Date: Sat, 23 Dec 2000 17:17:33 -0800
From: dj-paul@mailcity.com
Subject: chapter 11 of boys will be boys or kids will be kids

Chapter 11 Three weeks to go and the aids test results.

I wasn't downstairs too long when I heard my Mom shout to me that dinner
was ready and to go and get Cameron ready for dinner. So I headed back
upstairs to our room.  There he was all nice and comfortable and sleeping
like a baby. I hate to wake him. So I laid down beside him and just gazed
at him for awhile. He looked so cute with my teddy bear under his arm. I
took my hand and started to run it through his hair gently. He stirred
about a little but didn't wake up. Then I decided that I would move over
and gently give him a kiss. I did that very slowly and quietly. I didn't
really want to wake him but I had no choice. When my Mom hollers that
dinner is ready you best get down to the dining room table if you want to
eat. I had been upstairs now for about 10 minutes and I was just laying
there looking at him and my Mom came into the room. "JR dinner is ready why
haven't you waken him up yet." "Mom come and look at him isn't he just so
cute. I gave him my teddy bear before I went downstairs before and he looks
so content to just be asleep. I hate to wake him." "Well JR two things, yes
he is very cute holding the teddy bear and if you want to let him sleep
then let him stay here and I will put a plate of food aside for him when he
gets up. But I think you better come down to eat." "Gee Mom thanks for
understanding. I will be right down I promise." "Okay dear I will be
downstairs waiting for you." "All right Mom thanks." So my Mom left to go
back downstairs and I slowly rolled over and gave Cameron another kiss and
I quietly got off the bed and went downstairs.

My Mom and I had dinner and I helped her do the dishes and clean up. "Mom
do you have any idea what is going to happen to Cameron when we have to
leave?" "Well dear, I have been talking to his grandma the last few days
and I think she has some arrangements set up for him to go to school where
she lives. So probably he will be going to live with her." "Mom isn't there
any way that Cameron could move with us and live with us?"  "Well dear I
never discussed that with your dad or his grandmother so I really am not
sure. I know that's what you want, but what about his grandma?" " Mom can
you and dad and his grandma get together and try and work something out I
would really appreciate it.  You know how much I love him. He is my whole
life right now." "Well I can't promise you anything JR but I will see what
I can do." "Thanks, Mom you're the greatest."

"Oh, by the way JR I scheduled your aids test for tomorrow morning at
10am. So you best get some sleep tonight so that you are not crabby
tomorrow when you are taking the test." "Okay Mom I will be all right."
Good I am glad that she finally scheduled the test for me. I want to get
this over with so that will be one more thing off of Cameron's mind.  I
know I have only been with Cameron since the last test so everything should
be fine.  Well I left the kitchen and headed for the den. I crawled up into
a ball on the couch and started watching television. Cameron had been
asleep now for more than an hour. So I decided that I better go check on
him. I was headed upstairs when I heard my shower running. I figured that I
didn't leave it on so my baby must be up and in the shower.  I went into my
room and found all the clothes that he had on in a pile on the floor. I
walked into the bathroom and found Cameron in the shower just sitting in
the tub crying.  I reached in and shut off the water. "Cameron what's
wrong?" " I just can't get the fact that I am going to have to lose you too
as well as my parents." "Listen Cameron I was just talking to my Mom about
that and she is going to have a conversation with my dad and your grandma
and see if anything could be done to have you move and live with us.  She
can't promise me anything but she said she would talk to them and get back
to me."  "Oh, JR that would be great do you think there's any chance that
they would do that for me." "Well my Mom said she would try." "Gee I hope
that she can that would be great."  "Yeah, I know Cameron I would love it
also." " Listen my Mom saved a plate of food for you so why don't you
finish the shower you started and get dressed and come down stairs and
eat." "Gee that was nice of your Mom she is really great." " Yes she is
Cameron she is the best." " Oh, by the way Cameron how did you like
sleeping with my Teddy Bear?"  "I was wondering how that got there, I
figured that it was you that put it there." "Yeah I didn't want you to be
alone." "Well it worked I slept like a baby just holding on to it, Thanks I
know he is your security blanket type thing." "Hey listen that is a secret
between you and I and I hope you will not mention it to anyone in school
okay?" "Not a problem here JR.I wouldn't say anything besides I think it is
a cute teddy bear anyway. I wish I had something like that to hold onto and
sleep with when I get scared." " Oh by the way just so you know Cameron my
Mom scheduled the Aids test for tomorrow morning." "Oh good I am glad it is
going to be done so soon." "Yeah me to Cameron so we can go back to having
our regular sessions, I miss that you know." "Well nobody said we can't
fool around I just wanted to make sure that it was safe that's all." "Well
I don't know if this will help but you are the only person who I have slept
with since my last test so if there is something wrong we will know where
it came from wouldn't we?" "Yeah, now that you put it that way I guess so."
"All right listen get finished in here and come down and eat. I am going
downstairs in the den to watch TV." "Okay already I will be down in a few
minutes." So I headed downstairs and plopped myself down on the couch and
watched some television. It only took Cameron a few minutes like he said to
come down and go in the kitchen and eat his plate full of food.

