Date: Mon, 21 Oct 2002 18:51:43 -0400 From: Wilkins Torres Subject: Hard-time-coming-out Ch.3 Hi, again and thank you everyone who have emailed me about Chapter One and Two. It's really been such a great time writing this story and reading your comments about it. So, we'll continue now. For those of you who have not read or had missed the ending of Chapter Two, here's what happened: Chapter Two: Surprise me Zack. Zack and I walked to the boys locker room and decided on a locker that was close to each other. He stripped off his clothes without any hesitation. He took off his shirt, jeans and...oh my god! he didn't have on any underwear! I looked at him, then at his cock, then again at him. He looked at me and said, "I don't like wearing underwear". Here he was, Zack, a cute guy, standing naked right in front of me. He caught me staring at his cock. "You can play with it later, Eric" he said, catching my attention back to his face. "What'd you say?" I asked him. I wasn't sure of what he said, I was caught in my thoughts about his cock. I started getting hard and I didn't want to change now because he would see that I am hard, just from looking at his body. "I said, you can play with it later" he repeated. "Oh, well sure, if you'll let me" I said. I was liking the idea of doing that with him, playing with his cock and maybe even more can happen than just playing with it. I was certainly looking forward to that. "Okay, but you have to hurry up and change, we need to get to gym" he said. I completely forgot about gym, I was too caught up at the sight of his cock that I noticed everyone had left and he and I were the only two in the lockeroom left. I decided, even with a hard-on, I have to change my clothes or I will not get to gym at all. I started to take off my shirt, then jeans, and he looked at me as I did this. As I pulled my jeans off, my cock bounced out of my underwear, he looked directly at it, and licked him lips. "Nice cock" he said. What? Did he say "nice cock"? Where did that come from? I think he's a kind of person who will tell you what is on his mind, no matter what. "Thanks, I guess" I said. I was still very hard from looking his naked body, he still wasn't even dressed for gym yet. He was standing, still, naked in front of me, this time he had a hard-on, too. He had a big cock for his age, looks like a 9 incher to me. Nice round head, thick at the sides, and cut. Just like I like'em. Damn, he's big. "Why aren't you dressed yet?" I asked him. He didn't answer, he walked the little space there was in front of us. Now, we were facing each other, and our cockheads were touching each other's stomach. Before I could say anything, he kissed me. ooohhhhh, what a kiss! He kissed me long and soft. I felt his warm tongue in my mouth. He stopped, looked at me, then said... "You're gonna like this" he said. Before I can answer, he knelt down and grabbed my cock with his lips and started taking my whole cock through his warm and smooth lips, into his mouth. I gasped. I didn't know what to do. I just stood there looking at him. He had his eyes closed, and he started a good rhythm of taking my cock in and out of my mouth, not once touching my cock with his hand. Instead, he grabbed my ass as he sucked me. I couldn't take this. I felt my cock get very hot, and he started taking my cock in and out even faster than the rhythm he had on me. I felt it getting close to my time. I could tell he knew because the closer I got, the faster his pace sped up. I was losing control of my body, and I felt the very need to cum. "I'm gonna cum" I said, he only nodded and continued to blowjob me then..."AAAHHHHH....OOOHHHHH...MAANNNN!!" I moaned, loudly. I felt so great, that was my first blowjob, EVER! It must be the greatest one ever, even though I've never received a blowjob, I don't think this one can be topped. I didn't notice, but he had swallowed every drop of cum I had coming out of my cock. "That was really good" he said, as he got up from his knees. "Yeah, that was great, I didn't expect you to do that" I answered, still surprised that he had blowjobbed me. "Hey, get dressed, we're really late for gym" he said, quickly. I had forgotten, again, that I was suppose to be in gym class. I was so interested in seeing his naked body, that he even gave me a blowjob. Man, this must be the greatest first day of High School in history!!! To be continued..... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now, we begin Chapter Three...... Chapter Three: Zack ruins the day, and Adam finds out something about his friend, Eric. Zack had just blowjobbed me into Heaven! It was a surprising situation that definitely caught me off guard. I really enjoyed it, but I'm wondering what would have happened if he and I got caught. I mean, damn we would be in so much trouble, and my parents would kill me. Oh, well. At least it we didn't get caught. After that great blowjob, Zack and I went to gym class. We were really late, but when we got there, class was almost over. The gym teacher spotted us. Oh, no, she's heading towards us. "And where have you two been?" she said, as she faced Zack and I. Damn, what I am going to say? I couldn't think of anything to say to her. I looked at Zack, and he looked back at me. He just smiled, I smiled back. We both, by the expression on our faces, didn't know what to say to her. Finally, Zack spoke up. "We were...had to talk to the Coach about getting into the school's football team" he said. Football? I hate football. Why did he have to say football? I don't think this excuse is going to work out at