Date: Fri, 14 Apr 2006 13:41:11 -0700 (PDT)
From: Imthesupermodel@tmail.com
Subject: Key to The Past (part 1)

This is part one of a three part installment "Key To the Past". It
contains Sex and relationships between a 16 year old and a 15 year old.
If any of thease bother you please leave now, you have been warned.
Comments welcome at imthesupermodel@tmail.com


			      Key to The Past
			   by Xander Keiselstein


            My name is Xander Semyonov I am 86 years of age, and a
resident of Albany NY I live in a small cottage by the sea . . I came to
America in the summer of 1920 from the now soviet union, bringing with me
a Pandora's box of sorts, a box to which I posses the only key, a key
into the past . . My story is one unlike any other, for my story, holds a
secret to a dark and longsence forgotten past. . a secret that has
remained hidden , for so many years . .a story of a forbidden love, a
love that was feared by many, and cursed by time . . . A love between a
boy, and a prince . . A secret that lies, till this day, buried deep in
the recesses of a forest in the outskirts of Ekaterenberg . . A treasure
of love, a love that will live on . .forever . . .

        I could hear the crackling of the paving stones and the snapping
burch under the carriage wheels as  we headed up the road . .the road to
much uncertainty but great anticipation, for just weeks earlier I was
assigned to work for the most powerful man in all of Imperial Russia,
Tsar Nicholas II, a man who I came to know as Batyushka . The dear father
. .  My parents died when I was a baby and from then on I have lived at
the St. Mary's Home For Boys in St Petersburg. Basically an orphanage
where unloving parents dumped there too much of a hassle children. I was
informed by my head mistress, one week ago, that I was to be placed under
the supervision of a Mikhail Semynov, Misha as I called him worked for
the Imperial Family . The Tsar Nicholas Alexandrovich Romanov and Tsarina
Alexandra Fyodorovna Romanov. The Emperor and Empress of all Imperial
Russia for over 300 years. The Romanovs had five children , Grand duchess
Olga, the oldest. Grand duchess Tatiana, Grand Duchess Marie, Grand
duchess Anastasia, and the youngest Romanov and heir to the throne .
Alexi Nikelovich. I was assigned to work in the palace at Tsarkoe Selo as
aid to the Alexi Nicelovich as his personal playmate and servant.