I was sitting paying attention to the TV Show that I was watching when I
felt something on my right ear. I looked over real fast thinking that it
was Cameron playing games again But I didn't see him. So I went back to
watching my show and then a minute later it happened again. This time I got
smart I jumped up and over the couch and found Cameron lying next to the
couch on the floor hiding. " Hey, Cameron I caught you."  "Okay JR just
thought I would play a prank on you after you making me sleep with your
teddy bear. Even though I liked it." "Well Cameron how about if we go up to
our room and I kick your butt on the play station?" "Yeah, like that's
going to happen ha ha, come on we will see who kicks who." "Okay Cameron we
will see." So we raced up the stairs to our room and began our challenge to
see who was going to get their butt kicked. I was hoping that I could keep
my word and kick Cameron's butt. First we played Gameday 98 And we had a
tie score at the end of regulation so we went into sudden death and I beat
Cameron with a field goal. " Well, Cameron what do you think about that?" "
Yeah, well you got lucky and got away from my defensive guy who almost
blocked the kick you were just lucky. "Okay wise guy what do you want to
get beat at next?" " I don't know why don't we try the hockey game next." "
All right that sounds like a plan." We played several games all night long
we split most of the wins. I think we came out even after all the games
that we played.

Eventually we just decided to call it quits for tonight and continue at
another time. We both got undressed and jumped into bed. I leaned over and
gave Cameron a kiss and of course he did the same. I took him into my arms
and just held him and in a few minutes we were asleep.  We woke up in the
morning and took showers and got dressed and my Mom took us to the hospital
so I can get my aids test. When we got in the car Cameron and I got in the
backseat, we left my Mom upfront by herself. On the way to the hospital
Cameron took my hand and just held it and before you know it I look over at
him and there are tears coming down his cheek. "What's wrong Cameron, why
are you crying?" "I just feel bad that you have to take this test just
because of me. But I am scared that I will loose you and I wouldn't want to
loose you too." I took him in my arms and I wiped away his tears and gave
him a kiss." Hey sweetie don't worry about it. It doesn't hurt and it only
takes a few minutes. I promise you I won't be in any pain." After saying
that I looked in the rear view mirror and I could see a big smile on my
Mom's face.  Cameron sat back in his seat and put his head on my shoulder
for the rest of the ride. Before you know it we were at the hospital. My
Mom dropped us off at the front door and she said to meet her in the coffee
shop when I was done.  "JR how long will it take to get the results of the
test?"  "Well Cameron my Mom kind of knows a lot of people here at the
hospital and she had asked the administrator of the hospital to put a rush
on the results just so you would be more comfortable. She was here last
week for a breast exam and that's when she asked him." "Oh, that's so
kewl. Your Mom is the best." "Yeah she is a pretty cool Mom."  "All right
now Cameron this is where I have to go for the test, you wait out here and
I will be out in a minute or two." "Don't you want me to come in with you?"
" Listen if I thought you wouldn't pass out I would let you come in with me
but knowing you they would be halfway taking my blood for the test and they
would have to stop to pick you up and give you some oxygen. No, babe I
prefer you wait out here okay?" " Okay JR your probably right." Before I
went inside I gave Cameron a kiss on the cheek. "Thanks JR that means a lot
to me that you are so concerned for me. I love you." "And I love you too
Cameron, now be a good boyfriend and sit down so I can go in and get this
test done.

