Date: Tue, 01 Dec 1998 19:36:00 PST From: "Kenny B." Subject: Happy Chapter 4 Happy Hi there once again! Well here's chapter 4! As I have said before if you don't want to read about a couple of teens falling in love and doing the deed then you should have probably stopped reading about three chapters ago. If you still think that you don't and you need the name of a good shrink to get over it then I would be more than happy to refer you to mine. If you have been waiting patiently for the sex part all this time, well here we go. This is probably gonna be a little rough since I am describing something that hasn't really happened yet and am just kind of working on what I think it would be like! If you have any questions or comments or suggestions, don't be shy, I love to get email at thrasher59@hotmail.com. But please if you just want to bitch then find someone else, I am well versed in the use of the delete function. Also if this sort of thing is illegal or you aren't 18 yet you shouldn't really be reading this. But you are going to any way so please at least don't get caught. Sometimes my mom isn't as understanding as Bryan's and I really don't need to give her another reason to bitch after she saw my Calc. Grade. Happy Chapter 4 Corey lunged back in like a bird of prey and made it pretty apparent that he had no intention of stopping unless I started screaming rape. His hands were all over me and I had to admit it, my body was on fire! Every time that his tongue brushed against the inside of my mouth and every place that his hands touched just seemed to be charged with electrical energy. I pulled him down beside me, hungrily kissing him back with all the penned up passion of the last two weeks and all the desire that a 14-year-old could express. I couldn't get enough of him and as I started to let my hands wander across his flat chest and tight stomach was rewarded with one of the sexiest sounds that I had ever heard. It wasn't really a moan, it was more of a whimper and it was just so cute that I couldn't help but break our lip lock and look down into his eyes as I continued to let my fingers lightly brush over his smooth skin. He laid back with his eyes closed and I just kept gently petting his chest and torso. Lightly tracing little designs on his bare skin as I looked at his closed eyes and slightly opened but smiling mouth. I shocked myself when I actually found myself tracing the outline of a heart around one of his dime size dark nipples. His body was just so perfect! How can I fit in to words the way that it felt to have that smooth silky feeling as I ran my fingers over every inch of his chest? How do I tell you that I was just so happy to hear him moan my name as I slowly and quite cruelly ran the fingers of both hands down the flanks of his tight abdominal muscles? I wasn't even really all that concerned with the object of the majority of my fantasies, which was obviously tenting out his boxers! Just having him laying there next to me, with his body responding to my every whim had already blown away every hot masturbation fantasy that I had ever had. And judging from the wet spot that was slowly making the white and light blue cotton of his boxers transparent, he felt pretty much the same. How come nobody ever wrote about this? I mean everyone talks about the smell and the taste, hell I had never really had either but I could have told you all about them. But just the way his skin felt. The minute contractions of his tight musculature, the way that the goose bumps followed my fingers, and the way that the almost non-existent hair seemed to stand on end when I wasn't quite touching his skin! It was like even his skin was reaching out to touch me! I just couldn't get enough. I don't know how long I kept at it. Hell if he had let me I would probably still have been there in Saturday morning and well into the night. I was happy just to finally be able touch him and to know that those sounds that he was making and the way that he was breathing was because of what I was doing to him. It was wicked and wonderful, and to be honest with you, I was on the edge myself just from watching his reaction to my wandering hands. But he made it pretty clear that he had other ideas. He pushed up on his elbows and gently kissed me again before rolling me all the way over on to my back and gently holding my shoulder down so that he was free to roam my body with his hands. He slowly began to explore my chest and stomach just as I had done to him. His fingers were so light but I could have drawn a roadmap across everywhere that they touched! The pleasure was so intense that it bordered on pain and I had to stuff about half of one of my down pillows in my mouth to keep from screaming at the top of my lungs. The feelings that his loving hands were giving me were so intense that I almost had to tell him to stop, but somehow I made it through it. He must have touched every inch of my smooth skin between my jawbone and pelvis with those magical digits. I was in ecstasy and it was obvious by the grin on his face that I caught as I was squirming under his gentle touch, that I wasn't alone! Then he did it! The fingers of one of his hands were gently probing my belly button. It's not really a whole lot to look at. It's a really shallow `inny' and no