Date: Thu, 25 Jul 2013 00:07:13 -0400
From: Matthew Bennet <m.bennet35@gmail.com>
Subject: Lies within Ourselves ? Chapter 3

Lies within Ourselves – Chapter 3

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Warning: This story involves gay scenes and some harsh language if you are
offended by this or it is illegal to read where you live please leave
now. Otherwise enjoy!

This is a work of pure fiction. No one in this story is a real person,
living or deceased.

I would also like to thank my good friend Junior for helping me with
suggestions and finding any errors.

If you want to write me, please do so at: m.bennet35@gmail.com

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Everything was going in slow motion and all Sean could think of was Matt.
Was this the end of their journey, the pain was so intense in his head he
felt like he was going to vomit. `What is going on' he thought. He realized
that he was on the ground and slowly and painfully reached up to his head
and felt something warm and sticky. After realizing it was blood he started
to panic and as gently as he could he tried to get up and go toward his
house but as he was doing it he heard someone walk up and then instantly he
felt the pain in his stomach as an unknown assailant kicked him.

"What the HELL is going on" Sean heard someone shout. "Leave him the alone
you son of a bitch." Then Sean heard running and then silence.

A few moments later Sean heard a voice. "Dude! Don't worry you are going to
be ok. I called 911." Then he felt arms being wrapped around him. When Sean
was finally able to look up and see who it was he was in shock.

"Travis?" Sean whimpered. "Wha..What are you doing here and why are you
helping me?"

"I will be honest I was came here to rough you up a bit because I got
expelled from school because of your mother." Travis said with shame in his
voice. "But then I saw someone attacking you like they wanted to kill you.
I am sorry for being such a dick I was just hassling you. I would never
hurt anyone like this. You are going to be ok buddy I am staying here with
you till the ambulance gets here."

Sean was in so much pain but he managed to let out "I am so confused
Travis" before he passed out.

"What the fuck TRAVIS, were you doing at his house? You have been
tormenting him all through high school and now you expect us to just
believe that you helped him and you were in no way involved?" Matt shouted.

"Honest Matt I was going to just mess with him, scare him but when I got
there someone was beating the shit out of him." Travis said. "I would never
do that to him. I may have not liked Sean but I am just the kind of guy
that messes around. I promise I didn't hurt him if I did why would I call
911."

"That may be true Travis but you are not off my bad guy list." Matt told
him. "Sean has gone through hell because of you."

Travis looked to the ground in shame, "I know and from this day on I
promise never to hurt anyone again. What I saw tonight made me sick and I
promise from now on when I get back in school I will look out for Sean. I
am not expected any friendship nor do I deserve it but I promise I will
protect him. Matt could see the honesty and sorrow in Travis' eyes and let
the subject go and they all waited, to hear how Sean was.

"I don't understand. Who would want to hurt Sean, he is the most kind and
caring person" Sean's mother said while crying. Matt went over and put an
arm around her to give her some comfort. Sean's dad was pacing the waiting
room wondering what was taking the doctor's so long to give an update.
Everyone was there for Sean and Matt's mother who called off of work to be
there for Sean's family.

Matt's mother said in a whisper to Matt, "Honey, maybe you should tell them
about you two; it could be why he was attacked. Did anyone else know?"

"I don't think so." Matt said thinking then he realized. "Unless."

"Unless what?" Matt's mother asked.

"Well I took Sean on a date to the park. Maybe someone there saw us." Matt
said. Now Matt felt horrible and kept blaming himself. `It's all my faut'
the thought. `I am so stupid!' Just then they all saw the doctor come
towards them.

"Mr. and Mrs. Williams." The doctor began, "Your son has received massive
trauma to his head. He has three broken ribs and his shoulder is
dislocated." Everyone in the room gasped and began to cry even more. "We
were lucky that there is no brain damage but we will need to monitor him
closely for the next few days. The next 24 hours are crucial but we are
confident that he will pull through with time."

After the doctors left everyone just hugged each other with relief. About
an hour past when Matt walked up to Sean's mother and asked if he could
talk to her in private, "I can't tell you why this might have happened but
whenever Sean wakes up and is able to talk I think you guys should have a
talk with him. He has wanted to tell you two for a while now." Matt said to
her.

