Date: Thu, 21 Jul 2005 18:52:28 EDT
From: NEL114@aol.com
Subject: he was my best friend chapter 2

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Chapter 2: forever

That day was the happiest day of my life, finally having Josh. MY josh. But
the night was incredible. It could even rival the birth of the world. That
night josh took me. I was his more than I ever was, he got my cherry. Josh was my
first.

After that little argument we had about Johnny we went back to kissing and
the part about my cherry came up.

" So did you really mean it?" He broke the hour long kiss just to ask a
question. Damn and I was just getting into it.

" What? Huh?" I couldn't think of anything else other than his kiss. His
crotch grinding into mine. His bare chest against my bare chest, no need for
shirts our body heat kept us warm. I love him so much and I got him I got him. Not
some Stacy Chapman, but I wonder how far they went...

" about this." he ground is cock a little harder than before onto my own. And
I moaned my response.

" so... you ready? He asked. Am I ready to have that shoved up my ass. HELL No,
but its not supposed to hurt that bad...well after a while. Johnny asked me if
he could but I told him no. I guess the love you have for the person is like a
pain reliever, you forget that ache in your ass and just focus on their
beautiful face.

" yea, its gonna happen sooner or later so why not, right?" I smiled at him.
God this is going to hurt. I remember jacking off and shoved a couple fingers
in there, they barely fit. And now he's going to try and put THAT in me. Well
I do jack off a lot, and I use the fingers a lot. So maybe it wont hurt as bad...
well I hope. I really, really don't like pain.

 " Yea but its always gonna be me right? Not that fucker Johnny." would he
let that go, god. He is such a brat.

" And you had to bring him up because..." I looked at him annoyed. then " but
seriously, could we stop talking about him. I'm with you and its always gonna
be you so could we forget about it please."

" ok..." I could swear I saw tears in his eyes. Or maybe it was just that
sparkle they always had. " just let me get some stuff first. Be right back." I he
walked out of the room, still naked as the day he was born sporting a boner. I
watched him leave the room, or rather his ass leave the room.

 I was still there lying on my back wearing about the same as josh, boner
pointing to the ceiling. I looked up thinking, ` am I really ready for this.  Is
josh even ready for this.' I got the answer when he walked in with a container
of Vaseline. Yea he's definitely ready.

" it's all I could find." he was so calm about it, I couldn't help wondering
was this his first time. I told him to forget it, it's a new beginning
nothing else matters.

He walked back to the bed, our eyes locked the entire time. If I had any
fears they were all gone right then. Anything other than his dark blue eyes was
lost on me. We were going to make love, not fuck. This is going to be a night to
remember.

 When he finally got back to the bed he said, " I love you." he had a look of
pure love on his face. And his voice showed the same thing, he loves me...

" If it hurts too bad, I'll stop. I'll die before I hurt you." he was going
into protective mode again, and I liked-no loved it.

" Ok-" it couldn't hurt as bad as he made it seem. I know it'll hurt but....

" No you have to mean it, pinky promise." he held out his pinky and I held
out mine. Then he hugged me.

" This isn't just sex ok. Its me and you, its us..." I was almost crying. they
were at my eyes just waiting to rain down.

" Josh..." I didn't want to cry and seem like some over emotional prick. He
knew it, he broke away from the hug and moved in for another kiss.

It wasn't like the first time. No, the firs time was years of pint up lust
and desire. This time was us, it was our love. A kiss I wouldn't trade for the
world. I love him.

He moved from where he sat and moved back on top of me. This time it was
different, instead of my legs being flat on the bed and his over mine. Mine were
up and open and he was between them. I would feel like the BIGGEST slut if it
were anybody else, anybody just not him.

As the kiss wore on it was still full of love but now had lust and desire
added to the mix.
We were rolling around on the bed, attacking necks, nipples and anything we
could get our tongues on. On the last roll I ended up being on top. Weird, I
always thought josh would be `stick it' person.

