Date: Sun, 3 Aug 2008 00:30:38 EDT
From: Heatn88@aol.com
Subject: The Gay Teenage Life of BJ

This story is semi-fiction. The names have been changed To keep the
peoples' Identity secret. This is a fantasy/semi-Fiction.

Disclaimer: If you are not yet 18 years of age or if it is illegal to read
materials of this kind where you live, then please stop now. This story
contains descriptions of sexual activity between teenage boys. Please
write: BJ at heatn88@aol.com, I would love to hear if you like my story.

The Gay Teenage Life of BJ
Chapter 1

I sit in the last class of the day waiting silently, watching the clock
slowly tick towards 3:00pm and towards my inevitable doom.

Before I go into detail about why I'm doomed at 3:00pm on this school day,
let me tell you about myself. Hi, I'm BJ, please no jokes, they have all
been done to death, I'm 17, a junior in High School, I stand 5 foot, 8
inches, I have blue eyes and blonde hair, oh and I'm gay. I've known since
I hit puberty, never really found my self staring at girls chest, girls
asses or girls legs, I found it more arousing looking at guys asses, legs,
arms, chests, and the jackpot of all their cock and balls, though I really
never saw a boys package till high school where it is mandatory to take
showers after gym class. Also I'm not out, there is only one other person
who knows I'm gay, his name is Matt, I'll go into his details later, now to
the reason why my life is doomed.

It happened in my second class of the day, it was gym class, some seniors
were picking on a freshman, who had messed up continuously in class, and
was slowly washing himself in the showers, my anger and rage overtook me
and I went straight up the seniors to take a stand.

"Hey Jake, give the kid a break," I said.

"Stay out of this Collins," Jake said.

"Dude seriously cut the kid a break he's a freshman," I said.

"Collins either stay out of this, or else," Jake said, as he wound up his
arm for a punch.

I grabbed his arm, "Jake, why don't you pick on someone your own size
than," as I finished my sentence the teacher walked in and we quickly
dispersed to our areas and finished up and left. As I walked out of the
locker room to head to the library for my free period, Ryan, Jakes best
friend and right hand was standing outside holding a note, he handed it to
me and walked away chuckling. As I opened the note, Matt walked up.

As I said I would get into detail about Matt, He's my best friend,
straight, stands 6 foot 3 inches, has dusty blond hair, green eyes, his
body is of athletic tone, for he plays Golf, Swims, and plays baseball,
he's also had more girl friends than one can count, and he is my greatest
ally against homophobes.

"Hey watcher, what's up," Matt asked.

The nickname that he loves to call me because I watch every golf match,
every swim meet, and every baseball game along with taking pictures, and
writing about him in every school sports newspaper article I can, he
decided because I have a fascination for him, he would come up with
nickname to suit, I just go along with it, as he finished his question I
handed him the note

Track Pit 3pm Alone, or else

"Do you know who this is from," Matt asked.

"Jake Hagins," I responded

"Oh," is all Matt said.

"Oh, Oh is all you can say to that," I said.

"Well if I show up, he'll use it against you, but also what did you do to
get this from him, usually he just ignores you," Matt said.

"I stuck up for a freshman in Gym class," I said.

"Ok, now I see, you are suicidal," Matt said.

"Well I guess I have to go, and alone, but maybe you could stay in
screaming ear shot," I said.

"Yeah I'll hide out in the woods near the edge of the pit," Matt said.

Our conversation ended there, as the bell rang for class and Matt and I
headed our separate ways for the rest of the day.

Now back to the present, as I sit in my last class watching the clock tick
towards 3, I start to feel sick in my stomach, the thing is I can't run,
because Ryan, Jakes friend is in my last class, and would surely follow me
to the pit. As the bell rang, I slowly gathered my things, and as I was the
last to leave the room I noticed Ryan waiting outside the class at a
distance, and as I turned to head towards the pit, surely enough he walked
behind me at a distance. As I turned a corner I saw Matt walking towards
me, I reached the doors to the head to the fields and Pit first, as I went
though them, I noticed Ryan didn't follow me, than I noticed Matt didn't
come through the doors either, I thought about turning back, but knew I
wouldn't be able to face anyone if I backed down. As I reached the steps to
the pit, I walked down at a very slow pace.

