of a sudden, I felt the hot jet of his piss
coming out of his cock and spraying both of us. It was like a damn burst
and my piss started gushing out as well, as if answering his body. I guess
I wasn't pee-shy anymore! The next thing I knew, his mouth came down on
mine and kissed me deeply. There we stood, moaning into each other's mouths
while we pissed all of our hot, golden juice all over each other! When we
finally stopped pissing, his mouth pulled back from mine. I looked into his
deep blue eyes.

"That was the most wonderful morning piss I've ever taken!" I breathed.

"Same here, babe." he smiled. "Now I'm gonna do something to you that is
gonna drive you wild!"

"What?" I asked.

"Turn around and I'll show ya. First, get your hair wet." he said, pulling
the showerhead back to where it was spraying down between us.

I leaned back so that the spray could fully wet my hair and then I felt
Ty's hands begin to shampoo my hair. Now, I washed my hair every day of my
life - sometimes twice a day but I never felt what I felt that morning!
Ty's hands moving though my hair, massaging my scalp and head, was one of
the most sensual experiences I'd ever had! I groaned deeply as he worked on
me. I would never look at washing my hair the same way again. In fact, I
prayed that I would not have to wash my hair myself again! I wanted Ty to
do this for me always!

He didn't rush things either. He spent a long time washing and massaging my
head and then pushed me back under the water to rinse the shampoo from my
hair. I thought it was over but, instead, Ty just lathered me up and
started all over again!

"It says, 'wash, rinse, repeat'!" he murmured in my ear and I moaned in
answer.

He continued to shampoo me for the just about the same amount of time
before pushing me under the water again and thoroughly rinsing my hair. He
then turned me around and kissed me gently on the lips while grabbing the
shower gel. He rubbed some between his hands and then began washing my
body. He started with my shoulders and worked down my chest and abs. His
hands were not just cleansing but massaging me as he went. When he reached
the line of my pubic hair he stopped and went back up my body and started
at the top of my left arm. He moved down my arm, rubbing and massaging
until he got all the way down to my hand. He massaged not only my hand but
each of my fingers individually. Then he started on the other arm and did
the same.

Next, Ty squatted down and had me rest one of my feet on is bent leg. He
then proceeded to wash my foot and leg until he reached the top of my thigh
near my balls never, however touching my cock or balls. He then had me
change feet and did the same process to the other foot and leg.  Standing
again, he turned me around and told me to raise my arms and rest my hands
on the tiled wall so that I was slightly bent over. This made my butt stick
out some. Ty also had me spread my legs so that they were in a 'v'. He took
the shower gel and squirted a design of it on my back and then began to
wash my shoulders and back, massaging all my muscles as he worked up the
lather.  He ran his hands into my pits, washing them, and moving his hands
around my body, began to pull and tug at my nipples! I moaned at this and
pushed my butt back, feeling his thick, half-hard cock when I did.

Ty worked down my back again, until he came to my butt. His hands really
dug into my glutes, massaging them and making me moan. His fingers began
slipping into the crack of my butt and he gently massaged my still
some-what sore hole. I moaned as his fingers played with the lips of my ass
and he leaned over and murmured in my ear.

 "This is he hungriest butt I've ever known. Feel how it tries to nip at my
fingers, wanting me to fuck it."

I groaned at his words and pushed my butt back. He was telling the
truth. My butt was hungry for his cock. I was hungry for him!

He finally finished washing me and pulled me under the water to rinse off
all the lather. Then he handed me the bottle of shampoo.

"Your turn." he smiled.

"You didn't wash my cock." I said.

"I know. I might want a snack later." he grinned.

I laughed and took the shampoo from him. His hair was too short to run my
fingers through but I had great fun massaging his scalp any way. After
that, I took the shower gel and did everything to him that he had done to
me. I noticed that when I was gently fingering his asslips, his too were
seeming to nip at my fingers, trying to draw them in.

"I'm not the only one with a hungry ass!" I said to him.

"I never said mine wasn't." he grinned over his shoulder at me. "Your turn
to fuck me next."

I laughed and finished rinsing him off. He took me in his arms and kissed
me deeply.

"See, I told you taking a shower could be fun." he smiled.

"If I've got to get clean, this is the only way to do it!" I grinned back
at him.

"Let's get dressed, I know we're both starving now." he said.

We dried each other off, which took a while on it own because we kissed and
licked so many places on each other's bodies as we dried them. All in all,
it was the longest shower I ever took!  But, by far, the most memorable
one!

