Date: Wed, 27 Jun 2012 12:17:04 -0700 From: Eric James Subject: I wanna know what love is chp 19 This fictional story contains sex and graphic violence between underage minors. All normal legal warnings apply. Story should not be used, duplicated or re-written without the consent of the author as the author holds the copy right to the story. Please feel free to send all comments and suggestions to my email eric.z.james@live.com I wanna know what love is chp 19 It had been since Jules was attacked for the second time, and things have been rather tense. Damian returned to New York, leaving his best friend in the care of his new devoted boyfriend Kodi, but before he left he had some words for Aiden. Not only was he extremely pissed off at the boy who had promised to love and take care of him, he wanted to hurt him as much as Jules was hurt, knowing that that wouldn't settle anything he warned Aiden to stay as far away from Jules. Aiden told him that he wanted to apologize and to make things right, but Damian said that now was not the time. Jules refused to shut himself off again and returned to school and back to the stares and whispers as he walked the halls, surprisingly he got a lot of words of support which he still wasn't quite used to. Apparently watching him get brutally beaten by a bully and school mate didn't sit to well with a lot of the kids that witnessed the attack. Aiden did what Damian told him to do and stayed away from Jules and the group that use to be his friends, it was fairly easy for him to do since basketball season was coming to an end and Cajon High School had made it to the play offs. It was bittersweet for him because the one and only person he wanted to cheer him on didn't want to have anything to do with him. Dante Monroe had been suspended for three weeks, which was a shock. Kodi was pissed that he hadn't been suspended and had fully intended to go to vice-principal Kripke and make a complaint but Jules stopped him. A few of the students that witnessed the attacked and recorded it and uploaded it to YouTube but when the vice-principal did his own investigation into the matter, no one wanted to talk so there was only so much that he could do, and the other three guys who were in on it had actually graduated the year before. Jules didn't want any legal actions taken against them incase they told police what Kodi and Damian did to them. When Dante returned to school he stayed far away from Jules and even looked scared to look at him, Jules had to wonder what his best friend and boyfriend actually did to him. Jules' friends whoever wouldn't leave his side, which became awkward at times because DeMarco was no longer speaking to Amy for defending her brother, he took to ignoring her completely when she was around which broke both their hearts because they both loved each other, but DeMarco wasn't going to relent and speak to her again until he was ready. Caden wouldn't leave Jules' side either, he had really stepped out of his shyness since he started dating Connor, which was a good thing, but after Jules got beat up he promised himself that he wouldn't let something like that happen to his friend again. Jules had done so much for him and had been a great friend and like a big brother, Caden didn't have any friends until he met Jules and he didn't want to lose him as such. Dustin was always around, even before the incident and he stayed by Jules' side after, but there relationship was different now, there were friends and it felt right. Dustin didn't feel the need to fight for his attention anymore and Jules didn't need to feel bad for keeping him at bay, they could actually just hang out and be friends. Dustin and Damian had taken to talking almost everyday and emailing even more then that, Jules could tell they were really starting to like each other; Dustin had even made plans to fly to New York with Jules for Damian's high school graduation. John Fairbanks had also been with Jules much to everyone's surprise; he would eat lunch with Jules and his friends and make sure he got to his car safely after school. Jules was still shocked to be able to call John a friend but was glad that he did. John was finally free to be himself, he got teased a little bit but nothing too serious, he was still considered a big scary jock and no one wanted to cross him the wrong way, but he was happy; he had a great boyfriend and most of his old friends had accepted him and he even had new friends with Jules' group. Now Valentine's Day was just around the corner and Jules was a little nervous about the holiday. It was the first time he was going to celebrate the holiday with a boyfriend, when he was dating Christian they didn't do anything for the special day, he didn't even see or speak to him and later Christian claimed that he forgot. But now Jules was with someone who actually cared about such things, he didn't know if he should buy Kodi a gift or maybe cook a romantic dinner for him and Kodi hadn't mentioned any plans to him. Jules fretted over it until the day finally came, he decided he was going to wait until Kodi got home from school then take him to dinner and a movie, Kodi was had done so much for Jules and now Jules wanted to do something sweet for him. Kodi was due home at 4:00pm so Jules took a shower and got dressed. Kodi had told him previously that he liked to see him in clothes that showed off his body, so Jules wore a slim pair of black slacks that hugged his ass just right and a very