I went into the exam room and the nurse was there waiting for me. " Now JR
you know the routine jump up on here and lay down." "Yep I know the routine
all too well been here done this." "Okay JR this is going to sting a
little."  "No problem. OUCH, hey that time it hurt." "Sorry JR I tried my
best to not sting you but sometimes it just happens.  Okay I have all that
I need now just lay there and fold your arm up to stop it from bleeding and
just lay there for a few minutes. Orders from your Mom to get the results
right away, I guess she has connections here or something. I will be back
in a little while.  I will tell your friend to come in and sit with you."
"Okay, thanks."  Cameron was so excited that the test was done he came
running into the room. "JR are you okay? Did it hurt? Are you bleeding? Are
you okay?" "Cameron just settle down I am fine. It just pinched a little
this time. Other than that I am fine. We have to wait here for the test
results, I guess my Mom does know somebody here usually it takes almost a
week to get the results." "JR I love you so much." "And I love you with all
my heart and soul Cameron." Cameron jumped up on bed and sat next to me and
he started kissing my neck. "Hey we are in a public place anyone can come
in." "I don't care I want the whole world to know that I love you and I am
going to shout it through the rooftops until everyone knows that I love
you." "Okay I feel the same way but I prefer to wait a while until I do
that." "Why do you want to wait, what's the problem don't you love me." "I
love you very much but there are only a few people here in the hospital
that really knows that I am gay. I know that sounds stupid but my Mom knows
a lot of people here and I don't want her to have to start answering any
questions about my being gay." "Okay I understand now JR, I am sorry."
After saying that I could see a tear coming down his cheek as if I had
embarrassed him or something. So I took him in my arms and gave him a
hug. "Hmmm Hmmm, excuse me JR. Your test results are done and you are just
fine no problems at all." "Thank you so much, I am really glad to hear that
, again thank you."  "Well Cameron lets get going to the coffee shop to
meet my Mom." "Okay lead the way sir." So we left the exam room and headed
down to the coffee shop. I opened the door to the coffee shop and I saw my
Mom sitting there and she was talking to someone she knew I guess. "Excuse
me Mom." "All done sweetheart?"" Yes all done." "Okay here are the keys to
the car go and sit there for a minute till I finish my conversation okay
sweetie?" "Sure Mom no problem. Cmon Cameron lets go." "Okay JR ."

Well my Mom finished her conversation and she came out and got in the
car. " Well JR how did you make out?" "Just fine Mom no problem at all."
"Well just so you know not that I don't trust you but the hospital is
required to send me the results of the test."  "That's okay Mom it's not a
problem I understand. Not every kid would tell their Mom or Dad the right
results." " Well JR I have no problem trusting you." "I know Mom and I
appreciate that." "Well, boy's now I guess you guys will be having a little
fun tonight.  Just be careful." "We will Mom." "Yes we will be careful and
thank your for taking JR for the test." "Your both welcome."

We got home and Cameron decided that maybe we should just go upstairs and
take a nap.  So we did just that. We got on the bed and just held one
another until we fell asleep.


*****Writers note: To all my dear readers and to all who come to read. I
have not been writing for a lot of reasons. First of all let me apologize
to those of you who are loyal readers. When Lycos and Tripod merged they
lost a lot of the passwords to a lot of the webpages. And unfortunate for
me mine was one of them. I have written and written emails to them to no
avail. They have responded with new passwords for me to try but they do not
work so I have no access to my webpage to add or make any changes. I have
been pretty disturbed over this and I am hoping that by finishing this
chapter and putting this note on the bottom of this story that some of you
or all of you could send tripod a email and ask them to try and get me some
access to my webpage. You can contact them by going to there webpage at
http://www.tripod.com I would appreaciate any help that can be given to me
to get my access back. And I thank all of you for sharing my webpage with
others. I take nightly readings from the counter and can still see that
hundreds of people are still coming everyday. Sometimes a thousand or
more. I still want to help anyway that I can people who may need a shoulder
to cry on or just need someone to talk to. Its just that without access to
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having our commitment ceremony. I love him very much and he loves me also.
It pays to wait folks until the right person comes along. Good things do
come to people who wait. I will probably continue to write however since I
haven't posted anything in sometime and I have moved back and forth up and
down the east coast in the last year it will be some time until I can write
again as I don't have access to my computer in the place where I am living
at this time. But as soon as I get settled I do plan on writing some more
chapters. However and I know this may turn many people off but due to a
request from someone there will be little if any sex in the stories from
now on.  I have been told by many people in the past that they enjoy my
story lines and would read them even if they had no sex in them so I am
going to try it and see if it works. I expect to hear from all of you with
your opinions. Until I hear from you folks, I love you all.

God Bless you all,

Djpaul