Date: Wed, 9 Jan 2008 16:31:17 +1100
From: kim brush <nirvana@dodo.com>
Subject: He Was Mine From The Start  Chapter 1

I'm am 16 and I am in year 10, im about 5'11, brown hair, blue eyes (but
they change with my mood) I have a medium solid build because I enjoy
boxing for sport and fitness , I have a lot of friends and I have a few
enemy's and I have had girlfriends but I have always known since I was
about 10 years old that I have felt something for boys , emotionally and
sexually , nobody knows this, I have had a lot of crushes on boys ,
really good friends , u know , the usual . now , about my sexuality ,
well I think I would label myself as gay , I haven't had any sexual
experiences with males yet as much as I would like anyway but I just know
what I feel for guys is not what a straight or bisexual guy would feel ,
the closest I get is flirting with my best friend , his name is Wesley ,
hmm so anyway we do a lot of things , like I massage him , and rub him up
sometimes , but I pretend I am just joking and he does the same to me.
That is about all I can think of at the moment so now I will start to
tell you MY story

He Was Mine From The Start

Im so bored , hmm , what am I going to do all day , (phone rings)

Me :hello

Wesley : hey Tommie my boy , what are your doing tonight

Me : um let me think , absolutely fucking nothing man , why , you got
something planned .

Wesley : yeah dude , there's a big party tonight , want to go ?

Hmm this could be a good opportunity to meet some hot guys not that
anything would probably come from it , there's a lot of beaches around ,
a lot of surfers , and I do love surfers . Oh shit Wes

Me : sorry man , got stuck in though , umm yeah great I will meet you in
front of the mall at about 8pm tonight k man

Wesley : ok , cya , better wear something stylish , there will be a lot
of chicks around.

Me : oohhhh um , yeah , I will , see you then

Yup , I really want to impress them girls , although I do like
compliments from good looking girls , I like compliments from anybody
really . What will I wear , umm I think I will wear my mossimo jeans
because they look hot and there tight against my butt and my F.C.U.K
shirt , again because it is tight against me and shows my muscles and my
tanned upper arms and just style my hair like usual and get a few
accessories out , yeah that sounds good , all sorted out , great . I laid
on my bed and I started to think about school , and like usual started of
thinking about the guys I have a thing for at school , then I remembered
this new kid that I always find myself starring at more than anyone , he
had only been in my class for about 1 or 2 weeks , and he was the most
flawless looking guy I had ever seen I would always examine his face ,
wondering what he was thinking about , I think he is a bit shy though hmm
oh well , its not like I can do anything about it . About three hours
later I woke up , I had obviously fell asleep while day dreaming , I
wonder what time it is ? DAMN , its 7:30pm , I got to get ready and meet
Wes at the mall in like 15 minutes , okay so I got ready had a shower
brushed my teeth , mouthwashed , ok right , I'm ready , I think I should
get going but as I stood infront of the mirror I thought that a looked
pretty sexy as conceded as that sounds , I said bye to mum and went out
the door , lucky the mall was only about 5 minutes away , I didn't wanna
to run cause I didn't feel like getting sweaty , so I walked .

I turned the corner and there Wes was In all his beautiful glory god I
really couldn't believe his good looks , blonde hair , bright green eyes
a nice smooth body , as I walked up to him I gave him a slap on the ass ,
he giggled like he does every time , so where we going man , umm let me
see he said , 72 takers road , sounds good already I said to myself . It
was about a 10 minute walk so me and Wes had some time to talk to one
another , so we talked about everything , girls , school , family , sex
and of cause my favorite thing to talk to Wes about was masturbation ,
techniques an stuff , we were both uncut and I liked that for some weird
reason , I have seen his dick either when he is changing or when he is in
one of his silly moods and he flashes me witch isnt uncommon , not that I
complain of cause . I was walking behind him and I heard a noise from
behind, so I looked back, and then to my surprise I felt something come
in contact with my crouch , when I looked back I saw Wes's ass right
against me so I said jeez Wes not here man in a jokingly manner, he
laughed and said, I just dropped my wallet , to witch I replied are you
sure it wasn't soap then he said , why didn't you stop anyway Tommie , I
said I was looking behind me , oh yeah tom sure , you just wanted some of
this sweet ass , I laughed and said who wouldn't .