all. "Well, next time you two guys decided two to go see the coach, you better let me know" she said, then she walked away. I didn't think that what Zack said would actually work, but it did. "She actually believed it" Zack said, looking at me. "Yeah...it's weird, though" I said. "Well, at least we have her believing that we were seeing the coach" he said. Not long after that, the bell rang and we went to the locker room to change. We both didn't waste anytime changing. We left the locker room and headed for our last class of the day, English. We both had that class, which I am glad we did. We walked into the English class and sat on a table which had two chairs. The teacher, as the other teachers today, only talked about the school rules and the class rules, the boring stuff. I saw Zack rip out a paper from his notebook, he scribbled something on it and passed it to me as the teacher turned to write on the board. I took the paper and read it: "Hey, what do you want to do after school?" We can go to his house, or even go to the Village. Yeah, that should be it, the Village. I wrote back what I had decided and I saw him read it and nod his head towards me, then he smiled. After a while longer, the bell rang and we finished school for today. All of the students quickly left the class and Zack and I rushed out of the class along with them. Soon we were out of school and walking towards the bus(not school bus!) to go to the Subway. After that we waited for the 6 subway to come and we got on it, and sat right next to each other, really close. "So, what do you want to do at the Village?" he asked me. I hadn't really thought about what I wanted to do, I just wanted to go there and see what it was and how it is, a place where you can be open about being gay. That's really cool. "I don't know" I said, "What can we do there?" "We can go to a place called the Pier, its really nice. The Pier has a great view of the Hudson River and has tables where we can sit and check out guys as they jog or whatever" he answered. He sounded excited when he said that we can check out guys. Hey, I'm not going to complain, though. I'd love to do that, too. "Sure, we can do that" I said. After an hour on the subway, we finally ended up at 14St. Union Square in Lower Manhattan. We walked out of the subway and into the streets. This place was really nice, it has a lot of cute guys wearing tight jeans and tight shirts. You know, this is the kind of place I can live in. "You like what you see?" he asked, he had caught me staring at the guys who walked passed us. "Uh...yeah...its nice here" I said. "You know what I mean, you were staring so hard as those guys as if you wanted to rip off those tight jeans their wearing" he said. Its not a bad idea to do that. I wouldn't hesitate the chance of getting to see what is inside those tight fitting jeans of theirs. "Hey, are there shopping malls around here?" I asked. I wanted to see what kind of clothes they have here, tight clothes would be good. I like wearing leather pants and leather coats, but it gets hot in there sometimes. Too much black, I guess. "Yeah, let's get going" he said. Then, he grab my hand and we started walking together. I didn't know how to react, should I pull my hand away from his? But, then again, I like him holding my hand as we were walking. We continued to walk towards a store which had a lot of clothes. We entered the store and found a lot of guys wearing very SMALL shirts, and very tight jeans. You can see the outline of their butts. :) Zack had let go of my hand and went to the guy at the register and gave him a kiss on the cheek. That got me really angry, seeing him kiss a guy on the cheek. Then he went to the other workers and gave some hugs and kisses to them, too. After he was finished, he walked towards me. He could tell that I was angry, it was written all over my face. "What's wrong, sweety?" he asked me, as he grab my hand. This time I didn't let him, I pulled my hand away from his and walked out of the store without saying anything to him or anyone else he had kissed. He ran after me after a few blocks. "Why did you leave?" he asked me. I didn't want to talk to him or anything, I just wanted to go home. If this is the kind of thing he was into while living here, I didn't want any part of it. I didn't like him kissing other guys. "You know, I just want to go home, now!" I yelled, causing everyone to look at us. Right now, I didn't care who looked at us, or who stared at us or whatever they were doing, I just wanted to leave the Village now. "But, why, what's wrong?" he asked again. I didn't want to answer him so I just turned around and headed for the subway. This time, however, he didn't follow me. I walked to the subway alone, got in and he saw me just in time as the subway car was pulling away. He waved at me and and had a sad look on his face. I didn't wave back or do anything. I kept thinking about what I had seen in the store. He kissed guys on the cheek. What is that all about? First he was holding my hand as we were walking towards the store, then he left of it, and headed for the guys to kiss and hug them. I am not second for anyone, that's for sure. If he wants to be with me, then that's what he'll have to do. I am not going to sit around and watch him kiss guys on the cheek in front of me, or even behind my back! After an hour, I walked up the long way to get home. As soon as I got home, everyone was already home and I didn't want to look at anyone or talk to anyone, but that's hard to avoid if you have two parents, two sisters, and one brother who you share a