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still apply here. This story is a re-wording and re-edited version of
the
actual events I wrote in a series of journals starting in middle school
and
continuing until I ran away to Europe at age eighteen. You are
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As we entered Miss Galakmans' choir room, Matt
seemed to return from his distracted state of mind to the here and now. Miss
'G', as we had learned to call her during seventh grade, looked up from her
desk near the blackboard where a few lines of some four-part Bach choral piece
were already written out.
"Well, hello
Matthew! And here's our star soloist, Andy, too!" she cooed, making me
wish to vomit, quite actually. I hated the way she made every word seem to have
some sexual charge to it. Eeewww.... Miss G and sex! Vomit and Yuck!
"Hello,
Miss G!" Matt said with a slightly naive, yet boyishly naughty tone in his
voice. Matt might not have been the best boy vocalist in the tenor section, but
he certainly knew how to receive an "A" mark on his report card from
Miss G.
"Hello, Miss
G." I added. "And how are you today?"
Not missing a beat, Miss G redirected her eyes to focus on
me.
"Fine, Andrew.
Did you spend the weekend with your Grandparents?" she asked, and I knew
she could hear the "Prince of Main Street" in my voice. What could I
do about it? However, I tried, once I'd made the conscious effort to speak like
my moms' family, it would always stay that way for a while. I think it's because
I learned it instead of naturally having the pronunciation of my grandparents'
British dialect. I don't remember when my grandmother first started teaching me
to pronounce everything the way she did, but I figure it must have been about
three minutes after I said my first word! Can't you just see it?
"mama!" little Andy
says.
"Say Mother!"
Grandmother Alma instructs the boy with her proper accent.
"Yes, mum. Can I get you any
tea, please?" Little Andy replies and runs to start the kettle.
"White please, and with two
sugars!" the happy woman beams at her half English, half-colonialist
heathen grandson......
"Now, Andy, I want you to
learn every address Winston Churchill delivered to Parliament by next
week!"
"Yes, mum!" the happy
little boy answers before shouting "Man United rules!" and running
outside to join his teammates.
Well, I imagined something like that was how Grand mum Alma
saw things from her perspective. When I was just a tiny boy, my grandparents
would live with us during those summers at Skyforest. I was immersed in their
speaking voices all day long for three months at a time and would actually have
to TRY NOT to speak with an accent each September when I'd return to school.
Sometimes, it lasted a few weeks before my Californian accent returned to me.
Never the other way round, though. It would take me no more than two minutes in
the presence of the Queens' English before it was falling off my tongue as if
I'd been born to it.
Not a worry, though. I always felt it might become an asset
at some point in life. Hey, after all I had a relative working in Hollywood who
got lots of jobs as an actor, for the simple fact of his ability to mimic other
accents. This was a talent that both my sister and I had seemingly inherited,
but one our brother Les had failed to receive. Oddly, Les was the only one of
us three siblings who felt determined to have a career as an actor! I figured
he'd get all the parts where it called for the character to be an
asshole. Type casting, I think they call it.
Anyway, as we strode to find our seats, Miss G called
after us.
"You boys are dressed quite
nicely. Andrew, is that a 'mod' shirt?"
As I was pondering what the hell she meant, an unfamiliar
voice spoke out and I got the second surprise of the day.
"Mods wear all kinds of togs, Miss.
But I've seen them in similar shirts to that."
I turned to see who owned what was without doubt a Northern
English accent, most likely scouse or perhaps Merseyside. The voice emanated
from a small, brown haired boy who was no taller than I was. Meaning he must
have been about five feet tall. He was grinning from ear to ear and I couldn't
help but notice how cute he looked, in some sort of elf-like way. Yeah,
elf-like. As he smiled, something about him said "tree dwelling elf of the
most devilish variety. Approach with caution".
"Oh, you must be Teddy
Tamsend. I've heard about you!" our teacher smiled.
"Yes, mum!" the boy
answered, without any trace of being shy. "That would be me,
if you've heard good things. Bad things and it would be my cousin you're
speaking of."
A few of the students laughed at the boys' joke, while Matt
and I used the time to find our seats and plant ourselves.
"Well, Andrew. If what I've
heard about Teddy is true, then you might have competition as a soloist this
year."
