Date: Wed, 18 Aug 2004 17:50:49 EDT From: TragicRabbit11@aol.com Subject: Gay/HS: DRAMA CLUB, Part 9 (revised version) THE DRAMA CLUB, Part Nine 'Inscribed Across the Heavens' IF YOU LIKE DRAMA CLUB, consider joining the TragicRabbit list (link below) to keep up with chapters as they are completed and to post comments/questions directly to author! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/TragicRabbit/?yguid=195216952 This is a work of fiction and all characters are imaginary. The story involves sex between teen boys so if that's illegal or offensive for you to read, don't. Author retains all rights. DO NOT download, copy, post/link to any site or otherwise reproduce this story without written permission from the author. Author does not mean the story to condone cigarette smoking, teen sex, unprotected sex, 'gay reparation'(Ex-Gay/Exodus) or any other activity or group the characters are involved with. Drama Club is a work of fiction. Tragic Rabbit's email has CHANGED to: TragicRabbit11@aol.com. Please do not send emails with imbedded files or attachments. Please check out Drama Club and the many wonderful other stories at: http://www.awesomedude.com/ When you write to me (or to Angel), you are automatically added to the Drama Club mailing list and will receive new chapters as they are finished, before they are posted. Let me know what you think of the characters, the storyline and anything else you like or dislike. All emails are answered. Constructive critique welcomed, friendly fan mail adored, mean stuff ignored. Is this a shameless hustle for emails? You betcha. Kisses....Tragic Rabbit 'Above the mountains the geese turn into the light again, painting their black silhouettes on an open sky. Sometimes everything has to be enscribed across the heavens so you can find the one line already written inside you.' The Journey (David Whyte) Angel picked up the glass ashtray and dumped it out into the plastic trashbag he held, then returned it to the coffee table. He looked around the room with a critical eye. He was almost done, the room didn't look too bad. He was glad his mom was letting him host the Cast Party at their house, especially since he wasn't having a birthday party this year. He'd be sixteen but he really only wanted to go out with his friends to celebrate. Mom wanted to make a big deal out of his birthday but he just wanted it over and, anyway, he was getting too old for the parties his mom wanted to throw. It's not like balloons and cake would cut it-not for a guy his age. What he really wanted for his birthday was a driver's license but Mary thought he was too young, so no hope there. Still, he'd asked Jaye to show him how to drive sometime and Jaye'd said he would. Which was surprising because Jaye didn't really like other people driving the Mustang. He'd gotten the car for his own sixteenth birthday last spring and spent most weekends cleaning and polishing it. Jaye was so damn picky about that stupid car. He didn't even let Angel smoke in it, which was annoying, but Angel didn't complain. Not much, anyway. Getting rides whenever he wanted was pretty useful and he didn't want to screw that up. Angel took the trashbag to the kitchen and got out the vacuum cleaner. He drug it into the living room, plugged it in, and began to run it across the gray carpet, making streaks of light and dark in the pile. The show tonight was the last for Midsummer Night's Dream, his last performance as Puck, the woodland sprite. He wouldn't be sorry to lose the tights but, damn, the part was great. He wondered what role he'd get in Camelot, the next play Northside was doing. He could sing pretty well (although Ms. Robi always said that theatrical singing was more about volume and acting than musical skill) but didn't think he was built for the part he really wanted, that of King Arthur. He could always dream, though, he reminded himself ruefully. He had to stop wanting things he couldn't have and maybe start wanting the things he already DID have, he thought. He heard a car pull up outside and an engine cut off. He looked out to see Jaye slamming shut the driver's side door and walking up the path, face unreadable. What the hell, he wondered, Jaye'd just left here. Last night had been great, really relaxing, and he hadn't had any of those dreams afterwards. Of course, that was partly because he'd been so tired when he finally went to sleep that his mind had just shut down. Not just the sex, although that was fun, as always, but Friday had been a hell of a long day. Bobby's mom, Jeannie, had really pissed him off at the hospital and he'd had to take that fury with him, right into that night's performance of Puck. He wondered if anyone had seen the anger he really felt as he leapt around the stage and knelt down on the apron, delivering those intimate lines to the audience. Lines filled with a playful sarcasm became lines spoken in a truer anger, a more honest need to hurt. He could almost hit Jeannie, he felt, and he wondered again how Bobby was doing at that stupid camp. As if being gay was something that needed a fucking cure, he thought for the hundredth