By the time we got dressed and over to the student cafeteria, it was almost
noon so what we had was lunch. We stoked up on fuel and then went to the
Sports Center so that we could work out.  The one thing that Ty and I
totally agreed upon was our dedication to our sport and to keeping out
bodies in top physical condition for it. Wrestling can be a dangerous sport
for injuries - even with protective gear. Proper strengthening and
conditioning of the muscles can go a long way to preventing those
injuries. Beyond that, I now had someone to keep my body fit for. I was
amazed at it, but I was beginning to accept that Ty found my body as
pleasing to him as his was to me.

After working out, we walked around campus. Ty took me to the campus
bookstore. He asked me if both my mom and dad had cars. I told them that
Dad had a sedan and Mom had a mini-van.  I wondered why he asked until he
held out two bumper stickers that said "MY SON WRESTLES AT STATE
UNIVERSITY". I immediately bought them to take home to Mom and Dad. Ty took
me to the library and showed me around there. He led me over to the section
with poetry in it. I was somewhat amazed at the idea of this very masculine
wrestler being into poetry. He took down a book from the shelf - Walt
Whitman's LEAVES OF GRASS and opened it and showed me this passage:

"I mind how once we lay, such a transparent summer morning; How you settled
your head athwart my hips, and gently turn'd over upon me, And parted the
shirt from my bosom-bone, and plunged your tongue to my bare-stript heart,
And reach'd till you felt my beard, and reach'd till you held my feet."

I read it twice, not quite believing what I had read!

"Does this mean what I think it means?" I asked.

"What do you think it means?" he asked, smiling.

"He seems to be talking about being in bed with another guy and that guy is
making love to him!"  I said.

"That's exactly what's going on. And that was written in 1900." Ty told me.

"Oh, my God! That long ago?" I asked.

"Males have fallen in love with other males since the dawn of mankind. The
ancient Greeks, who invented the Olympic Games, believed that the highest
form of love was that between two males.  There have been many famous men
throughout history who have preferred the love of their own sex. So much of
this history has been hidden by the heterosexual world but I have found a
great deal of it over the last two years here in this library. Whether the
world wants to acknowledge it or not, we as gay men have a very proud
history. By the way, my major is history. I plan eventually to get a
doctorate in it and teach. I would like to do my thesis on some aspect of
Gay history." Ty said, and leaned over and kissed me gently.

I stood there in awe of him. He not only was beautiful, not only loving,
but more intelligent than people normally suppose that 'jocks' are.

"By the way, Doug, what's your GPA?" he asked.

"4.0" I answered, my head lowered. I didn't ever want people to think I was
a "brain" - that could get you called queer, too!

"What are you intending to major in?" he asked.

"I was intending to major in History, too, and then go to Law School." I
mumbled, still not looking at him.

He put his hand under my chin and lifted it until I was looking at him. He
laughed quietly.

"Oh, fuck! I've married a lawyer!" he laughed.

"No! I don't want to practice law. I want to teach it. I'm particularly
interested in Constitutional Law." I said.

"Well, looks like you and I are just your typical 'dumb jocks'!" he
grinned.

"Yeah, I hate when people say that! Not all jocks are dumb!" I affirmed.

"No, they aren't. Oh, we have some guys on the squad who need help
academically now and then but, by and large, most of they guys are quite
intelligent. However, with most of them, you have to look below the surface
to see it. None of them want to be known as a 'brain'. They think it will
kill their 'macho' image." he chuckled.

"I've always been afraid for people to know because I figured they would
think I was queer." I said.

"Well...there is that. You know, it's funny. Straight guys are so afraid of
'queers' but they think the most interesting things about us. They think
we're all brains. They think we all are having sex all the
time...well...okay, that one is more true!" he laughed. "But they also seem
to think that gay sex is so powerful that if they even do it once - they
will automatically lose all interest in women and turn gay! I wonder if any
of them even realize how much power they're giving to the natural
attraction of one male for another?" Ty said.

"Natural attraction? I thought we were supposed to be 'unnatural'." I said.

"More anti-gay propaganda. First of all, there is a natural stage of sexual
development where boys discover their sexuality with each other. As to what
happens as you grow, that's determined, most scientists think, by
genetics. Gay, straight and bi-sexual are just part of the spectrum of
human sexuality. There are some people who believe that we are all actually
bi-sexual and that we are 'forced' into being gay or straight by society. I
don't buy that however. I've never been attracted to a female." he said.