'Good' I thought to myself. I had liked being given solos
the previous year, but I already knew a few fractures in my boyhood voice had
occurred over the summer and soon, my voice would really start to change. So if
there were another boy who could take the solos, I wouldn't mind it at all.
"Great!" I replied.
"I shouldn't be our schools only soloist!"
Miss G smiled at me, and then turned her attention to taking
the role. I glanced at the small elf-child named Teddy, to find him grinning at
me. As I glanced away, Matt leaned over and whispered in my ear.
"Uh, uh! Don't even think
about it, Andy! I've got enough problems with you and Danny, so don't you dare
make friends with that kid!"
I looked at Matt, quite surprised by his remark. I leaned
over to reply to him and whispered my response.
"You don't have anything to
worry about Matt. I thought you knew that already."
He just looked at me for a moment, and then broke into a
large grin.
"OK." was all he said.
Half way through the class while I was singing a difficult
part, my voice broke and Miss G looked as if she were in shock. After a brief
conversation concerning my changing voice, we continued until the bell rang. I
noticed Teddy glancing my way a few times, but I tried not to notice.
Science class was next and as usual, I found the subjects we
would be covering to be easy. History was next, and then came morning break. As
soon as Matt and I exited room 118, we saw Danny scanning the crowd. When he
spotted us, he not only headed in our direction, he RAN to us!
"Hey!" he called as he
came to a stop. Then he continued in a soft voice. "Matt, I'm sorry if I
made you upset earlier. It's just that I don't know anyone yet and Andy and I
seemed to hit it off. Please don't be mad, OK?"
Matt was stone silent for a moment, the he leaned forward,
whispering into Danny's' ear.
"OK, we're cool as long as
you remember Andy's mine. You can only fool around with him at our Club
meetings and only then if I'm included."
Danny didn't hesitate at all.
"Cool! Then we can all be
friends!" he said aloud. "C'mon, lets' go hang out at the lunch
tables."
I fell in behind Matt and Danny, but as we walked
towards
the lunch area, I began to feel as if everyone was making decisions
about my life without even asking me. The thought entered my head of
how my two
companions might just as well be dissecting a frog. Well, maybe not
that bad, but it
still was making me feel less than loved. This brought Norman to mind,
again.
Why had he professed such love for me and then cheated on me with Paul?
I might
be unable to choose weather or not I liked boys, but I definitely could
make my
own decisions about who to like and whom I would make love with. Now, I
was
starting to feel like telling Danny and Matt to go fuck themselves.
However,
since I was walking behind the two of them and their, ahem, 'behinds'
were
swaying back and forth in front of my eyes, I soon became too
distracted to
remember why I was feeling mad in the first place!
"Stop staring at them."
a calm voice said softly from over my left shoulder. I wheeled around to find
Robert following me. "Danny's my new neighbor." he added in a louder
voice, obviously intending for Danny to hear.
"Oh, Hi Robert. What're you
doing?" Danny said in a sour voice as he turned around to greet him.
"Remember what I said last night?" he added.
"I remember, but Andy's my
friend, too."
'Yeah, barely' I thought to myself while wondering about the
way Danny's' mood had suddenly changed. This seemed odd, to say the least. Why
would Robert say that? This day was only a third over and I was already getting
nerved out. Why were these guys making a big deal about my friendship? Maybe I
would have to declare to them my intention of being Matts' steady boyfriend
from now on. Then again, maybe I should just keep quiet and see where this
goes.
We made our way to the table that was farthest from the
rest, the table we always sat at since we claimed it the first week of last
year. Other kids knew it was ours and not to challenge us over it. Matt was
leading the way, followed by Danny with me right on his heels. Robert walked
only a step or two behind me, which I didn't feel comfortable with.
Robert was a boy that would most likely grow out of his current fascination with
homosexual encounters, judging by the way he still ogled girls and talked about
them. It's just that in our town, eight grade girls didn't have sex. Hell, they
didn't even kiss boys! We're talking conservative and religious.