time, and shoved the vacuum against the wall, flicking off the power switch. The knock at the door sounded abrupt, several sharp loud raps on the wooden surface that he heard echo against the house across the street. He opened the door and Jaye shoved past him and threw himself onto the nearest sofa section. His friend stared up at him without speaking, his hands down in the pockets of his jeans. He looked tense, his shoulders rigid, his expression unreadable. Great, more drama, Angel thought. "And 'hello' to you, too, Jaye-bird." Angel said, annoyed. A frown flickered across Jaye's face and was gone. He wanted to tell Angel what he'd seen but wasn't sure if he should. He'd calmed down enough on the drive over to realize that blurting it out might not be the best way to warn him about Michael. He sighed. "Sorry." He didn't elaborate. Angel unplugged the vacuum's cord and wound it through the hooks on the side of the machine while Jaye watched silently. With a glance at his friend, Angel rolled the vacuum back into the kitchen and put it away in the closet. Jaye followed. When Angel turned, he found himself face to face with the blonde boy. Blue eyes locked onto black. Neither spoke; each examined the other. Angel finally smiled and leaned back, hips against the door of the closet, arms folded across his chest. Jaye's eyes traveled down Angel's body and back up to his face, narrowing, his nostrils flaring as his breath came faster. Angel wore loose pajamas, blush colored silk with white piping, and was barefoot on the carpet. Jaye could see faint polish on his friend's toenails, his slender feet showing under the long hem of the pants. The top two buttons undone left olive skin bare across his flat chest, the right nipple just barely hidden against a fold. Jaye drew in a breath. He was very conscious of Angel's naked body beneath the smooth fabric. Angel looked relaxed as a cat, hip against the door, his lips turning up slightly in amusement. "Something I can help you with, Jaye?" he asked with a smile, parting his lips to touch his tongue once to the upper lip. Angel was breathing a little faster now, Jaye was sure of it. And so was he. Jaye's narrowed eyes seemed darker to Angel, almost black in the light. Jaye took another step, drawing himself right up against Angel's body, without breaking eye contact. He touched his hand to Angel's shoulder and drew it slowly across the satin of the pajama top towards the open front. Angel was motionless, watching him. Jaye moved closer, pulling his face so near to Angel's that he could feel the warm breath of the other boy. Still staring intently, Jaye's hand moved into the pajama opening and onto the morning heat of Angel's skin, stroking against him, sliding his fingers under the satin and onto a nipple. He leaned closer, touching his lips to Angel's, just as he grasped the right nipple between thumb and forefinger, pulling gently. Angel moaned under his breath and pushed himself against Jaye, unfolding his arms and circling them around his friend's neck, arching his body into him as they slowly kissed. Jaye's body trembled slightly as he twisted the nipple and slid his other hand around to cup Angel's buttock, squeezing it hard in his hand. He felt Angel's satin-covered cock press against the bulge in his jeans, both of them hardening as they sucked each other's tongues. He drew his fingers down to unbutton the rest of the pajama top without breaking contact. Angel's arms around his neck tightened. He pushed the pajama top from Angel's smooth shoulders and let it drop to the kitchen floor. He slid his hands inside the pajama bottoms and onto Angel's bare skin, pulling Angel to him, grinding against him as he pulled those firm cheeks apart, slipping fingertips between as he did so. Jaye broke away from the kiss, breathing hard, and looked into Angel's eyes. Those dark eyes were unseeing, dilated in arousal. Jaye had a flash of Michael, turning under Gene's bedcovers, muscled shoulders moving, white skin just visible in the light from between the window blinds, dark hair against the pillow. He felt an anger he couldn't explain rise up, joining the urgent messages from the cock that filled his jeans. "Angel Eyes..."He said softly, lips against Angel's ear. Angel frowned, there was something in his voice. He put his hands on Jaye's shoulder, pushing away lightly, uncertain, his brow furrowed. Unyielding, Jaye's hands down his pajamas held him close. Jaye kissed him again and he resisted a moment, then surrendered to the sensations overwhelming him. Somehow Jaye fully clothed and hard against him was doubly exciting. He felt Jaye push his pajama bottoms down over his ass, letting them fall to the floor at his ankles. He stood naked in the kitchen, held tight against his friend, their bodies pressed together as they kissed hungrily. He pulled back and reached for Jaye's fly, unbuttoning and pulling at the zipper. It resisted, cock swollen under it. Jaye was panting as he reached to help, eyes still holding Angel's. He unzipped his fly and pushed down his briefs, reaching in to cup and pull out his balls, erect cock bobbing