Date: Thu, 15 Jun 2006 02:25:53 EDT
From: ChillMrPill@aol.com
Subject: drawing-a-strangers-eyes

This is a story of male on male love between two teenage boys. If you're
not supposed to be reading this due to age, or it being illegal in your
state or country, please leave now. Thanks, and enjoy!


	It was a dark night outside, but a beautiful sky shone above my
head, I wondered why such a beautiful night, for such an awful day. Was it
possible that everything that had happened was true? Or had I dreamt it
all? It just couldn't of been real, just couldn't.

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"Hey sexy, what's shakin'?" hollered my friend Kitty through the hallways
at me. See today was our first day back from winter break, and I wasn't
looking forward to homework. A week without any, now that's what I call
perfect.

"Nothing really, just wishing I was still in my bed." I said. Oh, by the
way I'm Matt. This was my senior year at Urbana high school. I had just
moved here last year during the same time. I hated this school, but I
needed a change, I left my old school with straight F's, not the way to get
into Harvard.

"Doesn't everyone in this fucking school!" it's kind of funny, she's this
really pretty, short Asian girl, but so loud and with a lot of
personality. You'd think they'd learn to stop making them like this, ha.

"Yeah, but hey, let me catch you later, I'm going to be late!" I say as I
run off to my first class. Law and society, just what a person wants a 7:30
in the morning, right? But I actually liked it, even though there weren't
any real cute guys to look at, sadly.

"Alright guys, today we're going to discuss criminal... oh hello, excuse
me, I didn't see you." My teacher said, and I looked up from taking notes
from the overhead. When I looked up, I was struck in awe, there stood the
cutest boy ever. He stood about 5'10, and had medium length brown hair. I
couldn't see his eyes because he was too far away and the lights were off.

"Class this is Kayden. Kayden why don't you have a seat over there by
Michelle. So he walked over and sat on the other side of the room, but not
without catching eyes with me. That's when I saw that he had almost pure
green eyes, they were so green. It was so unreal; I'd never seen eyes so
green.

But, not to bore you with the details of how first block went on and on, I
don't know about you guys, but I love law.  But that's for my future. As I
was packing up, I dropped my notebook and my sketches fell out onto the
floor. I'd been drawling Kayden's eyes for the last hour of class and it
was the drawling on top. You'll never guess who happened to help me pick
them up.

"That's really good. They look so alive." It was the first time I'd heard
him talk; he hadn't said anything when he first walked into the
classroom. That's why the teacher didn't hear him.

"Thanks I try sometimes. But I can't draw that well." I really
can't. People say that I draw pretty well, but mostly I doodle or draw out
people's names. That's about all I can accomplish without a ruler and a
computer.

"No it really is good, you got the freckle in my eye just right." That's
when I realized I had drawn a freckle in his eye, and I didn't even
recognize it. I blushed so hard, you would've thought I'd been sitting
outside and gotten frost bitten.

"They're not of your eyes, it's just a coincidence that's all." After I'd
said that I felt horrible. He looked offended almost. I didn't mean to hurt
him like that, all I wanted to do was not let on the fact I was gay. I mean
everyone pretty much knew at my school, I didn't try to hide it, I just
didn't want him to know just yet.

"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't mean to assume or anything." With that he ran
off. That was it, I had just scared another boy away. I seem to do that a
lot. I don't know why though. Everyone says I'm cute and that I'm not bad
looking. I'm a bit on the bigger side, but I'd lost a lot of weight
recently. I'd dropped to a size 34 waist, from a 40 in the fall, a big drop
if I say so.

After that the day went on pretty normal. The occasional laugh or name
calling. Nothing unusual about the day, I just went through the rest of the
day and at the end of the day walked out to my bus to go home. While on the
way to the bus I happened to catch a glimpse of Kaydens eyes looking at me
but when I turned to look he was gone.

Once I got home I started looking for the drawing of Kaydens eye's to look
at them again. I tore everything apart and couldn't find the drawing. I
started to freak out, that's when I realized he never put it down this
morning...

