Date: Thu, 1 Jul 2010 17:30:39 -0700 (PDT) From: Shadow Subject: Finding Myself Within Eric, Chapter 14 This story contains scenes of love and sexual interaction between teen males. If the reading this material is illegal in your country, state, province, county, municipality, etc., please leave this site immediately and do not proceed further. If you are under the legal age to read this, please do not do so. The author retains all copyright, and rights to this original story. You may not publish it or any part of it without explicit permission from me and me only! This story is completely fictional in every way and places and characters mentioned DO NOT exist in real life. Feel free to email me with comments or suggestions at darkshadowcasting84@yahoo.com Special thanks to my editor Nate. Thanks For Reading! Finding Myself Within Eric, Chapter 14 We lay in bed eating pizza just talking getting to know each other more. Like I learned he has a fear of clowns and refuses to go to a circus, and he learned that I was afraid of the dark up until the age of fourteen. I enjoyed very much spending time with him. He makes me feel so alive. It was getting dark outside and we decided to go downstairs and watch a movie. "Since I picked last time why don't you pick the movie." "Well how is your stomach for blood after eating?" "Depends, is there a lot?" He had this cute uneasy look on his face that was so cute, I could do nothing but walk over to him and giving him a gentle kiss on the lips, before walking over to the movie shelf and picking out Zombie Land. I put it in the DVD player before going over to the couch to cuddle with him. He had brought down a blanket from upstairs, so the minute I got underneath he laid his head on my shoulder. "I love you Jack." "I love you too Eric." The movie started and the first scenes of blood and gore started and it made Eric jump. I couldn't help but laugh a bit, but that only made him snuggle closer to me. As the movie went on, every scene with blood pouring from a zombie's mouth, Eric would cover himself with the blanket. Each time I would smile at him, kissing him on the forehead. Once the movie was over we headed back upstairs to my room. "Sorry, I didn't know you didn't like zombie movies." "Oh I like zombie movie, but the bloody mouth and torn skin." I laughed a bit more. "That was mild compared to some. Just admit it, you don't like zombie movies." "I can tell you what I do like." "And what is that?" "You and that sexy ass of yours." I couldn't help but blush as he moved closer to me, kissing me deeply. I loved the way his tongue felt, so moist and warm. It only made me want more of him. He pulled away from my lips only to gently rub them across my neck, letting his hot breath tickle against my skin. That sent chills down my spine. He pulled away with a wide smile across his face. I smiled back, looking deep into his eyes. Seeing the whole world before me. I leaned forward, kissing him deeply, pressing my body against his. I wanted him then. More then I have ever wanted anything in my life. He wanted me too, pressing against me harder, pushing me against the wall. Our tongues dancing together, our lips locked in a deep sea of passion. I could feel his hard-on pressing against mine, I could feel his love, his passion, his lust; flow threw me as every second passed. I slowly reached over, locking the door, as I begun to push him back towards the bed. He turned us around, never breaking our kiss, as he pushed me onto the bed and crawled on top of me. I felt his hand go underneath my shirt, slowly lifting it over my head breaking our kiss momentarily. Shaking slightly, I managed to do the same. He sat on top of me for a moment to catch his breath. I just looked up at him, admiring his well toned chest in the moonlight coming through the bedroom window. I leaned forward and started to plant gentle kisses over his chest. From the top of his neck, working my way down to his nipples, I blew on them gently which caused him to shiver. I smiled at myself, getting the nerve up to stick my tongue out to taste them. He gasped loudly, as I moved my warm tongue over his left nipple, then moving my tongue over to the other side of his chest, and doing the same to the right. He grabbed a hold of me pushing me back down onto the bed, kissing me, pressing his hard dick against me firmly. I ran my hands down his back as he worked his tongue down over my neck unto my chest and started to gently suck my right nipple. I gasped just as loudly has he did, already beginning to see stars. He did not stop, as he sucked my right nipple, his over hand was lazily running across the over. "God Eric that feels amazing." I whispered in his ear, and his moved his mouth to the left nipple, which his hand moved to unbutton my jeans. His mouth and tongue moved further down my chest, stopping at the top of my jeans. He then moved his mouth down over my zipper, using his teeth to slide it down. In one movement he had my pants off, and I could feel his warm breath against the skin on my dick. His hand ran gently up my chest as he slowly took my dick into his mouth. I moan loudly once my dick reached the back of his throat, letting out a breath of air that I have been holding in. He slowly began to suck my dick in his mouth, digging his nails gently into the skin of my chest. "Fuck... Eric that feels-" I couldn't even finish my sentence when he somehow took my dick deeper, sucking me faster and harder within his mouth. My head was spinning as I arched my back into his mouth. My hands running through his hair as he slowly pulled up from the base of my dick. Letting my dick out of his mouth, it wasn't long before his tongue was back over the head of my dick. I had to fight the urge of shouting as his tongue moved over the slit licking the pre-cum that was flowing from my dick freely. I couldn't take it anymore; I gently pushed him away, kissing his lips, as I started to undo his pants. I let them fall to the ground, taking a moment to look at his body once more time. I leaned forward, slowly inch by inch taking his dick into my mouth. Pre-cum covered the head of his dick, and I let my tongue lick it off, savoring