where near as sexy as some that I had seen on the net, but none the less it felt really awesome to have him do it. I was totally enjoying it and thought that it couldn't get any better when he reached down to take my right nipple in to his mouth! My back arched and all of the air came out of my lungs like an air lock decompressing in deep space! It was the first time that another guy had ever touched my body with his tongue and I don't know why I didn't cum right then! Now don't get me wrong, I was far from innocent and had read all about guys sucking on other peoples nipples and even tried playing with my own when I took matters in hand. But up until that point I had never really thought that it did anything for me. God! Did he ever prove me wrong! My body went into more contortions than most circus acrobats can stand and I really did bite a hole in the pillowcase. I couldn't take it any more and with a stifled cry I vaulted on top of him. I straddled his hips with my pelvis and reached down to grab his hands pressing him into the bed with my weight. I started to grind on top of him, our trapped members rubbing against each other as I reached down to suck on his long graceful neck where the live of his collarbone was. He moaned quietly and I sat back up to look down into his face as our pelvis's continued in their own `sword' fight. I could feel my balls start to tighten up and I knew that it just wasn't going to be long before the rising tide over took me. I wanted to finish, but there was no way that I was going to let this be over so fast. I had wanted this so bad for way too long for that. I lifted up on my knees so that there was nothing but the minimum of contact and most of that was from the brush of our boxers. "God no! Please don't stop!" Corey said with an absolutely adorable whine. "Not yet dude! Just be a little patient!" I said. I rolled off of him and lay down next to him with every inch of the length of my body touching him. I even draped my left leg over his as I once again reached up with my lips to gently caress his before burying my tongue in his mouth. I slowly ran the tips of my fingers from a point between his nipples all the way down over his cute belly button, stopping at the waistband of his boxers as I once again pulled my hungry lips from his. "Can I touch it?" I said. "Please!" He said. I giggled a little at that and ever so slowly wanting to get everything I could out of this, slid my hand inside the waistband. The tip of his rigid penis was actually just inside and something was just a little strange. It was wet, but it felt like there was something wrapped around it. I couldn't figure out what it was but I just had to wrap my hand around it even though I was mightily curious. It felt really soft but oh so hard at the same time, and unlike mine the skin just seemed looser somehow. This was the first time that I had ever really touched someone else's, so I just put it up to inexperience. I could feel the beat of his heart and the way that he moaned when I slowly pushed downward on it was absolutely awesome! I just had to see it! I had never really had the need to do something so bad in my entire life, and for once when it cam to my sexuality I wasn't going to have to hide it! I reached down and pushed his boxers down. They would only go so far, because he was lying down so I grabbed the front and pushed it down. I gasped as the head of his cock came into view! He wasn't circumcised! "HOLY SHIT!" I said. "It's got a hoodie! That's too cool!" We both broke out laughing, and Corey reached down and gently smacked me in the head. "You little shit, you only wished yours looked that good!" He didn't know how right he was. All the cutest guys that I had ever seen on the net had uncut ones and I had always wished that mine wasn't. I just loved the way they looked and now that I had actually touched one had to say that was kind of fond of that too. And besides, not only was he as big as me, but his egg shaped testicles were even larger than mine and hung perfectly below it in the pebbled skin of his hairless ball sack. Just like me the only hair that I could find on his entire body was a small patch just above his penis. I had thought about it a couple of times, but to be honest the idea of sucking someone's cock had never really appealed to me. I had always thought that it would have to taste bad or something, I mean come on, I had smelled pee and I wasn't one of those people that it did anything for. But sitting there looking at his bone, drooling, throbbing, and bouncing, as it was when I touched it, I just had to have it! Before I thought about what I was doing and changed my mind, I pounced. I was a little excited and tried to take all seven inches at once. Needless to say I didn't succeed. In fact I gagged and popped right back off. But the moan that I got from Corey was more than enough to make me try again. This time I eased over the head and started applying my tongue. I knew that my head was really sensitive when I was that hard so it only seemed logical that his would be too. I guess I was right because as I darted my tongue underneath his foreskin he went totally crazy. He moaned and I felt his fingers as they wrapped around my head in a vice like grip. I let his hands guide me and slowly slid