Kayden still had the drawing...

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Beep, Beep, Beep. "Ugh, stupid fucking alarm clock!" I said as I smacked m
alarm clock. It read fucking 6am. I can't believe it, just yesterday I was
moving into my new house and now I'm waking up the next day for school.
What the hell is my mom thinking?


Let me introduce myself, my names Kayden Austin Silver. I know it sounds
old, that's because it is an old name. My parents supposedly come from
royalty over in the United Kingdom, but I don't believe them but he have
the money to prove it. I don't care about money though. Sure I drive a
brand new Mercedes and own pretty much every shirt made last year by AE but
that's nothing to me. All I want is someone to love and to hold; not a lot
to ask for you say? You'd better guess again.

After picking out a new white shirt from AE with white and lime green and a
dark ripped pair of jeans I jumped into my car and headed to school. Mind
you I wasn't supposed to be driving to school. I was told by my mom that I
wasn't allowed to until she said so and the school gave me a parking
pass. But who do I care, everyone knows everyone loves a person with money,
and I wanted to atleast meet someone new today. I didn't want to be alone
anymore. After I stumbled into the schools guidance office about 10mins
after there first bell had rung, I'd heard it outside as I was checking
myself in the mirror and trying to find a place to park, did everyone in
this freaking school drive? I got a pass and my schedule now I just had to
find my first class. Law and society, just what I wanted for my first
class! Not.

As I walked up to the class, I noticed all the lights were off, great now
where am I supposed to go. So I walked in and quietly closed the door. No
one even noticed me, were they that interested in whatever they were
talking about?

"Oh, hello I'm sorry I didn't see you there." Said who I'm guessing is my
new teacher. She looks like a student herself, Mrs. Gunther eh? I guess she
can't be that dull.

As she ushered me off to my new seat, I looked over and saw a boy drawling
something. As I was walking he looked up, and I almost stopped dead in my
tracks. There was the cutest boy I'd seen in this school yet. He was
shorter than what I normally go for, and bit on the big side. But it worked
for him, he had brown hair with highlights and his eyes, his eyes were so
gorgeous. They were a mix of blue and yellow, making them looking like a
greenish blue. I loved them. With his eyes still stuck in my head I walked
over to my seat and started taking notes, I didn't want him to catch me
looking. Nothing exciting happened during class.

After class ended, I was walking towards the door, when my mystery boy
dropped his notebook, and out spilled drawings. I couldn't believe what was
on top; it was a picture of my eyes. He even drew the freckle in my eye!
Hardly anyone noticed that I had a freckle in my eye!

"That's really good. They look so alive." I said trying to start a
conversation with him. I just wanted to know his name, I mean everyone knew
mine from my teachers introduction of me earlier.

"Thanks I try sometimes. But I can't draw that well." He looked so
vulnerable. He looked like he didn't talk to people much. I felt so bad for
him, he was dressed just like most of the kids in the school, and he had to
be pretty popular.

"No it really is good, you got the freckle in my eye just right." The look
he got on his face made me regret my last sentence. He looked like he was
about to cry he looked so embarrassed about me knowing he'd drawn my eyes.

"They're not of your eyes, it's just a coincidence that's all." When he
said that I felt about as bad as he did I think. I didn't mean to offend
him or anything. I just wanted to tell him how good of a drawer he was. I
didn't know if he thought I was going to call him a fag or something.

"Oh I'm sorry. I didn't mean to assume or anything." After that I just ran.
I grabbed my bookbag and ran. I didn't even realize I still had the drawing
until I sat down in my next class. I felt so bad, first I insulted him and
than I steal his drawing. What a great first impression I was making on
him.

The rest of the day I searched everywhere I could for him, but I couldn't
find him. After the last bell rang I just started walking out towards where
I had parked my car earlier. As I was walking I noticed the familiar eyes
looking at me and I turned to look at him. But as I turned to look he
looked away and ran onto his bus. The look on his face made me turn and run
to my car, and not look back...