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It's a boys' life!
by Andrew van Ryan
copyright 2005
Part 12
I woke the next morning when I
rolled over in my sleep and onto my back. The bump on my head started
to throb against
my pillow and the dull pain brought me out of my slumber. I sat up
slowly,
rubbing the knot and looked at my little clock whose face and hands
read 10:32 AM. "Not too bad
for the day before school starts" I considered to myself, since I'm not
a morning person and never will be.
"...
Oh, shit!" I suddenly remembered. "I'm
grounded!"
Knowing my dad, there would be at least one, if not
more, unpleasant surprises in store for me today. He could never just
give me
restriction without adding a little something extra, just to make me
miserable. As if I wasn't already! I knew how much effort dad put into
fabricating his guns. He'd taken a gun smithing course to learn how to
make
stocks, nickel plate the metal parts and he even learned engraving, so
he
could fully customize a rifle or shotgun. Guns and hunting were more
than a hobby for him, they were his passion. So much so, that he would
ignore me for days on end while working in his gunroom. He didn't used
to be like that at all. He used to make me feel that I was his favorite
child out of the three, but that had been a long time ago.
Sometimes it bothered me that I didn't
have a close relationship with him anymore, as most other boys I knew
had
with their dads. On days like today, however, I wished for him to
forget
about
me completely. It wouldn't be so bad if he failed to remember me, at
least
until the day was over! However, I knew that wasn't going to happen. It
would just be a matter of time until he sprung a 'surprise'
punishment on me.
I got out of bed and stood naked,
stretching my arms over my head and yawning, until a sudden sharp pain
shot through me and caused my arms to drop. It started at my left
shoulder and ran down the left
side of my body to right above my hip. I stumbled backward to the edge
of my bed and quickly sat down. Looking at my left shoulder, I was
grossed out by the colors! Black, blue green, yellow and purple were
predominating, with almost no normal flesh tone at all. Maybe it was a
good
idea to stay home
today, even if I hadn't wanted to.
As I sat there naked and hurting, I heard footsteps
approaching my door, and then a knock.
"Andy? You up?" I heard
dad say.
"Yes, sir!" I called out
while grabbing for a pair of my shorts that lay on the floor where I'd
discarded them two days ago. I don't know why I wanted to cover myself,
since my door was locked and he couldn't come in unless I let him in,
but I jumped into the baggies as quickly as I could.
"Hurry up, son!" he called
out. "I want you to come into town with me."
"OK, but I gotta take a
shower." I answered back at him through the closed door.
"No, take one when we get
back." I heard him say. "Meet me in the car."
I didn't like the way this felt. Something was up
with dad wanting me to go into town with him and it made my stomach
begin to knot up. Dad wouldn't be taking me out in public for a
joyride, that's for sure. His footsteps indicated he was heading
towards the living room, to the front door.
I felt a complete sense of dread overtaking me, but
I didn't know why. All I knew for sure was if I didn't get out to the
car right away, I was going to be in even bigger trouble than I was
already.
Hurrying to get ready, I pulled on a t-shirt and
slipped my long thin feet into my deck shoes. Taking only a brief
moment, I studied my rather out of proportion extremities. If my feet
were any indication of how tall I would become in the next few years,
then I was going to be really, really tall! My shoes were bigger than
the ones Les wore and he was three years older than I was!
I finished dressing, unlocked my door and headed out
to meet dad. I was just entering the living room when I heard my
Grandmas' voice coming from the kitchen.
"Well, I know my son and he's just
being mean to poor Andy. The boy didn't do a damn thing wrong and I'm
going to stop this right now!"
"Oh, Grandma! It's only a haircut and
besides, he needs it cut for school tomorrow." My mother said, sounding
desperate to prevent my Grandmother from talking to my dad.
I stopped dead in my tracks, desperate in my own
way. Thinking quickly, I spun around and headed back to my room. Just
in time, too! As I entered and closed my door, I heard the front door
open and close. I locked myself in and peeled off my shirt and shoes
before getting the glass of water I'd left on my nightstand three days
previous. Using just enough of the room temperature liquid to dampen my
skin and hair, but not enough to make me actually be wet, I crossed the
room and sat on the window seat, so the sun could shine directly on my
exposed upper body and face. I'd used this trick several times before
to feign illness last school year and I hoped it would work again for
me today. As I sat there, I could hear my Grandma talking excitedly out
in the driveway.
"Damn if you're not being mean to that
child, Harry!" she scolded. "You may be his father, but I'm your mother
and I'm telling you right now that you will NOT make him cut his hair
today or any other day!"
"Oh, really?" dad said, nearly
shouting. "And what if I do make him cut it?"
"Then you'll just have to move off this
ranch!" she shouted at him. "You DO remember that the whole damn thing
belongs to me while I'm alive don't you? And another thing, Harry! What
do you think would happen if I told everybody in town why you give your
youngest son the cold shoulder treatment, Huh?! Just what do you think
they'd say about that?"