" Don't get any ideas babe." he smiled, while his voice reflected nothing but
sex and heavy breathing. " I'm still the top."

  " So how are we going to do it then. " I was confused, he said he was still
the top but he was on the bottom. I was pretty slow back then.

" You talk to much, just follow my lead." he leaned in and we started another
lust filled make out session. With his free hands he lubed up his cock with
the Vaseline. And put the rest around and in my ass

I started moaning in the kiss. I felt something in me, it was josh. getting
me ready for him.
He started with one finger and when he was about to put another one in, he
stopped and asked,

" Is it cool. I'm not hurting you right?"

" Its cool Josh. I'm good."

We continued to make out while he kept adding more Vaseline and more fingers.
I was going to be more than ready to take him, he was going to make sure of
it.

" ok...I think you're ready...you'll tell me if it hurts right? He knew me to
well.

 " Yea I promised remember." and with that I got up and scooted back til I
felt his dick.
He put one hand on my side and the other at the base of his cock. I took a
deep breath and moved over his cock, lowered myself til I felt the head at my
hole. I took another breath.

" Mark..."

" Yea I know, if it hurts tell you, right-"

" No, not that. I love you." he smiled. A soft loving smile. My smile. Our
eyes were locked, we were going to do this together.

I sank lower and I felt the head at my entrance. I took another deep breath
and went down lower. Not breaking eye contact. I felt it pop in me. It hurt A
LOT. I closed my eyes, waiting til it went away.

" baby, you don't have to do this." I opened my eyes. I could see how bad he
wanted this, how bad I wanted it. I wasn't going to give up, if I stopped now
then I would never go through with it.

" it's ok, just give me a second..." I started going lower. I wasn't going to
give up...

When I went down lower. He threw his head back and his mouth opened.

" FUCK!" if that wasn't motivation for me. I went down lower and lower
ignoring the pain. Just concentrating on josh, he was enjoying it. I know he had
some sort of control for him to not just ram it up in me. He still had his hand
at my side. But now the one holding his cock up was on my side as well .I felt
his pubes on my butt. I did it! YAY!

He hips were moving around making little circles, opening me up wider. The
pain was still there but the look on his face made me forget. Forget anything
other than josh. My josh.

" I got your cherry. god I love you, feels so good." He rolled me over on my
back, with his cock still in me. It wasn't hurting as bad, I was ready for it.

 I was on my back and josh was between my legs again. He started moving a
little bit in and out. My hands on his back, rubbing around his soft skin.
Feeling the muscles beneath.
He was sucking and licking my neck and ear. I was in heaven and we just
started.

" I'm gonna make this last forever." he whispered in my ear. His breath going
down to my neck, sending shivers down my back.

" feels like heaven." I whispered back.

He dove back to my lips. And my hand went down to my cock. Jacking it as he
slowly pumped in and out. I wanted him to cum in me, so I can have a part if
him. We were one, connected not only on a mentally but now physically.

With him slowly making love to me and my hand, I was loosing it. I wanted
this to last forever but it felt too good to stop.

" Josh...I-I'm close."

" me too baby. Cum with me..." his blue eyes, were sparkling. Like they held a
million starts in them. But they weren't stars, it was love.

He picked up the speed going faster and breaking the rhythm we had. He pinned
my hands above me while tongue assaulting my neck. His free hand replacing
the hand that was jerking my cock.

" fuck....." his breathing was harder than it already was and starting jerking
me off harder. I knew he was about to come. so was I.

" Josh..." I could feel him shooting inside me and I started shooting on my
stomach and some even got on his chest. He went in harder than he already was,
still shooting. Marking his territory. Claiming me.

 His hand stopped jerking me and his other one released me from his hold. He
went in deep one last time. Then fell on me. His chest heaving up and down
with every breath. He was heavy but I didn't care.

When he came down from his orgasmic rush he started speaking.

" you're completely mine now. I got your mind and body."

