Date: Mon, 6 Nov 2006 23:26:51 -0800 (PST) From: Axebomber Subject: I Have You ch.1 I took a seat outside at a restaurant. My emotions were very, um, unstable is the correct word I believe. After all, wouldn't you be upset after you just walked in on your boyfriend with another boy? Sure, I didn't give him any sexual favors but why did he have to invite someone over to his house to have sex with him real quick while I was out getting medicine? So as you can imagine I am not taking it well. Anyways, back to the restaurant, I ordered my drink and moments later there's my waiter. Good god he was so adorably cute! He was about 5'7" with medium length light brown hair and stunning blue eyes all on a soft face. "Here's your coffee sir." He said. I think he saw a lot more hurt in my eyes than anyone else around me who was staring did. And he even looked a little concerned, but this was probably just my mind paying tricks because he was just so cute. The coffee had to be the best in town. And at ten o'clock I was putting up any argument. Besides, I was still sick. I can't even drive; I had to walk here after seeing my boyfriend cheat on me. Luckily the restaurant isn't that far from his house. A few minutes later the waiter came back out and started talking to me. "Is this seat taken?" he asked. "No, not at all." I smiled weakly to him. "I don't mean to intrude but are you okay?" I could see the sincerity in his eyes. After questioning for a little while I started telling him what happened. I finished with a big sigh and more tears. He just sat there awestruck either from what Matt did to me or the fact that I was gay. "Wow what an ass! I'd never do that to you." He said smiling at me. "Yeah well I'm done with him now of course. And I hate to change the subject but do you guys have any kind of alcoholic beverage here?" "Yes, I'll be right back, but how old are you?" "Sixteen." "I'm not sure I can get it for you but...just hold on a sec." A few minutes later he came back out with a martini. Not to strong but hey it got the job done. "I had someone buy it for me." He said. Drinking wasn't my thing so I got buzzed after the one martini and he brought me seven more. "Well...Mr. Waiter I need to get home." "Um I don't think so. I'll drive you home because you're a little drunk. And my names Tommy." "I'm Jared." I said groggily. He went inside for about five minutes then came back out with his apron over his shoulder. I was getting even more attracted to him all just because he was being so gentle and caring with me. Trying my best to get me to my house we got lost several times. Finally he said he'd just take me home tomorrow and I could just stay at his place. By the time we pulled in his parents' driveway I was staring out the window crying profusely. Again he gently helped me into the house and up to his bedroom. Before I knew it I was in his bed; it was quite exciting for me. "There you go." Tommy said as he covered me up. He started to leave but not before I started mumbling to him. "Wait, where are...you going?" "I don't want to sleep with you if you don't want. And you're too drunk to ask." "You can, it's fine, really." So he crawled into his bed and turned away from me. Either he was being polite or he was uncomfortable looking at me. I was hoping he was just being polite. Anyways, I soon passed out. But later in the night something woke me up. And it was Tommy, he was holding me. "Now this I can live with." I said quietly to myself. I fell back asleep with a smile on my face. I woke up around ten and checked my cell phone; there were five missed calls. Four were Matt and one was my mom. I obviously called her and told her I was staying at a friend's house and decided not to tell her about Matt yet. "Hey Jared, nice to see you're up. I made you some breakfast." Tommy said with a huge grin on his face. "Um thanks." I said probably looking a little uncomfortable. "Wha...what's wrong?" "Oh nothing it's just I'm not used to that. I was always the one to serve Matt." I said as I trailed off. "Well, here I serve you." While eating I couldn't help but notice he kept staring at me. I liked it but I wondering if he was staring for a reason so I kept blushing. "Thanks, those were really good eggs. Did you put cheese on them?" "Yes. I think cheese makes most things better." "You love to cook, huh?" I asked smiling at him. "Cooking is a passion. That's why I work at Ray's Shack. Although I'm a waiter I plan on being a chef someday." He said looking a little embarrassed of his dream. "I like cooking to, however, I don't think I'm as good as you." I immediately noticed his face brighten up. "I'm sorry to eat and run but I have to get home." "Here, let me drive you. It'll be my pleasure." He said giving me a wink. "Oh but before I go home can you take me by my boyf...ex's house?" Tears started to swell up in my eyes. "Hey let me tell you something," he said grabbing me in a hug. "It's his loss alright? Not yours. And maybe Matt did you a favor." "How's that?" I asked holding onto I'm harder. "He was just a starter. Preparing you for something even better!" Tommy then looked at me and started to lean into me. We locked lips and started kissing before I pulled