further down his cock, keeping my lips tight to it as I went. Because I was coming down from above, the head of it was right against the head for the whole trip and I mercilessly teased it. This was just so awesome. I had been a broken hearted little boy ten minutes ago and now I was sitting here pleasuring Corey, who I already thought of as `my man' with my mouth! It didn't feel totally comfortable, but then I just wasn't used to it yet, and I was pretty sure that it would only get better as I got more practice! I had never really thought of myself as a `cocksucker', but I was surely going to think again! I was so hot that I was getting more pleasure from this than I normally did when I whacked it and I wasn't even touching it! Not wanting to miss anything now that I had discovered just how wonderful it was to have him in my mouth, I moved further down on the bed and slowly rotated around the head of his penis so that I was lying between his tight legs. I couldn't get as far down this way but I found out that working the front of his cock with my tongue in overdrive really did it for him, and he liked it when the head of his cock scraped on the roof of my mouth. His fingers had gotten much lighter on my head and he was massaging my scalp like the girl that cuts my hair when she washes it, but a thousand times better. I couldn't help it and as I started to bob up and down on his knob faster and faster, I started humping the bed, the friction of my rock hard cock feeling so awesome. "Oh god Bryan! I'm gonna cum!" Corey said. Now this was a dilemma! I had never given a blowjob before, and even though I had tasted my own, I wasn't sure that I wanted some one, even Corey cumming in my mouth. I tried to think about it for a second. I really didn't want to stop sucking this wonderful thing, and I could feel my own meat getting close as I humped faster and faster on the bed. Corey wasn't the only one about to shoot! Fate and inability to concentrate and make a decision took the choice out of my hands. I didn't know what I wanted to do and took too long making up my mind so the inevitable happened. I felt Corey's cock head swell even further and his hands push down on my head just a little harder as his body seemed to go rigid and even harder than his cock. His breath exploded from him in a loud moan and suddenly his cock was pulsing like something in a science fiction movie. With each pulse my mouth was filled with a warm fluid that was even hotter and that was kind of salty and a little bland at the same time. It felt really good to have it in my mouth even though I didn't think it would ever replace Coke as my favorite drink. The way that his cock was jumping around like it had a life of its own and the way he was moaning was just too much for me. I moaned around his spurting cock and unloaded my self right there into my boxers going crazy on his shooting rod the whole time! It was the most intense orgasm that I had ever felt and it didn't bother me a bit that I was getting my bed and my underwear all dirty. I reached up and gently massaged his scrotum wanting it all now, shit if I was going to do it, might as well do it right! Finally it was just too much for him and he reached down to force my head off of his still hard cock. "Shit, dude, chill! You want me to go blind or something?" He said. "I don't care just as long as that still works!" I said, looking at his rod. I felt so content and I just laid my head on his pelvis looking up at his gorgeous face. He had a smile on his lips and his eyes were shinning like he had his own private stars. He was perfect, and for the first time, in a very long time I was totally happy. I didn't know that I was crazy about being a crazed fag in heat, but I did know that I was crazy about him and I was going to make sure that I made him very happy. I thought of all the times that I had stared at him or thought of him and dreamed, and as I let his cum dribble down the back of my throat, I knew that they hadn't even come close to the real thing. "It's your turn!" He said with an evil grin. I rolled over to show him the wet spot on my Mickey boxers and grinned, "You're a little late dude, I already had the party without ya!" I giggled as he looked at it and smiled and added, "Well I did have a little help from a friend!" As I gently reached over and kissed his still respectably hard bone. It was really weird cuz in all my fantasies, never once did it go beyond the point of the cum shot. I always just finished it there and never thought of what it would be like afterwards. I thought about it and was more than just a little troubled to find that even though it was obvious that we were both able, I didn't really want to do it again so much as just cuddle up next to him and let him hold me and hold him. I thought about seeing Scott and Justin downstairs and wondered what it felt like to have someone holding you like that and decided as I dropped my boxers again that I was going to find out. I reached down and pulled his the rest of the way off too, just wanting him naked, then slipped under the comforter and smiled at him. "Well are you gonna sit out there all night or are you coming under here with me?" I asked. He looked at me for a second and I could tell that he was wondering what I was up to, but he