            As we made our way up the winding path I could just make out
the gold encrusted double eagle heads that adorned the Palace . As we
arrived the carriage driver stopped at the glittering gates of the palace
at Tsarcoe Selo."This is as far as I was instructed son," the driver
yelled from the front. As I stepped onto the newly fallen snow and out of
the carriage I felt the bitterly cold wind bite at my cheeks. I could
hear the carriage trotting away down the path I had just traveled, as I
turned to face the guards that ever so carefully guarded those sacred
palace gates. " What business have you at the palace" the Guard on the
left said in a sharp and rather forceful tone. " I am Xander Semynov,
assigned by his imperial highness to work here" I replied. . They stared
at me for a second as if they were inspecting me or something. .then in a
tone as stern as the first guard number two uttered "come with me"almost
instainiousley the enormous gate opened wide and I was led into the
palace courtyard . .I looked in awe at the brilliantly decorated palace
walls and adorned sculptures. While still guarding against the harsh
winter breeze . I was ushered up to the door and instructed to remove my
coat, and hand over my suitcases and belongings for they were to be
placed in my room and be taken care of. . I hesitantly handed my precious
things to a chubby stout woman who introduced herself as Anna Demidova,
handmaiden to the Empress. As I walked through the doors it was as if I
stepped into wholenother world  . A world of finery and gold, a world I
pictured to be heaven. Never in my life had I laid eyes upon the beauty
that adorned that fine palace. .I was led down corridors and through
passageways until we finally arrived at a large decorated gold plated
door with a crystal handle " this, is where you will stay" Demidova said
. .as I entered the room it was a large cavernous room of sorts with a
nice large bed, fine rugs and decorated chintz. Flowing curtains and
frost covered the elaborate windows. And in the corner of the room was a
small door. Demidova informed me she would be back in an hour or so and
for me to get settled in. I smiled and nodded. As I explored my strange
new surroundings, I heard a small rustling noise come from the other side
of the door in the corner of the room, I thought it to be just the wind
and went on with my inspection of the room, looking upon my nice new bed
and my very own small desk with a real pen and paper and even a tiny oil
lamp, all for my use .  .  As I opened up the desk drawers a bit I heard
another sound from the other side of the door again. This time I decided
to take it upon myself to check things out. I slowly walked up to the
door and turned the knob, as I peered into an even brighter room
apparently adjoining my own. Then suddenly I glanced up at the bad,
that's when I saw him, heir to the throne, the littlest romanov prince,15
yr old  Alexi Nikelovich. Sitting atop the bed, Smiling back at me said "
ah ha  I knew it was you, you must be the new boy father ordered aren't
you?" I stood awestricken in his presence, unable to speak at sight of
such royalty, addressing me again he said " well now are you going to
speak or just stand there like a rock?" he said with a boyish giggle. . I
managed to mutter a shy " my name is Xander your highness". He rolled his
eyes and said" call me Alexi  pleasee I'm soo bored with all this
formality all the time" alright... Alexi I mutterd. He motioned me over "
come, come, sit, I want to get a good look at you, for you will be my new
playmate and personal servant" as I walked shyly over to the boy princes
bed and took a seat beside him . " What exactly will my duties be sir" I
asked. He looked at me with those ice blue eyes and replied " to provide
me with someone to have fun with and see to it that all my needs are
tended to" he moved in a bit closer and placed his hand on my cheek
slowly moving it down my chest to my thigh. . " That does include . . All
. . .my needs  . Is that clear Xander" he smiled and said. And in that
instant I almost couldn't believe what I was hearing, that the heir to
the throne of a nation, crown prince of Russia, had a secret desire for
the forbidden love, the kind of love that not speak its name, the love of
two boys. I felt a cool rush come tingling up my spine as he took his
hand off my shaking thigh. . and I simply replied to my newfound master.
." As you wish" . . .it was then that I could  hear demidova stepping
down the hall, and heard the lock turn as she entered and saw me sitting
next to the the boyprince. "I see you have met your new master"she
said.  I nodded slightly as she approached alexi and informed him of the
nights dinner. . . Shortly after she left Alexi and I began to talk a bit
and the shy boy in the bed began to open up. . .  He told me of their
history of the family and about his sisters and their dog Jimmie. He also
told me about his secret box of things that he keeps hidden in his room
with sundry treasures he stows away for his personal enjoyment and
memories sake. .he told me to go over to his dresser and fetch it for him
. .I came to the dresser and he instructed me to pull the lever in the
bottom drawer and reach way in the back and there I would find the small
wooden box . .I walked back over and plopped the box on the bed between
us . .he used a special key which he wore around his wrist to open the
tiny little cedar box with. . Inside were some photographs, some twigs a
few coins a small postcard and a picture of him and the empress, his
mother. . . And then at the very bottom a small golden ring with the
double headed romanov eagle crest on it .  .  All though the inspection
of the box I kept catching his eye looking at me . .smiling in that sweet
little smile he has .  blushing those cute little cheeks . . . He closed
the box and locked it back . Placed it on his night table and laid on his
side propped up by his little arm . Still looking me up and down . .  I
think I shall like you a lot alexi said .  He reached in to touch my hand
. . My new best friend . He whispered softly in my ear . .  . In that
instant . .I don't know what came over me . .but the tension was soo
immense . . One moment I was gazing into his crystal blue eyes . .the
next . .he pressed his soft lips to mine . .and almost as suddenly as it
started . .I felt tears coming down the young princes face as I pulled
away to see him crying .  .what's the matter!? Did I do something
wrong!?I said in fear I had gone too far . No . .its not anything you did
. .not anything at all . .its just . .I have dreamed of that moment ever
since I can remember . . I really like you. .the young prince stuttered .
.I  . . I would like to be more than just your friend . .if . . If u
permit me to . .the young prince said hesitantly . . .I almost couldn't
believe what I was hearing . .the future ruler of a nation . .one of the
powerful people in all Russia was asking MY permission . .!? Of course my
lord, I replied, I would like that very much . . He responded by leaning
in for another kiss . This time . The kiss was deeper  . .and more
heartfelt . .I could feel his warm hand on my cheek . .I caressed my
fingers through his silky brown hair . .u wanna be my boy . .he
whispered  . .still pressing his face to mine . . .I'm all yours  I said
with a slight giggle . .as we kissed again . . . After he pulled away .
.I  suggested that I better be getting back to my own room . In fear that
demidova would come barging back in unannounced. .I gave him a quick peck
on the cheek . And whispered a sweet . .goodnight my handsome prince .
.as I pulled the covers over his torso . . He laid his head down and
closed his little eyes . .I slowly crept back to my room . . Careful not
to let anyone hear me . .I sunk back into my big luxurious crisp white
sheets and gazed around at the room that was now mine . .from sleeping on
a cold damp cot in a freezing boarding home . .to lying in a nice new bed
inside the palace  of the ruler of our country . . It was al like a fairy
tale . .and now it seems I may have found my handsome prince . . .