back. "Tommy I'm sorry but I'm not ready for that right now." I said. I could see the disappointment in his eyes and as much as I wanted him to kiss me again I just didn't want to be hurt again. "Sorry." He said in a sullen tone. "Don't worry about it." We got in is car and headed towards Matt's house. Last night I didn't notice how nice his car or his house was. "Maybe I should've said this last night but nice car Tommy." "Yeah my parents bought it for me as a birthday present. I think it was because I hardly see them `cause they're always away on business. It's a Nissan 350z Roadster and she is the best car in the world." We finally got to Matt's parents' house. He parked on the street and I got out and went up to the door while Tommy kept his distance leaning on his car looking extremely sexy. "Coming!" Matt shouted. He opened the door and was surprised to see me standing there. God he disgusted me; he was still in his boxers with...with...white stains on them and his stomach. He tried to pull me into a kiss but I slapped him before he could get anywhere. I stormed in the house and grabbed my things. The whole time I was there Matt kept trying to explain to me what was going on. "Baby I'm sorry. We had a fling a while back and he was drunk when he got here and he just started coming onto me then before you know it we were having sex." "You know Matt I don't know what's more embarrassing: the fact that my boyfriend doesn't have enough sense to lock the doors or that he can't even come up with a decent enough lie." "Jared what can I say? The heart wants what it wants." "Well Matt my heart wants to hurt you but I can control it!" I said viciously. He stood in the hallway with a surprised look on his face; I just continued to walk outside. "Jared wait, let's talk about this." "Matt there's nothing to talk about. Since last night I've moved on to better things." I said with an evil grin on my face. He looked past me and saw Tommy leaning on his car. "Him? You'd rather have him?" Matt said looking disgusted. I can't imagine why, Tommy was adorable, but then I figured it out; he was jealous. "Yes him. Within one night he showed me what you were never like. He was sweet and caring and gentle. You were never any of those things. We're going out Matt!" I screamed. Tommy heard me and he looked happy, worried, and confused all at the same time. All of a sudden he walked past me and started yelling at Tommy. "How dare you break up a happy couple! You've got a lot of nerve you ugly ass!" Matt yelled. I was now officially pissed off. I ran over to Tommy and stood in front of him, protecting him from Matt. But Matt kept trying to get to him so I finally lost it and slapped Matt as hard as I could. The boy whom Matt was sleeping with came out after hearing the commotion and ran to Matt's aid. "I hope your happy with your choice Matt, I know I am." Then I grabbed Tommy's head and we locked lips. I kissed him so passionately with my tongue entering his mouth and I made sure matt saw this. Pulling away from Tommy I got in his car as did he and we drove off. I was really proud of myself. Then I looked at Tommy. He was crying. "What's wrong Tommy?" "What you said back there...about us being together...it wasn't true was it?" he asked starting to pull off onto the side of the road crying harder. "Why would you say that?" "Because this morning when I kissed you, you said you needed time then when that boy came from Matt's house you kissed me...and said we're boyfriends. Was I a way to get Matt jealous?" "Tommy I did want to get him jealous but I had no intentions of bringing you into this. And besides, I do wanna be your boyfriend." He stopped crying and looked up at me. I very slowly moved in and kissed him. "So Tommy...do you wanna go out still?" I asked. "Yes." He said smiling from ear to ear. "You're my first boyfriend then. Pathetic, huh?" he said as he looked down at the steering wheel. "No not at all. Matt was my first and luckily I didn't have sex with him. It was pretty stupid of me to get with him in the first place. Apparently he's had sex more times than should be legal." Tommy laughed when I said that. "But I'm dying to know...are you a virgin?" "Yeah. I'm all virgin." He smiled weakly at me. "Ha-ha no dude that's a very good thing. I'm not interested in that anyways...are you?" "Nah but I've had my moments. Sex is the last thing on my mind." "Good." I said as I leaned in and kissed him again. "When did you know you were gay Tommy?" "Well last night was when I finally accepted it, but only a week earlier had I suspected it. So if I'm not up for open displays just give me time." "No problem babe. But, uh, it kinda seems like your okay with kissing." I said while laughing. "Yeah, kissing and hugging and all that is fine. I meant like publicly." "Well I'm not ready for that either. And were kinda the same. I mean I didn't realize it until a couple weeks ago. Then I got with Matt to see what it was like and, well, then I realized I was gay." I said. "Well...you ready to go home?" he asked. "Yeah. As long as I have you." ****** This is one of my first stories so be gentle. comments appreciated, they help keep the ideas coming. next chapter up soon.