"Well, Well, Well, I have to say I am surprised you actually showed up, and
alone as well," said Jake.

"Well what other choice did I really have, either show up probably get the
shit beat out of me, or run, and than my senior year is hell," I said as I
reached the pit where he stood.

"Well you have two options, either take the beating we were going to give
the freshman, or from now on you do what I say, when I say, where I say,"
Jake said.

I clenched my fist, and punched him square in the jaw, "I think that would
be you answer," I said.  Jake began to stand up, as he reached his stance,
I was grabbed by Ryan, from behind, Jake walked over, and delivered 3 quick
jabs to my gut, causing me to buckle over.

"Coward," I screamed through my pain.

"You could have simply just said I'll take the beating, and it would be
done, but because you hit me, you are going to pay," Jake said as he
continued to punch me.

After about ten minutes and a couple punches to the head, I was rendered
unconscious; I woke to seeing lights pass by over my face, and the sound of
a lot of commotion, than I felt a deep pain in my chest and passed out
again.

I woke many hours later, in the hospital, when I looked at my bed side I
see Matt, Head in his arms, crying. I brushed my hand through his hair and
he lifted his head, as he continued to cry he jumped up and pulled me into
a hug, I winced from the pain, and he pulled away.

"Oh I'm sorry, it just we didn't know if you were ever going to wake up,"
Matt said.

"How long have I been out," I asked.

"Three weeks," Matt said.

"Three weeks," I said surprised

"Yeah, you were rushed into the ER 3 weeks ago, with a concussion, a
punctured lunge and three broken ribs," Matt said.

"So that would be the pain in my chest," as I said this, the doctor and my
mom walked in.

"Well Mrs. Collins, it may be a while before he wakes up, but when he does,
he will most likely make a full recovery, his healing has moved at a
great," the Doctor broke his statement as he realized that I was awake.

"Oh Ben you're awake," my mom screamed through cries of cheer, as she
rushed over with arms open for a hug, but Matt quickly stopped her.

"Sorry Mrs. Collins, but I did that and it hurt him a bit, he's still in
some pain, so be gentle," Matt said.

My mom moved over and gently kissed me, and gave me a gentle hug, "So
Doctor how long until he can be released," My mom asked.

"Well there is a lady from Children Services and an Officer that want to
ask Ben here some questions as well as Matt here," the Doctor said, "but I
will draw up the release forms, so as soon as that is done he will be
allowed to leave, I will also be subscribing some pain killers and an
antibiotic for the infection in his lunge."

"Ok, well I'll go with you and get those papers filled out," my mom said.

As the doctor and my mom left the room, it was quickly entered by a
children services case worker and a police officer.

"Hi Ben my name is Mrs. Elia, I'm a children services case worker, and I
was given your case, this here is Detective Andrews," She finished

"Now Ben tell us what happened, how did you get so banged up," asked
Det. Andrews.

"I fell down the pit steps," I said.

"You fell down the pit steps," Det. Andrews asked.

"That's exactly what happened," I said.

"Must have been some fall," Det. Andrews said as he put his notepad away,
and nodded to Mrs. Elia.

"Here is my card Mr. Collins, if you have anything you need to talk about
just give me a call, Det. Andrews number is on the card as well," Mrs. Elia
said as she handed me her card.

"Thank you, if I need to talk, I'll call you," I said.

The Detective and case worker left Matt and I alone, he turned to me, "Why
did you lie to then, why didn't you just tell them Hagins beat you inches
from life," Matt asked.

"Because than his thugs would be after me again, I figure just let it go,
but if they try anything else, I'll report it," I responded

Matt opened his mouth to speak, but just than my mom walked in, "well
honey, your release papers are signed, so whenever you want to get dressed
and leave, we will go," She said.

"Well I could use some help getting dressed," I said.

"Of course," she said as she walked over to help.

"Mom," I said in an embarrassed tone.