free to touch a moist tip once to Angel's hand. Angel moaned, feeling the steely hardness as it did so. Jaye was so fucking hard, it was making him feel dizzy. Jaye's hand snaked around the back of Angel's head and pulled, urging him downwards. Angel met his eyes again, saw those unreadable blues still searching his face. Jaye was really pushing now, pushing him down to his knees in front of Jaye's cock. Uncertain, not sure he liked the look in his friend's eyes, Angel let his own need take over and knelt, nearly overbalancing in the tangle of satin at his feet. As soon as Angel's soft lips surrounded his cock, Jaye shoved roughly into his mouth, hands in the tangle of black hair. He held Angel's head, thrusting rapidly, growling as he did so. Angel pushed back, gagging, to rest on his ankles and look up. Jaye's face still showed no expression. He reached again for the back of Angel's head. Angel evaded him and stood, kicking away the pajamas at his feet. Jaye reached his hand to Angel's chest, grasping at both nipples. Angel slapped him. Hard. Both boys paused, startled; breathing heavy, staring into each other's eyes. Jaye then reached for him again, pulling Angel's stiff body into another kiss. Angel couldn't stop his response and pressed into that kiss, feeling the other boy's tongue enter his mouth. He felt Jaye's hands on him and the roughness of Jaye's clothes on his naked skin. He was breathing fast, heart racing. He felt Jaye's fingers on his buttocks again, pulling the cheeks apart and towards him. Jaye's index finger pushed against the opening, pressing harder, demanding entry. Angel moaned into the kiss as he felt the finger enter him, setting those tender nerve endings on fire. When Jaye pulled back, gasping for air, Angel's eyes were on his. Jaye spun him around and pushed him onto the kitchen counter, Angel's hands automatically grabbing the edge of the counter for balance. Jaye pushed the front of his clothed body up against him, his freed cock throbbing hard against Angel's ass, and wrapped his left arm around Angel's waist. He put his finger back to Angel's opening and shoved in. Angel gasped in a confusion of pleasure and annoyance, his own dick straining upward towards his belly. Good thing I'm not a goddamn romantic, he thought and not for the first time. He felt the head of Jaye's cock, slippery and leaking, against the hole. I can hit him or let him, Angel thought, almost amused. Perversely, he felt as much turned on as angry. He wrapped his hand around his own dick and relaxed against Jaye's insistence. He felt the head push, pressuring for admittance. He groaned aloud and pushed back into it. Suddenly, Jaye was gone from behind him. Confused and breathing fast, Angel stood and turned to see his friend standing three feet away, his cock still standing to attention, panting and staring at him. Angel stared back, eyes widening. "I..." Jaye's voice trailed off as he looked into Angel's face. His breathing slowed. Angel stood naked in the morning light, his black hair mussed and his dark skin flushed, his slender cock hard. He looked so beautiful, Jaye thought, disoriented. What the fuck is wrong with me? Angel gathered control of his breathing as he watched his friend, thoughtfully. Jaye looked away from him. "Sorry." Jaye said finally, flatly, his brows drawing into a frown as he struggled to get his softening dick back into his jeans. Angel didn't move, didn't speak. Jaye zipped up and walked out of the room, then stopped. He walked back and stood in the doorway, looking at Angel intently. "Gene's going to help with the Gay-Straight Alliance." He said quietly. Angel nodded warily. Jaye paused, again searching Angel's face. "And... Michael spent the night in Gene's bed." He added, watching Angel carefully. Angel smiled. "Michael fucked Gene last night." Jaye added, in case that wasn't clear. Angel surprised him by laughing. "Gene's gay? Gene the Machine is gay?" This was hysterical. He couldn't stop laughing. Jaye frowned. "I guess so but I mean...he spent last night with Michael. Michael Morrison. The football player." Angel's laughter died down as he raised his eyebrows, unconsciously imitating Gene. "So?" he asked. Flustered, Jaye answered, "Michael asked YOU out last night, Angel." Angel chuckled, shaking his head. "Yeah, and I said no. It's not like he's my boyfriend or anything, Jaye." Jaye studied him for another moment silently, then left the room again. Angel heard the front door open and close. Well, they do say Romance is dead, Angel told himself, wryly. He reached for his pajamas. So Clean Gene is gay, he mused. A queer Vulcan; too funny. He remembered his dream of Gene in the forest and blushed. He thought of Jaye just now, standing in the doorway, and the look on his face. It was almost as if Jaye were jealous. 