Date: Sun, 16 Aug 2009 21:37:55 -0700 (PDT) From: Peanut Shields Subject: Forever and Always part 7 chapter 2 Author note: i'm extending this chapter a little more because it's very dramatic and i don't want to put it at a halt. Nate: "I don't want to be away from you" "Nate I'm sorry but this is too much" "please don't leave" "Nathan Snedden we talked about this I'm calling my mom and she'll be on her way to pick me up" "Excuse me you three but i doubt anybody will be going anywhere in the next few days" "Wait why" "there is supposed to be a hurricane or really bad storm it was on the news this morning didn't you see the huge black clouds coming towards us?" "no" "oh well we were all told to pack up some food supplies and wait till the storm passes over" "Are you serious" "yeah" "Shit Ry what are we going to do" "I don't know" "Well we are going to have to stay with each other till it passes over" "Dave we can't well at least Ry doesn't" "I will just stop it" "stop what" "leave me alone Dave." "sorry" "well Dave, Ry we are going to have to split up and get supplies" "Well what do we need?" "umm we need a lot of things Ry and right now i'm to busy to talk to you" "Nate..." "Ok you too i'll go pick up food i'll leave you to to get everything else ready" "ok" we got out of the hospital and drove home, Dave left with the car to get supplies and me and Ry were left alone in the empty condo. Ry: it's been a little over 3 hours since i talked to Nate. I was putting away some beach supplies when i heard Nate crying. I practically ran to the room to find him at the foot of his bed on his knees crying at the foot of his bed. "Nate....whats wrong?" "Me" "there is nothing wrong with you" ""yes there is" "no..theres not" "Ry I'm always hurting people, nobody loves me, i thought you did, but i hurt you, I.." "Nate i do love you" "Ry your the first person i've ever been inlove with i never had these feelings for anyone ever and i want you so bad, not just sexually but physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, every way possible. Ry I love you. I love you so much and every second i'm not with you i think of you, i can't just say i love you, i need you. Your everything i dream of." "Nate i love you" "I'm sorry Ry" i got down next to him and he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. "I didn't want us to brake up, i wasn't thinking straight, i just wanted to hurt you for my own selfish purpose." "Nate it's ok i'm sorry to i want to be with you but i'm afraid." "Of what?" "you" "how?" "i don't know if your going to hurt me again, cause it hurt a lot." "Believe me i won't hurt you no more. I will be everything you ever wanted." "Nate i don't want anything but you" "Ry..i know i said this before but will you go out with me again?" "Yes" we were both crying and a crash of thunder i jumped and he held on me tightly, "don't worry i won't let go" "Thanks Nate". Dave still didn't get back and i was worried "Nate where do you think dave is?" "I don't know text him." "ok" i texted him asking where he was. half an hour later i received a text from Dave. "You guys I'm sorry but i can't make it back because of the storm I'll try tomorrow but i don't know be safe" another loud crash. Nate walked into the kitchen and grabbed something from the cupboard. "what is that?" he smiled and said "hot cocoa" he made one cup "Nate wheres mine?" "your sharing with me" we moved towards the large sofa in the middle of the room he sat down and patted his lap. I moved over to him and sat right on his lap. He wrapped his arms around me an pulled me close. Another crash followed by a really bright flash. "Ry can i tell you something" "Yes" "huh...i never told my parents i was gay" "Really" "yeah i didn't tell anyone" "me either besides my family." "what are we going to do" "we'll cross that bridge when it comes." more thunder crashes of thunder, it started to pour. "Can we move somewhere more comfortable/' "ok" we got up and moved towards his bed." "I slipped my cloths off till i was down to my underwear, he did the same. we both crawled in his bed and he kissed my forehead. "Nate i don't know if i'm ready yet, i mean i was till we broke up but now i just " shh it's ok" ok he pulled me on top of him and started to kiss me. "do....you...know....how...much....i...missed...this." "i...missed...it....to" he pushed his hands down my back and towards my butt. He slowly pulled my underwear down and grabbed both of my ass cheeks Nate: I squeezed and groped Ry's ass, ugh it felt so good to touch him again. He moved down towards my briefs, he smiled and looked at me "the same ones from the day we met" "yeah i wh.....oh god" he was sucking my dick through my briefs. He bit the waist band and pulled my underwear down with his mouth. I turned around so we faced each other in a 69 position. I licked his ass, swirling my tongue up the his crack and gently pressing against his hole he started moaning. i looked over at him to see him engulf my cock down his throat "Oh Ry that feels godly ."he smiled and got off me. "Whats wrong?" "I'm um I'm ready" "are you sure?" "only if you want to" "i do but i want you to be ready" "I am" I quickly grabbed the bottle of lube that i hid under my mattress. I squirted some on my hand and started to rub it into Ry's ass "Thats a little cold" "sorry" i stuck one finger in "you ok" "yeah" i gently pulled in and out, then i moved to two fingers. "ok you ready" he nodded his head. He grabbed the bottle of lube and put some on his hands. He grabbed my cock and started to lube it up. "are you sure this is going to fit?" "i don't know?" i laid him down so he was on his back with his legs up in the air i pushed my head slowly around his hole." "that feels weird?" "are you ready?" "now or never" i pushed in further till it popped in "owww! Nate stop it hurts too much get out please" "but" "Nate!" i didn't pull out and sat there for a few minutes. "does it still hurt" "yes" "i'm sorry" it's ok it's stopping" i pulled out a little and pushed back in "ow ow" he didn't say anything anymore. "ry are you ok?" "...." "Ry answer" he was out like a light, he passed out while having sex ha ha thats my Ry, i pulled out and his pained expression was quickly at ease. i kissed his lips and went towards the bathroom, maybe next time.