"Neither have I." I said.

"Well, Kinsey in his study pointed out that there was a continuum of
sexuality from exclusively heterosexual to exclusively homosexual. I guess
you and I fall into that category." he grinned.

"Oh, no! I'm not exclusively homosexual." I said.

"You're not?" he asked, looking at me funny.

"I'm exclusively Tysexual." I grinned.

He reached out and pulled me towards him until I melted into his arms.

"And I'm exclusively Dougsexual." he said and kissed me deeply.

When we finally got back to the dorm, it was almost time for dinner. We'd
spent the entire day getting to know each other, talking about what we
wanted out of life and who we were. I had never opened up to another person
the way I did to Ty. I'd never felt comfortable enough to do so before, but
Ty was so easy to talk to. He was interested in what I had to say and, even
when I expressed some really stupid ideas I had about gay life, he didn't
put me down. He just patiently helped me to see that what I was repeating
was what I'd heard from straight people who didn't know what the fuck they
were talking about.

I figured that we would just go over to the cafeteria for dinner but Ty had
a different idea. He asked me if I liked to dance.

"Well, I went to the dances with Paula so that people would think we were a
couple. I liked dancing okay but I really wanted to dance with some of my
team-mates, not Paula." I admitted.

"So how would you like to go dancing with me?" he asked.

"You're kidding! Where the hell could we dance together? I mean, it
couldn't be in public!" I exclaimed.

"Oh, yes it could. There's a dance at the Gay Community Center tonight." he
said. "There'll be a lot of gay guys from campus there. Especially guys
under 21 who can't get into the bars. And there's a gay restaurant not too
far away where we could have dinner." he said.

"Oh, God! I could actually dance in your arms?" I exclaimed.

"And I could dance in yours." he smiled.

"Yes! I would love to go!" I said excitedly.

"Then get dressed! I want to show you off! I want people to see me with my
new, beautiful lover." he said, smiling warmly at me.

I blushed furiously! I wasn't used to being spoken of as beautiful,
especially not by someone so beautiful himself.

"I wish I could show you off. I wished that it was you on my arm at the
Senior Prom and not Paula." I said quietly.

"Well, if you really would like to show me off, I think I can arrange
that." he smiled enigmatically.

"The prom is over! It was two weeks ago." I said, confused.

"I wasn't thinking about the Prom. I bet that someplace that you would like
to show me off, and maybe make some people jealous that we're friends,
might be at your wrestling practice on Monday." he grinned.

"Oh, my GOD! Yes! Would you...could you do that?" I asked.

"Well, I'm driving you home and staying the night. I could stick around and
come to your practice on Monday." he grinned.

"Oh, Fuck! The guys will go crazy!" I exclaimed.

"Good! Now let's get dressed. It's my turn to show you off first." he said,
smiling.

I didn't really bring clothes to 'go out' in. I didn't figure I would. But
I had a clean pair of jeans and Ty gave me a really nice sweater with the
school seal on it that fit me perfectly.

"Yeah. I thought that would fit you. That on's a little tight on me. Looks
really great on you! The color suits you." he said, looking at me
appraisingly after I was dressed and standing in front of him.

Ty had put on a pair of jeans and then reached in a drawer and put on
another sweater exactly like the one he gave me to wear!

"But we're dressed alike!" I said.

"Yeah, is that a problem?" he asked, smiling.

"But won't people think that...well...uhh..." I fumbled.

"That we're lovers or something?" he grinned at me. "Yeah. I hope they
will."

"Ohh." was all I could say.

"Doug, I know this is all difficult for you. It's a whole new way of
looking at life. Trust me, please? It will be okay. I promise." he said,
putting his arms around me.

"I trust you. Honest I do. I'm just not used to all this." I said.

"I know, but you will get used to it. Believe me." he said and kissed me
gently.

"Okay!" I grinned at him. "Lead on! Whither thou goest, I will go." I said.

"And thy people will be my people. Naomi and Ruth from the Bible. Do you
know that many biblical scholars now believe they were lesbian lovers?" he
grinned.

"No!" I said. "That would have blown away my Sunday School class when I was
little!"

He laughed, threw his arm around my shoulders and we walked down the dorm
hall that way. We climbed into his Jeep and he drove to another part of
town away from the university and pulled up in front of a quiet little
restaurant called Caf^Â Caravaggio. I asked Ty about the name.

