Date: Wed, 31 Jul 2002 09:23:39 -0400 (EDT)
From: _lapis1@excite.com
Subject: From hate to love: Chapter 5

Part 7 To give and to receive

I had no idea why Dan didn't answer me right after my confession. Anyway,
he had his own reasons. Let me go back to where I was. The touching and
fondling were awesome. I LOVED it. Dan wanted to keep doing that and took
me to the point of no return. However, it was just too much for me. I
explained to Dan that the day was exhausting and I didn't have enough
strength to receive more. Dan was a bit sad but knowing that we had lots of
time in the future, it's really no need to rush. Dan let me pass.

He was sleeping on his back with me lying on his stomach. Our feet twined
together or better say my feet twined with his legs. I loved it when we
cuddled up together and meanwhile, I could take the time to recharge my
battery. Dan's heartbeat was strong and his breath was steady. I put my
hand on him, trying to feel his abdomen went up... and down....up ...and
down. Sometimes I would look up, to check out did he fall asleep.

Physically I was tired; psychologically I was over-excited. We kept lying
like that for a long time. Dan occasionally played with my messy curl
hair. Though we didn't talk, I felt a silent communication between
us. Guess what! When I hanged out with my friends, I tried my best to keep
our conversation went smoothly. I just couldn't bear the dead air and I
would end up exhausted as if I had just finished a talk show. Honestly,
it's quite tough for a shy, quite person like me. But NOW, lying here, with
my love in my arms, I simply enjoyed the silence and let my heart feel him.

Suddenly, Dan moved his body, trying to lose our embrace. I was
disappointed but I let him go. Dan sat himself up and grasped his backpack
nearby. He was searching something.

"What are you looking for?" I asked.

He smiled evilly and kept searching his bag.

"Get it!" He raised his left eyebrow and showed me a small yellow box. Then
he told me to open it.

I leaped for joy. Inside were four pieces of chocolate in heart shape.

"Surprise?" He asked.

I didn't know how to answer. I was out of words.

I leaned forward and pushed him down on the mattress. "Dan my sweet
darling." I slurred meanwhile I sat on his stomach. I was beside myself
with pleasure that I forgot to behave myself. I leaned towards his face and
kissed him. First his forehead; then his left cheek; then the right one. I
avoided his lips on purpose. Dan didn't seem mind, indeed he closed his
eyes and just enjoyed my soft lips on his skin. Suddenly, Dan yelled,
"WATCH OUT!" and his eyes shut tightly. I was stunned...... Oh no!
......Did I do something wrong. I tried to search his face, hoping I
wouldn't find any discomfort on it. Dan gradually opened his eyes; to
ensure me that he was okay, he patted my elbows. Dan smiled coyly and said,
"Babe! You have to get off. "

Oh! He told me to get off. I was startled, my eyes dropped, my fragile
heart broke. Dan must be able to sense my sadness, he raised his hand,
cupped my chin and he grinned from ear to ear. "If you body keep rubbing my
crotch, I will explode."

"Bastard!" I said bashfully and I hit him lightly with my fist. My naughty
love was playing a trick on me and I couldn't stop blushing. I guessed my
joy overwhelmed me so I didn't realize his erection. What a FOOL I was! If
the fondling could turn me on, why wouldn't it give him the same effect? I
was wondering what to do... On one hand, I found the idea to pleasure Dan
was embarrassing... On the other hand, I was glad that I was the one who
aroused him. After a long struggling, I decided to try my best and let my
instinct in charge.

I gently pushed Dan's hand away from my elbows, and then I leaned towards
him and ordered, "Honey! Take a piece of chocolate."

It took him a while to catch the box, as he couldn't move his body with me
on top.

