Date: Tue, 13 Apr 2004 19:22:35 EDT From: Donutvan135@aol.com Subject: For the Love of John Well, this is my first story I am posting on Nifty, hopefully not the last, emails are always appreciated. For the Love of John Hi, my name is Danny, I am 5ft11in tall, blue eyes with gold flakes, long brown hair with blonde highlights, pudgy, but not grossly fat. I am Wiccan, and for those who don't know what that is, it's a earth based faith that worships both a god and goddess. Being a Wiccan in a small town was hard, then when I was 14, I admitted to myself I was gay. People had called me gay for as long as I could remember, along with devil worshiper. Summer was at the point of dragging on and I was actually ready to go back to school, but still 3 weeks away. The week before the day we go back to school I went with my cousin to the beach. So that Monday morning I was packed and ready to go. The three hours we spent riding to Daytona, I listened to sappy love songs and felt sorry for myself. I was 16 and a virgin. All the other guys all talked about how they got their first piece of ass and myself, being gay, felt left out from my age group for the sole fact that I have not had any sexual contact what so ever. I HAVENT EVEN SEEN ANOTHER GUYS DICK!!!!! When we arrived at the condo we were staying in, I settled in with my cousin in the room she picked for her and me. I got the bed on the side of the room with the sliding door leading to the balcony. Lol I guess you could say I am a homebody because all the things I brought took my most of my whole bed. All my blankets and pillows and even my teddy bear, a red one with sparkly wings my best friend gave me for valentines day. I guess it's a security thing, comforts me knowing I am almost in my own bed and it smells like me not some strange hotel fabric softener. Anyway, after we settled in and argued a little about my getting the best bed, we ventured out and went shopping. You have to know, I am a shopping freak, I love spending money. So we went to the fancy shops and I bought tons of beach like clothes, and necklaces to match, even the ever popular shoestring anklets popular a few years ago, and the most awesome pair of shades. They flipped up so you could see regularly and they flipped down to shade the sun. Back at the condo I stripped of all my drab inland apparel and dressed to impress in some awesome shorts that were loose everywhere but the ass. Also slipped on a dark blue button down shirt which I left open to revel my tank top clad chest. To top it off, I put on my accessories and leather thong flip flops, and off we were. We went to the pier near where we stayed and there was a DJ and a dance party going on, and would you believe it? He was playing my song! Pull Over by Trina. I started slow but worked up speed till my ass was the only thing on my body swiveling. The DJ was impressed and got on his mic and began singing the first part "Junk in tha trunk, thighs like what? Aint nere ho got more booty in tha butt" I turned to face him and he figured out I was a guy and kind of blushed and went back to his mixing board. I laughed and when I turned around there was this cutest guy dancing 3 feet away. He was about one inch taller than me, blonde wavy hair, sky blue eyes and a beautiful body, which was only covered with blue swim trunks. I almost melted when he winked and motioned for me to come over closer, I did and he leaned to my ear and said, "Hi, I'm John, you're cute." Taken aback a bit, I stared at him stupidly before I snapped back and said, "Hi, I'm Danny, nice to meet you." We danced a little longer before he took my hand and led me off onto the beach. It had gotten late so the sun was just setting and the sand glowed with brilliant orange light. A ways off down the beach he pulled me to a swing set up in front of a dune and had me sit beside him and watch the sunset. As we sat, we were both very quiet. Just as the sun was almost set, I felt his hand slide over mine and squeeze softly. I looked over at him and he just stared into my eyes, as if trying to read me. "You have beautiful eyes," he said, as he leaned in to kiss me. As our lips touched the sun set completely and we were cloaked in darkness. He slid closer to me on the bench and wrapped his arms around me. From the pressure of his lips on mine, my lips spread a bit and he slide his warm tongue into my mouth. He tasted sweet. At that moment I realized a lot about this guy. His skin was so smooth and a warm caramel color from his summer tan. His scent was light and sexy, he wore Prospect by Avon I could tell but it smelled different on him than it did on me. As he tried to pull me closer his arm slipped on my silk shirt and his arm fell and landed on my crotch, he felt my errection. He pulled his hand back quickly and I swear I could feel the heat coming from his blushing face. "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, I...yours is pretty big...sorry I mean..." he trailed off. "Its ok," I said, "you slipped, not your fault...It was actually the first time ANY one has touched my cock...It was kind of nice." The moon had risen by now and I saw his head turn and he was looking into my eyes again. "You're a virgin too?" I hesitated, I don't know why, obviously he knew from what I said about no one ever touched my cock, but I still felt embarrassed, all I could do was look back at him. He took control of the situation and kissed my lips again, softly and short timed and answered, "Me too." We sat there and talked for a while. I found out he was the same