Date: Fri, 24 Apr 2009 16:00:20 -0400 From: spiderwick1 secret Subject: It Really Hurts Chapter 4 This story contains sexual contact between teenage boys. This story is 100 % fiction. This story may not be legal where you live or it may be offensive to you, I this is the case please leave now. It Really Hurts Chapter 4 Jerry woke about 3:15 AM, he had this really weird feeling, he looked over at Mike, although he appeared to be sleeping, he looked like he was having a difficult time breathing. Jerry sprang to a sitting position, turned to face Mike, lifted him up into a sitting position, he seemed to start to breathe easier, he opened his eyes and seemed like he was out of it, Jerry said Mike are you OK. Mike leaned his head against Jerry's shoulder and said I am now. Jerry asked, what happened? Mike said that I sort of woke a little, was having a hard time breathing, but I could not sit up or call out, I thought I was going to die laying right next to you. Jerry hugged him and pulled him close, he felt mike shaking, it's ok Mike I will not let anything happen to you, go back to sleep, I will hold you the rest of the night. Mike whispered, thanks Jerry. Jerry said no problem. then he started to rock back and forth trying to get Mike to fall asleep, He heard Mike softly snoring and when he knew that it was safe, he broke down and started to cry, He was thinking, I finally find the person I truly love and I am scared to death that I am going to lose him. I have to be strong and pull myself together, I do not want him to see my cry, that could cause him to panic , I will have no part of that. Jerry sat there all night holding Mike. He knew that Mike was sleeping soundly, He never felt as whole a person as he did when he was holding Mike. he was thinking that Mike suddenly had become such a strong and powerful part of his life. he could not picture it without him. He had grown to love Mike so much over the past few days, that he thought, how could I not have known how I felt about him before. Jerry was starting to get really tired, and holding mike with his head on his chest, Jerry dozed off Mike woke up about 6:15 and he was laying in Jerry's lap, he had a wonderful view of Jerry's hard cock, he reached down and gently took it in his hand, with his thumb he lightly rubbed over the tip, Jerry though sound asleep, said oh God yes, and then said nothing, Mike was wondering if he should stroke Jerry's cock, it felt so good when he did it, he wanted to return the favor, he thought for a moment and then decided he would do it, He slowly started to stroke Jerry's cock and it seemed to get harder in his hand, with his head where it was, he could feel Jerry starting to breathe really fast and deep, as he stroked jerry he saw a clear drop appear at the tip of his cock, Jerry was breathing faster now and his cock seemed to swell again and then Jerry woke up, and without knowing what was going on, said I'm cumming and he shot all over Mike's face and hair. Jerry said Mike why did you do that.? you should not stress yourself, please from now on don't do that unless we agree and I can make sure nothing happens to you. Mike 's eyes started to well up with tears, he said I just wanted to give you as much pleasure ass you have given me. I am sorry I disappointed you. Jerry pulled his up onto his lap and said Mike I am not disappointed with you, I am worried about you. Mike looked at Jerry and said, I can not take this any more, why do I have to have cancer, I hate it, I hate life I hate you, I hate everything, and then he just broke down and started to cry, Jerry knew that he did not mean any of that, he knew he love him, his mom, and Life, he was just getting tired of all the doctors, hospitals and the medications, he just want it all to end, so he could be happy again like he used to be. Mike was still crying when his mom came in and saw Jerry holding him. She looked with questioning eyes? Jerry looked back and then just shook his had no. She nodded that she understood and quietly left the room. Mike was finally starting to ease up on his crying, he looked at Jerry and said I did not mean any of that. Jerry smiled and said, I know, I wish there was something I could do to ease you pain and suffering, but I am human and all I can do is love you. MIke looked up and smiled, well if that is the best you can do, I will gladly take all I can get, I Love you Jerry, and he kissed him on the cheek. Jerry's eyes filled with tears and said, no matter what happens, I will always Love you, He propped Mike up against the head board and said, I owe you something from this morning, He looked at mike and said have you ever cum before. Mike said I jerked of one, but when I was through I was so tired I did not enjoy it and never wanted to do it again. Jerry said well this time you don't have to do a thing, you just sit there and let me do all the work Mike looked worried and said Jerry what are you going to do? Jerry said just relax and enjoy. Jerry