"Thank you for being honest with me Matt. I really appreciate that." Julie
said to him giving him a small hug.

Matt sat in the waiting room all night, it was useless to go home because
he would not sleep anyways and he wanted to be at the hospital for when
Sean woke up. After tonight Matt vowed to himself that he would keep Sean
safe and he still blamed himself even though logically he knew it wasn't.

The next few days were exhausting for everyone Sean still had not woken up
and everyone was starting to get really worried. `What if he doesn't wake
up' Matt thought to himself `I don't know what I will do without him.' Each
one of them took turns going home and getting cleaned up and getting some
rest. It was Matt's turn to go home and sleep for a few hours and it did
not want to go but he knew that if he didn't sleep he would just end up
sick.

After arriving home he went upstairs and got a shower, a few moments later
he decided to give his mother a call at work and update her on the status
of Sean. So much had happened in the last two months and Matt had a hard
time wrapping his head around it. Amber had been a source of comfort
throughout the most recent ordeal, as she had stopped in several times to
the hospital to check on not only Sean but Matt, she knew how this was
taking a toll on everyone and her heart was breaking.

"Thanks for being here for all of us Amber." Matt said with exhaustion on
his voice.

"Don't thank me." She said with sorrow. "That is what friends are for."
Matt had never really seen this side of her. They had been friends for a
long time but she had been like the most popular in girl, which all the
guys wanted to date. She had stunning blonde hair and was shorter than Matt
but taller than Sean and she had a natural beauty to her, which caused her
to have a conceded mind some of the time but all in all she was a great
person.

"Do you think he will wake up." Matt asked Amber with tears in his eyes.

Amber grabbed Matt's hand and answered, "Sean is strong, all his life he
has fought and stuck up for himself. He has constantly been bullied but
that never let his spirits get down. If anyone can pull through this it is
him." Matt smiled at her answer and put his head on her shoulder and
sighed. He also was really shocked that Travis stuck around the hospital,
at first Matt thought Travis was involved but after seeing his concern he
began to believe that maybe Travis really did change.

Eventually Matt fell asleep in the hospital chair in the waiting room but
was awakened quickly by Julie who was in hysterics and at first Matt
freaked out and thought something happened to Sean but after a few minutes
Julie cried out, "He is awake!" Matt's heart jumped and he ran to Sean's
room to see the person he loved most in this world.

"Hey?" Sean said in a groggy voice. "What happened?" Sean seemed very
confused at the moment and did not seem to remember his attack.

"Sean, sweetie, you were attacked. You have been out cold for the last four
days." Sean's mom, Julie, said.

"Oh..." Sean replied in a depressed voice. "Why would anyone do this?"
Everyone in the room just nodded their heads and said they didn't know why.

"I remember some of it now," Sean began. "OH! Travis. Travis saved my life
didn't he?"

"Yes, he sure did." Matt said with a grateful voice.

"But why? He has done nothing but make my life miserable." Sean said with
not only grief but anger in his voice.

"He told us that he came to `rough' you up but when he saw someone
attacking you so violently he woke and realized that he had been a complete
jerk." Matt told him. "He is in the waiting room if you feel like talking
to him but I don't blame you if you don't forgive him for making your life
miserable."

Sean thought about it deeply and even though Travis was a jerk and did
horrible things to him, he still owed him his life. "Tell him to come in
here and I would like to talk to him alone if that is on." Everyone agreed
and walked out and Matt told Travis that Sean wanted to see him.

Travis slowly made his way to Sean's hospital room and feared what might be
said to him. When he walked in the room he was shocked to see how bad Sean
looked and felt a pain of sorrow come over him that he had never felt
before. He had always been a tough guy in school and he thought that if he
was the one that was mean to other's he would never get hurt but deep down
he had a kindness to him that he only showed to his family. Travis was
built big and had muscles from being on almost every sports team in the
school and he had blonde hair with blue eyes.

"Hey there, Travis." Sean said. "I really don't understand you. I mean one
day at school you are punching me in the stomach and the next day you are
saving my life. What gives?