"Mother!" Dad cried out in horror. "You
wouldn't do that!"
"Oh, yes I would if you keep on being a
horse's ass!" she shot back at him while I listened and grew afraid.
I knew she was bluffing about kicking him and
therefore us off the ranch. The fear I felt was over her threat to
disclose why
my dad and I didn't have a close relationship anymore.
He and I had a
typical father and son relationship until I was five, but everything
had abruptly changed when I came down with tonsillitis while he was
away on his annual deer hunting trip into the Sierra Nevada. It was
about half way through his trip when mother got a hold of him though a
friend in the town he was hunting outside of. She'd told him I
was seriously ill and our doctor wanted to take my tonsils out as soon
as possible. Then she told him how I'd explained to her that because
dad
was away, I didn't get any of his special medicine and that's why I got
sick. When she questioned me further, I explained how dad would take me
into the shower with him and "inspect" my throat. He'd pronounce me
healthy, but say that I needed to take his special medicine to keep
from getting sick. I don't recall the exact words I used as a child,
but I got the idea across to mom that he'd masturbate and just before
he came, he'd have me suck on the head of his cock. I can still recall
swallowing all his spunk and I remember I even liked the taste of it!
However, Mom freaked out, of course! She really
didn't need a phone to tell dad either.
She had
screamed at him so loud I think he could have heard it from where he
was standing, nearly three hundred miles to the north!
Right now, I didn't want the past to be brought up
again, so I quickly made a new decision. I hopped to my feet, grabbed
my
shirt and threw it on as I unlocked my door. Walking swiftly to the
front door, I exited the house and began walking towards my mom, dad
and Grandma. They'd heard the front door open and had gone silent as I
walked across the lawn towards dads' 1957 Chevy Nomad wagon.
"Hi!" I greeted them
cheerfully. "I'm ready, dad. Let's get going 'cause I got something I
need to do in town if we have enough time."
He starred at me climbing into his car for a moment
before speaking.
"What do you need to do?"
he asked bluntly.
"I wanted to go by Fosters
Barbershop, if we have the time." I answered and then pulled the car
door closed.
The three of them just stared at me, while I glanced
at them from the corner of my eye. Then they exchanged a few words
quietly before dad went to his side of the car and got in. We drove the
four miles to town in complete silence. Upon arriving at Main Street,
dad parked
in front of Dave's Hardware store. Before he got out though, he told me
he was running late for an appointment and that we'd only have enough
time to get a few things in the hardware store. The trip to Mr. Fosters
barbershop would have to wait for another day.
I felt a great relief upon hearing this. I would get
to keep my hair long and the secret that destroyed our relationship
would remain a secret. I could have lived through a haircut, but if the
word ever got out that dad had done sexual things to me, I think I
would die from the embarrassment!
After he closed the car door and walked into the
hardware store, I breathed a deep sigh of relief. 'Shit' I thought to
myself. 'All I wanted to do today was get naked with Norman and Matt!'
The thought of those guys made me grin, until the conversation I'd had
with Matt yesterday evening came back to me. I frowned a little,
thinking what might happen between Norm and Paul today, while I'm stuck
at home. I figured It would be a good idea to call Norm as soon as I
got home from town, since none of my friends knew what had happened
last night.
As soon as we entered the house, I excused myself to
use the
phone. As I was walking away from the living room, I heard dad say he
was going to "check the Carlton groves". These were the citrus groves
we owned on land that had at one time been slated to become a 'planned
community', but never was developed. Dad and my grandfather had bought
the land from the bankrupt developer before dad went into the service
during world war two. These groves were about five miles away from the
ranch and I breathed a sigh of relief knowing he was going there,
instead of staying home.
I waited until I heard him leave, then hurried to
the den. This was my favorite place to make calls from, due to the fact
it was isolated from the rest of the house and the old telephone set in
there made a loud popping sound if anyone else picked up one of the
other phones in the house. Good for detecting eavesdroppers! I called
Norms house first, but his mother said he'd already gone out. So,
I dialed
Matts' number and counted the rings until he answered.
"Hello?" Matt's voice
asked.
"Hey, it's me." I said. "I
got grounded and can't come over today. Is anybody there yet?"
"Uh, Hi there Mr.
Brown..." Matt began. I started to wonder what the hell was up as he
continued talking. "No, my folks aren't home, but I'll be sure to have
them call you. You can expect them to call in exactly one hour."
I knew Matt was talking in some kind of code, so I
just agreed to wait for his call.
"OK, I'll be waiting. Call
me for sure!"
Yes, sir! I'll have them
call. Bye!"
Matt hung up and I felt my stomach turn over. What
the hell was going on that he couldn't tell me right then? I looked at
the clock, making a note in my head as to when I should expect the
phone to ring and knowing the wait was going to drive me crazy!
Continued.........