tight low-cut v-neck t-shirt to show off his neck and chest, he wore the necklace that Kodi gave him for Christmas, he actually never took it off. After he got dressed he went down to the family room to wait for his boyfriend to arrive. It was now 4:45 and Kodi hadn't showed up and Jules was starting to get a little anxious, he didn't know why Kodi was late if he knew it was Valentine's Day. He paced around the family room and kept looking out the windows to see if he could see Kodi pull up the drive way. By 5:30; Jules checked his cell phone to see if there were any messages from him and there were none, just then Jules realized that since they had been together they had texted each other multiple times a day everyday and Kodi hadn't texted him once that day. Jules went to send him a text but stopped himself, he didn't want to be the one to text him first if Kodi had forgot what today was, Jules stubborn that way but then he got a little worried. What is something happened to Kodi, it wasn't uncommon with people in his life these days, now worrying; Jules paced around wondering if something bad had happened. He paced for thirty minutes before he came to his senses and decided to go ahead and text him. Just as he picked up his cell phone, Kodi's truck pulled into the drive way. He got out and was wearing work out clothes and carrying a gym bag. Jules was confused and a little upset, he made 5:00 reservations at a nice restaurant on Valentine's Day and Kodi looked like he was out playing basketball with his friends. Jules put his phone in his pocket and sat down on the couch trying to figure out what to do or say to Kodi. "He babe I'm home" Kodi yelled from the side entrance to the house. Jules didn't reply, he still didn't know if he should be upset or not. "Wow you look nice" he said after giving Jules a kiss "You going out with your friends or something?" he said trying to hide a smirk. "What?" Jules asked confused and a little shocked. "I said you look nice, are you going out with you friends" Kodi replied trying to keep a solid straight face. "No, I'm not going out with my friends" he said getting irritated. "Oh, ok...I was playing basketball with my boys and I stink so I'm going to go take a shower" Kodi said, then quickly turned and ran up the stairs before Jules could see his face break with laughter. Jules watched Kodi turn and run up the stairs, now he was pissed; a simple kiss, no phone call or text to say where he was, no flowers or candy or even just a simple "Happy Valentine's Day", Jules knew he shouldn't assume that Kodi would be the type to celebrate a holiday like that and to go all out like a man would do for a woman, be he knew that Kodi was a romantic so in the back of his mind he was expecting at least a small gesture, and to get nothing at all had angered and confused him. Kodi returned from his shower moments later, wearing cut off sweat pants and a tank top and was barefoot like he had no plans on leave the house after that. He sauntered into the family room and sat now next to Jules, picked up the remote control and started flipping through the channels. Jules turned and gave Kodi a glare that could have burned holes into the side of his head, he felt Jules staring at him and as much as wanted to break down, he fought it, intent on winning this little game with his lover. "I'm getting kind of hungry, you wanna come with me to McDonalds to get something to eat" he said to Jules, hoping that this would be the kicker. He turned to look Jules in the eyes and saw the spark of angry and knew that his comment worked, he braced himself for the onslaught of yelling that was about to come and had to hold back his smile from giving him away. "Are you fucking serious?!" Jules yelled "It's Valentine's day and you want to go to McDonalds?...firstly you don't call or text me all day and I made reservations at a very nice restaurant and was going to take you to a movie afterwards but you were out with your friends" he took a breath before he continued to yell "You come home and you don't say shit to me...no Happy Valentine's day or nothing and now you ask me to go to fucking McDonalds...REALLY?!" "Babe, I'm sorry...I forgot and you could have told me you had made plans" Kodi said, he figured Jules would make plans but he had his surprise planned for a while "And you could have called or texted me, you didn't have to wait for me to text you...I'm sorry I messed up your plans, but you could have told me, I was at school all day and just wanted some time to unwind with my friends. If you want to can try and change the reservations or go to the movie" he said, hoping he had anticipated Jules' next move correctly. "No, I'm going to the movie myself" Jules said getting off the couch in a huff and starting to look for his car keys "where are my keys" he asked with me couldn't find them. "You left them in the guest house yesterday" he said looking at Jules and again trying to keep a straight face, he had anticipated what Jules would do correctly. Jules stalked off out the back door and towards the guest house and Kodi followed behind. When Jules opened the door to the guest house his face hit the floor, he wasn't prepared for what he had walked into, and the inside of the guest house was decorated like the inside of a Bedouin tent. There were materials and tapestries hanging down the walls and from the ceiling fans, there were cushions and throw pillows everywhere. There had to have been at least thirty