we finally got there after what seemed like 2 minutes cause I was so into
me and Wes's conversation . there sure is a lot of people out the front ,
I don't even know these people , I hope they got something to drink
inside cause I'm so thirsty , I looked back and Wes was chatting to some
chick already , well I guess I will just go inside I said to myself , I
saw a friend from school , hey talon , how you doing man , yo Tommie man
what's happening dude he said , nothing much man, just want to have a
good time have some fun u know , yeah Tommie man , hey taz, where can I
get a drink round here , um there is a keg over there but I got something
a little stronger if you want he said , yeah sure what you got ,talon
handed me a rum and coke , im pretty sure after a couple of these I will
be in a social mood I laughed to myself , I sat down and a girl from
school came over to say hi , hi tom how are you , um hi im good thanks
Jenna , jenna was like that girl every other girl envy's and takes after
her in almost everything she does , so Tommie r u having fun , yeah so
far its been okay , you know tom I could make it a bit better , yeah and
how is that baby , she then lent down to me and kissed me , the whole
deal , tongue and all , straight in there , that was jen's style then
she lent over took a shot of Bacardi and pashed me with it in her mouth ,
this felt strange tasting a spirit along with a tongue but I liked it
either way .

I looked beyond Jenna's eyes onto the lounge opposite , to my surprise it
was that new kid from school and he was just starring at me kissing , I
tried to give him a good show while I kept my eyes open and imagined it
was him , I told Jenna I had to go , she looked disappointed but got up
off me , I walked to the bathroom to take a piss while thinking , I
wonder what that new kid is like , I felt sorry for him as he didn't
really have any friends at school yet , he seemed like he would be one of
those guys that is like really popular but I think it was cause he was
really shy , I hadn't even heard his voice , but damn , he was so damn
cute. after I was finished in the bathroom I went down stares to
socialize everybody seemed to be busy , so I went looking for Wes , I
searched the house every room except one , I went back upstairs and I
opened the one door I went passed before , to my surprises Wes's bare ass
was facing me right in the face , I saw him pumping this girl named
Halley like a fucking rabbit , while I stood there they hadn't seen me
yet and I was hoping they wouldn't cause of cause I liked what I saw even
though I should of turned around and walked straight back out but I just
stood in the door way shocked and then out of nowhere I heard a moan from
Wes , then I realized he was climaxing it was weird to watch knowing that
they didn't know I was there , then I heard "FUCK TOM " I didn't know
you were here dude , what are you doing man , shit , ummmm sorry Wes I
was just wondering where you were , I didn't see much , just you
exploding , I laughed . he stood there butt naked in front of me , he
didn't care if I saw , he was very open and happy with his body , and
hell , so was I , he turned around and bent over so of cause I had a
perve , it was like he knew I loved it and was taunting me , when I was
looking I looked at Halley she gave me a weird look , I went red and
realised she must have seen me looking at Wes , so I just walked out of
the room.

I went back down stairs and I had already finished a few rums so I
decided to get a beer , I felt a little tipsy but not extremely so i
walked around and talked a bit then I still noticed that kid sitting on
the lounge , a different lounge this time , It made me smile , I decided
to go up and introduce myself , I walked up to him and sat down next to
him , I leaned over and said hi dude my name tom but I prefer Tommie and
I shook his hand but it was not a normal shake it was like I forgot to
let go , and I could not believe how smooth his hands were , he had
platinum blonde hair , and his yes were brown but with a tinge of blue ,
and his face was so smooth it didn't have one mark on it , not ONE , I'd
say he was about 5'8 or 5'9 and he was a small build , he had a nice tan
not to dark but not to light , he was deffinatly hot , I was eager to
find out his name so I said , um so what's yo ... and I was interrupted
by him saying Billy , my name is umm Billy , I thought to myself how much
I love that name and smiled , then I noticed he was slightly blushing , I
asked about him , he said he just moved here from a place called port
Douglas which was at the north of Australia and that he had moved because
his mum and dad were having troubles and were getting divorced , I said I
was sorry to hear that and told him my mum and dad divorced when I was a
kid , he lived with his mum now like me , and I asked him how he likes it
in this area , he hesitated , and I said its ok I moved up here not long
ago myself , and he proceeded to say that the people up here weren't
exactly welcoming and I said yeah its like that until you settle here for
a while and people start to recognize your face, then he said that I was
the first person to actually speak to him other than "hey" .