the sweet taste. I took him deeper, pushing him into my throat until I began to gag. This began the dance between us. Back and forth we went, bringing each other to the edge, then pulling back and switching off. There was sweat that covered both of our bodies that seemed to sparkle in the moonlight. There was a thick cloud of love in the room, and the more we inhaled its passion, the deeper we would go into oblivion. For an hour we danced, until our bodies couldn't take it anymore and we erupted one at a time into each other's mouths. The taste of his nectar is indescribable. Sweet, salty mix that made my taste buds explode. We lay in bed just holding each other. He just curled up on my chest, still breathing heavily, running his fingers gently over my chest. If all life ever was, was in this moment that it would surely be a life for fulfilled. (Victor's Point of View) He still hasn't come home for two days. I wanted to get a chance to talk away him away from his mom and that bastard Jack. He was not going to just walk in and take him from me. Not if I had anything to say about it. (Eric's Point of View) I was awoken around 12:30 in the morning by my phone going off. I didn't want to wake up Jack cause he was sleeping so peacefully, so I just answered it without looking at the number. "Hello?" "Eric don't hang up please." It was Victor. My blood for some reason ran cold. I didn't want to hear anything he had to say to me, but I knew if I hung up that would only make him angrier. "What do you want Victor?" I made sure to keep my voice quite. After what Jack and I shared tonight, I didn't want to ruin it if he found I was on the phone in the middle of the night with Victor. "I need you Eric." "Sorry I'm not available." "Eric, don't be like this. You and I have history together. I just want to talk. My life is going to hell, help me." "I can't help you Victor. Just leave me alone." My voice was shaking. Victor still had a hold on me, and he knew that. "Eric, please, can't we just talk for a few minutes. Can you meet me?" "No." "Eric." The way Victor said my name broke me. He sounded so helpless and lost. I know he went through a lot with his family when he told them he was gay, also with his baseball career. I also knew if he got too emotional, he could do things to harm himself. And as much as I didn't want him in my life, I didn't want him to hurt himself either. "Where are you?" "I'm around the corner from your house." "How did you find out where I lived?" "Don't be mad. I just really need to talk to you." I sighed heavily looking over at Jack who was still sleeping. "I can't come there right now. Come here." I gave him directions on how to get to the general area of where Jack lived. I was no way going to give him the exact address no matter how much he tried to get it out of me. I hung up the phone, and slowly got out of bed, slipping on my shirt and jeans as quietly as I could. I sleep down stairs and walked down the street about 6 houses down from where Jack lived and waiting outside. It wasn't long before his car pulled up in front of me. He motioned me to get in the car, but I refused so he cut off the engine and got out of the car. "Nice to see you again Eric." He tried to hug me but I pushed him away. "You said you wanted to talk Victor. So either you talk or you get back in your car and go back to Phoenix." I was nervous around him. I tried to show that I didn't have any weaknesses, but I knew Victor could read me like a book and it would not do any good. "I have realized my mistakes and I want you back." "Well sorry I'm already taken." "But Eric, I love you. You know that it was always you that I loved." He kept moving himself closer to me. "Victor, I don't love you anymore." He got angry then, grabbing me by the arm and pushing me against the car. I tried to shake him, but he held on to me firmly, forcing me to look at him. "Eric, please don't do this. Remember all the good sexy times we use to have together. I know that Jack can't give you half the pleasure I can give you." He moved his lips closer to my face, kissing me. I felt disgusted, sick, vial. I pushed him away quickly and he stumbled back towards the middle of the street. He had this evil, grin on his face, one I had never seen before from him. "Okay Eric, we can play games all you like. But I'm going to win in the end." "Go to hell." He didn't do anything but just laughed; as he got back into his car and drove off. I made sure he was fully out of site before walking back to Jack's house. That was not the Victor I fell in love with. I was almost scared for what he might try to pull next. (Jack's Point of View) I woke up and saw that Eric was gone. I figured I'd wait a bit, thinking he just got up to go to the bathroom. But I minute to two turned into ten, and I was getting worried. I got up and check the bathroom but he wasn't there. So I went downstairs and looked around but he wasn't there either. I went back up to my room and shut the door. I walked over to the window staring outside. I saw two figures in the distance. I couldn't quite make out who it was or what they were doing, but they to be getting close to each other. I watched them for a bit until one of them got in their car, and the other started walking back up the street. The closer he got to the house I was able to make out that it was Eric. I begun to wonder why was it outside in the middle of the night with someone else. I continued to stand in the window as he walked in threw the bedroom door. "Where have you been I was worried?" I must have scared him caused he almost jumped out of his skin. "Sorry I didn't mean to wake you. I just went for a walk. I needed some fresh air." "That's all?" He was a bit nervous, but he walked over to me hugging me, kissing me on the lips softly. "Yes that's all. My mind wouldn't let me rest, and it was such a wonderful night outside." I looked him, as he pulled me closer to him, running his lips against my neck. But all I could think was how he could ever lie to me. Author's Notes: Thanks to all the readers who support this story. Each and every comment I get mean so much to me. 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