candles lit and soft music was playing. On the bed between the mass of pillows sat a bouquet of purple and red roses and candy and on the coffee table in front of the couch on the coffee table sat a buffet of finger foods, fruits and pastries. Jules covered his mouth with his hands as his eyes started to water, no one had ever done anything this sweet and thoughtful for him in his entire life, he was spilling tears by the time he turned out to find Kodi standing closely behind him. "This is...I can't...no one has ever..." he stammered "I thought you forgot" "I love you Jules, I would never do anything to make you think otherwise" he said after he leaned in and gave Jules a soft kiss on the lips. "How?" "Oh I've been planning this for a while" he chuckled "and a lot of people helped, including your dad" "What?!" Jules asked shocked to hear that his dad had something to do with this surprise. "I told him my plan and he told me where I could rent all this pillows, hangings and the hookah equipment, he even paid for it" "But how did you get all this done? We were in here yesterday for a while and you didn't leave my side at all last night" "Both your friends and my friends helped...they started last night after we went to sleep and finished early this morning, it was really hard for them to be quiet and Amy brought over the food, flowers and candy and set up the rest just a little while ago, she came in through the back entrance of the property so you wouldn't see her come up the drive way" "Wow" Jules said grabbing Kodi by the neck and kissing him deep. Kodi picked Jules up and wrapped his lover's legs around his own waist and carried him into the guest house while they still kissed. He lowered him on the bed next to the roses and candy and lay on top of him, still kissing and licking at his lips. "I love you" Jules said pulling back from the kiss and looking Kodi directly in the eye. "That is the first time you ever said that to me...I know you love me and I love you" Kodi said with a huge smile before leaning back into the kiss. "We can't mess this place up to bad, the only way I could get out friends to do this for us is if I told them we could have a couple's party in here tomorrow night" Kodi said. "Well, we can mess if up a little bit" Jules replied as he took of his shirt and kissed Kodi again. ********************************************** Jules woke up the next morning naked with Kodi spooned around him and both of them tangled up in Moroccan sheets, pillows were strewn everywhere and all the candles had burned out but Jules could still smell the faint aroma of the hookah burning. He smiled at the memory of the most wonderful evening he ever had. Their love making went on all night with stops in between to snack on some food and quench there thirsts. Now Kodi was still asleep with both his legs and arms wrapped loosely around his lover, Jules tried to slide gently away from him trying not to wake him up. Kodi felt Jules moved and even though he was still sleep, he instinctly drew Jules into a tighter embrace to not let him go. Jules chuckled softly as Kodi grinded his morning wood into his boyfriends butt crack, Jules turned around to face him, still wrapped in his arms and softly kissed his chest. "Mmmm" Kodi moaned still in his slumber, but loosened his grip, Jules took the opportunity to move downward and trailing kisses down Kodi's body as he went. When he got to he prize; he couldn't quite reach it at the angle Kodi was laying, so Jules gently guided Kodi to roll onto his back and checking to make sure he was still sleep as he did. Kodi stirred a bit but soon after his breathing evened out again and began his cute light snoring that he does. Jules took his man's hard cock in his hand and caressed it with a feather light touch, the sensation caused Kodi's foreskin to retract all the way as his bulbous head popped through leaking sweet pre-cum. Jules wasted no time taking the head into his mouth and swirling his tongue around it, savoring the tangy sweet taste of Kodi's juices. He felt the cock swell more so he took hold of it by the base and gave it a little squeeze. "Mmmm" Kodi moaned as he started to move his hips, still asleep. Jules filled his mouth with as much of his own saliva as he could and began to slide Kodi's cock slowly into his mouth and down into his throat. "Fuuccckkkk" Kodi groaned as his eyes shot open, for a brief second he was unaware of what was going on and thought it was a dream, but then he looked down and saw the most beautiful sight of his boyfriend with his cock in his mouth and making love to it. "Good morning baby" he said as he took hold of Jules's head, he didn't need to guide Jules at all in what he was doing, he just liked holding on to him while he did it. Jules couldn't say good morning back, but the look he gave Kodi said all it needed to. He sucked and slurped on Kodi's massive pole for what seemed to him like hours but was probably about ten minutes. Kodi was actually surprised that he was able to hold out for so long considering the mind blowing head he was receiving, but considering the amount of time he blew his load inside his lover the night before, he was bound to last a while. Jules pulled the dick out of his mouth and told his man to jack it; Kodi did as he was told and Jules took his hairless balls into his mouth and massaged them with his tongue. Kodi nearly jumped out of his skin at the sensation of his balls inside of a hot wet mouth, his toes