"It's the name of an Italian Renaissance painter who is believed to have
had a thing for young boys. One of his paintings of a young Roman street
boy is very famous. He was an extremely controversial figure, known for his
violent temper. He's said to have killed a man over a disputed tennis
score." Ty said.

"Wow! Are you sure you're not an android like Data on Star Trek Next
Generation?" I grinned.

"Androids don't cum or piss. You like the taste of mine, don't you?" he
grinned and then we both cracked up laughing.

We went into the restaurant which was quite full. The maitre 'd looked at
us and I could see that he was greatly impressed by the physical beauty of
Ty. He smiled and told us that he would have a table for us in a moment. Ty
grinned at me.

"I should have made reservations but I guess he likes the way we look." he
whispered to me.

"You mean he likes the way you look." I whispered back.

"Funny, I caught him checking out the bulge in your jeans." he grinned.

Within moments, we had a table against the wall, in a quiet part of the
restaurant. A cute young waiter arrived at our table and smiled at Ty.

"Hi, Ty! So who's this?" he asked.

"Hi, Brian. This is Doug, my lover." he said, smiling at me.

"Well, I'm pleased to meet you, Doug. So you caught the elusive Ty, huh?! I
don't remember seeing you on campus?" Brian said.

"Doug is transferring in next semester." Ty said before I could say that I
was still in High School.

"Well, congratulations! What can I get you to drink?" Brian asked.

"Just iced tea. Can't break training." Ty said.

"Oh, so you're a wrestler, too?" Brian asked me.

"Yes." I said.

Brian went away and Ty smiled at me.

"Brian has been trying to get into my pants for two years now. He was never
successful and now he knows he's shit out of luck." he said.

"Oh. I guess he hates me now." I grinned.

"Well, it's too bad if he does." Ty said.

My hand was laying on the table and Ty reached over and took it in his. I
started to pull away before I remembered that this was a gay place. I
looked around and every table was filled with guys. All ages between very
young, like Ty and I to some that were old enough to be our
grandfathers. It was a whole new world for me to realize that there were
that many men in the world who felt like I did.

"Yeah. They're all gay." Ty smiled, realizing where my eyes were wandering.

"I'm sorry. I've never realized that there were this many gay men in the
entire world!" I said quietly.

"Babe, there are tens of thousands more just in this city alone! There are
estimates that one in every six men in the world is gay!" he grinned and
squeezed my hand.

I squeezed back. To think, I was sitting here, able to touch Ty in a loving
way in public! It was an amazing feeling of freedom!

Dinner was wonderful but somewhat expensive. I tried to get Ty to let me
pay for it, but he said that I was his date. He compromised by telling me I
could buy the gas for the Jeep for the trip back to my home.

>From the restaurant, Ty drove a short distance to a four story building
with the letters GLCC on it. Ty told me they stood for Gay & Lesbian
Community Center. We went inside and crowded into the elevator with a lot
of other guys about our age, all going to the fourth floor. That's where Ty
told me that the dances were held.

The floor had a huge open room in it that had colored spotlights lighting
the walls and a DJ with an incredible sound system. There were hundreds of
guy and girls on the dance floor dancing with each other. I looked closely
and it was boys dancing with boys and girls dancing with girls. I just
stood and stared, having never seen a sight like this before!

"Looks more natural, guys dancing with other guys, doesn't it?" Ty yelled
in my ear over the music.

I grinned at him and nodded my head. Ty took my hand in his and screamed at
me "Can I have this dance?"

He was grinning as I followed him onto the dance floor. We danced together
for several songs and then the music changed. It became slow and
romantic. Ty grabbed me around the waist and pulled me to him and my arms
went around his neck. We began to slow dance...well...not really 'dancing',
just sort of moving our feet while we clung to each other but it was
incredibly romantic!

"Is this what you fantasized what you wanted the Prom to be like?" he
murmured into my ear.

"Oh, God! Yes!" I murmured to him.

And there on the dance floor, with all of those people around us, Ty kissed
me deeply and I lost myself in his kiss.

We stayed several hours at the dance, meeting some of the guys that Ty knew
from the university.  To each of them, he introduced me as his lover. I saw
a number of very jealous looks that were quickly covered over with
smiles. I didn't care. Somehow, Ty had chosen me. That made me so happy
inside that nothing and nobody could spoil it.

During another slow dance, Ty whispered in my ear.

"Let's go home. I want you naked in my arms."

"And I want you naked." I whispered in return.

We drove back to the dorm and we both got what we wanted.

The End of Part 5 of DOUG'S DILEMMA

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