            I awoke the next morning to a . .unfamiliar feeling on my leg
.. I looked around thinking it might be a dream when suddenly I saw those
baby blue eyes looking back at me from the  pillow next to me . . He put
a finger up to his mouth to motion to be quiet . . At this point I was
fully aware that I had a strong connection to this boy . .. He leaned in
and gave me a quick smooch on the lips .  . I've always wanted a boy like
you . .he blushed and said . . My sisters always had a slew of handsome
suitors come knocking . .but I . .I seem to have everything I could ever
want . .a royal title, all my riches, a fine palace . And the heir to a
country .. . But all that sparkle can't buy me love . .love  . .love is
the one thing I'm afraid, I cannot buy .. .  He pushed himself against me
. .and we hugged for what seemed like forever . . We just laid there as
the early morning sun came pouring into the elaborately gilded palace
windows. . . This was all so new to me . . I mean . .I had thought about
having relationships with boys before . . .but never like this  . . And
with the prince of my own country for that matter . . But somehow . .in
his arms  . . Ifelt complete. . I felt that undying longing I had always
had inside . Slowly go away . . . Could this be what I had always been
looking for? Could this be the security and acceptance I had been
searching all my life for? . .  Suddenly . . Our precious moment was
broken by a sharp tapping coming up the hall . . Those weren't the slow
thuds of demidova coming for a call. . No alexi knew that sound . .  The
shrill click and clack of a proper British woman's heels coming down the
hall.. That was the sound of the grand mother . .the Tsaritsa ..Her
Imperial highness coming to check up on her ailing son . . Alexis eyes
got big . And he flew from my bed in attempts to return to his room
before she could gain entry . .  He just barley made it across the
threshold of the door when I herd the great mother speak in a startled
but loving tone . ."Aleki, she said with surprise . .what ever are you
doing out of your quarters at this early hour? . "Nothing mummy " he
replied " I was just checking the window . .I . .I thought I herd horses
in the street . .you know how I like to watch the horses go by . ." . Yes
. .the horses . . She said with a sly smile . . Well never mind that we
must get u dressed and ready for the day. .  I could hear the empress
echo in the next room the proper English bred woman with her perfect
posture and her idolic worship . . I lay in my bed . .dreaming of that
beautiful boy . .my handsome prince . . .

Stay tuned for pt2 coming very soon . . Email me with questions?
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