curled and his eyes rolled in the back of his head as he yelled out loudly in pleasure. The was the precise reason Jules liked to suck Kodi's balls, even more so then he liked sucking his lover dick. Kodi was a total top and had never been fucked before, he wasn't too keen on anyone really touching him down there and Jules knew that, but there was something Jules was dying to try. He knew Kodi would love it once he did it, but he would never go through with it if he was asked, so Jules decided he was just going to spring it on him without saying anything. Kodi laid with his legs spread, head tilted back and eyes closed, jacking his meat while the love of his life laid between his legs licking and sucking the hell out of his testicles. While Kodi seemed to be in a state of pure and hazy pleasure, Jules made his move. He took the balls out of his mouth but continued to massage them in his hand; he brought his mouth as close to Kodi's hole as he could get with his eyes still trained on Kodi's face. He stuck out his tongue and licked his man's hole and then started to trace it with the tip of his tongue, it took Kodi a couple minutes to realize what was happening before he looked down and gasped. "What the fuck was that?" he asked gasping and sweaty. "It was my tongue" "Why...why did you lick my ass?" he asked shuddering at the sensation but still stroking his cock. "Did you like it?" Jules asked with a grin. "Yeah...kind of" "It's just my tongue babe, nothing else. Trust me you will love it...can I continue?" After a few seconds of thought, Kodi closed his eyes and nodded. "I won't hurt you I promise" Jules said. "I know you won't, I trust you" Kodi replied. "Good, now keep stroking that beautiful meat of yours...or should I say mine, because you know your cock now belongs to me right?" "Oh does it?" Kodi asked with a smile. "Hell yeah it does" "So does that mean that your ass belongs to me?" "Of course it does...I'm all yours" Jules replied. He dove face first into Kodi's hole and reveled in the fact that he was the first and hopefully only person to ever really touch him there. He licked and swirled at his hole getting it nice and wet before prying it open with his tongue and shoving it inside. "Holy fucking shit that's amazing" Kodi yelled as he pumped his dick harder into his fist. Jules darted his tongue in and out of his of man's ass, trying desperately to lick his prostate. "Oh my God baby, I'm gonna cum...oh shit here it comes...oh fuck" Kodi sputtered as his load shot out of him like a volcano. Right before his cum erupted out of him, Jules pulled his tongue out of his ass and engulfed Kodi's dick swallowing every bit of cum that entered his mouth. "Fuck babe, you taste so good...you cum and your ass tastes so sweet" Jules said licking left over jizz from the side of his mouth. Kodi couldn't speak, he was panting so hard his chest was starting to hurt. It took him a few moments to pull himself together after such an amazing before he turned his attention to Jules. "It's your turn" Kodi said as he picked Jules up by the shoulders and flipped him on his back. Not wanting to waste any time, he took his boy's beautiful cock into his mouth and work feverishly on it. Jules was already primed to pop and blew his load after having his cock in Kodi's mouth for only a minute. Sweaty and completely sated, Jules snuggled up on top of Kodi with his head on his chest, he rested his hand on his man's cheek as Kodi draped one arm across his back and laid the other hand on Jules' ass. "I love you Kodi Joseph Archuleta" he said looked into Kodi's eyes. "And I love you Jules Marcel Barrett" he said beaming right back at him "Let's go back to sleep we have the whole day and our friends won't be here until tonight" "Ok" Jules said "but there is something I need to do first" He reached over and picked up his cell phone from off the bedside table and dialed DeMarco's number and waited as it rung. "Hello" DeMarco said. "Listen, I know you are not talking to her because you think you have to be loyal to me because she was defending her brother and I love your for that, you are more then a great friend. But you love her, so enough is enough already. Call her and make plans to pick her up tonight and be over here later, don't argue with me because you know I am right" "Alright" DeMarco said and Jules hung up the phone. He laid his head back down on Kodi's chest and fell asleep. ************************************************ A fantastic February had come to a close and it was now the beginning of March. After Valentine's Day Jules was on a total love high, he never in his life experienced what it felt like to have someone love him and Kodi showed him everyday. They pretty quickly turned into a little domestic couple, cooking and cleaning for each other, Jules helping Kodi with his school work, which Kodi found a little disconcerting at first, having a 16 year old help a college student with his work but he quickly got over it. Jules had caught up and surpassed his own school work and was technically done for the year and only needed to come back to school for graduation. He was going to stay the whole year because it was something this mother wanted but now he wanted to spend as much time Kodi as possible. Jules still spent time with his friends, most of them were couples except Dustin, who was officially with Damian now but since he lived in New York Dustin was usually the odd man in the group but that didn't stop Jules from