bent down and took Mike's cock in his mouth, the cancer had so stunted his growth, that his penis was all of 3 to 4 inches and that was semi erect, when he got hard it was about 4 to 5 inches, It did not matter to Jerry, he was planning to give Mike his first blow job, and he was working slow but steady, he could feel mike starting to breathe very fast, Mike said Jerry stop I can't breathe. Jerry stopped and looked up and saw a terrified look on his face Jerry said give me two minutes, Jerry went back to work and in less than a minute Mike was cumming, he swallow very drop, then stopped and say next to mike and said are you ok. Mike took a deep breathe and said now I am. How do you feel and did you like that. Mike said I feel wonderful, and I was scared for minute but then I felt so excited and then like I had to pee and then it just shot out and made me shiver with ecstasy. They got out of bed and Jerry help Mike to the bathroom, he shower with Mike and he could tell that mike was getting weaker. when he finished in the shower Jerry carried him into the bedroom, put him on the bed and helped him get dressed, they sat around all day and did nothing buy talk and make each other laugh, Jerry did not go to school, and he had decided that he would stay with Mike. about non Jerry said MIke you hungry. Mike said No not really, but I am getting pretty tired, I think I want to go rest for a while. Jerry said as soon as I eat I will take you to your room. Jerry stood in the kitchen and as quietly as possibly was crying his eyes out, he took a couple deep breathe and said I will be right there. He wiped his eyes and put on his best game face and walked into the living room, Ok pal let's go, he picked Mike up and said would you like to go to your room My Lord. Mike smiled and said that would be nice, thank you. Jerry carried him into his room and laid him on the bed, I will be right here when you wake up, and he sat on the bed holding Mike's head in his lap. Mrs. O'Leary came in and said why don't you go outside and get some fresh air, I will stay with him. Jerry had tears in his eyes and said I can't leave him, I said I would be here when he woke up, I will not break that promise, I know I do not have much more time with him and I do not want to lose one minute. Jerry said mom I don't want to lose him, but there is nothing I can do, I feel so helpless, why could I not have seen the love in his eyes before, now I know and can see it but it is to late. MIke started to stir and took a deep breath and said Jerry I don't feel very good , can you go get mom. Jerry said I am not leaving you, he called for Mrs. O'leary and she came running. She ran into the room and said what is it? Mike half smiled and said Mom I think it is getting to be time, I don't feel very well. She said, I will call 911. Jerry pulled his cell phone out of his pocket and called and the fire department was dispatched and were on their way. Mike looked at Jerry and said are you going to come along. Jerry pulled Mike into a hug and held him tight and started to cry like a baby. Mike looked up and said please Jerry don't cry, you have made me very happy these past weeks. Jerry said MIke I love you so much I am not leaving your side. The fire department arrived and they immediately took Mike, transported his to the hospital, ne was admitted into ICU Mrs. O'leary and Jerry arrived and Jerry ran to be with Mike. when he got to ICU the nurses were in his room hooking him up to all the machines, Jerry was standing outside the room and was in tears watching Mike going through this. when the nurses came out the said you can go in now, Jerry went in and walked up and took Mike's hand. Mike had his eyes closed but said Jerry, you made it, You know my love for you kept me going for a long time, I want to thank you for everything you have done for me, My life would have been real boring if not for you, what you did for me this morning was beautiful, I wish I could share it with you longer, by the way have I told you that I love you today, Jerry Will you make me a promise. Jerry not wanting to hold back the tears said anything for you. Please look in on mom once in a while she is really going to be lonely and she will need you, and I will feel better knowing you are there to take care of her. Jerry bent down and kissed Mike on the lips and said please Mike don't leave me, I need you so much. Mike looked up at jerry and with a half smile, said No jerry I was the one that needed you, you made my dreams come true. Jerry said no it was you who made my dreams of being able to love some one unconditionally, he lifted Mike's hand to kiss it and the machine started to beep. Jerry broke down and started to cry and said good -bye My Love I will miss you Well that's it, hope you liked it, please email me at spiderwick1@hotmail.com with comments and feedback, age would be nice for grouping percentages, I will anwser all emails as soon as possible, Thanks for reading my story