So, to my point about Robert. Robert liked getting his cock
sucked and would return the favor, if he had to. It seemed that he wasn't all
that into it, however, when he was doing the sucking. Or maybe he was just bad
at it! Anyway, I'd sucked him off at a few sleepovers' last year and he'd done
me in return, but never getting me off the way Matt, Jim or Norman had. To top
it all off, Robert also had a mean streak. He thought it was funny to pinch me if I wasn't
paying close enough attention to him. This made me angry as hell
when ever he did it. However, mid way through seventh grade, Robert was hit by a car
while riding his bike. He ended up wearing a body cast for three months, and
then dual leg casts for another two.
When his mom and dad were really busy and needed someone to
watch him for a few hours, they'd sometimes call me. I soon discovered
his cast
was cutout around his cock and balls, going all the way back to the top
of his
butt crack. He wore a pair of cheap gym shorts over the cast, but I
decided to
pay him back for the times he'd pinched me and pulled them off every
time
we were alone. Then I'd tease him by stroking him 'til hard, getting
him excited and
nearly to the point of cumming before feigning loss of interest. I'd
quit
jacking him off and sit looking bored as he begged me to finish him.
Sometimes I would, other times I'd make him finish himself, but the
worst way I'd
treat him was when I'd make him suck me off before slowly jerking him
to climax
while watching TV instead of him. I was truly being mean, but I
figured Robert had physically hurt me with his brutal pinching and I'd
had the
bruises to show for it. All he had to put up with from me was some good
old-fashioned
prick teasing.
When he was finally out of the casts that'd helped keep him from
re-injuring the numerous broken and fractured bones he'd suffered, I was
shocked to see how weak he was and how his body had shrunken beneath the
plaster layers. I felt bad and vowed never to be mean to someone who was
suffering from any type of injury, illness or condition again. When Robert
invited me over a few weeks after he was free of the casts, guess what? The
asshole pinched me again, and then called his mom when I threatened to smack
him!
Damn, he pissed me off and so I ignored him until
I was about to leave for Skyforest when school let out at summer vacation. He
had called and asked me to spend the night at his house, to keep him company
while his parents attended an office party given by his dads' boss. I decided
to go ahead and sleep over, and Robert gave me the best blow job I'd received up
to that date. The next day however, Jim let me fuck him for the first time as a
going away for the summer present and I forgot all about Roberts' blow job.
When I returned in August, my mind was set on fucking Jim
again and in fact, had completely forgotten about Robert. When he called a few weeks
ago, I wasn't too interested in getting together and so today was the first
time we'd seen each other since he'd sucked my cock. I'd been getting some good
sex the last few days and to tell the truth, Robert just didn't turn me on
anymore. He did work out all summer to make his body look good again, but it
wasn't enough to attract me. Muscles and a tight, tanned body couldn't hide
his nearly empty head, which still seemed to harbor an attitude I didn't like.
I sat to the right of Matt during break and Danny sat to my
right, leaving Robert to sit on the other side of the table with two other boys
who'd also joined us. Tim and Ricky were homosexuals, but anyone outside of our
group of friends would have had a difficult time figuring them out. I
hadn't considered the idea of them liking boys until we'd been on a Boy Scout
camping trip together.
I joined Boy Scouts to have fun and that's just what
I did when I caught Tim and Ricky naked atop a sleeping bag. Tim and Ricky were 69'ing, and so I joined them, turning it into
a three way suck fest which lasted until each of us had cum three times. After
that, we referred to this as a "3x3". Another act became known as the
"2x4", which means two boys giving head to two boys while being
ass-fucked by two other boys. A real Boy Scout treat!
My thoughts of Tim and Ricky were interrupted by Matts' voice calling be back to reality.
"Andy!" He shouted. "Are you listening to me?!"
Feeling a bit pissed off by Matts' behavior, I shot back at him.
"Is there a reason you're destroying my daydreams?"
"What? Why are you getting
pissed off at me? I'm only trying to invite you to come over after
school today!"
"Oh." I sighed, before replying. "What do you want to do after school?"
"WE...." he said, while
stretching out his arms to indicate all the boys at our table, "want to
have a "club" meeting. Would you like that?"
"Shit, yeah!" I nearly shouted. "I'll come!"
"I bet you will, Andy."
Danny smiled before winking at me. "I'm really betting you will".
To be continued.......