'We noticed smallest things- Things overlooked before By this great light upon our Minds Italicized-as 'twere.' (Emily Dickinson, 1890) Gene sat in the unfamiliar lunchroom, his tub open as he sifted through folders, pen in hand. On the table in front of him were short stacks of tabbed folders, each with at least one yellow post-it note attached, indicating which section of his case they applied to. The lunchroom was sparsely populated, debaters scattered through the room talking softly, working neatly. Many, like Gene, were organizing for their next round but some scarfed the lousy nachos or drank cokes while listening to headphones. Schools without students were familiar to him from years of speech tournaments, schools emptied on weekends to make room for debaters and orators and extemp speakers from around the country, rooms tagged with signs listing rounds and speaker orders in hastily drawn black magic marker. Just another weekend. All these schools began to look the same about a month into the season. Just another place to win...or to lose, taking home a trophy or a tired sense of annoyance. Gene Kuo tended to win but that didn't mean he got lazy in between rounds. You never knew when something would leap out at you from your files, something you hadn't thought about could apply in a new way to some argument. Friedman sat across from him, talking on his cell. He finished and flipped it closed, looking up at his star debater. "Well?" he asked Gene. Friedman wasn't sentimental. He never spent much time telling Gene how great he was, the way some coaches seemed to do. Somehow Gene had always liked that about him. The lack of sloppy sentiment. He hated being fussed over. Gene shook his head. "Dunno, can't find anything. I was so sure there was something in here on Korean minefields." He caught Friedman's bemused expression. "So sue me. I was wrong." He smiled. Friedman laughed. "Well, it had to happen sometime." Gene rolled his eyes and tossed his pen down, leaning back to stretch the tight muscles in his neck. Friedman watched him noncommittally. Gene finished his stretch and leaned his arms down against the table, meeting his coach's eyes. "There's something I wanted to ask you." Friedman nodded, waiting. Gene drew a breath. He had no idea what Friedman thought about gays, he'd never asked. That Michael had been his lover seemed obvious to him but, again, Friedman seldom commented in a personal way. He remembered one night late on a bus trip home from somewhere, waking up on a seat with Michael's head on his shoulder and his arms wrapped around Gene's waist as they slept. Friedman had been watching them when he woke. They studied each other, saying nothing. Finally, Gene had fallen back asleep, Michael's warm body comforting him as the noisy public school bus traveled the dark interstate. Nothing had ever been said. He cleared his throat. "Coach...some of the drama kids are going to start up a Gay-Straight Alliance at Northside." He watched Friedman's face. No reaction. Friedman must have been one hell of a debater. "Ah...well, the thing is, they want you to be the sponsor. You know, the teacher sponsor. If you're interested." He studied his coach for a reaction. "Are you helping with this, Kuo?" Friedman asked, slipping his cell into his shirt pocket. Gene nodded. Friedman smiled. "Is Michael? Helping?" Friedman's expression was always difficult to read. Gene concealed his surprise. "Yeah, I think so. Maybe. I haven't asked him yet but I'm pretty sure he'll want to help." He hesitated. "Angel de la Torres is supposed to be running this thing. According to his friend, Jaye. " Friedman's smile broadened, reaching his eyes, but he said nothing. He watched Gene pick up his Sharpie pen and fiddle with it, running it between his fingers. "So you and Michael both are helping, helping Angel...de la Torres. With the GSA." He observed, still smiling enigmatically. Gene pulled the black cap from the end of the pen and snapped it back over the writing tip. He coughed. "Yeah. Looks like it. That's if Michael says yes. I haven't asked him. Yet." Friedman was still smiling. Gene waited. Finally, Friedman nodded. "No problem. I can sponsor the club. And you can tell Angel he can use the debate room, if he wants. If you think it's big enough." Gene exhaled, relieved. That still unsaid thing, that Gene was gay, didn't seem to be a problem. He wondered what the other teachers would say to Friedman, if anything, about sponsoring a bunch of queer kids in a club. It didn't always pay to criticize the debate coach; the only thing sharper than his mind was his tongue. And a few Northside teachers had the scorch marks to prove it. Gene guessed he'd had practice, growing up in a wheelchair after winning a childhood battle with polio. 