I felt good that I had made him feel more relaxed, but also that I had
just made a new friend I guess , so Billy do you want a drink I asked him
, umm yeah sure , what have you got Tommie , umm beer or a barcadi
breezer or um anything really , um I will have a breezer if that's ok ,
yeah sure man . after a little while we were both quite drunk and already
getting along heaps well , he was so interesting to listen to , I mean ,
I would be interested in just about anything he said , I think I could
like him a lot. When he was talking to me his hand accidentally slipped
onto my upper thigh by accident but it made my legs turned to absolute
liquid he quickly took his hand off and said sorry, I just looked over
and said its okay and smiled . do you do any sort of sport Billy, umm I
do a little bit of swimming he said , I just thought how much I would
love to see him in a tight pair of Speedo's , asked him if he has a
girlfriend or if he ever had one , he said yes but didn't seem like he
was very interested , he went all quiet and shy so I stopped and moved
onto another subject , all of a sudden Wes came over to me smiling and
laughing , he was very drunk and in a good mood by the look of it , he
got over to us and said , hey Tommie , you must be sick of seeing me ,
you seemed to have seen enough about 15 minutes ago man , he laughed ,
and I said "is it a weird thing you ass is nicer then halley's" and
winked at him in a jokes way , billy swung his head around so fast
thinking that there was something between me and Wes I figured so I
started to tell Billy the story and he seemed to think it was funny, he
laughed and started moving around a lot , in my eyes it looked as though
he was getting uncomfortable, then I introduced Wes to Billy Wes said hi
and stuff but didn't really seem interested because all the girls were
calling out to him , he said to me "come-on tom , come and see the lady's
with me , they have all been asking for you " I wanted to go , but I
wanted to get to know Billy a bit more than getting to know girls , so I
said , nah man I think I will keep Billy company for a while , is that
cool . Well I guess so, but you passing up on an opportunity to get with
hot-as chicks Wes said , awwwww , ok then Wes , so I got up then I looked
back at Billy and he was sighing so I said , actually nah ` it don't
matter Wes u go , I will talk to you later ok , yeah sure man , bye
Tommie my boy . you didn't have to do that u know , I would have been
fine sitting here Billy said , then I said but I wanted to stay with you
dude , I want to get to know you cause I think we could be good friends ,
then he smiled, your such a nice guy he said then I blushed a bit but I
don't think he could tell .

"Hey Billy, I'm going for a walk it's a bit hot in here and I need some
fresh air I said, yeah , I'm hot to , I'm coming Billy said , he had no
idea how much I wanted to hear him say that in my bed I laughed to myself
, so then we got up together and walked out the door , it was a nice
night the stars were out bright the moon was full and the temperature was
just right , me and Billy walked around the town and it was quite ,
nobody was out because it was like1:00am in the morning . Me and Billy
talked so much about everything big in our life , he talked a lot when he
got to know me more but he was still quite at times and shy . he was so
sensitive and understanding I kinda thought he may have been gay or bi
but I didn't want to ruin a future friendship with him , if I done or
said anything I would have to make sure I done it at just the right time
when It just felt like it should happen. The night was getting darker as
I was drinking more and so was Billy, we were sitting on a footpath when
all of a sudden things went quite, I lifted up my head about to say
something then I saw Billy's head in between his legs and it looked as
though he was crying , I didn't know why but I was sure he was definitely
crying because I saw the teardrops fall and splash on the grey colored
footpath like that first drop of rain u see crash against a paved groud,
I put my arm around his back and asked him what was the matter , he
didn't say anything for while so I asked again , then he said "sorry man"
its just I'm a bit upset again how things are going , I asked him what he
meant by that and he said "well my parent have got divorced , I have no
friends in this place and everything has just been built up on me and its
all coming out now , I'm sorry tom you must think im a pussy " don't say
sorry I understand , but just remember Billy , you always can talk to me
as a friend here, ok , whenever you need to talk or hang out just come to
me cause I think your a awesome guy , just as I turned away I felt
something on my cheek then it went away ,umm did Billy just kiss me on
the cheek I turned to him and looked in his eyes then he just came in and
I felt his lips on mine it was so unexpected , they were so soft , and
warm , I couldn't believe this is happening , I slowly put my hand
behind his head and was running my hand through his hair then I slid my
tongue across the top of his lip and felt his sliding across the bottom
of mine , he fell back lying on the grass as I followed , I felt his body
pressed up against mine , his leg in between both of mine , this was what
I had wanted for years , to find a boy , with his personality. We finally
stopped and all I could get out of my mouth was heavy breathing and he
said " sorry ".

I liked that chapter and had a good time writing it , im always open for
suggestions in the plot and what people like to see or wanto read , but
im not big on writing sexual stuff constantly

tommathy@hotmail.com