wanting him around. Caden came over most weekends whether Connor came with him or not, they really were a cute couple, Connor spoiled Caden and showered him affection. Amy and DeMarco finally made up the day after Valentine's Day just in time for the couple's party. Stellan came home from his mission as well, he had taken to Kodi without any problems, Jules didn't know if it was because he actually made him happy or if it was because Kodi worked for Stellan or maybe because Stellan didn't wanna deal with Jules' anger if he refused their relationship. Maybe a combination of the three. Jules was happy to have his father home and was spending as much time as he could with him, Stellan had taken to training his son again. Jules was a genius when it came to anything technical or when it came to his combat skills and with weapons he was off the charts, but Stellan wanted him to work on controlling his emotions and strengthening his senses. Jules had also received two more letters from Jacob West since the one he received during Christmas but Jules had yet to write him back, he really didn't know what to say to the boy but he knew that he should. After reading his last letter where Jacob explained that he had to share what he did to him in a group therapy session, and was beating almost mercilessly for raping someone by the other teen inmates. He apologized again to Jules for what he had done but then said it wasn't until the moment he was jumped that he had realized the pain Jules had gone through. After reading that; Jules decided it was time for him to write Jacob back. He told Jacob that he was sorry that he was beaten up but wasn't sorry about the lesson he learned by it, and was glad if Jacob turned his negative experience into a positive one. He also told Jacob about the second attack and other problems he has had since he was raped to remind Jacob that bad things happen all the time but its how you move on from them that defines you. He lastly told Jacob that he wasn't quite ready to forgive him yet for what he had done, but the letters are helping him a little bit. ******************************************** Even though Jules was longer attending school because he had completed already, he still went by the campus twice a week to run track with Caden, he recently got his young friend into working out him and even talked him into taking martial arts classes with him Dustin and DeMarco, taught by Vice-Principal Kripke. Jules picked up Caden on one of their off days and went to the mall the hang out and do a little shopping, both of them needed new pairs of running shoes so they stopped inside Footlocker to see what they had. After walking into the store Jules stopped dead in his tracks as he came face to face to with Aiden, he had totally forgot that he worked at the store after school and on most weekends. He really didn't know what to say to him or if he wanted to say anything to him at all. Jules was pissed that Aiden didn't even come to see him in the hospital or afterwards even though he was sure that Kodi and Damian had something to do with it, but then again he did tell him he wanted nothing to do with him. "Hi" Aiden said in a whisper, trying very hard to meet Jules' eyes. "Hi" he replied, not trying to look at Aiden but seeing Caden standing near by wide eyed. "So how have you been?" Aiden asked still trying to get Jules to look at him in his eyes. "Good" "So you're done with school early I hear" Jules closed his eyes and took a deep breath to try and steel his nerves before looking up at Aiden and said "Are we really going to stand here and have a conversation about nonsense?" "I miss you" "Well that's your own fucking fault isn't it?" Jules said starting to get angry and raising his voice a bit. "I'm sorry Jules, I know that I've been saying it a lot but I mean it...I'm sorrier then you can even imagine. Not only did I hurt you but I lost my best friend, my little brother and I want him back more then anything. Please forgive me" "Yes you hurt me, I thought that you of all people would never ever hurt me because you never had before then all of a sudden you couldn't keep from hurting me...I know that you knew what they were going to do before hand" Jules said and Aiden looked at the ground ashamed of himself. Jules continued "but I'm great now, almost perfect, Kodi makes me happier then I have ever been and I don't want anyone or anything to fuck that up...I don't want to risk it". "I'm glad he makes you happy Jules, and I would never want to come between that...I just want my best friend back and I'm willing to do anything to make that happen" he said touching Jules lightly on the arm. "I don't know Ade; I'd have to think about it" "You called me Ade" he said with a smile "You only call me Ade when you aren't mad at me" "Well don't read too much into it...at least not right now, I gotta go" Jules said before taking a still silent and shocked Caden by the hand and walking out of the store". Jules knew deep down inside that he would eventually forgive him, but he wasn't so sure that their friendship would be the same and he wasn't ready to forgive him just yet. If it was anyone else, he would have moved passed the situation already, but it was Aiden who hurt him and Aiden should have known better. Now Jules rushed Caden and himself out of the mall and back home to where Kodi was and he could remind him that he was loved just like he deserved. 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