Travis looked to the floor and began to explain, "All my life I have been
the tough guy in school and I always picked on you because you seemed
weaker than me and I knew that you wouldn't go to the principle. Not just
because you were afraid of me but because I know that you were kind and
wouldn't want anyone to get in trouble." Sean could see the shame that
Travis had in his eyes as he listened to Travis speak. "When I saw what was
happening to you, something was changed inside of me. I thought to myself
`is that what I look like when I hurt others' and then I realized how much
of a jerk I truly am. Sean I am so very sorry for hurting you all these
years and I promise to leave you alone from now."

After Travis got done speaking he began to softly cry giving Sean a sign
that he truly meant all that he had said. "Travis, I forgive you. I don't
know if we will ever be "friends" but I forgive you because I see that you
truly mean what you say and you saved my life. For that I will be forever
grateful. Thank you so very much!" Sean said to him.

"Sean I don't expect us to be friends but you can always count on me. If
someone starts to pick on you in school let me know and I will take care of
it once I am back." Travis said with a small smile of appreciation.

"What do you mean back?" Sean said with confusion. "Did you get expelled
from school because of my mom? I am so sorry."

Travis laughed and said, "Don't be sorry I deserve it for the way I treated
you but I promise to change." Both of them talked for a few more minutes
until Travis excused himself so that Sean could be alone with his family to
talk.

After all that has happened Sean could not believe that Travis was no
longer going to bully him in school this made him feel somewhat better but
he was still depressed about what happened to him. This attack had caused
his spirit to be crushed; he had always believed in the goodness of people
but was beginning to doubt that each end every day.

Once Sean's parents walked in they gave him gentle hugs and his mother
began to speak. "Sweetheart, we thought we were going to lose you." She
began to cry.

"Don't cry mom, I am okay now" Sean said with softness in his voice. He
could see that this really took a toll on his parents.

"Sean, Son. You know that we love you so much and that you can come to us
about anything. We do not want secrets among us." Sean's dad said with love
in his voice.

Sean began to think `Should I tell them. I don't want to risk them hating
me or being disappointed but I also do not want to lie anymore.' It would
come out anyway eventually and he was planning on telling them before this
all happened. He decided that this would be a better time as any other.

"Mom... Dad, over the years I have always known I was different. At first I
was really confused but after a while I came to accept who I was but I have
been very afraid to tell you both because I am afraid that you two will
hate me." Sean said with worry in his eyes.

"Oh Sweetheart. There is nothing in this world that would change how we
feel about you." His mother said cutting in.

"Well I guess I will just say it then. I am gay and I have always been and
always will be. There is nothing that can change me because I was born this
way and I am proud of who I am." Sean declared looking away from his
parents for fear that they may reject him.

There were a few minutes of silence but then his father said, "Son, like we
said before we love you no matter what. You being gay doesn't change how we
feel about you one bit. We are always proud of you."

After hearing this Sean began to cry, not for sadness but for
relief. Finally it was out there and he didn't need to hide anymore. He was
free and he felt so much better now. Once all the hugs and kisses were done
Sean began to speak again. "There is also something else I need to tell
you, Matt and I are dating."

"That is wonderful, Sweetheart!" Sean's mom said with excitement. "Matt is
such a wonderful boy and I know he will treat you right."

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It had been five days since Sean had been released and he was slowly but
surely getting better. He still could not walk without help and much of his
time was spent in his room. Matt had been by his side the whole time and
only left to visit his mom and get things from his house. With everything
that had been going on both boys were behind on their school studies so
Julie went to the school and got their homework and assignments, that way
they could do them at home and avoid getting too far behind.

Sean could not help noticing how hot Matt looked while they were studying
with his hair slightly messed up and his face looking scruffy because he
had not got a chance to shave it. After a few minutes Matt looked over and
smiled. "What are you staring at."

"I am just admiring how gorgeous you look." Sean said with a grin.

Matt got up and sat on the bed. "I was thinking the same thing of you."
Leaning into give Sean a kiss, they both sat their kissing. When all of the
sudden Sean whispered in Matt's ear, "Matt I want you, bad."

Looking up Matt said back "Are you sure you are ready. I mean we never
really talked about this before."

"Matty, with everything that happened to me, you never left my side. This
made me see how much you loved me and also made me want you even more."
Sean said with longing in his voice.

Matt smiled and leaned down to kiss Sean and then Matt started to take of
his shirt. Slowly they both got on the bed and started to make out. Both of
them started to undress each other. Both of them panting heavily, Sean
broke the make out session and got up and went to his desk drawer and got
out some lube.