age as me, 16, and he was returning to school the next week as well. Sometime during the conversation, he held my hand again, we just smiled at each other and went back talking. About 10 minutes after he grabbed my hand, I felt something move in my pocket. (No you perverts, I just met him) Then my cell phone rang. "Hello?" I asked. "Hey! Where are you, you disappeared into the crown at the pier, are you ok?" "Yeah, Jen, I'm fine. I met a guy..." I'm sure John heard her squeal because he kinda cringed and smiled widely. "Oh my Goddess! You have to bring him back to the condom... OOPS! Condo! I have to meet him." Then, as I guess she thought he might have heard every word up till now, whispered, "Is he cute?" "Yes." "Ok, bring him back with you, I'll meet you guys at the steps on the pier in about 10 minutes, k?" "Ok, Jen." I hung up and looked over at John, he was beaming. "You really think I am cute?" he asked. "You heard that?," he nodded, "I'm surprised, I could barely hear her myself." He laughs and it's the sweetest sound I have ever heard. "She wants us to meet her in 10 minutes at the steps on the pier. Maybe we should go ahead and head over the..." He locked his lips onto mine and pulled back, "Just wanted one for the trip," he said and smiles sweetly. As we walked back to the pier, he put his arm around my waist and slipped his hand into my back pocket. I was nervous because I had never been touched that way by another person. I told him how I felt and he asked if I wanted him to move his hand, I told him it felt good, just unfamiliar. At that comment he lightly squeezed my left butt cheek. I smile and we walk on. We barely got within 10 feet of the steps when I heard the distinct voice of Jen. "Oh my Gawdess! He is cute!" "Goddess?" he asks. "Yeah, my family is Wiccan. We worship both a god and a goddess," I answered. "Cool," he replied, then coming back he said, "So am I," and pulled out his pentacle, 5-point star. It had blue jewels that totally matched his eyes around it. When we got back to the condo, Aunt Jane and Uncle Robert were out and left a note. Went out on the town together. Be back by morning. Pizza money on the counter "Awesome! Wanna stay for pizza, John?" Jen asked. "I wouldn't wanna impose..." "Impose!? Danny's boyfriend is welcome to anything here!" John and I just looked at each other. "Aren't the two of you going out now? I mean when I called you and you walked up, you came from the dark part of the beach, I just assumed..." "Well, Danny is cute and sweet, maybe we are...I mean...will be?" He looked at me questioningly and I just smiled and kissed him on the cheek, "Me and Jen are leaving Friday, I wouldn't wanna start something and it be great and have to give it up." We were all watching TV when the pizza arrived. I was leaning on Johns shoulder and hand my hand laying on his thigh, dangerously close to his crotch. Jen went and paid the pizza guy, and came back. Jen and I woofed down about 3 slices each, while John was still nibbling at his first piece. I had heard his stomach growl when I was leaning on him, so I knew he was hungry. A scary thought entered my mind. What if he was anorexic? As always, Jen opened her mouth and asked him why he wasn't eating and making it apparent that he made her feel like a pig, he smiled and replied, "I just think I should have chipped in on the cost." I just picked up a piece and leaned against him again, this time sitting up more so I could reach his mouth. I held the pizza to his lips, he smiled and took a bite. I was caught in thought when he bit it. His soft, pouty lips almost caressed it before he bit it, then as he chewed, he law mussels flexed and then he licked the excess sauce off his lips. He took another bite and before he could like his lips, I kissed them. I tasted the sweetness of his mouth and the tomato sauce on his lips, as I slipped my tongue in his mouth. He licked and sucked at it for a while, until we heard a throat clear. "Guys? Do you mind **giggle** I'm trying to eat, and I don't have the desert you two are having. We both laughed and just snuggled up to one another and watched the rest of the movie. Around 10 o'clock I heard a cell phone ringing, it wasn't mine because I had DJ Sammy's "Heaven" for my ringer. John answered it, he was trying to explain he had met some friends and went to their condo for pizza and said he would be home in an hour. He looked a little sad one moment but smile wide all of a sudden and held his finger over the receiver. "My mom said its to late for me to walk the streets and wants to know if I could stay her till the morning?" My heart leapt , Jen told him he could and he told his mom and hung up, all smiles. Later that night, much later, around one in the morning, we all decided we were sleepy. As my and Jen went to change for the night, she said once again how cute John was. When we returned to the living room, John had put the two side pillows on one end and was laying down. "Aren't you going to sleep with Danny?" she asked. I popped her arm and John looked at her than me, then her once more before focusing on me, "Want me to?" I nodded and a smile crossed his face. When we all got into mine and Jens room, I pulled back my covers and slid in, John just stood there looking nervous. "What?" I asked. "Umm, I have nothing to sleep in, these shorts will be uncomfortable." I smiled and told him to just take them off, he blushed profusely and replied, "I don't have anything on under them." Then Jen chimed in and said, "Why not sleep naked? He ain't got nothing