'Winning' must have seemed relative to a ten year old orphaned Jew in a wheelchair. He'd debated in junior high and high school, had taken most of the top awards and then gone on to a full scholarship at Loyola. Gene often wondered why the hell he decided to coach debate instead of making real money somewhere. He didn't wonder it too often, though, since he was grateful for Friedman and knew only too well how debate could fill your life. It had filled Gene's since his seventh grade speech teacher had put a debate privacy case in his hand and told him to argue it tomorrow in class; first for, then against it. When he'd done so, staying cool while not losing a single point to his opposition, she'd mentioned that there were scholarships offered at colleges. He'd gone home to tell his mother, who was cautiously interested and explained to him the reality of their finances. A month later, he'd talked Kerri into going to tournaments with him. Two years later, as a freshman, his name was an epithet in the mouths of older debaters who often couldn't match his drive to win, his lucid summaries that devastated whole arguments in a few sentences. By his junior year, he had focused his life into debate summer camps and weekends in round after round, seldom losing, seldom failing to take home another trophy to show a delighted Mary. He was Gene Kuo, champion cross-examination debater and he was always at Friedman's side. Last year, with Michael, he'd had a chance to wonder what else was possible but it just hadn't worked out. It was amazing to Gene, how much simple time seemed to matter between two people. Somehow lack of it had killed off some of the passion, for both of them. There's only so many times you can stand up your lover, keep him waiting for a check-in call between late rounds, before...well, before he stops caring so much when you'd be done that night. Or any night. And before you stop trying so hard to make it up to him. Things just end sometimes, he thought a little tiredly. Not always with a bang but sometimes just with a whimper. 'One need not be a Chamber-to be Haunted- One need not be a House-- The Brain has Corridors-' Emily Dickinson (1891) Michael paused to wipe the sweat from his face with the towel he kept tucked in his shorts for that purpose. He looked up, across the football practice field. He wasn't used to seeing it so empty but after football season most of the guys worked out at home or in gyms, if they could afford it. Michael preferred the quiet of the field on the weekends while he got in shape for track in March. He'd gone out for basketball, too, last year but told the coach this year that he wasn't going to, that he needed to spend more time on classwork. He'd not been happy with the news but didn't push it. With a little luck, Michael thought he'd make it into the top five percent of his class this year and that standing, along with his football record, might land him a decent scholarship. Michael dropped down to the grass again and continued his push-ups. He thought back to last night with Gene. Michael had slept late this morning and fixed his breakfast alone in the kitchen, Gene already at the tournament and Barbara at work, as usual. In fact, a little too much like usual, he wondered if it was a good thing to stay so close to their family. Sometimes it was confusing to sleep with someone he used to love. Someone he probably still loved, in some sense, just not in that sense, the romantic sense. He wondered how connected his breakup with Gene and his attraction to Angel were. He'd started noticing Angel about the same time he began not returning all of Gene's calls. Or his returned calls when he checked messages after midnight. Or his emails between rounds at tournaments, telling Michael that things were running late...again. It had seemed for so long that he spent his spare time hanging around anxiously waiting for those calls until one day it just didn't seem to matter as much anymore. Fine, he'd tell Gene calmly, when the tournament ran four hours late and Gene was headed for first place, debating into the early morning hours. Fine. No problem. Because it just didn't mean much any more, not really. So finally the calls and emails stopped coming. And Michael didn't get that weight in the pit of his stomach any more when Gene didn't call, he didn't feel that clutch in his chest when Gene walked into the room. He still wanted to see Gene and thought they'd always be friends but something else, something that used to be there, just somehow...went away. And it was about that time that he started to notice Angel at school. He'd known of Angel for years; everyone knew who Angel was, after all, but somehow Michael started to see him more, notice him walking by or sitting in class. He'd seen him in the halls, almost always alone but sometimes with drama kids, that haughty expression on his face that discouraged conversation. He'd watched Angel dismiss jerks in the hallways with a sharp word and a flip of his hair and then walk on. He'd seen Angel in class, rarely raising his hand even when he needed help, often slumped in the chair and huddled over his book. He'd seen Angel in theatre productions looking alternately gorgeous and ghastly, playing a wide variety of roles for an underclassman. It almost seemed as if he could sense when Angel entered a room; often he found himself turning just as Angel walked gracefully into the cafeteria, alone, and scanned for the drama group. He caught himself staring at the boy, watching him eat, watching him take delicate bites while talking and gesturing with those long elegant fingers. Every move seemed somehow...enticing, if that was the word. He wanted to touch Angel, to talk to Angel, to know Angel. He found himself dreaming of him at night and waking up sweaty, his