"It's ok Mrs. Collins, I'll help him, I've seen what he's got plenty of
times in the school showers," Matt said.

"Thank you Matt, and how many times do I have to tell you call me mom,
you're like a brother to Ben, and another son to me," she said, as she left
the room.

"Nice job, though I think you could have left out the part, about seeing my
junk, though I think she might suspect we are more than friends," I said.

"Well I think Michelle will be happy to see you're finally out of the
hospital," Matt said.

"Please tell me you haven't been ignoring her, because of me," I asked?

"She came and visited every other day, but I've been here everyday at your
side, waiting for you to wake up," Matt said, as he helped me pull on my
boxer-briefs.

"Awww, you're going to make me cry," I said.

"Ben, you are my best friend in the whole world; we're like brothers, when
I found you I was scared that you weren't going to make it," He said.

"I think that's the first time you've called me Ben," I said as Matt helped
me pull up my cargo shorts, I grabbed my shirt, and pulled it over my head
with a twinge of pain, Matt helped me pull it down.

"There you go watcher, now lets get you home," Matt said.

The ride home was uneventful, though I could tell they were hiding
something, which I soon found out.

"SURPRISE," I heard from many people as I entered the front door, one the
shock of the surprise settled down, I saw a sign hanging on the wall,
Welcome Home BJ, and many of my friends and close relatives, first to greet
me was Michelle, Matt's girlfriend, second was my aunt and uncle, third was
my friend Nick, he reached to give me a hug, but Matt stopped him, "Be
gentle Nick," Matt said.

After I was greeted by everyone, we progressed to gossiping to each other
in many groups, I saw Nick nudge his head towards the steps, which I
quickly nodded and headed to the kitchen back steps, while Nick went up the
front steps. When I got to my room I found Nick already sitting on the bed,
I quickly shut my door and clicked the lock.

"Matt told me what happened, and that you didn't turn them in," Nick said.

"I couldn't, if they found out I turned him in, then his thugs would do
worse to me," I said.

 "Well I'm not going to argue with you, I'm just glad you are ok, I cried
for hours when Matt called me and told me," Nick said.

(ok I bet you are pretty confused right now, so let me clear things up,
Nick is my friend, but he is also my boyfriend, secretly of course, the
only person who knows is Matt, we make sure no one suspects we are a
couple, mainly because neither of us are out, and neither of us want to be
out).

I walked over and kissed him, "You're the reason I held on, the reason I
wanted to live," I said.

"Well I love you too, and I missed you," he said as he returned a kiss to
me.

We made our way to the bed to lie down and continue to make out, that is
until Matt knocked on the door, I got up with a little trouble and walked
over and opened the door.

"Hey watcher your disappearance didn't go unnoticed, everyone's looking for
you," Matt said as he headed back down stairs.  "Well it looks like we will
have to continue this tomorrow," I said as I kissed Nick again.

"Yeah, definitely tomorrow," He said as he leaned in for another kiss,
"I'll go down the front steps as you go down the kitchen steps," he said as
he passed me and went down the front steps, I quickly hurried down the
kitchen steps to rejoin the party.

The rest of the day and night consisted of games, conversation of future
plans, past memories, and present situations among everyone, and as the
party started dying down, people started giving their get well wishes as
they left. Matt, Michelle and Nick were the last to leave. Once everyone
was gone, I gave my mom a big hug and said, "Thank You."

She patted me on the head, "You're welcome Ben, now why don't you get
yourself to bed, I'll clean up," she said.

I went up to my room and got myself ready for bed. I lay there thinking
what I was going to do with a whole Saturday that I can spend with Nick, I
reached over and pulled a small box from my nigh stand drawer and opened it
to look at the contents, a gold ring, with the engraving, "With love,
anything is possible," it was the promise ring I was planning to give to
nick the day I was beat up, I closed the box and put back in the drawer, I
than decided that I will give it to him tomorrow, I than drifted slowly to
sleep, with the thoughts of Nick.

Comments, Suggestions, or questions for the author, please write to
Heatn88@aol.com, Thank you, also check out my other stories.

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