just reached under him and pushed the bedclothes down and slipped in next to me. It was really awesome and somehow both of us just knew. We didn't even try again right then even though I am sure that he wanted to as much as I did. We cuddled around a bunch of different ways and talked some too, nothing really serious we were mostly just relaxing, coming down of the most natural high in the world. It was a very special time and I couldn't say for sure how long it lasted. Eventually we both fell asleep, me nestled up against his stomach, with my ass pushed back against his pelvis and his arms wrapped around me. I woke up vaguely disoriented. I knew that it was still very early because even though there was light coming in from the outside it still wasn't very strong and that meant that the sun hadn't risen that high yet. I felt the weight of Corey's arm around my chest and was once again flooded with the feeling of total happiness that I had experienced last night. I had never even thought that it had been a dream, even in my sleep I could feel him. He was still pressed up against my back and he was holding me almost fiercely. He was also very aroused and I could feel the heat from his engorged penis, nestled between the cheeks of my ass. I was a little concerned, I had no intention of letting him do that, but it did feel really good and I couldn't help myself from squeezing the cheeks of my ass to massage his cock. I had thought he was sleeping, but a chuckle from him dispelled that notion. "Morning sleepy head." He said. "Uhm." I yawned as I stretched. "Yeah it is!" I snuggled back up to him taking special pains to make sure that his hard on was firmly pressed between my cheeks. I didn't really want to get fucked but just having him knocking on the back door was really erotic. "Can I ask you a question?" He said. "You can ask me anything you want." I said. "Have you ever done it with another guy?" Now this wasn't an easy question, I mean to be totally honest I would have to admit that I had let Justin whack me off over the summer, and I didn't want to cause problems in our budding relationship. But at the same time I really don't believe in lying and I didn't want to start our relationship with dishonesty. It was a small battle and I would like to think that the forces of goodness and light won out. "I let Justin whack me off at summer camp. That's it except for a couple of times that I tried doing things with girls." I looked at him and tried to figure out what he was thinking without much success. "How about you?" He looked at me for a second and it seemed like he was going through the same thing, weighing and deciding whether or not to tell me something. "Not really, Scott and me almost did one time but it was too weird, and well, uhm Justin did the hand job thing to me too." He looked uncomfortable for a second and then continued. "And I have done it with a girl one time." Alarms went of in my head, and I was really scared all of the sudden. I had also done a little reading about guys that were in the closet and tried to hide what they really were by going out with girls. And I knew from everything that I had read that I just didn't want to get involved in that! No way was I gonna play second fiddle to some fish! I mean don't get me wrong, I liked girls all right, but not that way, and now there was no way that I was going to let the guy that I was pretty sure I was totally and madly in love with go to a GIRL! "Did you like it?" "It was ok, I mean it was pussy." He said quietly. What the fuck did that mean? I wanted to rant and rave, what the hell had we just done if he was into pussy? I didn't know what to think and feel, but I was pretty sure that none of it was good. I was pretty sure that I had just fallen in love with someone and he was talking about pussy not 8 hours after I let him drop a load on my tongue? I felt like someone had just driven a stake through my heart. I was really afraid to ask the next question, but it had to be asked and I hated myself for even being afraid to ask it! "Was it better with me?" My voice even broke. I was such a loser! "Are you kidding? It wasn't even close dude!" He squeezed me a little tighter, and pulled me back into him, grinding his rod between my cheeks a little while he laughed. "That's like asking would I rather beat off with sand paper or lotion dude! I just barely got off and that was because I was thinking of someone else!" It was all good! I could like think straight again. And speaking of straight, his cock certainly was! The heat that it was radiating could be felt all over my lower back, and I could swear I could actually feel it on my tender little hole. I had fingered myself a couple of times and it was kind of cool but it really kind of hurt too and I hadn't ever really been in a huge hurry to do that. But as I sat there and started to think about it I couldn't help but moan a little and push further back into his throbbing rod. What would it actually feel like to have that big thing in me? Would I be able to take it? Would he hit my prostate? What would it feel like if he did? I couldn't help it, the things I was thinking were just going right to my body and in particular one part, my ass! Without even thinking about it, I had started to squeeze his cock in rhythm with