you ain't got." He smiled sheepishly, and asked her to turn out the lights so she wouldn't see. She mocked disappointment and turned them off and tucked herself in. I heard cloths ruffling, then John slid in bed with me. "Are you warm enough?" I asked him. "A little chilly in here." "Just snuggle up to me." He hesitated then I felt him turn on his side and slid his arm across my stomach and pulled up against me. My shirt had risen a little from my waist and I could feel his cock touching me. I started to get hard and nervous, but his soft rhythmic breathing assured me he had drifted into sleep. Soon after I did as well. I awoke later that night, and noticed the clock said 4:00 a.m. My heart sand when I felt no one beside me in bed. I got up and went to the bathroom, on my way back to mine and Jens room, Aunt Jane and Uncle Robert walked in. "Hey, Danny. What you doing up?" Aunt Jane asked. "Just going to the bathroom, Aunt Jane." Both of them told me good night and they will see me in a couple of hours. I walked back to the room and felt miserable again. I had dreamt all yesterday, or at least what I thought was yesterday. John never existed. I Began to softly cry. I didn't want to wake Jen with my sniffling, so I walked out onto the balcony, toward the end facing the ocean, and just let it go. A second later I felt a hand on my shoulder. As I turned I saw it was John. I wrapped my arms around his so tight and just cried onto his shoulder. "I thought you were just a dream. I woke up and you were gone." "I'm sorry, I came out here to think." he replied. I lifted my head to look at him and he was crying too. "Are you ok?" I asked. It was his turn to break down on my shoulder. He cried a little longer than I heard his saddened voice choke out, "I love you." "What?" I asked. "I...I love you I woke up and watched you sleeping, how your chest rose and fell and how u smile a little when I rubbed your chest with my hand...I just fell in love with you. I came out here to think. I mean we probably wont see each other after we go back home. I used to live in California, but we just moved to a town in Florida...I think its Crest View, near the gulf..." My eyes popped open, I lived in Crest View! I was speechless. "...I love you so much, but I will never get to actually be with you." He began crying again. I watched him and started smiling. He lifted his tear stricken face and looked at me, puzzled. "Why are you so happy?" he asked. I just stared into his eyes. "John... I live in Crest View..." His eyes got wide and he shivered and he began crying again. "I'm so happy...Do you love me too?" he asked. I just kissed him. Slow at first but the pace picked up. After we kissed for about 10 minutes, we both decide to go back to bed. We tuck ourselves in again, and John snuggles up to me again. His light mustache tickles my arm as I feel him smile. We fall asleep with smiles on our faces. When I woke up, a note was left on my chest... I woke and saw you two sleeping together so sweetly I didn't have the heart to wake you. I told mom and Dad not to wake you either, we all went to the beach. Wont be back till about 4 this afternoon. You have the Whole day to yourselves. Love, Jen I smiled and slide out from Johns grasp and went to the bathroom. While at the toilet, the door pushes open and I try to cover myself as best as possible. But its John who walks in, and he is still naked from bed. He staggers over to the toilet and opens his eyes, "Whoa! Sorry, I didn't know you were in here, I'll leave." He turned to go, and I almost shouted after him, "No! Come back." "You sure? You said you were nervous about anyone seeing your cock." "Well...I saw yours." "Not your fault, I didn't have on any boxers." "I could have given you something to wear...I...I wanted...I mean..." "You wanted to see it?" "Yeah. Are you mad?" He walks toward me, "Touch it." "Really?" I asked. "Only if you want to." I reached for his soft penis very slowly. Seeing me hesitate, he takes my hand and pulls it to his crotch. My fingers wrap around his soft shaft. He is uncut, and its skin if baby soft. As I began a slow massage just to feel it in my hand, it began to lengthen, and Johns eyes closed as he sighs. He asks if I like it and all I could do it nod. He takes me by surprise when he reaches into my still unzipped fly and pulls out my cock, which is now semi hard. He starts kneading it like I am doing his, I get hard instantly. He looks at me before he kneels down and before I know it, he has it in his mouth. He licks around my head and then down the shaft and licks my ball sac which he holds up with is hand. He sucks one ball at a time into his mouth and rolls it around. Then he goes back to my dick and slides all my 7inches into his mouth, he gags slightly and pulls off a little but doesn't stop sucking. Soon he is bobbing up and down, and I am getting into it and pistoning my hips slightly and pumping into his mouth. The he squeezes my balls gently and I cant hold out, "John, I'm gonna cum!" He doesn't stop, I try and warn him again but he just starts humming on my dick and he sucks up and down. I tense and shoot a volley of cum into his mouth, he swallows quickly before I shoot 4 more loads into his mouth. He pulls off and stands before me while I recover from my high. I finally look into his eyes and he smiles and asks, "Did you like it?" "Yeah," I reply. He shifts his weight, and his dick swells and stands up, his head popping from his foreskin and a drip of pre-cum oozes from his piss slit. I look up and he winks at me.