Dan opened the box, chose the golden one, tore the golden paper and
signaled me to open my mouth. I shook my head and said, " Put it into your
mouth."  Well! I didn't know how Dan felt but flirtation was what I
intended to do next and obviously not something I did well. Anyway, I would
shoot my 'bolt

Once he did it, I wet my lips and started kissing him. I first suck his
lower lips gently. Dan left out a soft moan. He put his hand behind my back
and stroked it gently. While I made sure his lower lip was all wet, I
sucked his upper one. I started from left to right. Both of us closed our
eyes, enjoying the lips touch. THEN something happened and it surprised
me. I felt Dan's tongue licking my lower lip.... I wasn't sure... I
hesitated for a second and quickly returned to what I was doing. I was
right. Dan's tongue was now licking both my upper and lower lips. I opened
my mouth slightly to breath and his tongues rushed in immediately. I was
shocked, my body flinched, tried to escape but Dan griped my wrists. When
our tongues intertwined, I could taste both his mint scent and the
chocolate. Oh no!!!! It's wine chocolate. It might sound exaggerated, but
the wine lit me up. I could feel my face burn. I tried to push Dan gently
but I failed. He put his face on my cheeks and kissed me furiously. He was
so turned on that he bit my lower lip... He bit my lower lip with
force. Though we tired hard to kiss longer, as time went by, we unlocked
out lips to catch our breath.

I blushed from head to toes, I was too shy to look at him. Dan's breath was
quick, his whole body was rigid and I bet he wasn't able to speak or react.

I moved my body downward. My butt was trying to reach his hard on, my
movement was slow as I was extremely tired. When I was almost there, Dan
held my elbows and stopped me. He was still panting. I was puzzled. Didn't
he want me???? Amazingly, Dan read my mind, he said. "I want you but isn't
it too much for you."

As a matter of fact, he was right!... I was exhausted. YET... I am also a
boy, I knew how hard he felt if I left him like that.... THINK
JIM!... Think a way to help him release.

However, I couldn't function my brain. Well! You may say that my hand could
pleasure him BUT deep down inside I wasn't ready to touch him. I wanted a
way to pleasure him with both our fabric on. Wasn't I demanding?! ...Nah,
don't tell me .

Remember I once told you, we were intellectual connected, I was right! Dan
pulled my arms till I lay on his body, then he rolled. I was now lying on
my left and he was lying on his right, we faced each other. Dan tried to
re-position us, so he dragged my body down a bit with my face facing his
chest. He bended my right knee and slightly spread my legs. "Are you
ready?" He asked breathlessly. Not sure what was he going to do but I
nodded. He kissed my forehead and held my right bended legs tight, and then
he trusted. I gasped sharply and flinched. Properly my reaction was
expected cause he chuckled. He nearly pissed me off but once again his kiss
washed away my temper. I was a bit embarrassed and I unconsciously squirm,
trying to go away. But when Dan trusted his hip again, I sheepishly
returned into his embrace. Dan's hard on was rubbing my thigh gently but he
speeded up from time to time. He moved up and down...up and down...up and
down, meanwhile he panted and called my name. Be honest, the feeling was
bizarre but I appreciate his caring and understanding. I buried my head
into his chest; listened to his heartbeat, felt his manhood rubbed on my
skin. I wondered would his manhood tare my skin though. No longer, Dan's
breath quickened, he trusted and rubbed with ALL his strength. He teeth
ground and I could see sweat on his forehead. I saw his body jerked and
knew that he cum.

His body was so tensed that I did not dare to move an inch. I waited
patiently in his embrace. I waited for a sign. A sign that indicated he had
relaxed. A sign that I could act like a spoiled child.

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Thank you for sending me emails to encourage me keep on writing and helping
me to proofread.

I am sorry to say that it may take me longer to finish writing Chapter 6 as
I will go traveling also I am suffering from mind block.

If possible I will post Chapter 6 next week. Meanwhile, if you have any
ideas, suggestions, please let me know.

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"from hate to love".

See you,
Steve

P.S I would like to say Thank you to Mark who encouraged me to write my own
story and gives me advice when I am down. Merci. =)