his thrusting. I had thought that it was awesome to have him in my mouth but this was almost as heavenly. I could hear his breath get a little faster and he let out one of his little whiny moans again. God how I loved that sound! I had never heard anyone make it before in my life but I was pretty sure that I would never get tired of hearing it, and believe me when I say that I was going to try to make him do it a lot! I was really starting to get into it and just about to make him stop so that I could go get some lotion out of the bathroom so that I could get him all slippery when he stopped all on his own. I couldn't help it, and moaned in disappointment. "Why did you stop? Don't you want to do it?" "Oh yeah, buddy, but I have other plans right now!" He said in a low throaty whisper that sent shivers all the way down my spine. Without saying another word he roughly pulled me over on to my back and kissed me deeply, shoving his tongue into my mouth. His hands began to explore me, not lingering any one place to long but just generally making my entire body sing the hymn of love. My entire body burned with the need of him and I could tell by the look in his eyes as he took my nipple in his mouth that he was feeling the same. His tongue was so hot and I was moaning so much that it was practically non-stop. I thought that I was never going to feel any better, then he used his teeth! He didn't bite really hard, but it was enough. It sent an electric charge right through the very core of my being! I arched my back and couldn't help but hear him giggle a little at my reaction to his oral ministrations. I remembered the power I felt when I was doing this to him and couldn't help but wonder if he was getting as much out of this as I did earlier in the darkness. I looked further down his body at his pole and had to surmise by the way it was jumping around and leaking almost as much as my own that he was. I could hardly believe that anything could feel so good as he began to work his way further down once again. He was so good at this, his tongue just like his hands never staying in one spot too long. It was indescribable. He reached my navel and slowly probed gently with his tongue proving once again that parts of my body that I had never even considered erotic could be triggers for feelings that I just didn't know were possible. It was the best feeling I ever had in my life and it just kept getting better by the second. I was starting to think that I would die before he was done. Finally he reached the top of my pubic patch and his tongue was actually probing around the edges of it from where his cheek was laying against my pelvis, both of us moaning in concert. I reached down to massage his head gently running my hands through his hair and lightly playing with his ears. I had never before noticed just how awesome and cute his ears were. He had a hoop in his left ear and further up he had a cuff, I was totally in love with even his ears. He was just totally perfect, and I was almost as wrapped up in feeling lucky to have him as I was in the pleasurable feelings that he was sending through my nerves with his tongue. He explored all the way around the base of my shaft with his tongue, without touching it. He was really putting me into orbit and he knew it and loved it as much as I had enjoyed it last night. He gently took one of my nuts into his mouth and then the other, his moans even louder than mine. It seemed like he had found a switch, intended to do nothing but to put my nerves into overload and flipped it on and off just to see me squirm. He then went even lower and licked the tender area just below my balls and even swiped his tongue down into the crack of my ass and teasing my hole. He then sat up on his knees and looking into my eyes as he gently ran his finger tips up my thighs and started to tease the front of my shaft with his light touch. I moaned and arched my back towards him and raised my hips towards his smiling face. He slowly wrapped one hand all the way around my throbbing shaft and picked up his other hand to slide his finger into his own mouth and sucked it in one of the most seductive manner that I had ever seen. Watching him slowly start to manipulate my cock while he did that and having a pretty good idea what it was for, I almost blew right then. I moaned and almost screamed. Instead of sticking his finger to my hot hole it was his tongue that began to gently massage my chute! I arched my back even further until the only things touching the bed were the back of my head, my shoulders, and the soles of my feet. I couldn't believe he had done that! The pleasure that was radiating through my body was intense to almost the point of being unbearable. I really felt like I was going to explode! I had never really thought about getting fucked before but as his tongue started to delve deep into my ass, I couldn't help but think of how awesome and complete it would feel to have him so close to me that he was actually in me. I knew it was supposed to hurt a little at first, but judging from the way that my butt was feeling right now I just couldn't understand how anything he did down there was going to hurt. The pleasure just seemed to travel over my body in waves and it was a million more times intense than it ever was