"Matt, can we take this slow so I can get use to it. I heard that it
hurts." Sean asked.

"Of course. This is both our first time so I want it to be special." Matt
replied.

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This was it I thought the moment that would change our relationship. It was
big step and I made sure Sean was ready for this, I mean it is not
something you take lightly. Losing your virginity is a huge step in life
and I am glad that we love each other and that it is not just lust.

I began to kiss Sean and my tongue entered his mouth and we began to make
out once again. After a few minutes I broke the kiss and started to give
small kisses down his body and with each one I heard a gasp of air come out
of Sean. Once I got down to his cock I slowly reached for it and started
stroking him he let out a slight moan.

"Oh God, Matt that feels so good." I heard him say. I smiled and went for
the next step I took him in my mouth and started to suck. At this I heard
him moan even louder. I worked slowly as I did not want him to cum just yet
and he was enjoying every minute of it. We did this for a few minutes and I
was surprised at how long he was lasting. After a while Sean got up and
said "Here let me give you some pleasure" with a smile, he took my cock in
fast and for it being his first time he was a pro. I let out a load moan
and put my hands on his head, it felt amazing and after a few minutes I
realized I was face fucking him.

"Oh Sean. Yeah. That is AMAZING!" I said with pleasure in my voice. It was
beginning to get a bit much and I told him to stop so that I didn't
come. When he did I reached for the lube and told him to turn around. "I am
going to enter you really slowly. If it begins to hurt to much let me know
and I will stop." I said to him.

I got up on the bed and took the lube and applied it to my finger and went
for Sean's hole. I slowly slid a finger in and he let out a moan of shock
and pleasure and a bit discomfort. I began to work his hole slowly to get
him use to my finger then after about a minute I slid a second finger
in. "MATT! OH MY GOD!" Sean moaned out. I asked him if it hurt and he said
no it was a great feeling but it was very different something he has never
experienced before. As time went on I slid another finger in and this time
he winced in pain but after a few seconds let me continue to work his
hole. "Babe I am trying to get you as ready as possible. I want you to
enjoy this too." I said to him. He looked back at me and smiled making me
grin back at him.

"Ok. I think I am as ready as I am ever going to be." Sean said and I
smiled and told him I would go slow and easy. Once again I grabbed the lube
and this time I applied it to my massively hard cock. Sean got into doggy
style position which turned me on even more and I got on the bed and
aligned my cock to his hole. I put the head of my dick at his entrance and
he moaned a little. I then started to slowly push in, he gave out a moan of
pain and I stopped. "Are you ok?" I asked him.

"Yeah. It just hurts. Keep going I can handle it." Sean said to me. I was
worried that I was going to hurt him even more but I slowly started pushing
in again. With each push I could tell how much it was hurting but he never
asked me to stop in fact he kept encouraging me. Finally I was fully in and
stopped moving to give him time to get use to me. My cock was 7inchs and a
but thick so I knew it would take time and Sean was very tight. What seemed
to be a few minutes I started to move out and then back it. Sean was still
in a bit of pain but began to relax.

"MATT... Yeah it's starting to feel better." Sean said. "Go a little
faster." I had no problem with that and started to thrust a little
faster. Sean started to moan louder and so I did I. This feeling was
amazing he was so tight and not only was the sexual feeling amazing but
also the emotional connection that we had. I tried to be careful to not
hurt any of his wounds from the attack but he never said anything to me
about me being too rough.

"Fuck yeah. This is amazing." I moaned out loud. "Your ass feels so great."

"Oh yea. You feel so great inside me. You are so hot." Sean moaned
back. "Fuck me harder." At this I started to thrust even faster and I
started to stroke Sean's dick. His moans were getting even louder and I was
getting even faster. I was so close.

"I'm gonna cum soon!" I moaned out.

"I am not far behind you." Sean moaned back to me.

"FUCK!" I shouted as I started to pump my cum in Sean's ass. As I did
Sean's cock erupted all over himself and his bed. After that we both
collapsed on the bed.


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So this chapter was a bit of an emotional one and as had a steamy ending, I
hope you all enjoyed it. Toward the end I changed it to the mind view of
Matt and thought that it would be nice to see what he was thinking during
this very special moment in his life. I plan to write more in his view
point and also of Sean's.

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