" I was always yours. Just waiting for you."

"forever babe. Forever..."

 " Yea josh, forever." we fell asleep like that. Him on top of me, cock still
buried deep inside still semi hard.

I woke up in the morning in a different position though. Josh was behind me,
spooning me. Morning wood poking me in the back.

" you finally awake." it was josh.

" your up early for a Saturday."  I said yawning. it was barely nine. Who
wakes up that early on the weekend.

" I always get up this early. Gotta keep my body in shape for basketball."
well I couldn't disagree with that.

" So last night was..." I smiled, already knowing he was going to say.

" The best sex I ever had." I could tell he was smiling . WAIT!! The best
sex. he wasn't supposed to say that.

" so you weren't a virgin before last night." I had smile that said 'you're
joking right. but he couldn't see it.

" Yea so..." I gave him virginity and some one else got his.

" you're a jackass!"

" it's not like I knew you were finally gonna give it up today, I have needs
too." I cant believe him. But I didn't want to argue after last night.

" ok...ready for round two." I purposely moved back on his hard on.

" all you gotta do is ask. But you know I was serious when I said I'm Bi,
right. I really do like girls." No he's not he cant be.

" ok, but were together now. So your all mine and I ain't sharing."

" actually I don't want anything too serious right now. I mean were only 14
what if we loose what we have, what if I can't control myself and go fuck some
girl. I don't want to loose you."

" what are you saying? And why is it always some girl. Are you sure your Bi.
AM I just some fuck toy, when one of your bitches don't put out." I was
crying, but he couldn't  see it, my back was to him.

" NO, NO that's not what I'm saying. I just don't want to loose you is all.
And you're the only guy for me. Nobody else, just you."

" So what the fuck? Why do you want to fuck other people if you have me. Not
like I'm denying you!"  then " it was Stacy, right"

" yea but-" he was trying to defend himself, after he went crazy over Johnny.
I only blew Johnny"

" I only blew  Johnny and you went all the way with a GIRL."

" does it matter if it was a girl, does it really matter. Your words babe,
not mine. Yours."So now he's going to turn my own words against me.

" so I'm no better that Stacy in you book. YOUR words josh not mine."  I
snapped.

" you know you are, so don't even."

" I know Josh but, am I not enough for you. That you have to go fuck some
bitch."

 " don't call her a bitch!"

" I just don't like my boyfriend-"

" boyfriends-" he didn't want me to call him my boyfriend.

"ok, I get it. I am just a fuck toy. FUCK YOU JOSH. FUCK YOU! Ya know what I
think I might just go give JOHNNY a visit."

" Like Hell you are ."

" were not boyfriends, so whatever. And maybe I might go a little farther
this time."

" FUCK NO. YOU ARENT!! He's a fuckin pot head, and he's told old for you."
he flipped me over so that I was on my back and he could see my face. My face,
with tears rolling down my eyes, blood red eyes.

" ...I'm sorry, don't worry baby. ok. You're the only one I love."

" I know but why-"he silenced me with a kiss. Along kiss that led to more.
That day, well those two days led to me and josh's COMPLICATED relationship. Our
somewhat open relationship, our jealous relationship. Our relationship. Me
and josh's

" so you ready for round two." he smiled. wiping away my tears.

"I thought you had to workout." I smiled back through drying tears. he could
always make me forget. But its not like I could stay mad at him forever.

"This is my workout..."

That was just the beginning. Too bad forever doesn't last as long as you
want. its always great in the beginning always rocky in the middle but in the end
its worth it right? Me and him are forever...  it was the beginning of the end.
we were like that for two years...

A/N
 YAY. chapter 2. Well, I want to thank everyone again who e-mailed me. And if
you liked this chapter you should do it again. If you like this one checkout
my other story called anybody just not him, its in the high school section as
well. you'll get him in the end. Well, I hope you enjoyed it, see ya in
chapter 3. NEL114@AOL.COM