bedroom with. "Hey, how was school?" my mom asked, as I walked to my room. "It was all right, I guess" I said, closing the door to my room. I wanted to be alone, but talk to her about how school was or anything. I quickly layed down on my bed and went to sleep. I wanted this day to end already. It was such a good day, meeting Zack I thought was going to be the best time of my life, but its not. I replayed the events of today. I was walking to school and I was checking this guy's butt(cute!), he had looked back at me through the corners of his eyes, then he waited for me at the corner. He introdued himself, said he lived in the Village, a guy drove by and harassed Zack, then we walked to school together, found out we had three classes together. It was all great in school. I accidentally came out to everyone, then he came to my rescue, and then in the boys locker room he gave me my FIRST blowjob! It was such a good day in school today, until we headed to the Village and he kissed all the guys in the store. That's when it went downhill. I heard someone knocking at my door causing me to wake up. I looked at the clock and saw it was 8:30PM. Man, isn't this day going to end! I've been through enough today to have to get up from bed and answer the door. "Hey Eric, there's someone on the phone for you, I think he said Zack or something like that" my brother said. He left the phone on my bed and left the room. I picked up the phone, but I didn't say anything. I heard Zack start talking. "Eric, I'm really sorry for whatever it was I did wrong. I don't even know what I did wrong that you stormed out of the store and went home. Why didn't you tell me what's wrong when I asked you outside? I just want to know what's wrong and if I can help you. I didn't mean for you to get upset about something, I just really want to..." CLICK! the hung up the phone on him. I didn't want to talk to him tonight, or any other night for that matter. I just wanted to be alone. I put the phone on my dresser and went back to my bed. After a few more crazy thoughts about today, I finally fell asleep. I had a dream, a very weird one. I dreamt that Zack and I were at the Village and he was having sex with those guys he had kissed on the cheek. I tried to stop him, but I couldn't touch or feel him at all. He just looked at me and smiled and continued having sex with those guys. I didn't know what to do. All of a sudden a mirror appeared in every direction I turned to and there was no way of getting out of the room where Zack is having sex and I am now trapped with the images of the mirror. Every single mirrior showing Zack and those guys, kissing, hugging, talking, laughing, smiling, and look at me while doing those things. I sat on the floor and layed my head on my knees, and started crying. Why was he having sex in front of me? I wanted to get out now, but there was no way out. I got up from my feet and a grabbed a metal pipe that was under the table and I started smashing the mirriors with the pipe causing all of them to break in pieces. I saw a door, finally I can get out. I dropped the pipe and rushed to the door, I tried to the open to the door but the knobe wouldn't turn. I went back for the pipe, walked to the door and smashed the door knobe in pieces. I kicked the door in and ran out of the room, but there was Zack and those guys again doing the same thing I saw them doing in the other room! There was no way of getting out of this place. I walked towards Zack, but a guy got in front of me. The guy said something, but I didn't hear what he said. He had no voice. He said something then pointed to the other door in the room. He kept talking and pointing to the door. I went to the door he pointed to and opened it without a struggle and I saw that there was no Zack or any other guy who had been with him in those rooms. I was outside of a house, alone. I didn't see anyone at all. I started hearing a person yelling, again and again. Wait a minute, this must be a... "Eric, time to get up and get ready for school!" it was my mom who I had heard yelling in my dream. Man, that was such a nightmare. Thank God it wasn't in reality. "I'm up mom" I said, without yelling like yesterday when I woke up. I walked to the showers took a quick shower and went to my bedroom. I picked out blue jeans, a T-shirt, sneakers, and a jacket. I felt a little better from yesterday. I walked out of my bedroom ready for school, at least today was Friday and I could have the weekend to myself, alone as usual. I went to my mom, kissed her on the cheek and told her I'll be home later tonight, then left my house. I started walking towards school, and hoping I didn't run into Zack today. Even though I felt better than I did yesterday, I still wasn't ready to see him. I made it to school without seeing him anywhere around. I went to school and saw my friend Adam, I wonder if he's seen Zack around? "Hey, Adam. How are you, man?" I said, he didn't look too happy. "Eric, hi. So, where's your boyfriend?" he said. Now, that got me angry and pissed, but I didn't want to show it or anything. "Zack is not my boyfriend, Adam" I said. "That faggot is your boyfriend! he said, with anger. "He's not a faggot, he's gay, but he's not my boyfriend!" I yelled. I couldn't take it anymore. "Why were you hanging around a faggot, Eric?" he said, this time calmly. Ok, it's time to come out of the closet again. I didn't want to, but its time I stood up for myself. "Adam, I'm gay, too!" I screamed. To Be Continued..... Comments, Suggestions, or whatever are greatly appreciated. torreswilkins@hotmail.com