when I fingered my self while jerking off. Every muscle in my body was tight and I knew that I was so close to the edge that I was going to cum any second. I wanted him to do `it' to me so bad, but no way was I going to ask him to stop what he was doing and in seconds it was going to be too late. He must have sensed this because he suddenly stopped stroking my hole with his tongue and then stopped touching me all together. I was so close and the fire burning across my nerve endings was so shocking, that I let a wail of exquisite pain escape my lips as it seemed that I danced on the edge of a razor, almost but not quite plunging into orgasmic ecstasy, for an eternity. Finally my body collapsed back on to the bed and after just a second I was able to lift my head from the pillow and look down at him. How could someone actually make me feel like this? I looked down to see what he was doing. He was just sitting there his naked body on his knees between my legs. It was the most erotic thing I had ever seen in my life! I was suddenly overcome with the most powerful emotions that I had ever felt. What the hell was up with me? Here I was, still poised on the brink of what felt like the most satisfying moments of my life, and all that I could think about was how wonderful it felt to have him here with me, and wonder if he l--l--, uhm, liked me as much as I l--l--, uhm, liked him. The sexual charge was still as strong as ever but, I just felt so complete, because it was so much more. The emotion was just charging the physical experience with more energy! I was just getting ready to say something, anything just to hear his voice when he suddenly dived into my crotch again. He wrapped his soft lips around the shaft of my rod and slowly slid towards the base while running the tongue back and forth across the front of it, driving me crazy. He came all the way up to the top of it again and massaged the head of it with his tongue while sucking so hard that I felt like it would pop. I thought that the pleasure couldn't get any more intense, there was no way that anything would ever feel this good! Or so I would have sworn till he slipped his finger into my anal orifice. It was a brief instant of pain followed by total pleasure. It had never felt like that when I did it to myself! He turned the suction up even more as he began to slowly slide the wet silk of his mouth up and down my pole to the same rhythm that he was pushing his finger deep into my canal and almost pulling it all the way out. I was in such intense bliss that I couldn't do anything even more than lay there and moan as his tongue and finger brought me closer and closer to the brink of orgasm. It seemed like that my cock and my sphincter were working together to drive me totally insane. I could feel the skin of my scrotum tighten up around the bottom of my shaft and my head seemed to swell as I let out a soft moan. "Corey! I'm going to cum dude!" I said His effort didn't slow for an instant, if anything it only got stronger. His head seemed to blur as it went up and down my shaft, and I could feel his finger find something inside and start to prod it that made me want to scream at the top of my lungs. Every muscle in my body tightened and I thrust my hips deep into his mouth. My whole body convulsed as I shot load after hot load deep into his mouth. I could feel his throat spasm as he swallowed as fast as he could. It only made the feeling more intense. My body slowly relaxed, totally spent from the effort of our release. He slowly slid his mouth off of me and slid up so that he was laying next to me, looking down at me with his head propped on my shoulder. I turned my head so that I could look into his eyes and was surprised when I saw nothing but deep satisfaction there when he looked at me. I was suddenly as afraid as I was exhausted. What did he see when he looked at me? What did he really feel for me? How could I know if I was the one for him, like I was so sure that he was the one for me? Would I ever be able to look at him again if he didn't love me like I loved him? What if he was just looking to get laid like so many of my other guy friends? Was I just an excuse for him to feel good? I can't tell you how good it felt. I can't tell you why the tears came. I can only tell you that I had never in my life been so happy as the minute when he snuggled up to me even tighter and whispered so softly in my ear, "I love you Bryan." I knew at that minute that everything was going to be okay, and that no matter what, we were together and that would be enough. If I had only knew just what us being together really meant, and that just because I was no longer alone that it wasn't going to make life a bed of roses without thorns! Well that's it for chapter 4. I really hope that you liked it. If you didn't sorry but you probably shouldn't have wasted all the time that you did reading this far! I will try to get chapter five out sometime in the near future. Thank you for all of the emails and a special thanks to Charlie and somebody else new in my life for helping me to keep it together. If you have any comments or just want to talk, feel free to drop me an email at thrasher59@hotmail.com . The story is far from over and I hope that you are enjoying reading it as much I am enjoying writing it!