cock hard and his mind a jumble. He knew Angel wasn't like Gene, wasn't like Michael himself, but couldn't keep from watching him, thinking of him, dreaming of him. Angel was so openly gay that it frightened Michael. He couldn't imagine what it would be like to be hated that much, to be looked at that way. And he didn't know if he could be brave the way Angel was, brave no matter what and despite everything. He'd never seen Angel cry. He had a feeling that some of what he'd seen would have made him cry, football player or not, had it been directed at him. He was sure he wasn't that tough. He couldn't be. He couldn't imagine just being himself in public, in school, and it be okay. Oh, it had been great, over at Gene's house with his mom, and still was but that acceptance was a long way from the whole school knowing, the whole world knowing. Even Gene was braver than he was; Gene never denied being gay, after all, when asked. But Michael had told lies more times than he could count. He'd even dated a girl the fall of his freshman year, one of the cheerleaders, and taken her to Homecoming. They'd had their picture taken at the dance, him in a rented tuxedo and her in a baby blue floor length gown, the corsage he bought pinned to a shoulder strap. In the picture, he was smiling. In his heart, he'd been miserable. He hadn't done it again. So the idea of dating Angel wasn't one that just fell into his head full-blown. He'd tried not to look at the boy, tried to think of something else when that slim form had caught his attention, tried to ignore the way his pulse raced when Angel spoke. He had wanted to talk to Angel for so long that he'd almost given up on it. What the hell would he say, how could he make Angel look at him, talk to him, not blow him off, and, God willing, smile at him? He'd stayed up night after night, staring at the ceiling, trying to work out a way, work out a plan. Nothing seemed rational. Angel would walk away. Angel would laugh at him. Angel would despise him. And so months had passed. He'd finally confessed to Gene, who'd laughed, delighted that Michael was in love again and amused that he couldn't seem to do anything about it. After all, this was the same Michael who had shadowed Gene, persisting despite Gene's repeated, polite refusals until the object of his affection had relented, and gone out with him. Was Angel so different, that Michael couldn't simply walk up to him and talk, the way he'd done with Gene? In a word... yes. Michael found himself speechless when Angel walked by, his words left him when Angel was near. If he were talking when Angel entered a room, his sentence fizzled out, unfinished. If Angel glanced in his direction, the breath left his body in a great rush and he felt dizzy, disoriented. Once, when Angel brushed against him in the hall, he'd spun up against the wall, gasping for air. His friends, not guessing the cause, laughed at him, asked if he was in love. And he knew he was, he just didn't know what he should do about it. He suffered in near silence, letting Gene in on his torment finally, and then recounting in detail each time he'd seen Angel, heard Angel, thought of Angel. Gene must have gotten a little sick of all this, patient man though he was, because he issued an ultimatum. Talk to Angel or don't talk to Gene again, at all, period. No chats, no emails, no phone calls, no lunch, no morning coffee, no sleepovers, no nothing. Gene was tired of hearing about it and said it was past time to find out what Angel himself thought. Michael reluctantly agreed to try. Gene snorted and quoted Yoda with a smirk, 'Do...or Do Not. There is no try.' Michael had thrown his burger wrapper at him. Gene had brushed it off and raised a Vulcan eyebrow, 'Well?' Michael had given in but wondered when he'd find the courage. Somehow, though, the courage had just appeared that day in Trigonometry. He'd just walked up, sat down and...talked to Angel. And the sky hadn't fallen in. And best of all...Angel had smiled. At him. And he wasn't going to take no for an answer. Angel had refused him on Friday but that wasn't the end of it. He'd followed Gene Kuo for months, he could follow Angel for as long as it took. He had a feeling that being annoying was half of why Gene had loved him and he could be annoying again, for as long as he needed to. He didn't want to think about what would happen if Angel said yes but he wasn't going to pretend any more. He wasn't going to lie about Angel and he wasn't going to pretend they were just friends. He was going to sit with Angel at lunch, even if it meant sitting with the drama kids, he was going to walk Angel to class, he was going to take Angel to the movies on the weekends. And if some asshole wanted to call him a fag or kick his ass, well, they could try. But he wasn't going to run away, wasn't going to tell a lie, wasn't going to pretend it wasn't true. No matter what happened, he was going to love Angel and everyone would know it. And that thought scared the shit out of Michael. 'Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice.' Fire and Ice ( Robert Frost, 1920) [End of Part Nine]